i - Hello Poetry

i Sep 2014

and

and she was not beautiful, but she loved.
and she was not kind, but she cared.
and she was not bored, but she listened.
and all because she was human.
and the people like her turned her into a devilish monster,
whose flaws are haunting.
and nothing could make the ache disappear.

#beautiful #human #loved #kind #monster #bored #caring #haunting #listened #devilish

i Aug 2014

killed

love doesn't choose its victim,
it kills from a distance,
without taking the time
to calculate the
emotions divided
and tears added.

#love #feelings #tears #emotions #distance #victim #kills #divided #calculate #added

i Jul 2014

when?

when will i go,
when is my time,
because i feel
like i have lived
through a lifetime
and i'm more than
ready to die.

#sad #life #lonely #death #depressed #dead #time #gone #ready #lifetime

i Jul 2014

good night

he said it was too much,
to keep caring for a worthless girl,
he said it was too hard,
to keep loving her depressed soul,
he said it was too painful,
to keep watching her crumble,
he said it was too irritating,
to keep fighting for her,
and so,
he left with a few
hateful words directed
to her.

**but he never asked
how it was for her,
to deal with a scarred body,
a ****** up mind, and
an empty soul.

#words #hatred #depressed #her #him #painful #she #he #hateful #crumble

i Jul 2014

just strangers passing by (10w)

searching,
to be something
lovely to
someone
i don't know.

#love #strangers #passing #lovely #someone #something #searching #sudden #streets #spontaneous

i Jul 2014

located

my body
is lying
motionless,
on the cold floor
in the bathroom
located at
the heartbreak hotel.

#love #heartbreak #lonely #death #alone #dead #soul #body #gone #hotel

i Jul 2014

i wish

i wish
i could travel
to the moon
and bring you
back a stone.

i wish
i could touch
the sky that
is coated with
uninviting,
thick clouds.

i wish
i could have
the courage
and whisper
in your ear
how much
i love you.

i wish
i could ask
someone
to push me
into you,
and our lips
would crash.

i wish
i could die
from a sudden death,
and gaze at people's
reactions.

i wish
i could go
all night
kissing,
loving you.

i wish
i could turn
you into my drug,
and so,
you would be my death.

#love #kiss #heart #passion #death #dead #relationship #drug #hug #kissing