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409 · Apr 2016
Untitled
Lovey Apr 2016
It takes pain, sadness,tears to be any good at writing.
Whenever we are happy how many people actually write as deep?
We don't.
When you cry for hours, you think of the perfect words to make someone listen.
Actually listen to your story.
How many are 'happy' but actually lost their story?
In the world, you could cry in the street and everyone would look at you as if your crazy or walk on by.
So how do you know, if a person didn't just give up.
Every where is a competition on being seen,actually heard and helped.
-love
403 · Jul 2015
The circle
Lovey Jul 2015
Happiness so suddenly becomes crushed by the blink of an eye.
People wonder why I hate to be happy.
Because at least being destroyed you dont go threw the hurtful ride of pain.
People wonder why I hate to pieces to smile.
Cause its easier to stay in tears then be crushed again.
People wonder why I would want to be sad.
Because then I wouldn't fall and hurt so badly.
I've come used to the circle of sadness.
I used to love being happy but im scared of it..
I've become afraid of being happy.
Because when i do theres something or someone whom finds a way to break it.
When I smiles it feels amazing.
But once its crushed and turned to tears its hurts more than anything.
To know your afraid to be happy.
That is close to the worst pain to face..
-Mickie Rouxe-
400 · Jul 2015
Falling
Lovey Jul 2015
You know that feel when your eyes are closed sometimes.
Like you are falling and when you wake up all
you remember is your dream.
Ever wonder why you feel that?
Maybe its you going back to your body ever
think of it like that?
Maybe its your spirit going back to life.
Or maybe its one way of the universe telling
you you could go at any moment.
388 · Apr 2016
Roller coaster
Lovey Apr 2016
We all live life.
Life is a short way of saying you got you're self in a roller coaster.
Some parts are scary,some part make us smile,some parts make us scream,some parts make us dizzy.
We go up and down.
But do any of you know,you can smile when everyone else is screaming?
It's ok to step out and now he pushed down cause others aren't happy.
Break the ******* roller coaster and make your own.
We all get dizzy and fall down but dizziness goes away. We stop screaming. We get over fears and stop being scared. But you truly never can stop being happy.
You sometimes temporarily lose what it's like and that's ok.
You can't be happy all the time or you'll get bored.
We have to be sad to miss being happy.
-Lovey
369 · Jul 2015
Untitled
Lovey Jul 2015
I cant escape from you.
Ive tried.
But your always back.
You put me threw a nightmare.
No one knows your secrets or what you did.
You kept my past a secret.
You made me stay silent.
I am done now.
Secrets are going away.
You say mine i say all of yours.
Welcome to my world, You dont rule me anymore.
Dont freak out cause you lost control.
I just woke up and am ready to fight.
355 · Jul 2015
Are You?
Lovey Jul 2015
Every day you wake up.
Are you the same when you close your eyes at the end of the day?
Look back just the day before are things still the same they were?
Now look back a week ago.
Are things still the same?
Now do something.
Reading this right now the time you taking right this second.
The second you eyes see these words.
Are you still the same right now.
Now do something else.
Go get a picture from when you where younger.
Or even a month ago or last year whenever but a picture from some time ago.
Look into a mirror.
Stare at your reflection well,
Now look at that picture stare at yourself start at that picture for while.
After a while.
Look back into that mirror and think did things change?
What's all happened?
Ask yourself this.
Am i still the same i was just this morning?
Am i still the same i was yesterday?
Am i still the same i was a month ago?
Am i still the same i was a year ago?
Am i still the same i was before reading this?
Are you?

I know my answers now what are yours?
336 · Jul 2015
Pain.
Lovey Jul 2015
On the brink of death.
Thinking should i go?
Get it over with.
Be done and say goodbye..
333 · Jul 2015
Inspire
Lovey Jul 2015
Be a person who makes people smile.
Not another person who makes them cry.
-mickie rouxe-
300 · Jun 2015
Life
Lovey Jun 2015
Life.
Some think its to waste.
Some take it as a fragile piece of glass.
Some take it as its meaningless.
Some take so much caution it actually ruins their chances.
Some think as life is to be lived recklessly.

It may be lived recklessly.
But how much do you miss as well.

But to much caution breaks your chances as well.

So you have a choice.
Live a free life, a non caring life, a life let go of regret and pain.
Or is that exactly what you need to live.

If we we're born with pain,sadness,depression,agony,grief,tears,heartache,and the wonders of despairing emotions.
Then why throw them away?
We're born with happiness as well,and joy,and shyness,and butterflies,and nervousness.
We're born.
Then put on the ride of emotions.
We don't quite understand them we're always happy in the beginning mostly that is.
But once your older you suddenly fall into the trap of darkness.
Your emotions finally come into play.

But others are alive.
We're here for a purpose.
No one on this world can say they aren't.
Cause you yourself wont see your reasoning of going threw years of pain maybe.
Or the worst things in the world.
Are you alive?
Are you dying?
No
Cause if your reading this then your fine.
You may cry every night.
You may cry every day multiple times.
But guess what.
You have a life.
A life some would think is a fairy tale.
When you think you have worse don't pity yourself.
Think of another that's going threw 50 times worse.
Cause no matter whats gone on for you to feel what you do now someones hurting more everyday.
No one can explain your pain that's explainable.
Everything to everyone is different.
Every single thing is just as art.
It either hurts someone more or less.
Or makes them smile more or less.
Either way there's a reason for each thing.
Never think there isn't at the moment it may feel like nothing makes sense.
Think way outside the problem find the smallest thing that's involved and that may be it.
Life is life.
Its to be lived no cried.
274 · May 2019
Magic
Lovey May 2019
Everyday life and routine, is simple.
But the beautiful smiles you see on someone's face.
The little bird playing in the water after it rains.
An amazing breeze that passes by and you smell the sweetness from a flower. The millions of things we miss day by day by our simple routine are extraordinary when we come to be able to see them.
The wonderful life we have that may become dull around us, is so magical in the background with the small things we don't see.
255 · Jul 2015
Time
Lovey Jul 2015
Time,time changed me.
I think back to when i was little. I smiled so easily over small things.
I smiled over a song or a bird or a cookie even.
The simple things i loved i loved waking up everyday.
I loved dreaming. I only had to wake up and play i had my own world it was small.
Then i grew.
Time went by, The small girl who would smile so easily turned to cry so easily and smile so rarely.
Time went by and I became so lonely i dont know why.
I felt heartbreak but didn't know why. I hurt myself in so many ways.
I still sometimes do.
Time destroyed me it broke me.
I cant blame anyone for what happened cause what happened well it just did.
No one could do anything we we're all helping each other out of the hardest time ever for all of us.
We we're all hurt, all in pain, all close to self destructing.
We all cried our selves to sleep sometimes still do.
We all tried our hardest to keep each other alive when we would break.
We we're family. Then one broke and died.
I watched them die. I broke im destroyed still.
I hold a smile can anyone see me?
Or the costume i hold up in the light to fool them.
I fool them to well.
people say i am a terrible liar but trick is ive been hiding me this whole time.
Lying that im happy.
Faking im ok.
No one knows whats happened to me im so closed up im a master at the game.
I can make you seem im so happy nothing could be wrong but im cutting the second you turn.
I'm fading who i was faded. Where am i? Can you find me? Time lost my mind but ive still got my soul.
So from here i make up a patterned game of happiness an illusion to make myself seem as if im happy.
I've become the magician at my circus I learned the perfect trick.
I've become to learn the greatest one of all.
Its my illusion, Its my mask ive learned to cast to wear.
I've become an act of a play.
I've become a replica of a script.
I've become perfect at my part.
I've been casted the lie of happiness. How am i doing?
-Mickie Rouxe-

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