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ns May 2014
poetry is
my life.
oh wait i don't have a life
ns Jun 2014
Hopeless romantic
A kiss in the dark
A cruel trick
That broke my foolish heart

Was so blind to not see
The demons of thee
Now look where it got me
Killing myself slowly

ns Jun 2014
I write the words
My hearts speaks
Stumbling upon lines
Nobody perceives

My mind and my soul
Are weapons of mine
In a war of words
My lines will survive

ns Feb 2017
Father, father, please don't go
I have something to tell you that you don't know
I couldn't get past the wires and tubes between me and you
As your life slowly drains out of its colorful hue

Father, father, why did you go?
When all is unfinished and unresolved
I gave you my heart, but you never took it
You gave me life but now it's all crooked

Father, father, how can you leave?
How can we start over when our hearts are bleeding from the pain you weaved
I never told you I have always loved you, as you never did to me
I never told you I have forgiven you for everything you did to me

But father, father, please come back
Cradle me in your arms, mend my heart that you cracked
I want to be a child again, so we can all be fine
I love you, Father, because you were mine.

My father passed away last October.
Part 1:
ns Feb 2017
The waves brush my toes
   to keep me away from the water
The sand tickles my feet,
   as the sun falls into deep slumber
The tress groan as its branches and the wind
   twirl around each other
All of these happened
   as I walk on a beach in a boring afternoon in summer.

The children's feet dropped to a beat
   as they stomped through the leaves on the ground,
The trees let the wind blow their leaves off
   as they turn from green to brown
The night grow longer and colder
   as the moon calls for winter to come
All of these happened
   in a peaceful day in autumn.

The Christmas lights blinked
   as merrily as the dancing of the icy cold winds
As the sun shies away from the ice covered towns,
   the moon grinned
The snow angels sand beautiful songs,
   as the lakes and rivers sparkle in glitter,
All of these happened
   in a white chilly winter.

The leaves start to grow back
   as the trees hummed to a sweet song to the hills,
As the sun cheers and smiles brightly,
   the blue sky remained still
The people greet each other on the pavements,
   as the new bird harmoniously sings
All of these happened
   in a calm and happy morning in spring.

ns Mar 2016
Shake me, rattle me
Take this heart I dearly hold
In an empty vessel of a dark soul I sold

Shake me, rattle me
Do this one thing I propose
As I offer the last symphony to you, I shall compose

Through the darkness, through the night
I whisper wishes to the moonlight
That your shadow, that your light may come to sight

Through the darkness, through the night
A ghost sleeps, it sleeps tight
As humans haunt him in his dreams through the darkness up to daylight

So, shake me, rattle me
Wake me up, wake my poor soul
That of an empty vessel with a heart I dearly hold

And take me away from the darkness, from the night
Wake me up, wake me to the sweet sight of daylight

'Tis be the last symphony for you. I shall.compose
For I am no longer capable of keeping this heart I dearly hold

Through the darkness, through the night
Do this one thing I propose
Take my heart with you for it is now yours to hold

I have finally written a poem after 472891 years. I 'm sorry. This one *****.
ns Mar 2015
Father, father, please come back.
Cradle me in your arms, mend my heart that cracked
Wipe my tears with your strong hands
Keep my soul from being ******

Father, father, please come back
Fill up my heart with love that lacked
Hold my hand and guide my way
This time, father, can you please stay?

Oh my daughter, please forgive me
I am afraid of what has become of me
I cannot stay with you for I am one of the ******
I have to protect you from becoming what I am

I cannot fill your heart with the love that lacked
For I am only an empty shell that cannot love back
I may not even be able to hold your hand
For I am scared that you will not understand

ns Apr 2015
An infant wrapped in ***** sheets
No heat to warm his soft cheeks
A mother weeps for her mistakes
Clutching the baby tight, trying hard not to break

Absurd thoughts crossed the mother's mind
What harm could happen if she leaves her baby behind?
Never has she wanted to keep him alive
A sin she can easily connive

A night full of guilt and regrets
Things she wishes to forget
If only she was a better mother to him
Everything would have never been so grim

Tonight she shall cross the street
Walk the pavements of melting sleets
Lay the infant down on freezing concrete
Turn her back, a sin she would concede

But guilt twisted her stomach as she walks away
She feels as if her baby calls for her to stay
Conscience compelled her to walk back
To the little angel lying on its back

She picked him up and love confounded her
"How dare I leave this poor angel? I am such a terrible mother!"
She planted a kiss on the baby's face, she then wept for her mistakes
Holding the baby in her embrace, little by little, the heartaches dissipate.

I haven't written in a while so forgive me if this poem's a bit off.
ns May 2014
I die everyday
A small part of me dies
It may be anything small
Small useless insignificant things
That keep me together
Every part of me slowly decaying
Crumbling into pieces
Falling apart

ns Aug 2015
Do you remember me?
I am the ghost of your past
The maker of your future
The one that haunts you in the present


This is horrible. I'm sorry. I'm bad at this.
ns Jun 2014
Lying motionless on the ground
Searching for hope that will never be found
Waiting for the dark to engulf me whole
My body dismembered from my soul

Praying to God to take me first
And let my bones decay in the dirt
Leave flowers for my tomb I shall never smell
Keep my story a secret for there is no one to tell

So bid your farewells to my morbid grave
A soul of a girl that has never been saved

ns Aug 2014
Like a ghost
Haunting in the night
I remain unseen
In thy eyes

ns Sep 2014
Bloodshot eyes filled with hate
She grits her teeth to stop the pain
Long and sharp, her nails have grown
She turns into a monster who belongs to the Unknown

She sinks her teeth deep into flesh
Blood stains her beautiful white dress
Innocent was what she used to be
Long lost is the girl who once was me

ns Oct 2018
how can i be so fat

but still feel


ns Feb 2017
Let my tired heart rest
Let me sink into Mother Earth's breast
Touch me with your soft hands
Take my souls to an undiscovered land

Close my eyelids as I struggle to sleep
Sing me a song as the skies weep
Tell me stories of happiness and woe
All this I ask for you to bestow

My souls pleads for eternal peace
To cease the pain of my mind's disease
I cry and beg, 'please, end this now!'
Let us exchange our deadly vows

Death, O Death please come and take me away
This world does not want me hence I can no longer stay
Take me away to an unknown land
Save me from myself by touching me with your soft hand

ns Nov 2014
Guilt eats away every ounce of my being
Regret floods my brain with absurd thinking
Anger fills my eyes with pure hate
Envy wraps around my throat, i suffocate

i don't even know what i'm writing anymore
ns Nov 2014
She is deafened by a melancholic song
The night has never been so long
Years have passed but the sun never shone
To her, happiness has become unknown

She let herself rot inside a keep
Hidden down below, six feet deep
She cuts her tongue, afraid to tell the truth
Her lips long to form words, yet she remains mute

Streams of her tears dance through the air
She covers her face for she is scared
To feel pain is her way to feel alive
In a body of a girl who's dead inside

ns Nov 2014
Moonlight reflects on a lake
Tonight love shall be re-made
Two frail bodies waltz on water
As the howling of the wolves got louder

Hand in hand, heart to heart
Two pale shadows got lost in the dark
Bruised skin, broken bones
He whispers in her ear, "you look so beautiful."

They swore their oaths
To never leave each other alone
One last kiss to end it all
Before they went down to the last fall

They tried to run
But they were caught up and came undone
The wolves tore their bodies apart
Stopping the beating of their hearts

They died holding each others hands
The blood of their love drips unto the land
The ghosts cry for their demise
A young love's true promise

Tonight love had been remade
By two pale shadows that had to fade
An oath to never leave each other alone
Granted until death, a love written on stone

ns Jun 2014
It's hard comparing you to art
But if you were a painting
You would be an abstract
A splash of colours
A spiral of emotions
A series of imagination
A whole new perspective
A picture no one could fathom
That's you
You are art

ns Nov 2014
A mixture of colours in your eyes, I see
"What colour are your eyes?" I ask thee
Emotions hidden under an unfathomable hue
Colourful orbs that are almost see through

A storm blue stare that pins me in my place
Pierces through my soul, locking me in a haze
Looking deep into your eyes, I lose myself in a maze
Because of thee, I have been hypnotized for days

In harsh winds and cold weather
The beauty of your eyes never wavers
Orange red like falling autumn leaves
Golden specks of sunlight that shines so brilliantly

Pale green like the first of spring
Oh such joy and peace your eyes bring
Dark green that almost looks like blue
How I wish I could see you through

Seasons passed, but you never answered me
"What colour are your eyes?" I asked thee
Emotions still lie beneath an unfathomable hue
Just tell me the colour of your eyes, oh please do

ns Nov 2014
I wish to spit on your grave
To make you feel disgusted and ashamed
You, who look down on me shall suffer from eternal rue
Thou shall writhe seven times over the pain I went through

Go feed everyone with your pathetic lies
Oh, what a pity to have such a miserable life
You live in a world of your pretense
Just to please yourself, such nonsense!

I curse you to perish from the earth!
To leave your bones to decay in the dirt
To watch the life drain out of your eyes
'Tis I long to see before I die

No one shall be there at your funeral
No man will mourn for your demise
You will not be remembered nor be recognized
For this curse, you shall grieve all your life

ns May 2014
This isn't over my friend
My love for you never ends

Even if we separate ways
Our friendship forever stays

Just promise me you will always remember
Our friendship in your heart forever

i wrote this when i was like 12 ***
ns Sep 2017
i used to have a candle in a dark room
and words were like moths
they thronged the glow of my flames
in the haunting darkness
that is my mind

ideas used to be like quicksand
once I set foot on the soft surface
it engulfs me whole
taking me to a different place
that is my imagination

i used to have a voice
i used to write in that voice
but i lost it
along with everything else
i didn't know what to do
i used other people's voices
i became a different person
for a piece of literature
i saw the world through the eyes of that person
i wrote in their voice
i lived their life

and i liked it
i didn't want to go back
the candle in my mind was nowhere to be seen
quicksands didn't take me anywhere special
they just made me sink
into darkness

after that
i just stopped writing

i lost my voice

but i have to find a new one

ns Jun 2014
Words, words, words
I search for you
Permit me to express what I know
Engulf me with your power
And let me speak
The truth shall be free
And must be heard.

My tongue is tied
I summon you, my Muse
For inspiration
To speak the truth
Justice will be lost
And should be found
Words are my sword
to be heard and make a sound.

Never leave me, my Muse
Stay with me as I grow old
I need you here
In this lonely, treacherous world
Where truth must be told
Be with me, too
Not only in words
But of Will and Walk
So I can Walk my Talk
And be strong and bold

ns May 2014
A black hole eats me up
Swallowing me whole
Memories of me fading
Like i never existed at all

Every thin strip of me
Erased in this world
I am nothing now but a wanderer
With no heart and no soul

ns May 2014
i am so sad
so very
ns May 2014
Color me in black and white
Hide me away from the night
Keep me in your arms, your arms like towers
Bury me in a bed of a million flowers.

Help me run away to someplace safe
To escape all these tears and fears away
Bury me in a bed of a million flowers
Take me to a place where we can call ours.

I used a line from a Paramore song, We Are Broken.
ns May 2014
I am a sea of emotions
An angry set of waves
A whirlpool of sadness
A storm untamed for days

Under this peaceful still current
A riot happ'ning inside
Creating a hurricane of feelings
I was meant to hide

I tried to take in the emotions
I tried to swallow in the fear
The pain that surrounds me
Been burning all these years

So i set my hurricane free
And it destroys everything we had
Nothing left but despair
It was cruel, gruesome, bad

ns May 2014
I am a shadow
You will never know
Haunting behind you
Never letting go

I am a shadow
Never letting go
Whispering you words
You will never know

I am a shadow
A prisoner in the dark
You helped me escape
You fixed my crooked heart

I am a shadow
I will never let you know
Who you are to me
Why i will never let go

ns Jan 2015
Oh, how cruel a fate it is,
To gain hope from void assumptions,
For it all amounts to horse ****,
But nonetheless it curdles ones imaginations.
Guile created from ones own mind.
A goal, impossible to attain yet continue to find.
If love, beith abstraction illusion.
Hope the manifestation of delirium.
Oh, high empryn. What love of pure blessedness can your high ruler endow me with,
But literary devices which are in my usage,
Is simply the context of garbage.

A poem written by my cousin.
ns May 2014
ns May 2014
I tried to write my story
On a blank piece of paper
And so i began with
Once upon a time
Like in fairytales
But then i remember
That i'm no princess
And you're not my knight
And there'll never be
A happy ending for me
So i left it just like that
An unfinished sentence
On a blank piece of paper
Just like all the poems i wrote for you

ns May 2014
Words that sting
As sharp as venom
I am paralyzed by the pain
The feeling of numbness
Stopping the blood
Coursing through my veins
Misery spreads
Throughout my system
Corrupting my mind with hate

ns Sep 2014
There is only one place that i would like to be
Six feet underground
With your arms wrapped around me
For our love is a love unlike anybody's
But a love oh so true
That not even death can take it away from me


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