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Feb 2019 · 175
Remember?
Poolza Feb 2019
I still remember
The warmth of the bright sunshine
Now a dark shadow
Feb 2019 · 125
Will You?
Poolza Feb 2019
Will you go with me?
To the Valentine's Day Dance?
You probably won't
I want to ask my crush, but I don't think he'll go
Feb 2019 · 194
Denial
Poolza Feb 2019
You may still like me
That's what I keep thinking of
I need to stop it
Feb 2019 · 131
Forget
Poolza Feb 2019
I want to forget
about my crush on you, but
you may like me too.
I confessed to them but they didn't respond
Feb 2019 · 133
Sad
Poolza Feb 2019
Sad
You made me so sad
You walked away from me when
I said I liked you
Feb 2019 · 608
A Haiku For My Crush
Poolza Feb 2019
I really like you
But we can't be together
Unless you want to
Feb 2019 · 231
I WANT TO
Poolza Feb 2019
I REALLY WANT TO
BURN
HANG MYSELF
CUT MY WRISTS
STAB MYSELF

I WANT TO DIE

because of you
Feb 2019 · 218
I'm Confessing
Poolza Feb 2019
I'm dying inside
I'm gonna have to tell you
That I do like you...
To my crush on Valentine's Day
Feb 2019 · 82
I hate You
Poolza Feb 2019
I hope
you
die

I hope
to
see
you
burn
Feb 2019 · 167
Crazy?
Poolza Feb 2019
When you sit with them
It makes me want to stab them
and make their blood flow
Feb 2019 · 212
Conversations
Poolza Feb 2019
The way you talk is
confusing me so much, but
I think you like me






-
Feb 2019 · 188
A Special Day
Poolza Feb 2019
This Valentine's Day
Will my heart be broken down
Or will it feel love?
Feb 2019 · 144
Locked
Poolza Feb 2019
The doorway to love is locked

You can't just force your way through

You'll just get hurt if you do
Feb 2019 · 105
No Lies
Poolza Feb 2019
If I keep lying
I won’t be able to know
If they like me back
Feb 2019 · 249
Lied
Poolza Feb 2019
Did you lie to me
To play with my emotions?
Why would you do that?






-
Feb 2019 · 241
Valentine
Poolza Feb 2019
I wish I could ask
"Do you want to go with me"
This Valentine's Day
Feb 2019 · 452
Going to Cry
Poolza Feb 2019
I'm walking towards
A violent storm of tears
But I'm not stopping





-
I know it's bad, but I'm still going to go
Feb 2019 · 148
You Will?
Poolza Feb 2019
"Talk to me later?"
I asked you today in class
"Sure," you smiled at me
Feb 2019 · 148
Confusion
Poolza Feb 2019
I am so confused
On what your true feelings are
Do you like me too?






-
Feb 2019 · 307
Crushing
Poolza Feb 2019
Crushing on you is
Just like cutting my own skin
It only hurts me





-
Feb 2019 · 158
Chance not Taken
Poolza Feb 2019
Light shines through window
Opportunity is close
I didn't open
Feb 2019 · 112
Rain
Poolza Feb 2019
The rain hits the ground
They greet each other like friends
Rain evaporates





-
Feb 2019 · 117
Poetry
Poolza Feb 2019
Poetry is fun
It distracts me from my life
It gives me meaning





-
Feb 2019 · 408
Ghost Under The Light
Poolza Feb 2019
The tendrils of my hair illuminate beneath the amber glow.
Bathing.
It must be this one.
The last remaining streetlight to have withstood the test of time.
The last yet to be replaced by the sickening blue-green of the future.
I bathe. Calm; breathing air of the present but living in the past.
The light flickers.
I flicker back.
From Ddlc
Feb 2019 · 660
Dreaming
Poolza Feb 2019
Your eyes meet my eyes
To look at each other's soul
Your lips meet my lips
Feb 2019 · 378
Grave
Poolza Feb 2019
The graveyard welcomes
Everyone that comes in
And they never leave





-
Feb 2019 · 148
Tears
Poolza Feb 2019
Tears trickle and fall
Down into the raging stream
Then into calmness





-
Feb 2019 · 746
Sandy Beach
Poolza Feb 2019
Lay down on the beach
Feel the warmth of the brown sand
Smell the ocean waves





-
Feb 2019 · 2.8k
Sakura
Poolza Feb 2019
Sakura petals
Fall into the dark, blue pond
They begin to float





-
Feb 2019 · 1.3k
Wheel (DDLC)
Poolza Feb 2019
A rotating wheel. Turning an axle. Grinding. Bolthead. Linear gearbox. Falling sky. Seven holy stakes. A docked ship. A portal to another world. A thin rope tied to a thick rope. A torn harness. Parabolic gearbox. Expanding universe. Time controlled by slipping cogwheels. Existence of God. Swimming with open water in all directions. Drowning. A prayer written in blood. A prayer written in time-devouring snakes with human eyes. A thread connecting all living human eyes. A kaleidoscope of holy stakes. Exponential gearbox. A sky of exploding stars. God disproving the existence of God. A wheel rotating in six dimensions. Forty gears and a ticking clock. A clock that ticks one second for every rotation of the planet. A clock that ticks forty times every time it ticks every second time. A bolthead of holy stakes tied to the existence of a docked ship to another world. A kaleidoscope of blood written in clocks. A time-devouring prayer connecting a sky of forty gears and open human eyes in all directions. Breathing gearbox. Breathing bolthead. Breathing ship. Breathing portal. Breathing snakes. Breathing God. Breathing blood. Breathing holy stakes. Breathing human eyes. Breathing time. Breathing prayer. Breathing sky. Breathing wheel.
Yuri's poem
Feb 2019 · 95
I'm sorry
Feb 2019 · 217
Copy
Poolza Feb 2019
I was just an empty husk
Not taught how to feel

Then I copied
those around me

They laughed, cried, and died
I laughed, cried, and died
Feb 2019 · 127
Finish
Poolza Feb 2019
I hate the way
the bodies still twitch
and how they still groan
So I stab them again.
Feb 2019 · 355
Sunshine
Poolza Feb 2019
Why throw shade
when you can throw sunshines?
Feb 2019 · 278
Suicide
Poolza Feb 2019
**** me, **** me; cut my wrists
**** me, **** me; hang my body

Everyday repeats again and again
Screaming inside; my voice is tired

**** me, **** me
Feb 2019 · 179
Love Hurts
Poolza Feb 2019
Why can't we love
without getting
hurt?
Feb 2019 · 396
What's it Like?
Poolza Feb 2019
I want to know
what it's like
to have friends

I want to know
what it's like
to eat

I want to know
what it's like
to feel

I want to know
what it's like
to be loved

I want to know
what it's like
to be human
Feb 2019 · 148
Dikes
Poolza Feb 2019
Dikes are Dikes
Such is the way with your dikes
Please don’t
Don’t
Protect yourself
Before we
Get PREGGANANTE
DELETE THIS BABBAY
GET ME THE HANGA
Don’t not protected
O H MY GuD
Feb 2019 · 279
Close Enough
Poolza Feb 2019
Faces nearly touching
Bodies too close

Cheeks redden
Heart races

Butterflies dance
Mind scrambled

Now lips are touching
Bodies intertwined
To my "friend"
Feb 2019 · 141
Le Grand Soupir
Poolza Feb 2019
If he accepto
My confesso
Then All this
Depresso
Might go
Feb 2019 · 18.1k
Hurts
Poolza Feb 2019
When I was younger, I was told not to feel
"You'll just get hurt"
I listened

But then I see these people
Laughing and living

I disobeyed and felt
I was alive

But I should have listened
Now I'm hurt
Now I'm broken
Now I'm -
Feb 2019 · 209
Broke
Poolza Feb 2019
You're so sweet
The first time

So nice
and Cute

I hope you like my letters

"You make my heart skip"

But reality hits me
You've left me a bitter taste
You're so far away
I see the burnt letters
"You make my heart ache with pain"
Feb 2019 · 119
Happy Place
Poolza Feb 2019
When I'm feeling down and sad
I go to a small corner in my head
I cry and cry the pain away
But some of it always stays

People make me sad
But atleast I get to go to my happy place
I decorated it with rainbows and glitter
So it could sparkle whenever I cried

I've fallen in love for my happy place
I never want to leave
I'll keep on crying forever and ever
Until I drown in my tears.
Feb 2019 · 265
My Wish
Poolza Feb 2019
I wish
More than anything
To get attacked
So I get an excuse
To take a life

So I can see the vivid red pouring out of the cold, lifeless body that would lie in front of me
#notactuallytrue
Jan 2019 · 317
Wishful Thinking
Poolza Jan 2019
We'd be in a room alone
Where no one can see our deeds

Your lips land on mine
Embracing each other

My hands go up your blonde hair
Your hands go to my void-black hair

I taste your saliva in my mouth
The space between us thins

I look into your eyes
and get lost in the blue

I feel the muscles on your arm
I lay myself on them

I fall asleep next to you
Jan 2019 · 125
My True Feelings
Poolza Jan 2019
I know that we can't be together
But, who cares about the others?

For just this once, let's be selfish
and only think about each other

I really like you.
Jan 2019 · 122
Loved Ones
Poolza Jan 2019
Everyday I visit your grave
I miss you, do you too?

The roses I buy rot and wilt
But my love for you won't

The last day of my life
Will be the first day
I see you again
Jan 2019 · 547
So Close
Poolza Jan 2019
We were so close that I heard you breathing
So close that I could smell your sweet breath

You'd casually stare at me
And all I could see
Were your eyes

I reach to share my love


But the bell rang
Jan 2019 · 510
A Sharp Point
Poolza Jan 2019
A Sad Lonely Girl
Walks to his house
Naive enough to think
That he likes her

She checks her hair, her dress, her cuts
better hide these, she says

A tall, shadowy figure greets her
Its green eyes glitter

M-----














MY KNIFE IS MY FRIEND
IT'S ABLE TO PENETRATE EVEN THE TOUGHEST OF SKIN
IT CUTS THROUGH DEEP TO EXTRACT THE RED
IT MINGLES WITH MY VEINS

THE PLEASURE MY KNIFE GIVES ME
OH, HOW I CRAVE IT SO MUCH
EVERY CUT GETS ME WET WITH BLOOD

DON'T TALK TO ANYONE ELSE
TALK ONLY TO ME

IF YOU LET ME COME OVER
I'LL SHOW YOU HOW SHARP MY KNIVES ARE
DDLC
Jan 2019 · 336
My Secret for You
Poolza Jan 2019
You
ruined
my
life

You're
the
reason
why
I'm
mad

But
You're
my
sweet
drug­

my
secret
boyfriend
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