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"interchanging" poems
It's not me, it's you these words they haunt beds but I can sleep at night. Rather be cold, covered, and neglected than hot, naked, and rejected. Yeah you're winning cause you have feelings but nothing is ever what it seems. Crying and purging at the thought of my body but I won't let you see me because I'm shaking. You're so far away from my tree that I appear to be still but my leaves are trembling. I never asked for thunder and rain, you were supposed to bury the pain. Instead I watched as you endlessly shoveled to find the root, so the the thorn in your heart can be extracted. But I won't let you get soil deep forever bound chained and held in my hand curled up defeated a snail in a shell. Sicker everyday.... all because I didn't wish you well. Shame fingers point and they blame you. Libra weigh the scales I'm tired of the lower hand I want you so bad it's stupid It's stupid that I want bad news Yearning centuries now for something new. I want you so bad it's stupid it's stupid that I want you so bad so bad, my want is bad, but I'm stupid for you. The Victim and The Villain interchanging between the two chemistry ignited in red but now we're entering the blues The positions they change as frequent as lies that transform into truth. The Victtim and The Villain they live inside of us; and they live inside of you.
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May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 12:42 PM UTC
The Victim and The Villain
Often poets communicate via internet voice recordings sharing dancing lovers videos as pen pals may venture to do; no it doesn't mean we do not exist people aren't virtual cartoons! We have feelings emotions we love the mind makes it all real. We are real people in different countries interchanging loyalties we are perhaps more real then couples living together yet disconnected in many ways, and not in love either but rather utterly bored. ~~ So don't be cruel saying I am virtual and you've met the love of your life already and want no one else, but your Zaheera for all eternity because she's omnipresent real.! Trying to make her jealous with me a real poetess!? think again! Zaheera and me can smell your rat. She is more a fantasy for years if she even exists Why the virtual competitiveness and AnK isn't real? We are breathing eating sleeping loving trusting sharing yet not real!? In your book of tricks ? Hu? How shall we search for real connections hu? have you noticed though the whole planet has gone virtual. it's become a ritual,! All people are real living brings not virtual their lap tops cell phones  c are the virtual conduits, though so what !? ~~~~~~~~ By Mr and Mrs Andrews inspired by Karijinbba.7/21
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Jul 3, 2021
Jul 3, 2021 at 5:50 AM UTC
Real people behind virtual poetry writing on lap tops
All for the memory Take me higher than before Make it even more lively Cloud nine, I want to soar High class roll up Diamond filled jay Miscado in the cup Take it in before the fray Shadows crossing Paths interchanging Rainbow colors shimmering brightly Final destination called trippy Is it you or the moment Timeless time spent Doing wrong for the right Morning isn't coming so we party all night Without you this would be pointless Shame covers the immaculate mess Nobody will know how much it means to me That's why I do it all for the memory
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Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 11:28 PM UTC
All For the Memory
Me: A series of fifty-five emotions interchanging every ten minutes love me, adore me and I shall grant you your deepest wildest dream upset me, disappoint me, and I shall consider you dead
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Nov 18, 2021
Nov 18, 2021 at 7:49 AM UTC
Being me
An igneous rock, she took from the garden, our rendezvous and presented as her heart to me. It turned red at once and winked to my soul in a cryptic  primordial code,  beams of light flash telling  our love had begun  somewhere beyond  time. Distinct memory I have, it was glowing within the galaxy, of billion silver stars, kept in the chest of immortality, when we burned and burned to blend in each other's light, "Come to me" beckoned her flame in intermittent pulses. And I came to her in this garden, light years down, we forget time, the spirit we are, living in elements ever, matter and energy in  an interchanging embrace, love in essence to her "SHAKTHI" I am the "SHIVA, pervading in the cosmic  vastness.
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 12:00 PM UTC
A love, kindled by a cosmic pulse
Of man be there two. One holder of mirror whilst other a scryer, renders mirror to glass pierces through. Where one speaks the other is silenced, mere whisper acknowledged in this interchanging feud. So in this blurred intersection, where there is no reflection Then what man of man be the truth? What man of man be the truth as he stands here split in two? Be it what he thinks or what he do that makes the man? This single man in double view. A multi facet that will reveal itself in time due. A facet only glimpsed in certain light, gone unnoticed by friends. One and the same in this game of life where does one begin and one end, when it is only in the battle that they raise their head? See the chimera for what it truly is, this lone Mr a Hydra instead. Each flitters between life and the scythe as they fight for control. Each condemned to the darkness as the other negotiates sole lease of this soul. But Death haunts the two because the two form the whole. And so this dual begins without rules and birthed in sin. Begun with one who seeks to release his debase desires that lie un-mired in mind,   confined to an imaginary state, where he can ******  slander unheard but then he plays with fate. He plays with fate, when he opens the bottle, hands himself to the primal, unprimed for the battle that lay ahead. That lay in head and heart and will; one's will that will leave one dead. But for now each has his role. One takes the guise of a Jackal in cunning he seeks to conceal the other, his brother in hiding, in sin he hides him inside him but he will not be silenced. The fiend longs for this angels confession and will teach wings a lesson in flight as he makes his escape in dark and in light. So this would be angel tries in vain to press the other down, so  that he can remain but he's wingless and in pain, feeling the strain of restraints  that will no longer contain the hate that dominates as the other pushes free, pushes to be this man's sole identity. This poor soul thought he could enslave that which was caged and to the beast he did open the door but it was this angel that lost his wings mauled by a beast that would not sing to his tune, just roar. Each sacrificed for the other as this man of man ends his days cold on the floor. For man can not negotiate with fate. And when One cannot take rule the pair will end their days together in the dual.
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Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 4:44 PM UTC
The Dual
Of man be there two. One holder of mirror whilst other a scryer, renders mirror to glass pierces through. Where one speaks the other is silenced, mere whisper acknowledged in this interchanging feud. So in this blurred intersection, where there is no reflection Then what man of man be the truth? What man of man be the truth as he stands here split in two? Be it what he thinks or what he do that makes the man? This single man in double view. A multi facet that will reveal itself in time due. A facet only glimpsed in certain light, gone unnoticed by friends. One and the same in this game of life where does one begin and one end, when it is only in the battle that they raise their head? See the chimera for what it truly is, this lone Mr a Hydra instead. Each flitters between life and the scythe as they fight for control. Each condemned to the darkness as the other negotiates sole lease of this soul. But Death haunts the two because the two form the whole. And so this dual begins without rules and birthed in sin. Begun with one who seeks to release his debase desires that lie un-mired in mind,   confined to an imaginary state, where he can ******  slander unheard but then he plays with fate. He plays with fate, when he opens the bottle, hands himself to the primal, unprimed for the battle that lay ahead. That lay in head and heart and will; one's will that will leave one dead. But for now each has his role. One takes the guise of a Jackal in cunning he seeks to conceal the other, his brother in hiding, in sin he hides him inside him but he will not be silenced. The fiend longs for this angels confession and will teach wings a lesson in flight as he makes his escape in dark and in light. So this would be angel tries in vain to press the other down, so  that he can remain but he's wingless and in pain, feeling the strain of restraints  that will no longer contain the hate that dominates as the other pushes free, pushes to be this man's sole identity. This poor soul thought he could enslave that which was caged and to the beast he did open the door but it was this angel that lost his wings mauled by a beast that would not sing to his tune, just roar. Each sacrificed for the other as this man of man ends his days cold on the floor. For man can not negotiate with fate. And when One cannot take rule the pair will end their days together in the dual.
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A pair of lovers is a pair of tongues that say the word alternately, the same word, which moves from mouth to mouth. A pair of lovers is a pair of eyes that never tired of looking at each other, lyrics to each other, closing each other, in the light and dark. A pair of lovers are two travelers searching each other, and steadfast wait until finally found each other. A pair of lovers is a pair of names that ask each other for a place in memory, so as not lost in the loss. A pair of lovers are a pair of farmers who rush to the fields do not wait for the rain to die, because love is a fertile morning. A pair of lovers is a pair of eyes in the night, there is a beautiful dangling light, and there is hope that gee, rampant. A pair of lovers are two lines on a gurindam, longing for revenge, mutual opening and closing, harassing, muffling. A pair of lovers is a pair of longing hands, stalling to the empty, as if to rub a love on the forehead full of sweat. A pair of lovers are a pair of hearts at a glance, bristling, as you imagine the longing will be very torture. A pair of lovers is a pair of interconnected books, the first book, continues into the second book, and vice versa. A pair of lovers is a pair of books that amaze each other on the cover, because it knows very well what is written on them. A pair of lovers are two books, writing and reading each other, without ever interchanging the pages.
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Jul 12, 2017
Jul 12, 2017 at 12:09 AM UTC
We are a pair of lovers, and Hey, Look! There Are Many Other Lover Couples Like Us
You're a mad rapper I'm a mad hatter Ideas in my head always bleeding So lyrics you won't be needing You spit them I write them You rap them I rhyme them Lines we be exchanging Like I'd be interchanging The lanes fast on the freeway Paving the roads leading away From the ghetto Like Pinocchio was to Geppetto We be each others woodwork Combined we be the spork Together in our minds Like buns on girls behinds We ain't getting lost Whatever the cost We'll stay in the light Never fly stay and fight Cause we be the illest Cough Cough we infect the rest Wanting to be part of the fuss They try and copy 'r' us But they will never ever Be as swift or as clever... © okpoet
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Dec 31, 2012
Dec 31, 2012 at 2:15 AM UTC
Combined We Be...
Tripping up the stairs, looking out the window smelling barley, corn and rye. Trees make patterns interchanging with birds in the sky. Sun beats down upon your head sit, counting ants, with a stick, poke and **** throw rocks in the pool. Boulders scream to be jumped off of into water of shiny cyan blue. The smell of summer in the air, Trapped ***** caught fish All is still and calm. It's these simple thing that keep us apart my trust in you guides me through the dark When I look ahead, all I see is reflection. Walls of mirrors infinite to perfection It's out of reach, this dream of mine over the edge of i n s a n i t y Trees make patterns against the backdrop of the sky. Throwing shadows, casting hiding spots for those who wish not be seen. Turning invisible any seeking shelter. Screening out sunrays, dappling lukewarm oases over woodchips and detritus like pancake syrup. Let’s play camouflage in the forest.
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 12:59 AM UTC
The Ideal Human Habitat
Oh that your hips lock to the crevice of my interchanging mute fragility that I may become a part of your absoloute screaming inclining infidelity that I may wrap my cotton black sleeves around your wrists and have you hum some old lullaby that your mother use to sing to you when you were a child mourning down at the pastel lake where the waters scream its wonders and secrets that hold something in the deeper side of you I'm casting the debut of our lives on a pictionary mind where thoughts interlude and transgress every now and then and I am eluded by your watchful glare into the raindrops that fall into my naturally black hair I am subtle and hollow in your speech calm and protective on defending my own means of living oh there you are and I am blinded all along invisible with the cloack that I saw hanging on the sides of your face imaginary- beautiful , envision no pain nor disgrace wrapped in sheets of warm weather and cool breeze needless and the most needed uneeded needs my cheeks are red sunkissed by the shine of everything surrounding me completely bewildered knowing this is mine bare I hold out all my caged animals to seek your truth hidden under gardens of possibility and crime my mind I see is on the edge of extingtion when drowning in all the different skin I wake up early on sundays from the sleep of dead and open my chest to take and impignorate to all the precious flowers that I will keep my eye on them while I master the language and you master the art of gaze
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Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 8:43 AM UTC
My chest
Oh that your hips lock to the crevice of my interchanging mute fragility that I may become a part of your absoloute screaming inclining infidelity that I may wrap my cotton black sleeves around your wrists and have you hum some old lullaby that your mother use to sing to you when you were a child mourning down at the pastel lake where the waters scream its wonders and secrets that hold something in the deeper side of you I'm casting the debut of our lives on a pictionary mind where thoughts interlude and transgress every now and then and I am eluded by your watchful glare into the raindrops that fall into my naturally black hair I am subtle and hollow in your speech calm and protective on defending my own means of living oh there you are and I am blinded all along invisible with the cloack that I saw hanging on the sides of your face imaginary- beautiful , envision no pain nor disgrace wrapped in sheets of warm weather and cool breeze needless and the most needed uneeded needs my cheeks are red sunkissed by the shine of everything surrounding me completely bewildered knowing this is mine bare I hold out all my caged animals to seek your truth hidden under gardens of possibility and crime my mind I see is on the edge of extingtion when drowning in all the different skin I wake up early on sundays from the sleep of dead and open my chest to take and impignorate to all the precious flowers that I will keep my eye on them while I master the language and you master the art of gaze
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Her door was the sanctuary to inner peace; a sudden enlightenment Engaging the candle of lit eyes. Mindful to the calm hush; Disappearing in self. Body, Mind, Soul. Beside her door there was a lake wide awake with open ears. I stood there Absorbing her wisdom. A depth of kindness with each interchanging current. I learned to speak without words. Connecting thine eyes with hers. All else was swallowed; Exhaling, then breathing again. Fingers extinguishing all else that threatened a light shone from her. Her Eyes. She'd shone me courage, grasping my hand. Entwining her path with mine. I bowed to her and her alone in guided mediation. At that moment there was no need for mirrors, realizing that she was my reflection. My spirit animal, my refugee. She taught me the language of her heart, being shown in silence. I journeyed a place ears would have no use, my tongue becoming a stranger. A total embodiment to the gift of her and her alone. A beautiful lesson in poverty; Clinching my hands in prayer.                                                               Blessed in her presence
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Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 9:44 PM UTC
Tranquil Mediation
An immortal component in all being chosen when firing from body fast through rapidly spinning tunnel vast walls emblazened with Aztec figures chattering very fast in various languages rocketing out through them into a vast void to float suddenly seeing many interchanging symbols most passing into afterlife plane deathless soul continuously born again in many times places and planets a huge intergalactic adventure with many facets a lifetime on one planet given just an instant in limitless time driven over the course of immense enterprise of souls journey force evolving consciousness more and more each planet a soul school to learn radically advancing through levels term depending on actions from previous lifetimes to manifest current lives rhyme gaining more awareness each time to be more awake and recognize the signs continuous birth and death of planets and souls galaxies and universes met coming back full circle into the now which is all there somehow
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Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 5:54 PM UTC
IMMORTAL COMPONENT
Your hazel eyes are like the amazing, green valley that glisten in the springtime breeze where the peaceful, romantic landscape flows harmoniously with time. Your hazel eyes are like bold, golden sun that stands in it’s own grandeur, surveying the immense nation. Those hazel eyes captivate me as I long to embrace them, to gaze at their gentle and glamorous radiance, their eternal, celestial dynasty. I adore your hazel eyes, how they utterly charm me like the richly brilliant stars. There are so many innumerable, vividly intoxicating words that exist in those seductive hazel eyes. They are the astonishing pleasures syncing to my soul, so spontaneous shouldering boundless devotion, interchanging from gorgeous greens to intriguing browns. I am love-struck over those hazel eyes, how they remind me of the hypnotic and aesthetically desirable trees, Oh, how I cherish your hazel eyes. They are truly a masterpiece.
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Jul 24, 2020
Jul 24, 2020 at 6:06 PM UTC
Hazel Eyes
what we can do with our love? well let's not kid ourselves lets lay down the law - of our own relationship and see what happens? well well well what do we have here? what do we have here? always gunna want more this is the most dangerous drug i've ever touched his salt kisses and potent touches are enough to breathe life into death and death into life we die constantly in the interchanging sections and well - it's not exactly a simple plan we've constructed with the band it's quite a few different aspects to the way we love 1. we began with a trip 2. we end with one too 3. we keep our space when need be 4. we let each other be exactly as crazy as we are 5. we don't ever , ever forget how much love is worth 6. we play 36. love thyself above all and know that it does crazy things the whole of perceptions will change forever and ever and ever and when the love is shared well well well well.....even stranger improvisations appear from null and void destinations and complications that appear to be inverse sensations oh. even more the reflections of ourselves are very very curiously wonderful new word!!!!!!! shloom : Defenition the feeling of a laugh that pervades throughout all the halls of time and selfs perpetual sunrise sinking into the smiles of solo flying duel speed we are astro monks sitting in our robes on a flying moth that guards the outer reaches of this universe and well earth sent out a very large warning cry so we know who needs us and when and where and we are on the way we are already there instant. we are not aliens we are not scary we look just like you and me and we know exactly how we play this very well done chaps improv is exciting heheheh heheheeh is this long enough ? oh an essay? you want a 4000 word essay on why i love life? and DEATH??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO. sorry not sorry.
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Aug 23, 2013
Aug 23, 2013 at 10:04 AM UTC
Untitled
what we can do with our love? well let's not kid ourselves lets lay down the law - of our own relationship and see what happens? well well well what do we have here? what do we have here? always gunna want more this is the most dangerous drug i've ever touched his salt kisses and potent touches are enough to breathe life into death and death into life we die constantly in the interchanging sections and well - it's not exactly a simple plan we've constructed with the band it's quite a few different aspects to the way we love 1. we began with a trip 2. we end with one too 3. we keep our space when need be 4. we let each other be exactly as crazy as we are 5. we don't ever , ever forget how much love is worth 6. we play 36. love thyself above all and know that it does crazy things the whole of perceptions will change forever and ever and ever and when the love is shared well well well well.....even stranger improvisations appear from null and void destinations and complications that appear to be inverse sensations oh. even more the reflections of ourselves are very very curiously wonderful new word!!!!!!! shloom : Defenition the feeling of a laugh that pervades throughout all the halls of time and selfs perpetual sunrise sinking into the smiles of solo flying duel speed we are astro monks sitting in our robes on a flying moth that guards the outer reaches of this universe and well earth sent out a very large warning cry so we know who needs us and when and where and we are on the way we are already there instant. we are not aliens we are not scary we look just like you and me and we know exactly how we play this very well done chaps improv is exciting heheheh heheheeh is this long enough ? oh an essay? you want a 4000 word essay on why i love life? and DEATH??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO. sorry not sorry.
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The second I spoke I heard myself through the look in your eyes When did I become so distant That I am now the self-centred attraction of your pupil’s reflection No more do I see the interchanging colours The door to your soul Where I am And you are And we are Through Not so long ago you held me close A comfort blanket for your woes Though when did I become so rough That you choose to wriggle and wrench from out my arms No more mutual embrace Body connectives Now I am And you are And we are Through Speak to me in silence When tone of death stare is enough to remind me of the jobs I should have done When did we become so lazy That we allowed spoken sentiment to dry up Replaced by quips and sarcasm Communicating only That I am And you are And we are Through Yes I am through with second guessing emotion And you are through with needy wanting We are through with petty squabbling We are through with dry expression I am through with you Just as you are through with me However we, most importantly Are finally through with ‘we’
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Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 11:28 AM UTC
I Am, You Are, We Are
And the man with the battle-bruised segmental fracture fists turned to the cylindrical tree And asked, “As you are a wise tree of such a unique shape, I must know if I am the self of tomorrow’s past or the momentary projection of a conscious spirit swimming in a perceptual slew of today’s virtues?” The tree shed a leaf and observed a drop of rain, now multiplying. “What difference does it make? Your existence in this interchanging moment is undeniable, when all else, consequently, is.” The tree paused and saw a ray of electric energy pierce a nearby farmhouse, setting fire to its mahogany foundation- “We serve witness to a recurring pattern of chaos, always singularly consistent in form while simultaneously imploding within itself against a vacuum.” The man walked home and thought on this until the wrinkled hands of tomorrow drowned this form towards oblivion. -
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Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 10:19 PM UTC
Minimalist Title and a Concept
Your gentle frame is dangerously close to me. Our hands collide together and become one, Not even pausing for a breath. But tracing the outline of one another's body with our tongues. Your eyes close as your body raises towards the sky. Everything around us black and white. You and me colliding. Illuminating and wrapped in interchanging shades of color. A light gasp of air, taking it in as if it were our first. And this innocent feeling we are experiencing as if we have before. As your wrapped in my arms the thoughts in your mind sing to me. Your fragile fingers trace my spine, sending surges through my body. Your hair, soft to the touch, slowly brushing across my face. Your breath, warm and subtle, as you whisper your deepest secrets and wants to me. And I whisper mine to you.
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Nov 4, 2011
Nov 4, 2011 at 8:37 PM UTC
Passion
How can you not talk about death when it's just a world only slightly beyond, which soon must definitely invite you home. Being alive and yet dead, and being dead and yet fully consciously alive, which one is more glorious. The spirit within will always take control of our being, making sure that life is sustained while in our earthly body for the allowed period of time, whether healthy or sickly. Being conscious of this fact is very vital. The visible and the invisible world are like the pendulum swinging circumspectively overly spiraling around you in precision at perfect synergy in unison to the cosmic rhythm. Perfectly interchanging themselves in their diversities and unique roles played out in their own ways. This is a plain truth for anyone who approaches the world only slightly beyond with an open mind. With gladness the whole universe responds to such a one with assurance of a glorious life free of ignorance. Nothing is gained here really only experiences to fully live in the after life. In that world beyond is our lives made perfect. ©2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.
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Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 5:55 PM UTC
PLAIN TRUTH
. Of all who are here ( welcome ) ."" Some picture creation as a collective movement And interchanging of energies Thru a matrix Commonly called Time and Space In which beings develop And transform And are now in their present shape // Some see creation as the simple " placing down " Of completed figures onto a stage That does not change But is only there to be seen And evaluated Studied And analysed By other consciousnesss • I prefer the first  of the two possibilities .
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Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 2:56 PM UTC
... ( the incarnation ... ...
the resurrection of the roman empire happened a long time, it probably happened when the latinißed (in english the german eszett works miracles in terms of how the s and z mingle in certain words, interchanging in certain words, where even an s is involved in spelling a word, it’s not necessarily pronunciated, e.g. empiricism is written thus but necessarily it could be empiricißm) started using revised arabic digits, given the near synonymous simplicity of both systems of notation - the near skeletal orientation of the eye sockets proved that the characters of the language had to involve a complication - the insurgence of the diacritical marks on certain letters is keenly metaphorical as the descent of the resurrected rome, via the heart thumping in the vatican, the caesars becoming popes and hypocrites deliberating on what’s supposed to be hidden and what’s to be revealed - while cyrillic became neo-greek, after all: Γ (gamma / ge)                         ι (iota / dotted ι) ε (epsilon / ze)                           κ (kappa / ka) Η (eta / en)                                o (omicron / o) π (pi / pe)                                   τ (tau / te) υ (upsilon / u)                            φ (phi / ef) ρ (rho / er)                                  χ (chi / kha) ~ψ (psi) i.e. ш (sha); and because the greeks developed actual names for letters, it was only rational to employ these letters as scientific constants ranging with popular demand in physics and chemistry.
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Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 3:22 PM UTC
resurrection of rome from above
the resurrection of the roman empire happened a long time, it probably happened when the latinißed (in english the german eszett works miracles in terms of how the s and z mingle in certain words, interchanging in certain words, where even an s is involved in spelling a word, it’s not necessarily pronunciated, e.g. empiricism is written thus but necessarily it could be empiricißm) started using revised arabic digits, given the near synonymous simplicity of both systems of notation - the near skeletal orientation of the eye sockets proved that the characters of the language had to involve a complication - the insurgence of the diacritical marks on certain letters is keenly metaphorical as the descent of the resurrected rome, via the heart thumping in the vatican, the caesars becoming popes and hypocrites deliberating on what’s supposed to be hidden and what’s to be revealed - while cyrillic became neo-greek, after all: Γ (gamma / ge)                         ι (iota / dotted ι) ε (epsilon / ze)                           κ (kappa / ka) Η (eta / en)                                o (omicron / o) π (pi / pe)                                   τ (tau / te) υ (upsilon / u)                            φ (phi / ef) ρ (rho / er)                                  χ (chi / kha) ~ψ (psi) i.e. ш (sha); and because the greeks developed actual names for letters, it was only rational to employ these letters as scientific constants ranging with popular demand in physics and chemistry.
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Do you want to know why I stayed? I threatened so many times to disappear before you glimpsed the worst parts of me, through whispers and fists and biting my lips to stop the eruptions of volatile girl from stabbing you with my skeletons. In the misty, early hours when neither of us were sleeping because you were scared I'd go and I was scared I wouldn't, I showed you the nooks and crannies of my character, the crevices and caverns of my interchanging moods. I did my very best to upset and cause unrest and I flung every miserable curse in the direction I thought you'd be going. I screamed my violence and mistakes against the front door and told you I had proven you right. I was unlovable. I was a dysfunctional bundle of bones and you were better off without me. And I turned over to sob myself to sleep and considered how I would also be better off without myself and as I went to hit my pillows- As I heaved in a shuddering breath of regret and guilt and my lungs expanded to places I had never felt before, You reached out and caught me and inserted yourself as a root in my flailing, upended life. You stroked my hair and cradled my shivering body and quieted my sobs and told me there was no way in hell that you'd leave this beautiful mess. You said that I punish myself for being anything other than what I think I should be. You said that I wreck the things I love the most so that they won't one day see me as a monster, and you're right. I prove how horrible I am before you can. I sabotage so that I can say I know. I'll let you go. But you absolutely refuse to go, So here I stay.
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Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
Sabotage
Do you want to know why I stayed? I threatened so many times to disappear before you glimpsed the worst parts of me, through whispers and fists and biting my lips to stop the eruptions of volatile girl from stabbing you with my skeletons. In the misty, early hours when neither of us were sleeping because you were scared I'd go and I was scared I wouldn't, I showed you the nooks and crannies of my character, the crevices and caverns of my interchanging moods. I did my very best to upset and cause unrest and I flung every miserable curse in the direction I thought you'd be going. I screamed my violence and mistakes against the front door and told you I had proven you right. I was unlovable. I was a dysfunctional bundle of bones and you were better off without me. And I turned over to sob myself to sleep and considered how I would also be better off without myself and as I went to hit my pillows- As I heaved in a shuddering breath of regret and guilt and my lungs expanded to places I had never felt before, You reached out and caught me and inserted yourself as a root in my flailing, upended life. You stroked my hair and cradled my shivering body and quieted my sobs and told me there was no way in hell that you'd leave this beautiful mess. You said that I punish myself for being anything other than what I think I should be. You said that I wreck the things I love the most so that they won't one day see me as a monster, and you're right. I prove how horrible I am before you can. I sabotage so that I can say I know. I'll let you go. But you absolutely refuse to go, So here I stay.
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*Sometimes where brevity is required, we elaborate Where we need to elaborate, we rely on brevity While altering the situations we get caught in crossfire*
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Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
Interchanging Moments
words. nomadic in nature. traveling across cities and states and countries and continents fluidly like liquid. the translation from lead to lips, however, may be the most arduous travel yet. words. lost. wan white against the black backdrop of my mind. when my jaw unhinges, the magic is lost and those little travelers stumble, crash, drown in foreign ears. consonants plummet from my teeth and lose their serrated edges, crumbling like pliant cakes under eager fingertips vowels become clipped once they've rolled down my tongue, their once sweet melodies sharper than a shiv- words. home. they're a broken kaleidoscope against a canvas. so jaggedly beautiful, interchanging hope and anguish and no anxious eye or mental interloper can steal away my unaligned shine. the pen and paper are my saviors, the destination of my pilgrimage from foreign lands where I come to terms with words and worship them once again.
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Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 8:58 PM UTC
words