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"pointer" poems
For Al, who left us With each passing poem, The degree of difficulty of diving ever higher, Bar incrementally niched, inched, raised, Domain, the association of words, ever lesser, Repetition verboten, crime against pride. Al, You ask me when the words come: With each passing year, In the wee hours of Ever diminishing time snatches, The hours between midnight and rising, Shrinkage, once six, now four hours, Meant for body restoration, Transpositional for poetic creation, Only one body notes the new mark, The digital, numerical clock of Trillion hour sleep deficit, most taxing. Al, you ask me from where do the words come: Each of the five senses compete, Pick me, Pick me, they shout, The eyes see the tall grasses Framing the ferry's to and fro life. Waving bye bye to the End of day harbor activities, Putting your babies to sleep. The ears hear the boat horns Deep voiced, demanding pay attention, I am now docking, I am important, The sound lingers, long after They are no longer important. The tongue tastes the cooling Italian prosecco merging victoriously With its ally, the modestly warming rays Of a September setting sun, finally declaring, without stuttering, Peace on Earth. The odoriferous bay breezes, A new for that second only smell, But yet, very old bartender's recipe, Salt, cooking oil, barbecue sauce, gasoline And the winning new ingredient, freshly minted, Stacked in ascending circumference order, onion rings. These four senses all recombinant, On the cheek, on the tongue, Wafting, tickling, blasting, visioning Merging into a single touch That my pointer finger, by force majeure, Declares, here, poem aborning! Contract with this moment, now satisfied! Al, what you did not ask was this: With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poems birth diminishes me. _________________________________ (this poem more than most, for its birth celebrates my loss, your loss, which cannot be exonerated 8/7/18) _________________________________ written at 4:38 AM September 8th, 2012 Greenport Harbor, Long Island
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May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 7:07 AM UTC
2013: With Each Passing Poem
For Al, who left us With each passing poem, The degree of difficulty of diving ever higher, Bar incrementally niched, inched, raised, Domain, the association of words, ever lesser, Repetition verboten, crime against pride. Al, You ask me when the words come: With each passing year, In the wee hours of Ever diminishing time snatches, The hours between midnight and rising, Shrinkage, once six, now four hours, Meant for body restoration, Transpositional for poetic creation, Only one body notes the new mark, The digital, numerical clock of Trillion hour sleep deficit, most taxing. Al, you ask me from where do the words come: Each of the five senses compete, Pick me, Pick me, they shout, The eyes see the tall grasses Framing the ferry's to and fro life. Waving bye bye to the End of day harbor activities, Putting your babies to sleep. The ears hear the boat horns Deep voiced, demanding pay attention, I am now docking, I am important, The sound lingers, long after They are no longer important. The tongue tastes the cooling Italian prosecco merging victoriously With its ally, the modestly warming rays Of a September setting sun, finally declaring, without stuttering, Peace on Earth. The odoriferous bay breezes, A new for that second only smell, But yet, very old bartender's recipe, Salt, cooking oil, barbecue sauce, gasoline And the winning new ingredient, freshly minted, Stacked in ascending circumference order, onion rings. These four senses all recombinant, On the cheek, on the tongue, Wafting, tickling, blasting, visioning Merging into a single touch That my pointer finger, by force majeure, Declares, here, poem aborning! Contract with this moment, now satisfied! Al, what you did not ask was this: With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poems birth diminishes me. _________________________________ (this poem more than most, for its birth celebrates my loss, your loss, which cannot be exonerated 8/7/18) _________________________________ written at 4:38 AM September 8th, 2012 Greenport Harbor, Long Island
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May I present a challenge? Imagine if you will You have created a flying explosive device And it needs a name that will thrill. A name, a good name, which name? Well, none of those below. Some twisted suits have already used them. **** EVEN Tacit Rainbow. What really goes through their minds? As they sit and discuss the name Of their creation that's destined to **** Butcher, destroy and maim. Just try if you can To read the whole of this edited list Imagine how many have exploded of each With out angrily clenching your fist Little John Honest John Hellfire Matador HARM Terrier Nike-Ajax Corporal Sea Sparrow Redstone Bullpup Mace Nike-Hercules Regulus II Atlas Thor Lacrosse Jupiter Quail Hawk Tartar Falcon Polaris Hound Dog Pershing Entac Firebee Shelduck Jayhawk Cardinal Firefly Petrel Redhead/Roadrunner Redeye Mauler Skybolt Nike Zeus/Spartan Condor Phoenix Typhon MR Falconer Overseer Taurus Kingfisher Cardinal Walleye Hornet Maverick Big Q Minuteman Blue Eye Viper Firebolt Bulldog Harpoon Focus Perseus Firefly Stinger Compass Dwell B-Gull Agile Seekbat Delta Dagger Thunderbolt[7] Patriot Aquila Teleplane Streaker Tomahawk Firebrand Roland Peacekeeper Penguin Pave Tiger/Seek Spinner Sidearm Skipper Wasp Sea Lance Ripper[7] Trident II Midgetman Tacit Rainbow Pave Cricket Have Nap Peregrine Exdrone Javelin Pointer Hunter Coyote Skeeter Outlaw Wow, you're still reading And you've managed not to throw up. Just wondering how many innocent victims Of a tax funded device called Bullpup.
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May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 7:00 PM UTC
EXPLOSIVE!
May I present a challenge? Imagine if you will You have created a flying explosive device And it needs a name that will thrill. A name, a good name, which name? Well, none of those below. Some twisted suits have already used them. **** EVEN Tacit Rainbow. What really goes through their minds? As they sit and discuss the name Of their creation that's destined to **** Butcher, destroy and maim. Just try if you can To read the whole of this edited list Imagine how many have exploded of each With out angrily clenching your fist Little John Honest John Hellfire Matador HARM Terrier Nike-Ajax Corporal Sea Sparrow Redstone Bullpup Mace Nike-Hercules Regulus II Atlas Thor Lacrosse Jupiter Quail Hawk Tartar Falcon Polaris Hound Dog Pershing Entac Firebee Shelduck Jayhawk Cardinal Firefly Petrel Redhead/Roadrunner Redeye Mauler Skybolt Nike Zeus/Spartan Condor Phoenix Typhon MR Falconer Overseer Taurus Kingfisher Cardinal Walleye Hornet Maverick Big Q Minuteman Blue Eye Viper Firebolt Bulldog Harpoon Focus Perseus Firefly Stinger Compass Dwell B-Gull Agile Seekbat Delta Dagger Thunderbolt[7] Patriot Aquila Teleplane Streaker Tomahawk Firebrand Roland Peacekeeper Penguin Pave Tiger/Seek Spinner Sidearm Skipper Wasp Sea Lance Ripper[7] Trident II Midgetman Tacit Rainbow Pave Cricket Have Nap Peregrine Exdrone Javelin Pointer Hunter Coyote Skeeter Outlaw Wow, you're still reading And you've managed not to throw up. Just wondering how many innocent victims Of a tax funded device called Bullpup.
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What? well don't be shocked, it's genetic coded, drilling for dimples my parents did it to me, down the food chain, for a millennium, Baby Boomers, Millennials, Gen X, Gen Y, Gen Z it will be done forever, auto-naturally place the pointer finger gently upon each cheek, commence so soft digging, twisting for the oil of human smiles, the reward, astonishing! a shocking discovery made this morn! *you can do it too "going up the stairs," to Grandmas, Nana's, if you catch them, and with extra care spent, soft so soft when they are just waking up, when their inner kid is sleepy showing* drill a dimple, drill, baby, drill, if your baby/is six or sixty, at any age, kissing an unexpected smile, most worthwhile!
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Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 8:03 AM UTC
Drill, Baby, Drill! (Dimples)
You stop to point at the moon in the sky, but the finger's blind unless the moon is shining. One moon, one careless finger pointing -- are these two things or one? The question is a pointer guiding a novice from ignorance thick as fog. Look deeper. The mystery calls and calls: No moon, no finger -- nothing there at all.
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You Stop To Point At The Moon In The Sky
So there I was, and there you were, all of us, everyone, dangling their feet off the rooftop. Four distinctly different artists caught in the same painting yet, none of us holding the paintbrush to our passions, yet. Ambitious, yes, focused, not so much, motivated? Most definitely. Dedicated to manipulation, to making a masterpiece for the masses, a decision to "form a more perfect union".   To map a new demographic before our deaths. If our desire was to make a mark, well, we'd be done already. The mark's been made, but not engraved, and for it to stay we need to stomp on it until our own foot decays. And these days, most pictures will fade, So as us four sat there, dancing with the devil, we dared to begin drafting on our canvas. With no brush, but our own fingers, our own blood, sweat, tears, and elbow grease, finally finding the paintbrush to be figurative, that we were manipulated ourselves. We learned to picture the paintbrush as our pointer, our palms the palettes, our pinkies the varnish, a promise our piece would never be vandalized. The world is your oyster, they say, and the city was our canvas, where we painted nothing but pearls, rare commodities for the communities to cherish until our masterpiece, the indefinite work in progress, is completed.
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Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 2:13 AM UTC
The Renaissance (The Indefinite Work in Progress)
My hands fly across the key board as I search around. Not for anything in particular, just watching people cross in front of my eyesight. A girl walking in circles in  a blue fleecy vest, talking on the phone. I remember my father telling me the importance of leaning to type without having to look at the keyboard. I thought he was stupid. I thought it was silly. I ****** at typing. I still use three fingers only, mainly. Pinky for the shift key occasionally. Right ring finger for the return key. I don’t even use the thumb for the space bar Like you’re supposed to- I use my right pointer finger. I always had to endure the agony of typing with The Box Over my fingers in elementary school. My best friend can recreate fond memories of a 10-year-old me Squeezing My eyeballs shut, Lining up my fingers, my tongue sticking out, Only to discover I had typed everything Wrong Start over. But having entered the college age. I’m happy to be able to Glance Around While I work. Makes it seem like some automaton is recording my thoughts, which I don’t even have to think About as I Consider a flowerpot full of yellow flowers…pansies? So the poet was right. He was always looking out windows. Like all his poems would come streaming through them. Bits of cloudy thoughts captured on paper, because his Eyes were free to wander. Silly poet. Silly little girl. Asdf Lkjh G
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Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 11:00 PM UTC
Some Thoughts on Typing
tempest aroused weather throws a crink in the atmospheric pressure, sun lazy long weekend planned rejuvenation, disrupted, all day rain and wind gusts that whitecap/kneecap the river-fed bay forcing a couch-curling up, a doozey dozy, cozy writable assessment, a tempting answered with positivity close your eyes and all that can be felt is memorized by your forefinger cells, a stroking upward gesture, your stroking. your finger. the children you have brought into this difficult place and a woman’s face as she rests uneasy and needs calming but the memory of your own cheek as a living fired thing being stroked is a gone, because it was not frequent enough, is longer than long past than what matters now   my pointer finger remembers though pointer finger points at my chest stoking, pushing,   what does your artistic heart remember?
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Jul 8, 2018
Jul 8, 2018 at 8:53 PM UTC
to stroke a cheek, to stoke a heart
you wedge your pointer finger between your canines- in an attempt to appear sublime- or nervous- or seductive either way it doesn't succeed. your tooth, teeth speck of blood, bleed emerging as you pierce your calloused yellow patch of skin (layers & layers of the girls you've touched before) but you crave one more- for in every sleepless night there's a quote to be fill- a new slit to drill- you're a man. i can sense it- throbbing and shaking beneath your olive exterior how you long to drag your now bloodied, prior prettied finger up an off white thigh- to disregard the things obliged- to forge the paradigm from faulty tools, splintered and battered in a worn down knapsack duct taped to a hunching back, you're a man. thoughts of droning monotone quiet your hungry bones (i can hear them) rattling as you **** your head and lift that heavy glance up to me. i can see you, flopping and thrusting and sweating, which after years of curiosity has handed me nothing, but sweaty sheets and burning *** i lay beneath you, silent i'm a woman. avert your eyes ( i am tempted to plead) from the onset of premature varicose veins (i am pale, glasslike, arched & stained) allow me to suffocate the already immune- girls born into the world with big black brandings stamped onto their lightly acne ridden foreheads. (SMALL, MEDIUM, LARGE) trim your ribs, shave off the cellulite- turning a blind eye to accessible insight.. a salad for lunch, make it dinner too. finger down your throat, orange acid hurling, stick like dancers twirling, they bring tears to your eyes, if only {you} possessed the grace- but there are pounds to erase. i'm a woman. thirteen years of advertisements stapled to your eyes standing barefoot in a bath tub with chunks of blood running down shaking legs kicking off a now crimson pair of old underwear- stuck & tangled on trembling feet [ silence your voice and push up your ******* til they're touching your neck. get a nose job get a blow job you're a woman ]
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May 10, 2012
May 10, 2012 at 10:50 AM UTC
trials of womanhood.
you wedge your pointer finger between your canines- in an attempt to appear sublime- or nervous- or seductive either way it doesn't succeed. your tooth, teeth speck of blood, bleed emerging as you pierce your calloused yellow patch of skin (layers & layers of the girls you've touched before) but you crave one more- for in every sleepless night there's a quote to be fill- a new slit to drill- you're a man. i can sense it- throbbing and shaking beneath your olive exterior how you long to drag your now bloodied, prior prettied finger up an off white thigh- to disregard the things obliged- to forge the paradigm from faulty tools, splintered and battered in a worn down knapsack duct taped to a hunching back, you're a man. thoughts of droning monotone quiet your hungry bones (i can hear them) rattling as you **** your head and lift that heavy glance up to me. i can see you, flopping and thrusting and sweating, which after years of curiosity has handed me nothing, but sweaty sheets and burning *** i lay beneath you, silent i'm a woman. avert your eyes ( i am tempted to plead) from the onset of premature varicose veins (i am pale, glasslike, arched & stained) allow me to suffocate the already immune- girls born into the world with big black brandings stamped onto their lightly acne ridden foreheads. (SMALL, MEDIUM, LARGE) trim your ribs, shave off the cellulite- turning a blind eye to accessible insight.. a salad for lunch, make it dinner too. finger down your throat, orange acid hurling, stick like dancers twirling, they bring tears to your eyes, if only {you} possessed the grace- but there are pounds to erase. i'm a woman. thirteen years of advertisements stapled to your eyes standing barefoot in a bath tub with chunks of blood running down shaking legs kicking off a now crimson pair of old underwear- stuck & tangled on trembling feet [ silence your voice and push up your ******* til they're touching your neck. get a nose job get a blow job you're a woman ]
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(Speaking) I wanna be the best I wanna be the best like the rest I want my name to be on the hall of fame And I just want to be the greatest kings I want to win many rings To be the best You have to believe And achieve many things Ladies and gentlemen Mr jbird (Verse) I'm balling like Kobe I'm dunking like KD Greatest 3 pointer like S.curry I just burry my haters Rest in peace I'm so quick like j. Wall I'm hungry for more championship like Lebron I'm breaking records like melo I don't like jello Hello haters How are ya doin Do you miss me Cause I miss ya too fakers Hahahaah Let go (Speaking) Yo junior your the best Bring it back yo Come on let go (Verse) Pass the ball ***** I'm the best The best of the best Who messing with the guess I'm Kobe shooting from the perimeter Dunkin from the area yea I score 81 points against another team I score 61 points against another team I had a dream I gonna make it on the league I came in the league to win If ya tryin stop me It won't happen I gonna be on top Popping champagne with my wife Having a good life I won't think about my hood I want thank you all ya Ya haters said" I won't make it". Look at me now I did I just love you so much haters young junior hahahaha C'mon let go (Verse) Every summer My haters keep seein me riding in a new hummer ******* how are you doing I just miss you so much Kiss my *** Ya said I ain't gonna be nobody ******* look at me now I just got paid Ya don't have no words to say Every day I'm just chilling and lettin the money come to me I'm a addict to success My wife look so hot in the dress I just let my stress go away Poppin champagne Having a good life I'm not thinking about my hood I went to negative to positive nigga (Beat speaking) Yo junior, you are a greatest Yo bring it back bro. Don't stop and let pop this ******* C'mon let go (Verse) Believe is the key I achieve many things I told my mama, I gonna be a greatest like mj, magic, pippen, Kareem, bill, and big Shaq I came young in the game Ya gonna be the same I swish to the next lane Yea I'm going insane Winning is all I do Ya better go home Cause ya won't stop me to reach my goal Imma teach you how to win Just follow my lead I gonna be your nightmare sorrow Fans callin me hero My jersey number is zero Hello baby girl I love you You look beautiful with your hair net Yea baby you **** like my diamond chain All we do is win Win, win, win like dj Khaled Girl, you are my motivation My daughter is my inspiration I wish my grandpa was here Everywhere I go I want him to be on my game Screaming my name I keep having a dream He keep talking to me And he was proud of me ***** My team and I unbreakable Youngjuniorforever
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 8:20 AM UTC
I wanna be the best by: junior Mario
(Speaking) I wanna be the best I wanna be the best like the rest I want my name to be on the hall of fame And I just want to be the greatest kings I want to win many rings To be the best You have to believe And achieve many things Ladies and gentlemen Mr jbird (Verse) I'm balling like Kobe I'm dunking like KD Greatest 3 pointer like S.curry I just burry my haters Rest in peace I'm so quick like j. Wall I'm hungry for more championship like Lebron I'm breaking records like melo I don't like jello Hello haters How are ya doin Do you miss me Cause I miss ya too fakers Hahahaah Let go (Speaking) Yo junior your the best Bring it back yo Come on let go (Verse) Pass the ball ***** I'm the best The best of the best Who messing with the guess I'm Kobe shooting from the perimeter Dunkin from the area yea I score 81 points against another team I score 61 points against another team I had a dream I gonna make it on the league I came in the league to win If ya tryin stop me It won't happen I gonna be on top Popping champagne with my wife Having a good life I won't think about my hood I want thank you all ya Ya haters said" I won't make it". Look at me now I did I just love you so much haters young junior hahahaha C'mon let go (Verse) Every summer My haters keep seein me riding in a new hummer ******* how are you doing I just miss you so much Kiss my *** Ya said I ain't gonna be nobody ******* look at me now I just got paid Ya don't have no words to say Every day I'm just chilling and lettin the money come to me I'm a addict to success My wife look so hot in the dress I just let my stress go away Poppin champagne Having a good life I'm not thinking about my hood I went to negative to positive nigga (Beat speaking) Yo junior, you are a greatest Yo bring it back bro. Don't stop and let pop this ******* C'mon let go (Verse) Believe is the key I achieve many things I told my mama, I gonna be a greatest like mj, magic, pippen, Kareem, bill, and big Shaq I came young in the game Ya gonna be the same I swish to the next lane Yea I'm going insane Winning is all I do Ya better go home Cause ya won't stop me to reach my goal Imma teach you how to win Just follow my lead I gonna be your nightmare sorrow Fans callin me hero My jersey number is zero Hello baby girl I love you You look beautiful with your hair net Yea baby you **** like my diamond chain All we do is win Win, win, win like dj Khaled Girl, you are my motivation My daughter is my inspiration I wish my grandpa was here Everywhere I go I want him to be on my game Screaming my name I keep having a dream He keep talking to me And he was proud of me ***** My team and I unbreakable Youngjuniorforever
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at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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Jul 23, 2021
Jul 23, 2021 at 11:22 PM UTC
the evolution of a young woman's closet
at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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(Speaking) I wanna be the best I wanna be the best like the rest I want my name to be on the hall of fame And I just want to be the greatest kings I want to win many rings To be the best You have to believe And achieve many things Ladies and gentlemen Mr jbird (Verse) I'm balling like Kobe I'm dunking like KD Greatest 3 pointer like S.curry I just burry my haters Rest in peace I'm so quick like j. Wall I'm hungry for more championship like Lebron I'm breaking records like melo I don't like jello Hello haters How are ya doin Do you miss me Cause I miss ya too fakers Hahahaah Let go (Speaking) Yo junior your the best Bring it back yo Come on let go (Verse) Pass the ball ***** I'm the best The best of the best Who messing with the guess I'm Kobe shooting from the perimeter Dunkin from the area yea I score 81 points against another team I score 61 points against another team I had a dream I gonna make it on the league I came in the league to win If ya tryin stop me It won't happen I gonna be on top Popping champagne with my wife Having a good life I won't think about my hood I want thank you all ya Ya haters said" I won't make it". Look at me now I did I just love you so much haters young junior hahahaha C'mon let go (Verse) Every summer My haters keep seein me riding in a new hummer ******* how are you doing I just miss you so much Kiss my *** Ya said I ain't gonna be nobody ******* look at me now I just got paid Ya don't have no words to say Every day I'm just chilling and lettin the money come to me I'm a addict to success My wife look so hot in the dress I just let my stress go away Poppin champagne Having a good life I'm not thinking about my hood I went to negative to positive nigga (Beat speaking) Yo junior, you are a greatest Yo bring it back bro. Don't stop and let pop this ******* C'mon let go (Verse) Believe is the key I achieve many things I told my mama, I gonna be a greatest like mj, magic, pippen, Kareem, bill, and big Shaq I came young in the game Ya gonna be the same I swish to the next lane Yea I'm going insane Winning is all I do Ya better go home Cause ya won't stop me to reach my goal Imma teach you how to win Just follow my lead I gonna be your nightmare sorrow Fans callin me hero My jersey number is zero Hello baby girl I love you You look beautiful with your hair net Yea baby you **** like my diamond chain All we do is win Win, win, win like dj Khaled Girl, you are my motivation My daughter is my inspiration I wish my grandpa was here Everywhere I go I want him to be on my game Screaming my name I keep having a dream He keep talking to me And he was proud of me ***** My team and I unbreakable
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 8:16 AM UTC
I wanna be the best
(Speaking) I wanna be the best I wanna be the best like the rest I want my name to be on the hall of fame And I just want to be the greatest kings I want to win many rings To be the best You have to believe And achieve many things Ladies and gentlemen Mr jbird (Verse) I'm balling like Kobe I'm dunking like KD Greatest 3 pointer like S.curry I just burry my haters Rest in peace I'm so quick like j. Wall I'm hungry for more championship like Lebron I'm breaking records like melo I don't like jello Hello haters How are ya doin Do you miss me Cause I miss ya too fakers Hahahaah Let go (Speaking) Yo junior your the best Bring it back yo Come on let go (Verse) Pass the ball ***** I'm the best The best of the best Who messing with the guess I'm Kobe shooting from the perimeter Dunkin from the area yea I score 81 points against another team I score 61 points against another team I had a dream I gonna make it on the league I came in the league to win If ya tryin stop me It won't happen I gonna be on top Popping champagne with my wife Having a good life I won't think about my hood I want thank you all ya Ya haters said" I won't make it". Look at me now I did I just love you so much haters young junior hahahaha C'mon let go (Verse) Every summer My haters keep seein me riding in a new hummer ******* how are you doing I just miss you so much Kiss my *** Ya said I ain't gonna be nobody ******* look at me now I just got paid Ya don't have no words to say Every day I'm just chilling and lettin the money come to me I'm a addict to success My wife look so hot in the dress I just let my stress go away Poppin champagne Having a good life I'm not thinking about my hood I went to negative to positive nigga (Beat speaking) Yo junior, you are a greatest Yo bring it back bro. Don't stop and let pop this ******* C'mon let go (Verse) Believe is the key I achieve many things I told my mama, I gonna be a greatest like mj, magic, pippen, Kareem, bill, and big Shaq I came young in the game Ya gonna be the same I swish to the next lane Yea I'm going insane Winning is all I do Ya better go home Cause ya won't stop me to reach my goal Imma teach you how to win Just follow my lead I gonna be your nightmare sorrow Fans callin me hero My jersey number is zero Hello baby girl I love you You look beautiful with your hair net Yea baby you **** like my diamond chain All we do is win Win, win, win like dj Khaled Girl, you are my motivation My daughter is my inspiration I wish my grandpa was here Everywhere I go I want him to be on my game Screaming my name I keep having a dream He keep talking to me And he was proud of me ***** My team and I unbreakable
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In the crease of her fingers Is where she held me. A history of thought, Filtered. Flaked off at the end. It was her fingers I felt most comfortable. That I could truly do anything. Stuck between her middle and pointer finger. Held high, upright. Unprecedented in eclipse. She'd press me to her lips. Resuscitated. Flaked at the tip. Scatter ash Where I felt most alive. Nestled in the bend of her fingers. My building without escape. She'd set fire to my head. & like a mad man I'd lay still. This smoke, a place I wanted to be. Our bad habit persisting Day in and day out. The only fact perhaps we truly have. I'd unravel in loss of responsibility, The nook of her fingers, A universal sense of comfort. Withered down. Tossed to the wind. Our history made short, Recognizing that we were doomed from the start. Smoking in front of the no smoking sign, A habit we can't put down
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 9:29 AM UTC
No Smoking Sign
the wisdom of your eyesight *begins with you legs that turn the body’s odyssey away, sort of, in the general right direction but thou stiff neck person, yet still turns away from what the eyesight will see when the eye shadows lift thine eyes cast down still seek escape, with last minute haste, but my pointer finger rests easygoing beneath thy chin where the finger meets, lifts, thy softened chin tissue, to look directly at your proffered savior, an electric election circuitry this head-on-collision of two pair, beat by a full house, when the combined wisdom of caring lifts two up, ah, the best writ we ever scripted, the best hand we ever played if your eyes should cloud, upon reading this, this is too, a kind of wisdom, wisdomkind* for S.B.
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Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 11:40 AM UTC
the wisdom of your eyesight
As I lay in my bed I can't help but notice the little imperfections, the chip in my dresser, the small crack in my wall, the poster tilted every so slightly to the left, the flickering light, the scratch on my phone, the poorly organized folders, the fact that the paint on my ceiling is whiter in certain areas, the stitching of my flannel coming loose, the fact that my left foot is bigger than my right, the scar on my left pointer finger, the fact that my left ring finger bends to the right, the fact that the paint on my ceiling is whiter in certain areas, as I lay here noticing the little imperfections I come to a realization, little imperfections don't cause a system to fail, my room is still a room, I'm still living, it seems to be easier to focus on the little imperfections rather than the system as a whole.
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 12:04 AM UTC
Little Imperfections
*(Blackened tissue beside debris of bleachd cocktail Power pundit in cubicle A ship in shadow-pieces passing by, unnoticed* smoking water.. now costs getting kickd  out ur xafe Your blood lies in a high-account and all the stampz areMelting Crawling in a desert, accusations shave the top off my black land Did failing the test lead to a power-packed punch in strands No time for treagedies clogging up the freeway Twenty watts up the waterfall and your ride is here Befits a ceremonial decapping Catch ur vogue latte on the way out Come aboard by jet and then expect a red carpet, soaked dry from the spoils of erstwehile-smugglers Let em bleed green notes till the moths all come round the flame Wait for it… the flame grows hugher… and int it all…………poof! That was easy. Don’t chuckle out loud when expletives slidie down your back Like champagne off the shoulder of your ne-xt planet’s ride Duck in time cos the butters hard and the toast is dry Four friends over six decades carry grudges heavey enough to pump oil to lakes And the unexpected happens.. the one they didn’t watch, wwent missing All eyes on the little one.. no, you didn’t catch them all. You became immunes to the skills you advert-tarted and sqeueamish set in you didn’t know casn host violence in a putrid-robe? One finger pointing out, makes at least three in.. to the pointer How can one planet swallow so wide a dichotomy in plasticky degrees? It’s too wide this time to make that jump  – we will ingest what weve been giving all along And some end up well-funded while others simply dwell..  as frogs in a well. sun can climb in sometimes, but for half an hour their fingers are small for the mine, keep small the issue don’t cry when it rains in expectorata I think frogs can swim. *when do I ever learn that..   I am simply a frog in a well near craxks )* 21feb
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Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 6:49 AM UTC
Crawling in a desert
*(Blackened tissue beside debris of bleachd cocktail Power pundit in cubicle A ship in shadow-pieces passing by, unnoticed* smoking water.. now costs getting kickd  out ur xafe Your blood lies in a high-account and all the stampz areMelting Crawling in a desert, accusations shave the top off my black land Did failing the test lead to a power-packed punch in strands No time for treagedies clogging up the freeway Twenty watts up the waterfall and your ride is here Befits a ceremonial decapping Catch ur vogue latte on the way out Come aboard by jet and then expect a red carpet, soaked dry from the spoils of erstwehile-smugglers Let em bleed green notes till the moths all come round the flame Wait for it… the flame grows hugher… and int it all…………poof! That was easy. Don’t chuckle out loud when expletives slidie down your back Like champagne off the shoulder of your ne-xt planet’s ride Duck in time cos the butters hard and the toast is dry Four friends over six decades carry grudges heavey enough to pump oil to lakes And the unexpected happens.. the one they didn’t watch, wwent missing All eyes on the little one.. no, you didn’t catch them all. You became immunes to the skills you advert-tarted and sqeueamish set in you didn’t know casn host violence in a putrid-robe? One finger pointing out, makes at least three in.. to the pointer How can one planet swallow so wide a dichotomy in plasticky degrees? It’s too wide this time to make that jump  – we will ingest what weve been giving all along And some end up well-funded while others simply dwell..  as frogs in a well. sun can climb in sometimes, but for half an hour their fingers are small for the mine, keep small the issue don’t cry when it rains in expectorata I think frogs can swim. *when do I ever learn that..   I am simply a frog in a well near craxks )* 21feb
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Its time to write about dogs with embedded decency to walk away when you take a drunk **** in the backyard. We don't have the same embedded decency. A dog ***** in the park with no where to look except for its watchful owner, who cant figure out why it's weird to watch his dawtson take a **** I had a friend in grade school tell me if you stared at a dog while it **** and crossed your pointer fingers over each other and pulled, the **** would explode inside the dog and it would die. And I tried.
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Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 1:11 AM UTC
Stop watching dogs ****
I am the bobby pins and hair clips you find in corners of your room, on your dresser, or behind your bed. I am the pictures on your wall that I made when I was once manic. I am the crumbs you find in your bed that was once my “three or four nights a week bed” which I used as a table. I am the cafe where we met, and kept meeting. I am day drives to no where. I am the Middletown train station before the movies. I am the mint lotion that keeps the bugs away. I am the notes I would leave you, that found their way on your wall. I am the bandaids. I am that strand of medium length brown hair you will find in your shower I am that guy, from trivia at that other cafe, that I wanted us to be friends with. I am the hands that would unlock your locked pointer finger. I am that key on your key chain. I am the leftover tea that is always too hot for me to drink, and is left near your bed. I am ice cream with CHERRIES, and edamame. I am the sheets on your bed. I am the downing film theater when you needed to feel better. I am New Jersey. I am the reason Netflix recommends Independent dramas with strong female lead. I am the netflix. I am the stain on your mattress. I am the drool on your pillow. I am the sugar in your cabinet above your roomates whiskey. I am all of the groceries and dates I paid for. I am all those pictures of me on your phone which made their way to your computer. I am the light wash boyfriend jeans. I am that bottle of wine that sits with all other bottles, that you see when you walk out of your room and into the kitchen, and out the door. I am the reason you once felt content. I am the reason the corkscrew sits on that stool. I am the reason why your toothbrush is wet, before you use it. I am the two red sharpie marks left on those sheets that I got us. I am mexico. The trip to mexico that could have almost seemed doable. I am the sent of oils which remind you of hippies. I am the shoes left at your door, or the teavana jug of tea in the kitchen right now. I am the fourth of July. I am that pool we never swim in. I am the projected films on the fence. I am the talker, the thought keeper, the fighter, the writer. I am Sensual Amber I am UBE I am my legs on the wall when I dry them. I am the tiny pills on your dresser. I am just someone your next girlfriend will be better than. I am the bobby pins.
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Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 3:53 PM UTC
I Was Part of Your Life
I am the bobby pins and hair clips you find in corners of your room, on your dresser, or behind your bed. I am the pictures on your wall that I made when I was once manic. I am the crumbs you find in your bed that was once my “three or four nights a week bed” which I used as a table. I am the cafe where we met, and kept meeting. I am day drives to no where. I am the Middletown train station before the movies. I am the mint lotion that keeps the bugs away. I am the notes I would leave you, that found their way on your wall. I am the bandaids. I am that strand of medium length brown hair you will find in your shower I am that guy, from trivia at that other cafe, that I wanted us to be friends with. I am the hands that would unlock your locked pointer finger. I am that key on your key chain. I am the leftover tea that is always too hot for me to drink, and is left near your bed. I am ice cream with CHERRIES, and edamame. I am the sheets on your bed. I am the downing film theater when you needed to feel better. I am New Jersey. I am the reason Netflix recommends Independent dramas with strong female lead. I am the netflix. I am the stain on your mattress. I am the drool on your pillow. I am the sugar in your cabinet above your roomates whiskey. I am all of the groceries and dates I paid for. I am all those pictures of me on your phone which made their way to your computer. I am the light wash boyfriend jeans. I am that bottle of wine that sits with all other bottles, that you see when you walk out of your room and into the kitchen, and out the door. I am the reason you once felt content. I am the reason the corkscrew sits on that stool. I am the reason why your toothbrush is wet, before you use it. I am the two red sharpie marks left on those sheets that I got us. I am mexico. The trip to mexico that could have almost seemed doable. I am the sent of oils which remind you of hippies. I am the shoes left at your door, or the teavana jug of tea in the kitchen right now. I am the fourth of July. I am that pool we never swim in. I am the projected films on the fence. I am the talker, the thought keeper, the fighter, the writer. I am Sensual Amber I am UBE I am my legs on the wall when I dry them. I am the tiny pills on your dresser. I am just someone your next girlfriend will be better than. I am the bobby pins.
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With each passing poem, The degree of difficulty of diving ever higher, Bar incrementally niched, inched, raised, Domain, the association of words, ever lesser, Repetition verboten, crime against pride. Al, You ask me when the words come: With each passing year, In the wee hours of Ever diminishing time snatches, The hours between midnight and rising, Shrinkage, once six, now four hours, Meant for for restoration, Transpositional for creation, Only one body notes the new mark, The digital, numerical clock of Trillion hour sleep deficit, most taxing. Al, you ask me from where do the words come: Each of the five senses compete, Pick me, Pick me, they shout, The eyes see the tall grasses Framing the ferry's to and fro life. Waving bye bye to the End of day harbor activities, Putting your babies to sleep. The ears hear the boat horns Deep voiced, demanding pay attention, I am now docking, I am important, The sound lingers, long after They are no longer important. The tongue tastes the cooling Italian prosecco merging victoriously With its ally, the modestly warming rays Of a September setting sun, finally declaring, without stuttering, Peace on Earth. The odoriferous bay breezes, A new for that second only smell, But yet, very old bartender's recipe, Salt, cooking oil, barbecue sauce, gasoline And the winning new ingredient, freshly minted, Stacked in ascending circumference order, onion rings. These four senses all recombinant, On the cheek, on the tongue, Wafting, tickling, blasting, visioning Merging into a single touch That my pointer finger, by force majeure, Declares, here,  poem aborning, Contract with this moment, now satisfied. Al,  what you did not ask was this: With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poems birth diminishes me. ___________ 4:38 AM September 8th, 2012 Greenport Harbor, N.Y.
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Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 5:06 PM UTC
with each passing poem
With each passing poem, The degree of difficulty of diving ever higher, Bar incrementally niched, inched, raised, Domain, the association of words, ever lesser, Repetition verboten, crime against pride. Al, You ask me when the words come: With each passing year, In the wee hours of Ever diminishing time snatches, The hours between midnight and rising, Shrinkage, once six, now four hours, Meant for for restoration, Transpositional for creation, Only one body notes the new mark, The digital, numerical clock of Trillion hour sleep deficit, most taxing. Al, you ask me from where do the words come: Each of the five senses compete, Pick me, Pick me, they shout, The eyes see the tall grasses Framing the ferry's to and fro life. Waving bye bye to the End of day harbor activities, Putting your babies to sleep. The ears hear the boat horns Deep voiced, demanding pay attention, I am now docking, I am important, The sound lingers, long after They are no longer important. The tongue tastes the cooling Italian prosecco merging victoriously With its ally, the modestly warming rays Of a September setting sun, finally declaring, without stuttering, Peace on Earth. The odoriferous bay breezes, A new for that second only smell, But yet, very old bartender's recipe, Salt, cooking oil, barbecue sauce, gasoline And the winning new ingredient, freshly minted, Stacked in ascending circumference order, onion rings. These four senses all recombinant, On the cheek, on the tongue, Wafting, tickling, blasting, visioning Merging into a single touch That my pointer finger, by force majeure, Declares, here,  poem aborning, Contract with this moment, now satisfied. Al,  what you did not ask was this: With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poems birth diminishes me. ___________ 4:38 AM September 8th, 2012 Greenport Harbor, N.Y.
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It's just a bite, what harm could it do? It triggers a domino effect, because one bite invariably turns into two, and three, and four and all of a sudden you're eating. But you can't do that, because being skinny will make everything better. You look in the mirror, hoping to see ribs and spine and hip-bones. You stretch your skin farther over your bones, and watch the fat melt away. You are skinny, and you are indestructible. Nothing fits. You shop for new clothes but they sag in all the wrong places. Nothing pulls over your chest the way it used to, instead it hangs there limply. There are inches of extra fabric behind your thighs. Your hips used to be graceful and womanly, but now you look like a pre-pubescent child. Being skinny just isn't fun anymore. But you can't go back, because you remember times when you'd stand in front of dressing room mirrors and clothes would s t r e t c h over your stomach and hips and thighs and ******* Everything would be too tight in all the wrong places. It is either skinny or fat, never an in-between. You can never be "healthy" because that's fat too. And the food is still on your plate while all of this runs through your mind and it almost kills you, because it's JUST A BITE. but it isn't 'just' anything. it's a big deal. So you leave the bite behind and your stomach begs you for something, anything. And then you see the candy. The chips. The diet sodas. The protein bars. The brownies. The ice cream. The milkshakes. And suddenly you are out of control, eating it all at once and you can't stop. It goes in but it HAS TO COME OUT. So you lock yourself in the stall. You tickle the back of your throat with your pointer finger and it comes back. Purple, Orange, Blue. Unnatural colors that come from processed foods. Red, yellow, green. And you are empty again, crying on the bathroom floor with no one to save you.
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Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 1:49 PM UTC
Skinny
It's just a bite, what harm could it do? It triggers a domino effect, because one bite invariably turns into two, and three, and four and all of a sudden you're eating. But you can't do that, because being skinny will make everything better. You look in the mirror, hoping to see ribs and spine and hip-bones. You stretch your skin farther over your bones, and watch the fat melt away. You are skinny, and you are indestructible. Nothing fits. You shop for new clothes but they sag in all the wrong places. Nothing pulls over your chest the way it used to, instead it hangs there limply. There are inches of extra fabric behind your thighs. Your hips used to be graceful and womanly, but now you look like a pre-pubescent child. Being skinny just isn't fun anymore. But you can't go back, because you remember times when you'd stand in front of dressing room mirrors and clothes would s t r e t c h over your stomach and hips and thighs and ******* Everything would be too tight in all the wrong places. It is either skinny or fat, never an in-between. You can never be "healthy" because that's fat too. And the food is still on your plate while all of this runs through your mind and it almost kills you, because it's JUST A BITE. but it isn't 'just' anything. it's a big deal. So you leave the bite behind and your stomach begs you for something, anything. And then you see the candy. The chips. The diet sodas. The protein bars. The brownies. The ice cream. The milkshakes. And suddenly you are out of control, eating it all at once and you can't stop. It goes in but it HAS TO COME OUT. So you lock yourself in the stall. You tickle the back of your throat with your pointer finger and it comes back. Purple, Orange, Blue. Unnatural colors that come from processed foods. Red, yellow, green. And you are empty again, crying on the bathroom floor with no one to save you.
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*how this came and come to be, from gone to come to gone rediscovered but unreleased, a passage thematic that birthed fully formed, formal in its inception, contented in its first appearance and its primary coincident deception who wrote this? not me? could not be! yet a scented hint of eau d’familiarité suggests that I may have inadvertently plagiarized myself this old poem mine, we certifiably have never met, but nonesuch a hail fellow met, that upon our (re?) acquaintance, the heavens marked the occasion with hail and neither of us deemed it strange so we well recall our ancestor’s words* ”there is nothing new under the sun” adding our brand new imprimatur ”not even June or the Moon or other iconic loons” *we may have borrowed from the insights, recollecting what happened to us when separated at birth, envisioning like the prophets of yore what was implanted long before  we remembered it well upon its birthday our intertwined twinning fate befallen*    postscript **quaking heart, trembling pointer dawning and dying simultaneous neither tissue, cell, molecule, i am but a composite of letters, alpha bits and bets, recirculated songs and tunes born like me, compromised, bridged, newly un and recovered, lengthy and unabridged, my appearance faulty, my eyes ****** ruddy and red, my fingered tips blend and bleed words acquired, words invented, marching before me, old lands recaptured, new ones set free take and give - there’s no difference - intimation, initiation, all bring me home to where my boundaries begin** <•> this one, for the ladies who loved its predecessor https://hellopoetry.com/poem/2367267/the-temple-of-you/
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Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 1:45 PM UTC
reminding me to remember what has yet to occur
*how this came and come to be, from gone to come to gone rediscovered but unreleased, a passage thematic that birthed fully formed, formal in its inception, contented in its first appearance and its primary coincident deception who wrote this? not me? could not be! yet a scented hint of eau d’familiarité suggests that I may have inadvertently plagiarized myself this old poem mine, we certifiably have never met, but nonesuch a hail fellow met, that upon our (re?) acquaintance, the heavens marked the occasion with hail and neither of us deemed it strange so we well recall our ancestor’s words* ”there is nothing new under the sun” adding our brand new imprimatur ”not even June or the Moon or other iconic loons” *we may have borrowed from the insights, recollecting what happened to us when separated at birth, envisioning like the prophets of yore what was implanted long before  we remembered it well upon its birthday our intertwined twinning fate befallen*    postscript **quaking heart, trembling pointer dawning and dying simultaneous neither tissue, cell, molecule, i am but a composite of letters, alpha bits and bets, recirculated songs and tunes born like me, compromised, bridged, newly un and recovered, lengthy and unabridged, my appearance faulty, my eyes ****** ruddy and red, my fingered tips blend and bleed words acquired, words invented, marching before me, old lands recaptured, new ones set free take and give - there’s no difference - intimation, initiation, all bring me home to where my boundaries begin** <•> this one, for the ladies who loved its predecessor https://hellopoetry.com/poem/2367267/the-temple-of-you/
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Yea verily The Movers and Shakers are society’s paveway makers. They recognise a need, feel a cause and initiate action. These people make things happen, they are the driving force in our society. By virtue of their very nature, they are rarely perfect, they have backgrounds and have, invariably, at some some stage of their life, trodden on the daisies. Our society could not do without these people. They are a rare minority and because of their positivity and momentum They make enemies. The enemy of the Movers and the Shakers are the Naysayers and the Finger Pointers. The Naysayers and Finger Pointers are the reactive side of society. They rarely initiate and rarely expose themselves to the spotlight. They fester in the shadows in their masses and froth into braying criticism Which may, or may not, develop into righteous finger pointing and condemnation. (Depending, of course, on the issue at hand and the degree of hysteria generated.) The Naysayers and Finger Pointers are society’s negatives. (They would say that they are society’s necessary checks and controls… Which perhaps, to some degree they are.) The realm of the Tall Poppy Syndrome is the perfect territory for Naysayer/Finger Pointer operation. It provides the right mix of avarice, envy and vengeance to blend clandestinely beneath a covering cloak of righteous indignation. And it provides the symbiotic platform for mass reaction from the great unwashed. I note that Mayor Bob Parker and benefactor Sir Owen Glenn are the latest recipients of negative onslaught. The Mayor has just announced that, after many years of public service, he has had a guts full of the braying abuse and is throwing in the towel. I sincerely hope that he retires with wealth and lovely wife and that he bathes in the satisfaction of his many, many achievements…well away from the accusing crowd. And if I was Sir Owen Glenn, I would abruptly cancel the offered, generous, $2 million finance for the Anti Domestic Violence Campaign and with fierce eye tell the Naysayers and Finger Pointers of New Zealand society to go stuff themselves… then turn and walk away, never to return. Marshalg Pukehana Paradise AUCKLAND 5 July 2013
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Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 4:28 PM UTC
Yea Verily.....
Yea verily The Movers and Shakers are society’s paveway makers. They recognise a need, feel a cause and initiate action. These people make things happen, they are the driving force in our society. By virtue of their very nature, they are rarely perfect, they have backgrounds and have, invariably, at some some stage of their life, trodden on the daisies. Our society could not do without these people. They are a rare minority and because of their positivity and momentum They make enemies. The enemy of the Movers and the Shakers are the Naysayers and the Finger Pointers. The Naysayers and Finger Pointers are the reactive side of society. They rarely initiate and rarely expose themselves to the spotlight. They fester in the shadows in their masses and froth into braying criticism Which may, or may not, develop into righteous finger pointing and condemnation. (Depending, of course, on the issue at hand and the degree of hysteria generated.) The Naysayers and Finger Pointers are society’s negatives. (They would say that they are society’s necessary checks and controls… Which perhaps, to some degree they are.) The realm of the Tall Poppy Syndrome is the perfect territory for Naysayer/Finger Pointer operation. It provides the right mix of avarice, envy and vengeance to blend clandestinely beneath a covering cloak of righteous indignation. And it provides the symbiotic platform for mass reaction from the great unwashed. I note that Mayor Bob Parker and benefactor Sir Owen Glenn are the latest recipients of negative onslaught. The Mayor has just announced that, after many years of public service, he has had a guts full of the braying abuse and is throwing in the towel. I sincerely hope that he retires with wealth and lovely wife and that he bathes in the satisfaction of his many, many achievements…well away from the accusing crowd. And if I was Sir Owen Glenn, I would abruptly cancel the offered, generous, $2 million finance for the Anti Domestic Violence Campaign and with fierce eye tell the Naysayers and Finger Pointers of New Zealand society to go stuff themselves… then turn and walk away, never to return. Marshalg Pukehana Paradise AUCKLAND 5 July 2013
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I spent my time letting my hands die in the arms of my own body I broke the chains of slavery yet broke myself in the process I drank my spit with a dry swallow and discontent for what that meant My legs tensed and I, like most of the time, felt disgust with myself And though this was new and strange I’d known it for some time now and it wasn’t getting easier My eyes welled up but not enough to form a tear At least not at this point And my teeth grinding at the thought of what was happening to my body But again I said this had happened all too often And lastly I thought of my day And the whirlwind I was in that brought me to my own demise And I wondered why this has happened so often And each time a bit worse than the last or at the very least a horrifying reality My fingers felt different than my own and my depression from what they said Would be to blame but I thought of this much differently And not in the sense that i did not feel depressed Just in the sense that the only thing I knew how to feel was death Death of a self or a hand or even a time in place that I could not accept I thought that everyday must be like this And this is why I felt alone or rejected At wits end or neglected Why I felt like no one understood or like I was the only one standing in a room And even with no words leaking from my mouth My cintrivical force still beared witness to the pain that existed around me And though my confusion consumed me My eye began to shed a tear And my left knee buckled up And even though my right pointer finger was not to be found And ultimately made my teeth grind again at the thought I still was able to exist Even in this poem Even in this world I was here And the tear fell down my cheek And thinking of you made it fall harder The hardest thing I’ve ever experienced Was in the eyes of someone I’d described my pain to And their go to was to make me feel it again or some part of it to an extent Their first instinct was to let me relive it through them As if the pain initially was not enough to comprehend And that’s where I come to end This poem or this explanation That everyone has something to prove And if it cannot be done through them They will choose your pain as a way to regain theirselves in vein And to say this is a joke Well my only hope Is that you are not another to Let my heart be revoked Of its own truth
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Apr 14, 2021
Apr 14, 2021 at 12:19 PM UTC
We’re liars
I spent my time letting my hands die in the arms of my own body I broke the chains of slavery yet broke myself in the process I drank my spit with a dry swallow and discontent for what that meant My legs tensed and I, like most of the time, felt disgust with myself And though this was new and strange I’d known it for some time now and it wasn’t getting easier My eyes welled up but not enough to form a tear At least not at this point And my teeth grinding at the thought of what was happening to my body But again I said this had happened all too often And lastly I thought of my day And the whirlwind I was in that brought me to my own demise And I wondered why this has happened so often And each time a bit worse than the last or at the very least a horrifying reality My fingers felt different than my own and my depression from what they said Would be to blame but I thought of this much differently And not in the sense that i did not feel depressed Just in the sense that the only thing I knew how to feel was death Death of a self or a hand or even a time in place that I could not accept I thought that everyday must be like this And this is why I felt alone or rejected At wits end or neglected Why I felt like no one understood or like I was the only one standing in a room And even with no words leaking from my mouth My cintrivical force still beared witness to the pain that existed around me And though my confusion consumed me My eye began to shed a tear And my left knee buckled up And even though my right pointer finger was not to be found And ultimately made my teeth grind again at the thought I still was able to exist Even in this poem Even in this world I was here And the tear fell down my cheek And thinking of you made it fall harder The hardest thing I’ve ever experienced Was in the eyes of someone I’d described my pain to And their go to was to make me feel it again or some part of it to an extent Their first instinct was to let me relive it through them As if the pain initially was not enough to comprehend And that’s where I come to end This poem or this explanation That everyone has something to prove And if it cannot be done through them They will choose your pain as a way to regain theirselves in vein And to say this is a joke Well my only hope Is that you are not another to Let my heart be revoked Of its own truth
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Talking to yourself in the mirror is more of a religious experience than getting on your knees and whimpering to the sky. Today, 6:36 am, I got up and said "Good morning, Green Eyes, let's forget." Getting home, 2:36, I wiped the blood from my front teeth and said "Good going ***** crying in class? What are you made of?" Sticks and stones, I thought. Sticks and stones. A droning sound. A year ago, you swallowed pills and opened your thighs, air crawling into places that air should never have the privilege (read: incredible misfortune) of touching, holding. I laid in bed, shined a laser pointer at my door for hours with "Goodbye Cruel World" on rickety repeat. Goodbye cruel world, I'm leaving you today. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. A year ago, you took pictures of your snapped veins, wishbone fingers still gripping a razor, you smiling. I threw up. Goodbye all you people. My friend is going through what I did, caring. Caring a lot. Caring into the school guidance department and caring into crying the whole day. Caring until she can't sleep. Caring until the morning to repeat the cycle. Caring, slowly bleeding out/dying/wishing you were God, same thing. There's nothing you can say. I feel bad, I feel bad that your wrist split open. I want to butterfly stitch it for you, hold you, brush your hair back, and back, and back. To make me change my mind. What's the point in killing yourself anyway? Right. So I'll do it for you. Goodbye.
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Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 10:23 PM UTC
Floydian
Sometimes I wonder if my first mistake in loving you was getting to actually know you. Know you like the back of my hand, And then realizing just now, That there is the tiniest freckle in that wrinkly area between my thumb and pointer finger And I have been alive and barely breathing for 14 years but I never noticed that speck. Or if my first mistake in loving you was Introducing you to my friends as the boy I was talking to at 4 am on school nights And the boy that I had just promised I was "done with" 2 days ago At Elizabeth's house because I saw you kissing Karly behind the bleachers on Thursday. But right now, I am standing in front of 20 somewhat people, Questioning if my first mistake in loving you was Watching you **** me 1 month into our strenuous relationship, I don't mean the *** was bad, I'm just saying it wasn't the best either, And that you probably could've done better. Or maybe you couldn't have, Your ***** was a bit small. I'm just explaining that I think if I had loved you correctly, Then the *** wouldn't have made me question if no actually means no And whether or not the height of my skirt made your ***** decide that it was getting through My lace ******* one way or another that night. I'm not telling you that I regret it, because I don't. I don't regret things. I don't regret things. I don't regret things. But I do regret you, And I do regret walking out of the house in that mini leather skirt despite my mother's Objections, Even though I should be free to walk around my city wearing whatever ******* clothes I want To, Without worrying over whether or not I'm asking to be ***** at Dickpoint. So the question is if I really didn't love you, Which at this point of the poem, I don't I think I ever did, Then who made the first mistake in our relationship? And boy, you better take the blame for it this time, Because I am an angel. And I will not claim this loss as a loss, But in fact as a win, Because I deserve better than this. I deserve better than regret. I deserve better than **** I deserve better than you. I deserve better than your ***** I deserve better than your uncomfortable hands.
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Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 3:43 AM UTC
Regret Or ****
Sometimes I wonder if my first mistake in loving you was getting to actually know you. Know you like the back of my hand, And then realizing just now, That there is the tiniest freckle in that wrinkly area between my thumb and pointer finger And I have been alive and barely breathing for 14 years but I never noticed that speck. Or if my first mistake in loving you was Introducing you to my friends as the boy I was talking to at 4 am on school nights And the boy that I had just promised I was "done with" 2 days ago At Elizabeth's house because I saw you kissing Karly behind the bleachers on Thursday. But right now, I am standing in front of 20 somewhat people, Questioning if my first mistake in loving you was Watching you **** me 1 month into our strenuous relationship, I don't mean the *** was bad, I'm just saying it wasn't the best either, And that you probably could've done better. Or maybe you couldn't have, Your ***** was a bit small. I'm just explaining that I think if I had loved you correctly, Then the *** wouldn't have made me question if no actually means no And whether or not the height of my skirt made your ***** decide that it was getting through My lace ******* one way or another that night. I'm not telling you that I regret it, because I don't. I don't regret things. I don't regret things. I don't regret things. But I do regret you, And I do regret walking out of the house in that mini leather skirt despite my mother's Objections, Even though I should be free to walk around my city wearing whatever ******* clothes I want To, Without worrying over whether or not I'm asking to be ***** at Dickpoint. So the question is if I really didn't love you, Which at this point of the poem, I don't I think I ever did, Then who made the first mistake in our relationship? And boy, you better take the blame for it this time, Because I am an angel. And I will not claim this loss as a loss, But in fact as a win, Because I deserve better than this. I deserve better than regret. I deserve better than **** I deserve better than you. I deserve better than your ***** I deserve better than your uncomfortable hands.
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