It was a regular Saturday night for you,
But it was the most magical moment for me,
I felt sparks fly when I looked you in your eyes,
I guess eyes tell lies.

I keep asking myself,
Why do I miss him,
He clearly doesn’t feel the same way,
He only thinks about himself.

How did I misread the situation?
I am usually so good at reading people.
Your eyes deceived my heart,
Now all I am left with is agitation.

I'm a hurricane,
In your summer paradise.
I am propane,
In your ocean.

i trust no more,
my body is torn,
and my heart on the floor.

betrayal has a bitter taste,
my time was a waste,
and you left without a trace.

fool i am,
my love was not worth a ****,
and your care was not even a milligram.

i trust no more,
my body is torn,
and my heart on the floor.

betrayal has a bitter taste,
my time was a waste,
and you left without a trace.

fool i am,
my love was worth not a ****,
and you did not care a milligram.

Boys break your heart
then they make you believe
that it is your own fault.

Skip to the end because I could tell from the start
put my time into you
when I was just a pastime for you
I broke my own heart

To you I was a queen,
for me you'd give up everything.
To me you were my caffeine,
until I couldn't feel the zing.

You got that aesthetic about you,
You got a swag that you walk with,
You have a smile as bright as dynamite,
You are so pleasant for my sight.

Four months since I last saw you,
Ashamed to say that I am beginning to forget your face,
Your red heart emoji has become blue,
Darling can we erase this space?

You deserve another girl;
I would be a flapper in your world.
The bad guy in your fairytale,
the one to reject the veil.

you said we were meant to be,
so why did you leave me?

You wanted this
Try to remember
Before you close your eyes
You wanted this

What is freedom
If you have to abstain from dreams
With these unknown schemes
What is freedom

The rock is an anchor
You are not sinking
But you are drowning
The rock is an anchor

Pretending is not being
You taste but are deprived of indulging
Your only option is clinging
Pretending is not being

To whom will you run to
With your weary legs
And tired arms
To whom will you run to

You wanted this
Seek refuge in your past ambitions
Forget about the contemporary conditions
You wanted this

you are in the deep end,
while i am wishing we were back to being friends.

We know how this ends,
You and I weren’t made to be friends

You told me you wanted to be a gymnast;
You bounce back faster than a boomerang;
Your peacock dance leaves me flabbergasted;
Come claim your gold medal at last.

why can't i be happy?
i have everything i could dream of
except i don't have u
so how can i be happy?

Wait a minute,
He has on clothes like you,
Even walks like you,
He is laughing the way you do,
No it can’t be you,
Is it that your face,
No but I want it to be.

Hurt me,
Take a knife,
And stick it in my heart.

Sadden me,
Bring me strife,
And tear me apart.

Rankle me,
Worry my life,
And ignite regret for our start.

Confuse me,
Blow your fife*,
And execute your compart.

Trick me,
Come to life,
And paint me as art.

Love me,
Call me wife,
And turn around to break my heart.

how could u feel no remorse?
u left me when i neeeded u the most,
how could u feel no remorse?

it started with a flirt,
flipped upside down,
knocked me down,
and stole my heart.

I don't miss you
I miss the way you made me laugh
I miss the way you made me feel
I don't miss you

I don't miss you
I miss the feeling of being in love
I miss your kisses
I don't miss you

I don't miss you
I miss your hands around my waist
I miss your hand in mine
I don't miss you

I don't miss you
I miss us talking at 3 am
I miss your jokes
I don't miss you

I don't miss you
I miss the comfort you offered me
I miss your warmth
I don't miss you

Call me a liar,
I said I would never hurt you,
But I lit your world on fire.

Tell me you don’t want this,
And I will let go so quickly,
That you won’t even miss me.

For you and I,
It is always the wrong timing.

But deep down,
I know we are meant to be.

You and I,
Never available when the other is.

Deep down,
I know you know it’s me.

If distance was not a problem,
It would be you and I on the high way.

If you lived in my neighborhood,
I know we would be good.

If you could come to me,
Life would be amazing.

Love is always going to be there,
You know you got a part of my heart.

Something special that we have,
No doubt there.

I want to stand out,
I want to be recognized,
But I don't get their eyes,
Am I on the right route?

yesterday i tried my luck,
i played the lottery,
and it is safe to say it is not like pottery.

Please tell me that you've moved on,
maybe then I'll have some piece of mind,
maybe then I'll forget losing the love of my life,
maybe then I'll remember to move on.

i can't promise u that i'll stay,
or promise that i'll change today.

I am not the one for you,
You deserve so much more,
Someone who you won't have to go to war for,
And someone who doesn't make you blue.

4a.m and I'm at your door,
wondering why I haven't been here before.
Yes we're no good for each other,
but my love for you is like no other.

I know that it is late in the night;
I know that I am your kryptonite.
We’ll both regret this in the morning,
but my love I’m in mourning.

If this is the last time hold me tighter,
I will be a fighter.
Maybe we’ll last this time,
I promise to do better this time.

Here I am,
In your arms,
Yet, I feel alone,
Tell me why I feel alone.

wondering if any of this writing works,
do you see my world,
do you hear my words,
do you ******* pain?

when you leave,
do you carry my thoughts,
do you sing like songbirds,
do you smile like the sun?

if you return,
do you feel satisfied,
do you stare at the art,
do you come back again?

rationality is knowing
that you are not the one for me.

irrationality is thinking
that you will realize you love me.

I should delete the thread,
I know you saw the message,
You left me on read,
But there is more to be said.

I saw you moving on,
But I did not want that,
I should have let you move on,
But I was selfish.