Sunrise
tells me that I’m alive
Sunset reminds me
that I lived

She had a smile
that drove me wild
I smiled and giggled
like a child
a beauty I couldn’t deny
every time she caught my eye

She
dripped across my lips
leaving a taste of lust and sin
a hunger I couldn’t control
wanting to devour her from
within

Her words
complimented mine
as if we were speaking
with the same tongue

Foreplay
begins in the mind
and finishes
when she does

I must confess
she was alluring
I was curious and excited
like a child
on Christmas morning

We had a love affair
in the depths of my mind
forever there
until I take
my final breath
her face
before I slip into
an infinite darkness

I remember her scent
like soft, sweet cotton candy
I was inhaling it like a drug
as I closed my eyes
feeling a sudden surge
through my body
for a moment I was uncomfortable
with this overwhelming desire
to taste her

***
was never a sin
it was a gift
from the universe
to remind us
that we are gods

The most intimate action
you can have with a woman
is deep conversation
*** is just the resolution

Ask
any man and he’ll agree
women are the most beautiful creatures you’ll ever see

Our tongues
intertwined
frolicking in the slippery depths
that can only be described as
a lingual dance of love

I hid her
in a deep corner
of my mind
even talked to her
all the time
I read her books
kept her safe
until one day
she wanted
my face
I told her
“Baby, please don’t despair!”
She replied
“ it’s not fair! “
I didn’t want anyone to know  
that she was
there

Some
people are as false
as my teeth

She
was a goddess
her touch
softened my heart with emotion  
I dropped to my knees
offering her my full devotion

***
between two people
should be effortless
a series of seamless emotions
intertwined within each other
creating a moment unaffected
by time

The tears
trickled down my cheeks
like the rain on window panes
once again I was left alone
to suffer in vain
with the memories of a love
that will forever remain
a haunting that will eventually
drive me insane

She
had an amber glow
that warmed my soul
like mother’s chicken soup
on a cold December morning

She
was my guilty pleasure
an innocent sin
that no man could condemn
without hypocrisy

Pizza
especially with pepperoni
and extra cheese
there is something beautiful
about that combination
that tickles my palate
with such deep emotion
which can only be described
as true love

Spring rain
had a subtle hint
of new love blossoming
a prequel to summer dates
at the beach

I loved her in a way
that couldn’t be explained
an obsession that drove me insane
a love as beautiful as the rain
fotos and memories is all that remains

She
was a dream
I once had
manifested into reality

I decided
I’m not going to lose weight
because my love handles have been
by my side through thick and thin
a love like no other
better than my double chin

The sun
shined brightly upon my face
yet I was still in darkness
trapped in between
the walls of my mind
in utter sadness
a love once full of brightness
never to be heard again
left in a life full of madness

She
was a star
that once was
the center of my universe
now fading in the distance

Sometimes
being alone
is all you know
locked away
in your own mind
as the people walk on by
once in awhile they say hello
but eventually they all go
then you’re back to being alone

Cheap printed sheets
On an old lumpy mattress
blankets piled up at the feet
At the head
Flattened pillows stained yellow
We were becoming bedfellows
Throwing her shoes on the floor
She wasn’t there for the decor
Just cheap thrills
Looking for someone to fulfill
Moaning and gasping my name
Anything to forget her pain
Even for a little while
I definitely cracked a smile
And maybe for a moment I felt special
An old  man claiming his vessel
She was a hot piece of *** on fire
I had no intention of getting tired
screaming like a banshee in the night
Validating my manhood felt so right
Afterwards she said
“ I have to go home “
I replied “Baby don’t leave me alone “
she said
“My husband needs to know”
Her heart was full of cold
Right there I knew she was a menace
But somedays
I wasn’t sure who was suppose to be jealous

She
was ******* beautiful
anything less
would be offensive

Stop making excuses
why we can’t be together
and accept all the reasons
why were meant for each other

Snowflakes
frolicking wildly
clinging to buildings
and streets
a melancholy beauty
to be admired through
windows

Sometimes
the price of fame
is not worth your sanity
getting lost in the game
fighting the battle
between you and your brain
left there to die
losing your soul in vain

Solitude
a place
deep in my mind
I hid from the world
until the demons came
nowhere to go
insanity took over
I was free

Once again
life has burdened me
with the reality
that not all is simple and sweet
but cruel and full of deceit
simply explained
that all love
is balanced with pain

Romance
was us laying in bed
listening to French classics
as the warm summer breeze
made the white curtains frolic
on a Sunday afternoon

Her wicked tongue
caressed my ears
with promises of ****** grandeur
all I wanted was to be held
until I slumbered

Some stories
never end
they just continue on
long after
you are gone
every time
they mention your name
the angels sing a song

***
was the bridge
that connected our bodies
So our souls can cross
back and forth
together

She
was a subtle beauty
with a slight implication
of sexuality

It was women
like you
who inspired men
like me
into existence

Some days
I feel neglected
some days
I feel loved
some days
I feel everything
some days
none of the above
some days
I need attention
Some days
I just need a hug
but most days all I need
is my own love

rainy day
like today
is a perfect way
for us to lay
underneath the covers
devouring each other
in every which way
until the next day

If you continue
running from the world
eventually the world forgets you
then you have nothing to run from
but  yourself

Silver lined skies
hues of powder blue
looking through
the passenger window
on the road to nowhere
Sunday morning drives
with my father

As I grow older
it seems I attend more funerals
than weddings
it’s quite confusing sometimes
trying to distinguish between the two