You said we could do it all together
Or was it only I who remembered?
That night in the middle of October
When you told me that I mattered
But for how long will I be that person?
Before you choose to leave me behind
But as I expected the situation worsen
And soon you left these arms of mine
How I wished the time could turn back
Maybe I could fix what was broken
Or even stop it from the day we met
To stop the words from being spoken

Remember when you were a kid and all you wanted to was age up? You wished for it every year as you ascend and it never stopped.

You grew physically and mentally as the years pass you by. You started seeing the extraordinary parts of your life.

But everything great must come to an end. Sooner or later you will learn one of life's greatest lesson which is pain.

Pain that could cause by a heart break or the passing of a friend. Thinking it would stop if only your life would end.

And at that point you start to wonder
how did it get complicated? All these complications and test was never what you wanted.

Then you sat there alone thinking why would you grow old? To only face the harshness of life that weakens your soul.

As far as I know I had years
Years to fix all that are broken
Bring back the smiles and cheers
Remembering the fine moments
Though darkness is all around
Making us suffer and all bitter
Wishing  that we could all be found
By someone to make us feel better
Plunged in the pool of bitter sorrow
Someone comes along sooner or later
Gives us a reason for a better tomorrow
Although it all still remains the same
There comes a time when there's pain
Struck onto all of our fragile hearts
Making us  all lost and drifted apart
Then someone comes along at the end
Comes and heal our aches and pain
Then sooner or later it will get better
It's just the same as any other year
The time and memories seems the same
There's always happiness and bitter pain
We have just got to stick around and pray
That the year  will be filled with better days
I'm hoping that in time things will get better
Hoping that it will not just be another year

If you look at the stars
How beautiful they are
That is how you are to me
You are the star that is bright
In the dark you gave me light
When I am ever so lonely
I've been talking to the moon
While I'm searching for you
In between all the clouds
One day you suddenly appeared
Oh how my heart cheered
When you finally came around

Before I go,
Let me express my last gratitude
To those who enjoyed my company
And those who were always true
Before I go,
Let me share my laughter
To all those jokes that we shared
For us to entertain one another
Before I go,
Let me embrace you for the last time
Let the warmth of my body
Get us through these cold nights
Before I go,
Let me pray to my creator
To seek forgiveness for my sins
And mercy for what comes later

I always fear the day will come
When I will stop loving you
Your arms no longer my home
Your voice no longer the echo
Your presence no longer needed
Your kiss won't keep me sedated
I fear I have to walk up to you
Saying those four painful words
But it is something I must do
Even if it is a selfish act
But you can't possibly call it love
When I do not feel the same way

I thought it was something more
I thought you knew what we had
My  heart was broken and tore
My thoughts now filled with hate

I thought that it was called love
The joyous feeling inside of me
Turns out to be wrong because
The only thing I felt was misery

Why did you have to go and leave?
Leave me in the dark feeling blue
I am still in shock and in disbelief
How did I ever fell in love with you

With the calender set anew
Days are to be discovered
But I hope it is with you

I have seen wonders
In her eyes
I heard her laughters
As she smiles
I heard her troubles
As she cried
I heard her secrets
Late at night
I saw her broken
By some guy
I saw her change
Slowly in time
My heart shattered
When she broke mine

Chasing you is like chasing the stars
I am sure that I would never reach
Chasing you is like chasing a dream
You would be gone once my alarm rings
Chasing you is like chasing shadows
You are there but I could never hold

Why must there be war?
Why can't we all live in peace?
What is it all worth for?
Why can't we avoid all this?
All the blood of the innocent
Falling slowly by the street
The lives of an innocent person
Death lingers and slowly it creeps
Gunfire blows the silence
People running in fear
Why is there no balance?
Why is there even war here?
The sad tragedy has only left me
Wondering in my own curiosity
Why can't we just spread love?
Why must we spread hate?
Can't we all live together peacefully?
Because honestly all this war has left me
Wondering in my own curiosity

Hello
Might be the start of our conversation
Please pay close attention and listen
For now the version of you is different
Because your past self would be proud
Those sunny days were covered by clouds
With total uncertainty which cast doubts
Remember those times you got mad?
Or the time you cried when you were sad?
Only to take for granted for what you had
I hope you learn from your past mistakes
Which could affect the choices you make
Hopefully better choices for your own sake
Because the secret to true happiness
Is when you learn to love your own self.

Death has walked these very halls
Creeping and slowly watching
The innocent life which would fall
In the hands of its reckoning

Death would just wander about
Looking at the little fragile lives
Which could easily be taken out
As simple as throwing a dice

Time was on the side of death
For it had all the time in the world
No one could ever be saved
When it comes to collect your soul

Cherish every little moments that you have
All the happiness through joy and the laugh
Because honestly we would never know
When death comes knocking on your door

I have regretted of what I did
I couldn't sleep nor could I eat
I kept thinking about December
I kept thinking about last winter
I did not know that I have hurt you
I was the idiot and the arrogant fool
I was the one who broke us apart
I was the one who broke your heart
I will try to make things better for us
I will take you out into the old forest
We will sit by the fire in the cold weather
We will enjoy the cold days of December

I have cared for the one's who would not care for me. I always wondered if it was all my fault. Though I was left alone with no reasons so I have decided the mistakes are my own. I could not think of reasons of why people should stay. Why should a fool like me deserved to be loved anyway? I am broken and there's no hope in fixing me. Let people just remember me as part of their history.  But I do hope even though they left, I have once made them happy. For their time was short but it made a difference to me. I hope you understand what you meant to me even though I meant nothing much to you.

It was on a cold rainy night
The storm blew with its might
The empty house I stood in
Not a single soul was seen

I heard the sound of footsteps
But all I saw was a black cat
I heard something whispered
But only few words I collected

The feeling inside me was fear
The feeling  someone was near
The feeling that is cold in heart
The feeling which leaves a mark

I tried to move but I simply can't
I was stuck in this room here
Trying to warm my frozen hand
Heart filled with constant fear

Everything must come to an end
Though I never hoped it be this way
Slowly letting go of your hands
But my heart just wants to stay
Your eyes looking straight to mine
Burying your feelings deep inside
I heard you said the word goodbye
And I knew a part of me just died

There will always be strangers
They just walk into your life
You don't know for better or worse
Through the days you smile or cry
There will be many types of relationship
Aquintances, Friends or even life partners
There are times when you face hardships
Where there are certain miscommunication
Which would certainly rise the tension
And would lead to certain decisions
Sometimes your heart will surely tore
Watching people go right out the door

You see that man who is hollow?
Well he is drowned by his sorrow
The wounds he carry won't heal
Because of love that he used to feel
He wanted all of the things to end
Those precious moments in time
He just needs to finish off the pain
He wished for a hint or just a sign
To help him avoid from the hurt
Now he is drowned by his sorrow
He wished for death and no tomorrow

Days are colder than before
Nights are filled with sorrow
Time passed like a waterfall
But I still felt like I am torn
It aches deep down inside
The emotions I tried to fight
It was my mistake all along
I was a fool for letting you go

Now I know that I am hollow
Wishing that there is no tomorrow

People don't know what is the difference
Between being human and human being
People often let this curiosity left in silence
Society lives among all lies in their saying
Thousands life loss because of the curiosity
The question is are we the best of humanity?
Or are we just puppets played by puppeteer?
Fooled by the news spread through our ears
We just agree and slowly lose our humanity
We follow orders and proudly walk with chains
Chains of dishonesty and a servant of the demon
We see people get killed and accept it naturally
Is this the type we want to pass down to our sons?
Because now we are not the best of humanity
Cause we need to know the big difference between
Trying to be a human and be a human being