i'm staring at the moon
thinking of us
and as the night gets deeper and darker
i'm drifted into a random thought;

"how long will beautiful things stay in this world?"

everything become dull when you left me
i hate that, it's a never ending storm, a haunting fear.
eyes filled with tears, as i cry myself to sleep
hoping and wishing every morning, you come back for me.

it's dark tonight
no signs of light
scared? no, i get used to,
this kind of thing is never new.

this is not a poem, i just want to thank all of u
i also want to appreciate all of u and ur works
reading ur masterpieces are so overwhelming
i can't help but to adore.
pls continue to write and find an inspiration
for ur poems :))

closing your eyes as you feel the breeze touches your skin,
bothered by something you should've realized before,
memories are flashing vividly as you try to picture each
thoughts of "what could've been" and "what if"

staring at the night sky,
stars are visible, twinkling so bright
and suddenly, an epiphany hits your mind
the universe is infinite
it makes us small but,
we have the brightest light.

shallow water,
the tide would go back in and out
i saw you, you were floating
while me, i just kept sinking down and down
no matter how hard i tried,
i couldn't get up.

tormenting thoughts are eating me;
ripping my brain,
cracking my skull,
shredding each into small pieces,
torturing me in every chance it got but still manages to keep me alive

you've changed me
i used to see the world as black or white
now everything's gray and messy and;
full of nuance and beauty because of you

ever since you came
everything becomes better
i can't wait for us to meet personally
and spend the rest of my life with you

it's been a while
and now i guess, i'm ready to try
so, i grab a paper and a pen
divulging my thoughts and emotions about you again.

but in that very moment,
you decided to love yourself,
and an aurora borealis is seen-
a phenomenon that is truly magnificent

dark clouds are the only thing i see
when i look up to the sky tonight,
"where's the moon?" i blurted
cold breeze answered me.

she represents all the colors in the rainbow
that's why dance, my girl
do your dance and paint every empty canvas
especially yours,
with your palette a different pattern every time
this is why you are alive

series of questions are tangled in my head
consisting of why and what ifs
heart is breaking into pieces every second of time
but still, here i am, waiting and hoping.

and is not needed a telescope,
the colors you exclude is more than black and white
you are your own northern lights,
displaying an ethereal sight.

the pain from punching the wall
i can't feel them
what i feel is more than than
knuckles are bleeding
heart is shattering
head is breaking
thoughts are overflowing
soul is ripping

maybe people are destined to meet
because they need lessons from each other to keep
not realizing the memories from that person
can **** you inside together with your passion

she showed up beautifully
though the clouds are still on her way
i watched her, long enough to witness
her light, telling me she will not fade away

as my mind goes through stream of thoughts and worries,
it searches for peace,
it wanted to be at ease;
when staring at the sunset thinking about nothing,
when laying on the grass looking at the sky so clear,
when sleeping in the bed dreaming about almost anything,
when hugging the person we love and care so deep.
and it automatically thinks of you,
you makes my heart calm
you makes my mind sane
you make me feel better
you, my love, are my tranquility.

mahal, kailan ka huling ngumiti?
ngiting tunay at hindi pinilit,
mahal, kailan ka huling tumawa?
tawang kay lakas at nakakahawa.

mahal, alam kong mabigat na naman
mabigat muli ang iyong nararamdaman,
sa araw-araw hinihiling **** sana'y gumaan
hindi mo alam kung gaano mo pa katagal makakayanan.

mahal, narito ako sasamahan kita,
'wag nang matakot pa, hindi ka na nag-iisa
ako'y magsisilbi **** pahinga,
ako ang s'yang magiging tahanan,
kaya mahal, tumahan na.

you and me is the greatest team
but before the year ends, it becomes we
all the waitings are worth it
and forevermore, i will be yours

am i important? just like the other people?
and then, i started questioning my worth
just like that tears escape again from my eyes
questions and thoughts like those filled my head
overthinking really got me spared

i can feel my eyes are getting heavy
my vision's also blurry
but my head is still filled with thoughts,
and i wonder, when will these unsaid things be told?