"rying" poems
A nother ****** day
B inging, then throwing up; Hunger
C rying, as usual
D eath sounds comforting
E each day is a struggle
F orcing smiles
G one too soon? Not soon enough
H eaven isn't for people like me.
I nternal struggle—i want to
die//i want to live ..
J ust one more cut .. Oops, too
many to count
K ill yourself, my thoughts say
L iving is exhausting
M ore scars
N othing inside. It's hungry. Being
eaten alive
O h, I woke up this morning, I
wanted to die
P ain .. So much pain.
Q uit it!
R est in peace [RIP]
S hut up!
T hese thoughts will be the death
of me. Tired
U nder the facade is a corpse. Im
a walking dead
V ery soon i will end it.
W hy should I stay alive? Should
I **** myself?
X friends, x lovers, goodbye
Y es
Z ero thoughts
Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 2:29 PM UTC
d o you want me to leave you so soon?
r eality can be a deadly thing, do you want to leave this dreamworld?
e scaping me can be hard
a nd loving me, even harder.
m aybe we can live in harmony, me & you
i magine the possibilities.
n othing can replace what we have,
g ot that?
i hope you don't take me to
s eriously, it's all just a game, laugh along.
m y oh my,
y ou really are a freak, lighten up ***** it's just a game.
o nly a crybaby would cry over something so small.
n arcissist ***** you think you're actually doing something great?
l ies are all they tell you, don't feed into their stupid postivity.
y ou're only as good as dust.
e ven as you write your pointless poetry hiding that you're
s cared to be alone,
c rying because you have no friends
a nd living up up in your head all day like a god **** idiot.
p lease, give me a break from your madness
e veryone can see you're just as pathetic as me.
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 8:36 PM UTC
Blessing from God came to this
Universe to fill my heart with love
To you I write this poem
Trying to show you I care
Ever shy of my presence
Rosy, posy little feline angel
Came to me to be my little friend
Unicorns dance just for her in fairyland
Pouring my words on paper just for you I write
~Marian~
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 11:01 AM UTC
*There are so many things that I regret
The list is longer than I can write here
Each day brings more regrets
I regret that I do not learn from past regrets.
I regret not saying I am sorry
I regret not forgiving and moving on
I regret not being fully honest
I regret not letting you in
I regret...*
Reminders of past failures
Ever in the forefront of my mind
Getting lost in the confusion
Reality that I live in
Emotional
Trying and failing
Sorry
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 3:26 PM UTC
T rying to spread the word
W hich remains to be untold
T rying to reach out
W ithout knowing a single soul
T rying to stand my ground
W hen nothing is beneath my feet
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 6:30 PM UTC
Unhappy with the life I'm living,
Not finding anything to
Wash my ***** slate of emotions
And to keep me from crying.
Nothing to turn to when I cannot
Take anymore of this pain.
Each tiring day I 'm getting thrown
Deeper into the rainstorm.
Trying to find a peaceful way to
Escape contention and get
Away from this tribulation. I
Refuse to cry anymore.
Sunshine doesn't stay with me for long.
Feb 16, 2013
Feb 16, 2013 at 11:28 PM UTC
weeping willows
crying cedars
sobbing sycamores
a forest of depressed shrubbery calling out for help
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
Screaming in silence
Urges so strong
Inside a whirlpool
Crying for so long
It becomes clear
Death is here
Every step of the dark, dark way
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 2:27 PM UTC
Four to the right...
More of the wine tips itself
I indulge myself a little more
Not forgetting to watch you sip away
Days stressed melt with a lipstick stain
Click!
Healthily imprinted on the side of a glass
Eyes glowing exceptionally in the candle light
As I run my fingers through the finest
Radiant, silky hair that slips through
Trembling fingers of a man with class
Three to the left...
S miling brightly, your lips start to beg
Ovations to success as your eyes close
Ushering the urge to lean in, I pause
Listening to your slow desperate breathing
Click
Startled by my own confidence
Pursed lips slowly collide in fashion
I am struck by the aggression of the action
Running fingers down the back of a dress
I can feel the tingling sensation of the skin inside
Trying to scream out in needed satisfaction
One to the right...Click!
By the pressing of your body against mine
Oscillation of rhythmic breathing ensues
Drunk off the softness of my touch
You slowly drop one strap on your black dress
Let Us Begin...
Jan 21, 2011
Jan 21, 2011 at 1:33 PM UTC
May I begin to say, "Now I lay me down to sleep," as
You just stand there staring blankly, *"I pray the Lord my
Soul to keep,"* and as I chant these words
Out of these painful lips. You begin to
Understand this silence, and pain. And
Longing to find any truth left in this trouble world. You join me with
Trying to figure
Out why people are always running. Running to nowhere-land. STOP!
Take a breath. Take a moment for yourself.
And "if I die before I wake"... I will
Keep this positive mind, because In. The.
End; Positive thoughts will conquer all! And ..."I pray the Lord my SOUL to take."
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***Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
if I die before I wake
I pray the Lord MY. SOUL. TO. TAKE.***
Apr 3, 2011
Apr 3, 2011 at 12:41 PM UTC
ruh roh raggy
re taliban ris taking rover rafghanistan!
RAGAIN!
rey say rey want reace
i rink they're rying, raggy!
Aug 23, 2021
Aug 23, 2021 at 9:59 PM UTC
Trying to find a way, to
Retreat from this world i call
A home. Stuck with no source of
Peace to clear my mind, all this
Pain has me chained to the
Earth. I'm forever here,
****** to this earthly existence...
Feb 16, 2013
Feb 16, 2013 at 11:30 PM UTC
Everyone has a story to tell; An-
Xiety is a *"fickle ***** but one that --
Possibly- tell you when something bad might happen.
Each day that goes by
Never stop dreaming, never
Stop saying "you can't,"
Instead say "you can" and make your dreams come true.
Victory can be your's and
Everyone's, you just gotta believe!
Mmhmmm...
"I* became such a strange shape,
Such a strange shape From
Trying to fit it."*
And
Kindness will win all!
Everyone has a story to tell,
So please listen to them. (Just listen.)
Jan 14, 2018
Jan 14, 2018 at 10:43 AM UTC
your love is so artificial
i feel as if i'm choking on plastic
there is such a wall between us
you never could get past it
l.r.
Oct 20, 2016
Oct 20, 2016 at 10:44 PM UTC
Prying into the heart of the unknown when you realize
Oportunities are endless if you create them.
Tedious work that results in glowing pride,
Endless discoveries if only interests would show.
Nothing seems to matter, nothing worth my
Time. Yet all this passion has to go some where, those words cannot be an
Illusion. There must be a purpose. I feel it
All around, this pull that I can 'do', like there is something more for me.
Lingering desire to explain.
Apr 1, 2013
Apr 1, 2013 at 8:31 PM UTC
Words
Pictures
Ignorance
All On The Internet
Information
Videos
Lies
All On The Internet
Friends
Family
Enemies
All On The Internet
Some Hate
Some Love
Some Don't Care
Some Care Too Much
I s i t a g o o d t h i n g o r a b a d t h i n g?
T h e i n t e r n e t c o n t r o l s u s
B u t i t a l s o g i v e s u s a w a y t o c o n n e c t
Connect
C O N N E C T
Collections
Of
Nothing
Not
Everything
Crying
Tears
Apr 8, 2017
Apr 8, 2017 at 1:02 PM UTC
I
don't want to do this any more
A
nd I am sick of falling asleep in class
M
ore times I think about doing other things
T
rying to do the best I can
I
want to give up but I cant
R
eally pushing myself day and night
E
*verything that I do I feel like it is not enough
D
ealing with what is going on in my life ..im still learning how to deal with it
Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 1:00 PM UTC
(H)ow could I be both happy and sad?
(A) paradox neither I could understand
(P)ity me for being nothing other than a
(P)iece of memory inside your blurry past
(Y)earning for the years where I’m only happy, not sad
(B)affled by somebody who’s supposed to be there for you
(I)nstead of playing the game you hated much
(R)ecalling a single day of different years
(T)rying to trick myself that I’m the one you’re celebrating with
(H)ow I wish I was the last one
(D)ancing the girl with the most beautiful eyes
(A)way from grief, you drifted me with this great ill(us)ion
(Y)oung lady, forgive me for loving you this long
May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 8:26 AM UTC
S urely you know there's no
C onversations to be had but you're
R elentless as ever.
E veryone wonders why you bother
W ith your sad, sad attempts.
U ninstall your hope and stop
P rying at carcasses with a silver spoon.
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 5:03 AM UTC
Christian family searching for the truth.
Happy family playing games at the kitchen table.
Righteous members going to the temple.
Inspired parents helping children.
Sinners still, but finding forgiveness.
Trying hard to be the best.
Instead their daughter goes the other way.
Not seeking truth and righteousness.
Away from the church and the family values.
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
She's Rude.
She's Acting.
She's always Crying.
She has a Heavy heart.
She doesn't Exist.
She's a Lie.
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC