Hating someone that loves you is the greatest betrayal of all time
Isn’t it?
Disliking someone that cares for you,
****** isn’t it?
Zero appreciations were given,
Heartless isn’t it?
Disparaging an admirer,
Who the **** are you?

You never asked me to love you
You do not want me to love you
So what? I’m a rebel
Now that I have left you -
You missed me,
You begged for pardon

Betrayal is it?
I do think so
That’s what I felt
And I am not talking about my love to a boy
It is to a man -
My father
And so I understand why mama left you
Adios Padre,
I’m happier with my mama
As well as my new father

I love you by all my heart
And you hit me so hard.
Escaping from real world
Be with you in my imaginary bubble.
I stole everything from me to give full to you.
There is nothing left in me
to give anything  to the another one .
You came and gave me smile
And that enough to raise my life.
My imaginary bubble is just burst out from the truth of your life.
And now when I go deep down in me
it seem like my wounds is still bleeding.

I even dont know myself what I want from you
Your love
Or
Your friendship

I am ready to open throats
And yours will be the first
I sink my teeth into
I'll tear out those lies
You spew about me
And spit them in the dirt
Like the bile they are

Play with the wolf
And see how fast I can turn
Come at me again
And I'll show you
How much blood
I'm willing to spill

******* from me
From turning my friends
Against me
Or I swear to god
You won't have a throat to speak from

I find
Myself once again
Captured
Caught with a friendly misconception
Wildlife
Creatures of a type cannot be
Let close
Trusted to let go
Even
Given the grace to open
Inward
Fold

You, ...., Had me all
She, ... ,Made you be the gone
He, .., got you all
I, ., Died a death
.,

You asked me the reason
And without any doubt I told you
You betrayed me
And I thought I can believe you
You told everyone about it
And now everybody know
Because of you
I have learnt to not trust
Because of you
I have learnt to not care
Because of you
I have learnt to protect myself
And when you ask me why
Remember you are the reason why
Care a little less
Live a little more
You don't live for their expectation
You don't live for their opinion
Their opinion do not define you
So live on
So move on
So life goes on

The walls of my destiny, they fall apart
By her run into the ark, into the dark
And I fall so alone, shivering all an' all
And a him, again a him; am I betrayed another time?
But she calls and she lies I know
So she warns “You should not take it wrong"
It’s a meeting in a bar like the old mates go there all
And I die as I find the whys; the lies
And the sighs; they fill the nights
And I glide shedding the lights!
So there they are hidden; behind the shames of eyes!
Dressing up their nasty crimes!

Wounds that bleed for years
are silent.
Only underneath this band-aid
you'll hear howling dogs.

She doesn't know,
she never will--
how this wound still bleeds,

how her naive knife just

sinks,
deep.