I love love love you
yet I am not sure you love me too.
We're squished between rocks that always crumble and washed
onto shores with a distant view. I like the sky and you like the stars, so I like the stars, but you prefer mars over the rest of the universe because more is too much and loneliness is too little. There are split seconds when I know you need me and I need you, but there are also milliseconds when needing me is not enough...so you need another. At last I am trapped on a roller coaster of unsolved madness, and I don't know how to stop it. Why haven't you. Cause you are my day and night and you are my sky, my stars. I'm still empty yet your complete, you always will be. For you will never be beside, but within me.

As I write this now, I feel memories
rush back from the good old days.
The days when things came easily to us,
when we had not reached rock bottom.
We walked the earth like two careless spirits
looking for a new pathway home.
Now that we are separated,
all that keeps us close is a single letter.
A letter to a friend,
a letter to you.