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"uncapped" poems
her favorite color is blue her hair is blonde. her lips are blue. so are her fingers. her nails are silver. her heart is cold. it’s winter here. below freezing at this point. blue. the snow is a blue-white, its untouchable. cold, to the point where it hurts she is blue. she is dead. blue blue blue blue. she was pale. like a ghost. maybe she was one. pale. blue. she was smiling at me. her lips were blue. dark blue. her silver fingers tapped along the desk. she had a blue pen. uncapped, poised to write. blue ink flowed out; the pen broke, ink spilling on her hands. she didn't mind. she told me she liked blue. she is dead. she didn’t clean it up. blue everywhere. i went over to help her she didn't know me. she smiled, her lips blue. dark blue. i smiled back. i handed her a towel; she cleaned. the teacher wasn’t looking. her hair was long, cascading. the ends of it, blue. her silver nails touch my hands in thanks. i went back to my seat. my friend looked at me. i looked back. he looked at the blue girl, towel still in her hands. he raised an eyebrow at me; i shake my head. blue girl stares at her pen, broken in half, the insides spilling out, slowly then all of it gone, wiped away like it wasn’t there in the first place. blue still on her mind. we kissed. it was after school. i was standing outside, and she came up to me. to say thank you. for helping her. she was pretty. her hair was pretty. she was pretty. she smiled, i smiled back, she stepped closer, her blue dress blowing in the wind. it was spring she was alive. and breathing. blue. i saw lots of blue. her lips were blue. dark blue, and touched mine. blue on pink, silver on clear. she pulled away first. smiled at me. walked away. blue lipstick on my lips still. i liked her. her blue lips and silver fingers. they were part of her. she was pretty. my friend slapped me on the back for getting a kiss from her. like it was a competition. but it wasn’t. he wouldn’t have been able to handle her anyways. she’s her own person, an enigma of her own. a didn’t understand her myself. she was beautiful. she was alive. i didn’t see her again until the weekend. she was covered in blue paint in the paint store. i needed to repaint my room. she offered to help. she’s in my house, in my room, we’re alone together. i wonder if she’ll kiss me again. she did kiss me. when i touched her silver fingers, she looked at me and kissed me again. i didn’t pull away. she pressed me against my wall, blue paint on my back, on her hands, in my hair. i looked at her, she looked at me. we kissed again. her hands on my shoulders, she was a pretty blue girl, in my room. she was warm. she liked my name. i liked hers. i liked her. a lot. it was summer. she was still alive, even prettier. her hair was still blonde, still silver. she got a tan. she knows me. i know her. i love her. she doesn’t know. i met her mom, she’s also blue. she met my family, she loves them. its fall, her tan is gone, back to blue, dark blue. she said she loves me i say i love her, it’s winter and she is dead. i visit her grave, buy her while flowers and paint them blue-dark-blue so she’ll like them. i tell her i love her, that I’ll see her soon. i buy pink and white flowers, paint the white blue. pink for me, blue for her. she is dead, but she is still alive. and blue.
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Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 11:32 AM UTC
blue girl pt. 2
her favorite color is blue her hair is blonde. her lips are blue. so are her fingers. her nails are silver. her heart is cold. it’s winter here. below freezing at this point. blue. the snow is a blue-white, its untouchable. cold, to the point where it hurts she is blue. she is dead. blue blue blue blue. she was pale. like a ghost. maybe she was one. pale. blue. she was smiling at me. her lips were blue. dark blue. her silver fingers tapped along the desk. she had a blue pen. uncapped, poised to write. blue ink flowed out; the pen broke, ink spilling on her hands. she didn't mind. she told me she liked blue. she is dead. she didn’t clean it up. blue everywhere. i went over to help her she didn't know me. she smiled, her lips blue. dark blue. i smiled back. i handed her a towel; she cleaned. the teacher wasn’t looking. her hair was long, cascading. the ends of it, blue. her silver nails touch my hands in thanks. i went back to my seat. my friend looked at me. i looked back. he looked at the blue girl, towel still in her hands. he raised an eyebrow at me; i shake my head. blue girl stares at her pen, broken in half, the insides spilling out, slowly then all of it gone, wiped away like it wasn’t there in the first place. blue still on her mind. we kissed. it was after school. i was standing outside, and she came up to me. to say thank you. for helping her. she was pretty. her hair was pretty. she was pretty. she smiled, i smiled back, she stepped closer, her blue dress blowing in the wind. it was spring she was alive. and breathing. blue. i saw lots of blue. her lips were blue. dark blue, and touched mine. blue on pink, silver on clear. she pulled away first. smiled at me. walked away. blue lipstick on my lips still. i liked her. her blue lips and silver fingers. they were part of her. she was pretty. my friend slapped me on the back for getting a kiss from her. like it was a competition. but it wasn’t. he wouldn’t have been able to handle her anyways. she’s her own person, an enigma of her own. a didn’t understand her myself. she was beautiful. she was alive. i didn’t see her again until the weekend. she was covered in blue paint in the paint store. i needed to repaint my room. she offered to help. she’s in my house, in my room, we’re alone together. i wonder if she’ll kiss me again. she did kiss me. when i touched her silver fingers, she looked at me and kissed me again. i didn’t pull away. she pressed me against my wall, blue paint on my back, on her hands, in my hair. i looked at her, she looked at me. we kissed again. her hands on my shoulders, she was a pretty blue girl, in my room. she was warm. she liked my name. i liked hers. i liked her. a lot. it was summer. she was still alive, even prettier. her hair was still blonde, still silver. she got a tan. she knows me. i know her. i love her. she doesn’t know. i met her mom, she’s also blue. she met my family, she loves them. its fall, her tan is gone, back to blue, dark blue. she said she loves me i say i love her, it’s winter and she is dead. i visit her grave, buy her while flowers and paint them blue-dark-blue so she’ll like them. i tell her i love her, that I’ll see her soon. i buy pink and white flowers, paint the white blue. pink for me, blue for her. she is dead, but she is still alive. and blue.
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. The oceans are dying, Coral reefs are bleached, Ghostly acidic in the seas, Climate is changing, not for Nero, But for subjects who wait in whirlwinds Eye, underneath uncapped mountain peaks, And water is draining underground.  Where is Reason, where is sense uncommon?  Not with Elected hands who are wringing to lords of zero, Whose legions are sent off, engaged in foreign wars, To scathe, faraway dramas brought back home, Politicians squabble, as they reel, cashing in, Seals of unapprovals, witness hollow, low rings, Infrastructure crumbles, above our dry heads, And Nero plays his fiddle, in a land of perky dead, John Lennon said NYC was in reality the new Rome, soon set to burn, in a decade or so, Nero knows, Nero plays, could give a feck' Humanity is Nero playing his fiery fiddle There is only one issue of news that matters, Not bread, or circus, Kardashians, or deflated Footballs, it is our survival, the earth, heating up, Is angry and we are small, deaf, blind and numb, A mankind of fools with Nero playing his fiddle.
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Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 8:35 PM UTC
Nero's World
You are the smell of the decaying leaves; The leaves I long for when life is in bloom. You are the soft thud of the door As I slip out, unnoticed. You are the breath I take, emerging from the frigid ocean, And the light I illuminate upon my arrival home on the blackest of nights. You are not, however the electricity, Or lack thereof when the power surges in the midst of an essay. You may be pleased to know that you are not that song Overplayed on the radio that never fails to irk me. You are also not the piu right before the mezzo forte, For that is me. I am the piu preceding the mezzo forte. I am the spare tire on the underside of your car, And I am also the F sharp to the B natural, a few cents flat. It may not surprise you that I am the negative sign you forgot to distribute, And the feeling of snow seeping in through your boots. You are not the feeling of snow seeping in a pair of boots. You would like to know that you are the smell of a sharpie, Uncapped for the first time, and you are the excitement of using it first. You are even the taste of catching the first snowflake of the winter, And eating the first s’more of the summer. You are the chap stick, found in the pocket of the pants in the hamper, Or perhaps even the twenty dollar bill in the other. But I am the learner’s permit that went through the wash. I am also the candle whose wick is drowned in its own wax. I am not, however the smell of the decaying leaves. You are the smell of the decaying leaves. You will now and forever be the smell of the decaying leaves; The leaves I long for when life is in bloom.
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Dec 20, 2013
Dec 20, 2013 at 8:34 PM UTC
Beacon
You are the smell of the decaying leaves; The leaves I long for when life is in bloom. You are the soft thud of the door As I slip out, unnoticed. You are the breath I take, emerging from the frigid ocean, And the light I illuminate upon my arrival home on the blackest of nights. You are not, however the electricity, Or lack thereof when the power surges in the midst of an essay. You may be pleased to know that you are not that song Overplayed on the radio that never fails to irk me. You are also not the piu right before the mezzo forte, For that is me. I am the piu preceding the mezzo forte. I am the spare tire on the underside of your car, And I am also the F sharp to the B natural, a few cents flat. It may not surprise you that I am the negative sign you forgot to distribute, And the feeling of snow seeping in through your boots. You are not the feeling of snow seeping in a pair of boots. You would like to know that you are the smell of a sharpie, Uncapped for the first time, and you are the excitement of using it first. You are even the taste of catching the first snowflake of the winter, And eating the first s’more of the summer. You are the chap stick, found in the pocket of the pants in the hamper, Or perhaps even the twenty dollar bill in the other. But I am the learner’s permit that went through the wash. I am also the candle whose wick is drowned in its own wax. I am not, however the smell of the decaying leaves. You are the smell of the decaying leaves. You will now and forever be the smell of the decaying leaves; The leaves I long for when life is in bloom.
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The desk is a refreshing change of pace from the uneasy comfort of the bed. I eye the flimsy container of trail mix lying in wait, my lightly salted prey. rolling from beneath the body-like warmth of my blanket cocoon, I stumble towards nourishment. I attack my snack, and settle into the beeswax halo of drunk hung Christmas lights, mistakenly onto an uncapped felt pen, tip bleeding into a beige throw bought for a newly redecorated room. Unnoticed, the stain spreads, advancing on the threads of the throw. I will, perhaps, see it tomorrow and curse silently, and wonder if it can be hidden by rearrangement and ultimately decide that a little folding will do the trick. Outside, the snow freezes a fresh exoskeleton, primed for crushing the footprints of strangers.
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Jan 29, 2013
Jan 29, 2013 at 4:25 PM UTC
Bone Snow
I'm frustrated with myself No, better yet with time Or rather, my count the amount of times you have crossed my mind Whether lyrically or in theory I've imagined our make-up A love that would spur from 3 simple words and like a dream I'm awakened wiping my eyes and stretching not fully realizing that my mind's fabrication has no relation to my present situation which consists of my determination to get you to accept our relations I'm frustrated with myself No better yet with time or rather my count the amount of times I've uncapped my pen to let it dance along my pages yet my hand even as it tires working to depict my heart's desires but when I look back at what I've created all I see is you subliminally written across my pages hidden behind poetic rhymes I hate it I know deep down its truth I'm frustrated with myself no better yet with time or rather with my count the amount of times I lay my head down to sleep and can't help but think of the nights you spent with me those of tranquility where I would lie awake to listen to you blink Those nights where you forgot your oath to discretion and showed if only for a second your affection The rub of my cheek or my hands yours to keep as I pretended to sleep daring not move fearing your retreat I'm frustrated with myself No its not time for he is a figment of my imagination personified that I use to describe distant memories which still seem to occupy my mind When in fact its my own heart which beats distantly in my past as if that will resurrect my grasp on another we cherished my mind pleads the memories to cease because my time spent on what was shreds my peace But I cannot help but admit that my frustration or better yet Time or rather my count those times seems to forever briefly brighten my day
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Nov 29, 2012
Nov 29, 2012 at 1:36 AM UTC
F*** Frustration: A story of longing
I'm frustrated with myself No, better yet with time Or rather, my count the amount of times you have crossed my mind Whether lyrically or in theory I've imagined our make-up A love that would spur from 3 simple words and like a dream I'm awakened wiping my eyes and stretching not fully realizing that my mind's fabrication has no relation to my present situation which consists of my determination to get you to accept our relations I'm frustrated with myself No better yet with time or rather my count the amount of times I've uncapped my pen to let it dance along my pages yet my hand even as it tires working to depict my heart's desires but when I look back at what I've created all I see is you subliminally written across my pages hidden behind poetic rhymes I hate it I know deep down its truth I'm frustrated with myself no better yet with time or rather with my count the amount of times I lay my head down to sleep and can't help but think of the nights you spent with me those of tranquility where I would lie awake to listen to you blink Those nights where you forgot your oath to discretion and showed if only for a second your affection The rub of my cheek or my hands yours to keep as I pretended to sleep daring not move fearing your retreat I'm frustrated with myself No its not time for he is a figment of my imagination personified that I use to describe distant memories which still seem to occupy my mind When in fact its my own heart which beats distantly in my past as if that will resurrect my grasp on another we cherished my mind pleads the memories to cease because my time spent on what was shreds my peace But I cannot help but admit that my frustration or better yet Time or rather my count those times seems to forever briefly brighten my day
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I read a story the other day. I read the headline. It said: There is no god and we are his prophets. We drive slowly on Saturdays. At night in our home there are noises, the dull thumps of ghosts. We used to comment. Now we rollover. I wake and return the blankets I’ve stolen. In the mornings there is music. A kitchen dance of tip-toes and arms at war with air. The new car with its heated seats. There’s a pace I like. It’s microwaved tea; it’s 11:30 a.m.; it’s one more chapter before. I listen to you get ready, a chorus of tubes uncapped and capped, of hairdryers plugged and unplugged. You sing softly. I hear this, too. Beyond this house, a brook, a mountain, a trout. Distances mapped. Plans drawn with parallel lines, listless and drifting. Within, there is no god, and he is love, and we are his prophets. You are my practitioner. And I, yours.
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Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 4:58 PM UTC
Earth and Everything in It (for Rachel Dunn)
All of the toothpaste has now been pushed from the tube. Pushing the substance out was a simple task at first. When the toothpaste would overflow at the slightest compression when the cap was removed. Day after day there was less and less minty paste within the tube, and this is when the struggle began. I pushed so hard that my fingers became reddened and sore just to get enough to produce a thin layer over the head of the brush. As time progressed, there was scarcely anything left within the container, and that which remained started to harden and cling for its life on the edges of the tube. The less that remained, the harder I pushed, and the more the tube resisted. I put all of my weight on a large brush and compressed the plastic until I gave up with frustration. Then I just sat and stared at the mostly empty container of toothpaste. I contemplated why it would fight so hard to keep that last little bit. I threw the container to the side and replaced it when the struggle became too much effort. Then every day, for what seemed to be years, that tube sat in front of the mirror and never shrank in size. Even still, I'm not sure why I kept it there. There were moments when it looked up at me with its spiteful reassurance that this rubbery tube would never be fully devoid of its contents. Even when other containers were completely emptied and discarded into the waste, this one stayed on the counter where it had always been. I often wondered why I let it sit there for so long. Decaying. And then today something happened... I saw your picture and realized I don't love you anymore. All of the toothpaste has now been pushed from the tube.
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Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 11:40 AM UTC
Uncapped
All of the toothpaste has now been pushed from the tube. Pushing the substance out was a simple task at first. When the toothpaste would overflow at the slightest compression when the cap was removed. Day after day there was less and less minty paste within the tube, and this is when the struggle began. I pushed so hard that my fingers became reddened and sore just to get enough to produce a thin layer over the head of the brush. As time progressed, there was scarcely anything left within the container, and that which remained started to harden and cling for its life on the edges of the tube. The less that remained, the harder I pushed, and the more the tube resisted. I put all of my weight on a large brush and compressed the plastic until I gave up with frustration. Then I just sat and stared at the mostly empty container of toothpaste. I contemplated why it would fight so hard to keep that last little bit. I threw the container to the side and replaced it when the struggle became too much effort. Then every day, for what seemed to be years, that tube sat in front of the mirror and never shrank in size. Even still, I'm not sure why I kept it there. There were moments when it looked up at me with its spiteful reassurance that this rubbery tube would never be fully devoid of its contents. Even when other containers were completely emptied and discarded into the waste, this one stayed on the counter where it had always been. I often wondered why I let it sit there for so long. Decaying. And then today something happened... I saw your picture and realized I don't love you anymore. All of the toothpaste has now been pushed from the tube.
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Fast food of love, eating, eating, eating, there's no discussion, no daydream or bright-eye'd plan, only blankets, ******* Jack rings, and plastic floating promises in a draining bathtub. The blackbirds circle and sing, while you download new ringtones, paint your nails, and screen. Once you've got the knowledge, you can't fake ignorant bliss. Once you've got the knowledge, it's no-hit-all-miss. Soften you up with promise rings, Hallmark cards, and confetti strings, the ******** frees, the ******** ease. Once you've got the knowledge, you can't fake ignorant bliss. Once you've got the knowledge, how can you love yourself? I'm under your skin, with my pen uncapped, I'm the love your mind's got on tap, as the cigarette burns, as the knives unfurl, I know, you know, that ultimately you're growing sore from the impending marital bore. So blow up the bridge, walk through the alleys, let the guilt of your heart dissolve in coffee, the time--now, as it's always been because once you've got the knowledge, you can't fake ignorant bliss. Once you've got the knowledge, there's a riotous beat in your chest.
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Aug 6, 2011
Aug 6, 2011 at 12:53 AM UTC
Regaining Ignorant Bliss
There's no reason or rime My time has not come Years and fears Seasons of pitch black My love Destitute with delusions Damaged with deranged solutions My mind painfully persistent On being unloved The creeks of my haunted mansion Bleed without a purpose Skeletons worship the past Bones dance around unrequited desires I dine with golden lambs And taste the sheep in my hand My teeth burning through the wet flesh Holding dainty my ideals My fainted veil is close to tearing My pain inst aware of the glass wall between our truth My mirage sickly - marred with battle wounds My dynamite left uncapped The memories soaked in blue Mines hidden, ticking bombs blew in my face I'm dancing around the bones of my dreams
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Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 2:33 AM UTC
Bequeath my Desires
. The oceans are dying, Coral reefs are bleached, Ghostly acidic in the seas, Climate is changing, not for Nero, But for subjects who wait in whirlwinds Eye, underneath uncapped mountain peaks, And water is draining underground. Where is Reason, where is sense uncommon? Not with Elected hands who are wringing to lords of zero, Whose legions are sent off, engaged in foreign wars, To scathe, faraway dramas brought back home, Politicians squabble, as they reel, cashing in, Seals of unapprovals, witness hollow, low rings, Infrastructure crumbles, above our dry heads, And Nero plays his fiddle, in a land of perky dead, John Lennon said NYC was in reality the new Rome, soon set to burn, in a decade or so, Nero knows, Nero plays, could give a feck' Humanity is Nero playing his fiery fiddle There is only one issue of news that matters, Not bread, or circus, Kardashians, or deflated Footballs, it is our survival, the earth, heating up, Is angry and we are small, deaf, blind and numb, A mankind of fools with Nero playing his fiddle.
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Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 6:07 PM UTC
Nero's World
They sit beneath the moon in their newborn love and spoon-fed dreams. There’s magic in innocence that is both a promise, and a suitcase of unopened wounds. His toothpaste left uncapped, and her hairbrush abandoned on his pillow are smiles that have not yet become the war of the roses. There is no map for the future, only forever spoken from lips not yet bruised by reality. I feel ancient with my weight of years, sacrifices, grief, humor, loss, and love broken in like uncomfortable shoes. I hear them call through a screen window to come sit with them… With a sigh I step out the door, and walk out into moonlight that one night will shine through a curtain on two innocents who discover the lock on the suitcase is broken.
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Aug 27, 2025
Aug 27, 2025 at 5:14 PM UTC
Moonlight Through a Suitcase
He stood in the darkness, reaching for the uncapped bottle, pouring himself another. Why has she left? he thought. Rain thrashed against the window, and for a moment he was lost in a drip that ran down the pane. "What now," he said to himself, as he took a swig, unaware that he'd made his decision and was already half-a-bottle in.
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC
Excerpt from my novel.
Painkillers fallen all around me In every direction, I lay amongst them Such a terrible sound was made when they spilled Painkillers fallen all around me Woken from my slumber I put one in my mouth and do not deal with the rest until morning Painkillers fallen all around me Such a safety to have so many unswallowed But how will I feel when they run out? I count the number as I pick them up Like a clock ticking louder with each second, cautioning, that my pain better be gone before the time this bottle is finished Not until now did I realize the luxury of sharing a family bottle Painkillers fallen all around me They fall so my tears don’t have to But I’m not fooled by their innocent appearance I know they are a bargain A trade for a temporary mend, So my heart can quiet its hurt for a little while Painkillers fallen all around me But why do they want to **** my pain? Why can’t they see that my pain is a part of me? Can’t they understand that without pain there is no living? Why do they want to **** me? Painkillers fallen all around me Making it so easy for me to ignore my sadness I can live in this world if only I let a part of me die If I stop trying to sing my story If I smile when I want to frown If I let the painkillers do their job Painkillers fallen all around me They wouldn’t have fallen if the **** bottle wasn’t so hard to open, Making me prefer to leave it uncapped There was a time when I never cared that the bottle was sealed Oh how I envy that now Where can I find the strength to close the lid? Painkillers fallen all around me
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Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 3:16 AM UTC
When the Painkillers Spilled
Painkillers fallen all around me In every direction, I lay amongst them Such a terrible sound was made when they spilled Painkillers fallen all around me Woken from my slumber I put one in my mouth and do not deal with the rest until morning Painkillers fallen all around me Such a safety to have so many unswallowed But how will I feel when they run out? I count the number as I pick them up Like a clock ticking louder with each second, cautioning, that my pain better be gone before the time this bottle is finished Not until now did I realize the luxury of sharing a family bottle Painkillers fallen all around me They fall so my tears don’t have to But I’m not fooled by their innocent appearance I know they are a bargain A trade for a temporary mend, So my heart can quiet its hurt for a little while Painkillers fallen all around me But why do they want to **** my pain? Why can’t they see that my pain is a part of me? Can’t they understand that without pain there is no living? Why do they want to **** me? Painkillers fallen all around me Making it so easy for me to ignore my sadness I can live in this world if only I let a part of me die If I stop trying to sing my story If I smile when I want to frown If I let the painkillers do their job Painkillers fallen all around me They wouldn’t have fallen if the **** bottle wasn’t so hard to open, Making me prefer to leave it uncapped There was a time when I never cared that the bottle was sealed Oh how I envy that now Where can I find the strength to close the lid? Painkillers fallen all around me
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Maroon [suicide note pt one] Love letters written in dried blood Memories that were once ancient history The colors swirling into a galaxy I woke up today and everything was maroon She said there wouldn’t be a tomorrow I hate it when she’s right I carved her name on my arm The only memento my body will leave Besides my heart Untitled [suicide note pt two] Bliss is a warm gun Melting in your mouth Candle wax dripping into opened wounds Blistered by the birth of prayers There was a rainbow over this world There was a rainbow Vanished before I could touch the halo Untitled I’m leaving this world A Love Letter [suicide note pt three] I looked at your pictures again tonight And when I was done I smashed my fists into glass I need to get these demons out of my head But now there’s just a trail of blood I smoothed a wrinkled piece of paper out and uncapped my black pen The one you bought me for our anniversary I etched out the details of my soul and slowly filled it in with my memories I still don’t feel any better Remember I’ll always love you I keep my promises To the end
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Apr 24, 2011
Apr 24, 2011 at 9:59 AM UTC
Suicide Notes parts 1 - 3
Your impatience is marked by dog-eared pages, of unfinished novels, never to be revisited. It speaks volumes and song changes during our car rides, again, and again, …and again. It’s your forgetfulness; the socks under my bed, the half-drunk soda, and uncapped glue. It’s the way you hurry me into bed at night, and refuse to let me leave when the sun’s rays peak through dusty blinds. It’s your lingering touch, your constant desire for what’s to come, for your surprises to be revealed, your wit to be matched, and the look on my face, as I wait to see what’s next.
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Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 4:32 PM UTC
Impatience
So it's been awhile, dear keyboard of mine. Wait, I suppose you aren't mine. Just a little piece of plastic, that takes up my time. Do you even understand the words that come out? I know I don't, but the bottles uncapped. I give up all the worrying, the shame. I give up wondering, if any one will know my name. Dear keyboard are you playing the same game. You're in this as much as I am. You're half as responsible, and you don't seem to care. Keyboard, I love you. For something that has no feelings, I feel you love me too.
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Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 1:17 AM UTC
Small Black Keyboard.
I propped my heels on a vinyl trumpet case beside a Rubik's Cube with mostly white squares. Steel hinges and a combination latch kept a midnight groove contained. Last load's dryer sheets found their way inside my backpack, picking up character from uncapped pens and highlighters.
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC
Picking Up Character
blue blue blue blue. she was pale, like a ghost. maybe she was one. pale. blue. she was smiling at me. her lips were blue. dark blue. her silver fingers tapped along the desk. she had a blue pen. uncapped, poised to write. blue ink flowed out; the pen broke, ink spilling on her hands. she didn't mind. she told me she liked blue. she is dead.
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Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 3:00 PM UTC
blue girl
You were a phone number on a folded piece of napkin wedged inside the bottom of my purse where the matchbooks and chewing gum wrappers fell with all the change and lint and dried, uncapped pens And I watched you float down and almost miss your mark when I emptied the bag above the trash to make room for other things that were lately. I remember you writing then putting my pen inside your jacket pocket thinking to myself, "This is it, this is really it" when it wasn't.
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Jan 30, 2010
Jan 30, 2010 at 1:05 PM UTC
dark summer
a little girl once wanted and thought she could keep the entire world. every night she cried at the sight of the stars, her heart burst whenever the flowers would bloom, she'd dance in the rain whenever it would so much as drizzle. one night, when her little heart began to overflow with so much yearning, she walked to a cliff by the sea with a jar in hand. she opened the jar, holding it up to the sky and watched the delicate universe make its way inside it all so gently. immediately, she capped the jar and was amazed that she held the world in her hands. for many days she took it around with her, leaping through rivers on stepping stones and walking through sea shores in the light of day. one day, suddenly, the bottle fell from her hands and her heart stopped. she could not believed she had dropped it. she picked up the jar, and suddenly it seemed as if the universe was wounded. she could not believe she did such a thing. on the night of that unfortunate day, she made her way to a mountaintop with a heavy heart and her vision murky from tears. just as she was high enough to touch the clouds, she carefully chose a spot and stood firmly, still sniffling a little bit. "i did not take care of you when you trusted me. i do not deserve you, universe." she said, her voice shakey as she uncapped the jar. "i am sorry." in the same manner she caught the universe, she held her open jar towards the heavens and watched the universe pour out the bottle in wisps—the stars and planets and all of space and time dispersed before her eyes and again, she began to cry. she wondered how she was even able to keep such a beautiful thing and how she had failed it. days passed and the girl was lonely again. as she strolled past plants and vines, they would wilt in sadness. the sun would shine so palely in the morning that even the moon could not console it. she was so sad that even nature joined her in silence. on one morning, she woke up feeling a different beating in her heart. she stood up from her flower bed to look at her reflection, and to her surprise she found something shining just right under her left shoulder. there, she found the universe had come back to her—not in the same jar it used to be in, but in her heart. "do not ever think you do not deserve the world just because of your shortcomings," she heard the universe whisper, her hand in her chest. "i have found my way to your heart and here i will stay." and that is how the girl began to carry the universe she had so loved in her heart, forever.
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Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 8:07 AM UTC
the girl who carries the universe in her heart
a little girl once wanted and thought she could keep the entire world. every night she cried at the sight of the stars, her heart burst whenever the flowers would bloom, she'd dance in the rain whenever it would so much as drizzle. one night, when her little heart began to overflow with so much yearning, she walked to a cliff by the sea with a jar in hand. she opened the jar, holding it up to the sky and watched the delicate universe make its way inside it all so gently. immediately, she capped the jar and was amazed that she held the world in her hands. for many days she took it around with her, leaping through rivers on stepping stones and walking through sea shores in the light of day. one day, suddenly, the bottle fell from her hands and her heart stopped. she could not believed she had dropped it. she picked up the jar, and suddenly it seemed as if the universe was wounded. she could not believe she did such a thing. on the night of that unfortunate day, she made her way to a mountaintop with a heavy heart and her vision murky from tears. just as she was high enough to touch the clouds, she carefully chose a spot and stood firmly, still sniffling a little bit. "i did not take care of you when you trusted me. i do not deserve you, universe." she said, her voice shakey as she uncapped the jar. "i am sorry." in the same manner she caught the universe, she held her open jar towards the heavens and watched the universe pour out the bottle in wisps—the stars and planets and all of space and time dispersed before her eyes and again, she began to cry. she wondered how she was even able to keep such a beautiful thing and how she had failed it. days passed and the girl was lonely again. as she strolled past plants and vines, they would wilt in sadness. the sun would shine so palely in the morning that even the moon could not console it. she was so sad that even nature joined her in silence. on one morning, she woke up feeling a different beating in her heart. she stood up from her flower bed to look at her reflection, and to her surprise she found something shining just right under her left shoulder. there, she found the universe had come back to her—not in the same jar it used to be in, but in her heart. "do not ever think you do not deserve the world just because of your shortcomings," she heard the universe whisper, her hand in her chest. "i have found my way to your heart and here i will stay." and that is how the girl began to carry the universe she had so loved in her heart, forever.
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Of woe and photography I love little more than neither upon my dresser, strewn coke and ether I was stolen but for an instant wiederholen ‘I am an idjit’ and it was lost before I knew it. I searched for it high and low from attic shelf to basement floor not finding as much as a drawer. Through the open window the wind screamed hinted me some and swindled me clean out I ran, into forests serene into snow and fading pines that once were green. My eyes stalked all they could see away in the distance - red tapestry silken and linen, it couldn’t be! my dresser lay waiting under a willow tree. And quick I snapped with bottle uncapped, prayed to the winds and quietly relapsed. So now here I lay, in a sleepless dream upon my dresser in forests serene.
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May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 2:42 PM UTC
I lost my dresser in the forest
Crime Scene (Flint, Michigan) Yellow cordon tape hums low in a stiff breeze off Saginaw Bay a norther that scatters empty evidence markers up and down Miller Road eddies on Dupont Street uncapped and droning. Tennyson, Bishop and Frost lost for words this morning working my way through a pallet of water dead poets urgent as blue sky box kites specks above a crime scene easing the truck past houses of the common abandoned down Whitman transcendence, surely for those forbearing souls over on Emerson.
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Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 7:07 AM UTC
Crime Scene (Flint Michigan)
_Trigger warning: Self harm, cutting_ I didn't really mean to... But all of a sudden... I was opening the third drawer... My hand pulled it out... Uncapped the blade... Then I caressed it Ran my fingers around the tip Tested it on my ankle But no... that's not what I really wanted I know better I know what I've been craving So then it was there In my hand on my wrist And it slashed three times Stopping only when blood began to flow And it did flow.... and flow... I just wanted to watch it... As serenity washed over my body Finally For once I'm calm At peace
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Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 9:15 PM UTC
Serenity