"hapiness" poems
Birthdays from childhood
Are full of celebrations, is understood.
It was not any different for me
Till the unusual plea!
For my 13th birhday
The first time I gave away!
Instead of getting gifts
I contributed to the orphans by giving gifts...
Now I look back to those days
On how happy were they in all ways
I have given tones of gifts
To my fellow companions
But nothing can equalize the happy faces
Of the orphans in their mazes.
Even today I relish
The small gifts I bestowed
To those unknown orphans,,,
Is what which makes my life today
With a brimming hurray!
The way they valued my gifts
No matter how small
They looked at me tall,
And gave the happiest call
Which I would never forget at all!
Those were the real happy days of mine
Which are valued as divine
And will never decline
But I do hope will combine
To give more hapiness: for I define:-
We make a living by what we get
And make a life by what we give!.
Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 12:41 AM UTC
I have been chasing
Conteplating
What is truly evil
Is positivity meditated
Or is it truly real
It is a dream sequel
A fight for whats equal
The negative mind
Only thinks of the lethal
What is right may be wrong
What is wrong may be right
Some say that God is black
And the devil is white
God can be anything
He is a mind's creation
An imagination
To keep the positive vibration
Across the land
From sea to shining sea
He is the birds
Hes is the bees
He could even be a She
Who knows not I
I am the one with the eyes
Call it sight
Call it vision
I look up to the skies
I smile
Hapiness will follow
I feel the light from the God of Sun
Call him Apollo
Keep your ears open
Laugh at the unaware
Smile at your peers
Remind the unprepared
Together we can make this world a better place
We can change
Erase sin for dear grace
Always remain happy
Bond as one
Stay strong
Forget the ignorant
Forget what is wrong
Focus on the plus sign
A positive design
I am there on cloud nine
I already found mine
Jan 28, 2010
Jan 28, 2010 at 9:23 AM UTC
From white sakura in the garden way,
had gone the milky odor sprey.
and icy heart of flooding sense
that is not me ....
that pencil wispered to a paper sheet...
The sun kisses mountines , fields
Reflect on Caspian black waters ...
May be i dream of early twilight moon,
Ridding the pinky horse ....
that is not me ...
that pencil wispered to a paper sheet...
I sent the doves with posts
three or four indeed....but...
They hadnt been read .
may be they still in net...
You sang me the song on the old quatar,
fingers dance a melody ...Habibi ...
Are you alive ?
Then i greet you with hugs
Then ...i will die from hapiness
Just for you...Habibi !
Please be alive ...let me know ....
that is not me ...
that pencil wispered to a paper sheet...
May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 3:54 PM UTC
When you're 70, you're gonna look like a piece of flab anyway.
We're all gonna look like a piece of flab anyway
but that's not the point
you're absolutely beautiful. It doesn't seem to mean anything though
I don't quite understand how to make one feel beautiful if they can't love themselves.
Nobody should be killing themselves over goals that are almost impossible to achieve in body image, ESPECIALLY if they're healthy to begin with, you wanna look skinny, then have fun getting skinny, staying skinny and living skinny. Maaaaaaan. Nobody wants to just eat salad. Eat what the **** you want. just don't ******* stuff yourself every time!
god ****** girls, you're all ******* stupid for killing yourselves over this body image thing. you can all be beautiful, as long as you feel good about yourself, but I mean...if being skinny as a toothpick is your ultimate goal. If that's how you think you'll truly achieve your hapiness.
Be my guest, try it out, tell me how it feels when ya get there.
tips: **** what people have to say, if you have some extra weight, but are HEALTHY, then **** them!
if you're truly upset, don't sulk, and do something about it then. Don't be ******* brainwashed by society, SOCIETY IS STUPID LOL. Why on earth would you want to do the SAME THING that EVERYBODY else is doing? I don't understand. You ******* idiots
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 7:12 AM UTC
When people ask you, what do you want in life?
The most cliche thing they're gonna say is get married, have a family, be famous and be successful in life.
But if you ask me, all I want is happiness, not temporary hapiness but true happiness.
I don't want happiness that comes from pills, or even vices.
I don't want to find happiness from material things, because hapiness can't be measured by the amount of material things you have. Material happiness gives you temporary happiness. You cannot sustain this happiness' cause, one way or another, material wealth will disappear.
I feel like I've been **** in a blackhole, and all I can see is darkness...
I can't escape from this emptiness.
I feel so lost.
I want to feel safe.
I want to feel accepted.
I want to feel that I'm enough.
I want to feel complete
I want to feel loved....
But I wonder, does this kind of happiness exist?
Does true happiness even exist in this world? In a world I still don't understand.
Sep 24, 2013
Sep 24, 2013 at 11:42 AM UTC
Today was a good day
it was a good day today
Everygood came my way
No regrets no way
A good day it was
Better than worse
Im happy ofcourse
no fuss all is lax
Thank God for a good day
godly aid kept evil at bay
I got pay none was coy
Thats why I say
It was a good day
Easy as a pie
Is the way
We draw nigh to our end
In the end its hapiness
So forget the worriness
Pockets may be moneyless take it easy
Ive scaled myself to weigh
lighter than my sorrows
So I can fly away
To find a better tomorrow
Yay
This is the joy
Today was a good day
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 4:00 PM UTC
In a dark night
With a violet sky,
Stood a lovely girl
With a blue smile.
I wanted to ask
Why her smile was blue,
I wanted to know
If she was lonely too.
Then she turned to me
With her fading smile,
And she answered me
With a teary eye,
No matter where
Or who youre happy with,
Hapiness is just
Riding on the wind;
Just when you get it
You devolve in ease,
Then it goes again
Solely on whim.
So I stand here
With my weary smile,
So may hapiness
Comes without a cost.
I'm afraid this time
Even if it reaches,
My fears and scars
Will drive it to the wind.
I began to think
What then could be done;
Would the lovely girl
Again truely smile.
It then came to me
If I never leave,
Maybe I can hold
The hapiness she needs.
As I held her close
All through the night,
I could see that her
Face began to shine,
And through her light
I began to smile,
With her lovely shine
Came along a thought;
She was hapiness,
All that I would need,
With her lovely smile
I would feel at ease,
With my happy thought
Came along a breez,
Which then suddenly
Took her off her feet,
With her rising high
I began to fear,
For the me without
The happiness she bears.
I reached for her feet
But the heavy wind,
Threw me to the ground
Scaring me deep.
With the sun setting
She could not be seen,
It was then that her
Words began to mean.
On a dark night
With a violet sky
Stood a lovely boy
With a blue smile.
Mar 21, 2022
Mar 21, 2022 at 3:55 AM UTC
heavenly
tipsy, drinking in
sights, delights, a few odd sides
im intoxified.
swinging around poles, singing gleefully
because of the tall waters,
divine despair
is it too humid in here?
or can i not breathe in this murky air?
headrush,
spinning, sirens whirl above me...
at thirty five thousand feet
to ascend, devour
the happiness, anxiety for a few short--
hours?
click, flash,
paparazzi, lights--
"welcome to miami"
art deco, delight...
on the beaches, slightly still
drunk in nightlife.
laughter, singing
whats the language?
what the hell are they saying?
i hear hapiness, sanity...
at feet, equal to the sea[s]
so watch me,
im merely ********
in english, please... tell me
what is spanish for
"What the ****
Apr 8, 2012
Apr 8, 2012 at 3:28 AM UTC
From white sakura in the garden way,
had gone the milky odor sprey.
and icy heart of flooding sense
that is not me ....
that pencil wispered to a paper sheet...
The sun kisses mountines , fields
Reflect on Caspian black waters ...
May be i dream of early twilight moon,
Ridding the pinky horse ....
that is not me ...
that pencil wispered to a paper sheet...
I sent the doves with posts
three or four indeed....but...
They hadnt been read .
may be they still in net...
You sang me the song on the old quatar,
fingers dance a melody ...Habibi ...
Are you alive ?
Then i greet you with hugs
Then ...i will die from hapiness
Just for you...Habibi !
Please be alive ...let me know ....
that is not me ...
that pencil wispered to a paper sheet...
May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 3:53 PM UTC
Have you ever felt
so sad
been sad for so long
you dont even remember when it first started
so sad that you dont know what hapiness is anymore
so sad that there are no more tears to cry out
so sad that your "friends" have accepted that you dont contribute to their conversations because youre just so sad
so sad that your mom stopped knocking on your door to check if youre okay
so sad that you cant even explain why the bags under your eyes are huge
so sad that the word sad is part of your personality
just so sad
always so sad
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 8:40 PM UTC
I went on a mission searching Him.
Priests "he abodes house of worship";
Others "you 'll find him in idols";
Scientists "in atoms as energy";
Atheist "let it be.Your pursuit is futile".
Did it suffice me?It only deluded me.
One day, I stood before a mirror,
The secret was answered.
We are clothed with Power ,
fed with beliefs,moved by love.
The cord of Realization when struck,
the abstruse life begins to unveil
Abating the afflictions of the soul.
This cord & the universe resonate,
To give 13th cord of octave - "ecstasy".
Now this phrase is justified;
"The Budda in me spreads to the Budda in you to create peace & hapiness." _Yes he's in me_*
Mar 2, 2018
Mar 2, 2018 at 2:53 PM UTC
Love comes with hapiness,
But
Hate comes with deppresion & sad,
Love is a symbol of truth,
But
Hate is a symbol of evil,
Love means union of two hearts,
But
Hate means fraction of two hearts,
Love makes the good from bad guys,
But
Hate makes the bad from good guys,
Love is a something that teaches people to live of life,
But
Hate is a something that teaches people to weep in life,
Love is from heart,
But
Hate is from mind,
Love indicates the behavior of any person,
But
Hate indicates cruelty of any person,
At last
Love is life,
But
Hate is dead,
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 7:52 AM UTC
Shattered dreams
and frantic streams
Of all my fear letting out screams.
I can no longer control it, so it seems.
Constant fears,
Falling tears.
And so the darkness cheers.
I'm done with fighting after all these years.
Painful leech,
Satanic speech.
The voices screech
As the preacher began to preach.
All that's good,
And all that should.
Hiden behind a cross of wood.
To reach it, I never could.
They're pulling me back,
And that's a fact.
Hiding behind this hapiness act.
Pinning me down like paper behind a tac.
I'll never be free,
As you can see.
Drowning, I'll always be.
I'll never know why they ever chose me.
So, say "goodbye,"
And don't you cry,
For when I die,
I can finally fly.
Just keep that smile on your face,
Don't ever let it erase,
Just incase.
For when I'm gone, they'll need someone new to chase.
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 3:08 AM UTC
I am looking into the mirror...
And see my reflection to my horror...
No... It's not me...
it's someone else's reflection i see...
I punch it hardly and and watch the mirror breaking into little pieces...
Feels good... Almost like hapiness...
Dec 27, 2010
Dec 27, 2010 at 6:54 AM UTC
I've been contemplating about this life
Humanity and suffering
What we do
Why we do what we do
The rarest occasions that offer us peace
The happiness
The harmony
What gets us by
What breaks us
We live on a scope of dictated reality
Your life lightly making sense
Or does it
The struggles of getting by yourself
Pulling pushing and clinging
But clinging to what
Believing in what
Hapiness
What is happiness
Is happiness a matter of choice
Does that mean that we
Chose a scorching brutal life
In place of happiness
Was suffering forced on us
Beauty pageant
Whatever names we deem fit
Or intricately constructed
to award our highly dopamined life
Lies that cushion us
A spongy dream that never ceased to amaze me
Or us
There's only an us if your willing to think
shun the ignorance
that strungles you
If that's even a probability
But i cannot blame us
On a reality that is shoved on us
A choice never made
But imposed
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 9:40 AM UTC
Her innocent smile is as bright as can be.
Which woefully,unwittingly fell into i diavolis sight.
She was truly the fairest you could ever see.
No wonder she was taken to a world beneath all light.
She ate his fruit that was so sweet.
Then to find out she could not leave.
Disappointment down from her head to her feet.
With all the chills running down from her sleeve.
Dearest young maiden I feel your grief.
And every tear to be sulked like no other.
Thy art to return for thy has strong belief.
The daring buds of May then shall bloom,for happiness then
shall fill your mother.
For half the year air is cold followed by the winters snow.
When shes back the flowers will grow by the hapiness of the summers glow.
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 1:00 PM UTC
Love, i know i've been waiting in vain...we are missing things to hold on to,but no matter time or reason, i won't let you go. I can't. It's beyond me,i've found myself uncapable to forget, i blame it on your smile wich hunts my dreams.
How i feel You when i hear the blues, i got the sorrow on the freezing nghts,so heavyhearted and cold no longer emotion comes from me, except except when i'm with you; hapiness that's what you are.
Ironic,we've come and go but through all we stick together, that's how much i carry you...changes,pain,hapiness, age and even lovers.Yes, i must accept you've made weak and crazy.
You've also made strong, strong enough to let you in and give it all, to be humble and caring.To fight for a dead romance in the middle of our games ,with the rest of a broken heart ,you ,just you ,will always be in every piece of it ,every single piece of the forever.
Nov 5, 2012
Nov 5, 2012 at 4:04 PM UTC
We are on this limb together.
Hold onto me and I will never let you fall,
we can sit and sing together,
if love surging between us is not enough
then we were doomed from the start.
It can happen in the flicker of a hummingbird's wing.
We keep complaining about the stage,
but it is the players that run the show.
We will never quit wondering what might have been,
but the sun shines just as bright now, as it did in the past,
only now it can shine twice as bright, in our future
together.
-I want you to sing, and listen, as the secrets of sustained satisfaction, surge from our mouths
into each others ears.
I want to swallow your brains.
I want to laugh and level a building.
I want to pull you towards me,
I do not want to stop, do not want me to stop, I do not want you to stop.
What returns we will recieve,
if we invest our intellect in concert.
I shall always remember why I stayed.
Crawled through every one of these ditches
just to climb back up and find you there,
together we weaved safety from the meteor shower!
Why would any one want to stop?
Stay here.
I will tell you what I know, you know you want to know, tell me what you know.
No one shall prevent you from loving me.
Let us beat reality into submission, until it turns into our dreams,
Why turn back the clocks, when all of the elements of our hapiness exist still.
Let's hit play, and stop skipping back and forth,
we are the players, it is our stage!
Sep 22, 2012
Sep 22, 2012 at 9:24 AM UTC
Everytime I think about,
what My Gods done for me;
The more I give my life to Him,
more mercy I can see!
It blows my mind to think how long,
I ran the other way;
Thank God, My Shepherd found this sheep,
This one that went astray!
He called my name, then brought me in,
from sinful life I lived;
He talked to me and paved the way,
My sins to ALL forgive!
Now each new step I take in life,
My Lord now close beside;
He walks with me each night and day;
He matches every stride!
Such joy and grace I've came to know,
since God came in my soul;
Such hapiness and peace I have,
Since giving Him control!
When now in life the hard times come,
His arms are open wide;
He gives me shelter in those arms,
A loving place to hide!
Now looking toward my Heavenly home,
since death has lost it's sting;
I'm sheltered now from all life's storms,
Beneath My Saviour's Wing!!
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 7:16 PM UTC
The very moment I saw you, I instantly knew
That girl you're special, and that's so true
It's as if you were made for me
And I think you're my destiny
Your eyes, your lips, and your beautiful body
Is what a girl should ever be
You are so natural yet so odd
As if you were sent to me by God
The coincidences we met were astounding
And I cannot imagine this thing I'm feeling
Seems that all things about you were right
That's why I'm singing this song tonight
I really don't believe in destiny or happy ending
But when I met you, I can't imagine this feeling
It seems that all things went right
You've ended my fears and brought me light
The only moment you made me cry
Is the time when you said goodbye
But then, I did not lose hope
And with that, I learned to cope
Loving you is not that easy
And I don't understand what you feel for me
And with that I let my feelings flow
And the love that doesn't seem to go
You are my best friend and my twin
You are the hapiness I could ever been
I am yours and you are mine
We go along together just fine
You are the sweetest most delicious fruit
That's what you are, my dearest Nwute
I just can't get you off my mind
'Coz a girl like you is impossible to find
Jan 30, 2010
Jan 30, 2010 at 9:29 AM UTC
The stranger has returned
The one I despise.
I can see his shadow
Behind her green eyes.
I thought he was gone
Not seen him for years
But look here he is
Confirming my fears.
This uninvited guest
Who brings only sadness
I just want to hold her
Protect her from this madness.
He's doing his best
To pull her apart
It's sapping her strength
And breaking my heart
I see his presence
Inside her head
He tells her there's no point
In getting out of bed
He taunts her at night
As she lies awake
The pills aren't working
The cycle they can't break
He takes her emotions
To love, to be kind
He's trying to change her
To poison her mind.
She looks at me angry
Says I don't understand
As she pulls away
When I try to hold her hand
How are you doing?
I hear everyone ask
I'm good she replies
From behind her mask
They all think she's fine
That she's doing OK
But I know different
He's making her that way
I know I can't fix her
I can't make It right
So i will just love her
And pull her in tight.
She needs me to be patient
She needs me to be strong
She needs understanding
For however long.
So i tell myself this
Whenever I can
That the tears I am crying
Make me no less a man
It's threatening to consume me
The pain no one sees
Watching her struggle
With this wicked disease
I know that she needs me
To travel this road
To support and to help her
To lighten her load
And we need her also
The children and me
How important she is
I wish she could see
This kind and loving Woman
With so much to give
He's pulling at her soul
Her reason to live
But this woman is strong
She won't let him stay
Our love for each other
Will chase him away
Each time he comes
He stays a little longer
Though when he leaves
Our bond it grows stronger
Her hapiness will return
And her zest for life
This wonderful mother
My beautiful wife
Our lives will be joyful
And happy once more
With our 2 crazy children
Our family of four.
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 11:46 AM UTC
My fainting heart,
Where is thy glee?
My shivery heart,
Where is thy solace?.
Is it love,
That thou must find,
or this queer abyss of solitude,
That thou must flee?.
Either way,
Thy hapiness lie,
On the juncture,
Between Love, Solitude and Anonymity
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 2:52 PM UTC
Happiness,always reaching but barely touching
Like a young child on tip-toes reaching to a cabinet but just touching the tip of the mug
counting seconds till the collide of heels back to ground, defeat
Like trial and error, happiness was lurking and begging for my grasp
Searching for a grasp
I was told to find my center
But like watching a constant swinging pendulum I could not stop
never able to stop, discover,and explore the center
I was told happiness is not easy, not for your kind
Kind compassionate loving, why was being happy so unfulfilling
Unfulfilling, Like holding sand in your hands but it slides through those palms
Palms left empty
Emptiness, like watching an hour glass of sand
sand finds the bottom and you see, feel, and understand half-full
Full,full, full
I found you and I found full
fulfillment of a new kind: kind compassionate loving
Hapiness not reaching or barely touching but grasping
Like a young child on tip-toes reaching in a cabinet for a mug and that grasp and pull
the feeling when heels kiss the wood floor; sign of relief
Like holding piles of sand and each grain is sliding through palms
Palms no longer left open and empty
My palms meets yours when the sand feels lost and gone
like an hour glass perfectly timed
And placed horizontal
We create balance
Like watching a pendulum stopped from the sway
Finding the center
Still, calm, peaceful
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 12:25 PM UTC
In the lands yonder
Beyond the thrones of Europe
and the bustle of the West
There is a land
It is quiet and peaceful
The sun shines everyday
The people are black
In the lands yonder
Beyond the industrial buzz and dense smoke
There are a peaceful people in a land
Its rivers traverse the lands
From one end to the other
Its waterfalls are wondrous
Its caves adventurous
There is the land
Whose people dont worry
Their simplicity is baffling
They never hurry
There is the land
Whose people sit on gold mines and diamonds unexploited
There is more to life for these people
From days of old
They understood the balance of nature
Before Carl's nomenclature
In the lands yonder
Snow caps mountain tops
Elephants and Buffalloes run the Savannahs
Wildebeests migrate in wonder
In the lands yonder
The birds sing in hapiness
The lions roar in jungles
The lands are rich
The peoples cultures are rich too
They were once thought dunders
Plans were made to invade and plunder
Those were the worst blunders
They fought for equality
They fought for their rights
Adowa 1896
Apartheid 1994
MauMau 1954, and more
They died for their land
This is the land of peace
This is the land of wealth
And nature's bounty
This is Africa
Jan 2, 2016
Jan 2, 2016 at 4:12 AM UTC
The drunken dance of our war torn hearts are just the echo of a better time in my shattered mind....
The laughter of the peak of hapiness is just a cruel mask to temporary solitude...
Bring me back to my home or at least the castle in memories and stay safe in my arrogant tower...
Let your pedastal stand in hoarded surroundings so my clutter looks up to something...
Ill pull myself together and break the spell of shattered dreams only to make the moment seem beautiful....
But dont look back or the five oclock shadow of a broken man will engulf the joy i see in your eyes....
I disappear into the nothingness created by my wisdom to let her be free....
And as i watch her leave she takes the last breath of pure air in my vaccuum of heartache...
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 3:56 AM UTC