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Sometimes you open yourself up to a person because you feel and believe that they're different and maybe this time they won't break your heart and that your love will be requitted. So you go out on a limb and open up so much of yourself to this person. Things that you're afraid to tell others about because of fear of being judged or rejected. But there's just something about this person that allows you to tell them everything. You become so comfortable in the presence of that person that you openly admit your flaws, you don't hide it. You just completely lose yourself in love and in the thought and concept of being loved, of being in a relationship and of being with someone that you can be yourself with. The idea of that person just completely excites you and everything about them makes you happy. Seeing them and hearing their voice just helps you in an inexplicable manner and being with them is an emotion of complete comfortability on its  own. You learn to love this person and you accept their flaws and differences. You accept how they might not necessarily love eating McDonalds as much as you do or they are crazy about sci-fi movies where you can't even get yourself past watching a chick flick. But that's just it, you don't mind. You don't mind because love is about sacrifices. Its about sacrificing your weekly episode of The Vampire Diaries to watch the most recent sports updates. Because you'd rather lose the argument than to lose the person. You'd sacrifice a part of your daily routine all for love. The worst part is that nothing is guaranteed. You're not guaranteed how long you will be in a relationship with this person. You're not guaranteed complete happiness and you're not guaranteed that things are going to be perfect. You just have to trust this person and have faith. Believe the best and hope that everything will work out for the. Best. Believe that even if you break up with this person, that you're going to be ok. Everything is going to be ok, and that new beginnings are perfectly acceptable. Believe that you're going to overcome heartbreak of any kind. You just have to believe that someone out there is looking for someone like you. What others see Wrong in you just might be the exact thing that will make someone else fall in love with you. And you need to be realistic. Not all relationships last forever. Some relationships are there for lessons and experiences. So that very person that you completely open yourself up to, can break your heart. It could be during or even after the relationship. But its all part of life I guess. You'll never know how to love someone wholeheartedly if you haven't been hurt before. You just have to turn your heartbreak in to something positive, make the most out of your situation. See the light in the darkness. But learn to deal with things too. Find closure in what happened to you and don't leave a relationship with unfinished business. Because unfinished business will have to be finished sooner or later, and I think sooner is better. Allow yourself time to heal too. Opening yourself up to someone that much can hurt you a lot, and everything you had with that person will be completely lost in an instant. And you're gonna need to come to terms with that. Remember that what's meant to be , will be. Love, is a complicated thing, and you're never quite sure how things could possibly turn out to be. You're just gonna go out on a limb each time hoping for the best and patiently waiting for your happily ever after with a special person.
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Oct 25, 2013
Oct 25, 2013 at 1:00 AM UTC
My prepared speech for school- Love.
Sometimes you open yourself up to a person because you feel and believe that they're different and maybe this time they won't break your heart and that your love will be requitted. So you go out on a limb and open up so much of yourself to this person. Things that you're afraid to tell others about because of fear of being judged or rejected. But there's just something about this person that allows you to tell them everything. You become so comfortable in the presence of that person that you openly admit your flaws, you don't hide it. You just completely lose yourself in love and in the thought and concept of being loved, of being in a relationship and of being with someone that you can be yourself with. The idea of that person just completely excites you and everything about them makes you happy. Seeing them and hearing their voice just helps you in an inexplicable manner and being with them is an emotion of complete comfortability on its  own. You learn to love this person and you accept their flaws and differences. You accept how they might not necessarily love eating McDonalds as much as you do or they are crazy about sci-fi movies where you can't even get yourself past watching a chick flick. But that's just it, you don't mind. You don't mind because love is about sacrifices. Its about sacrificing your weekly episode of The Vampire Diaries to watch the most recent sports updates. Because you'd rather lose the argument than to lose the person. You'd sacrifice a part of your daily routine all for love. The worst part is that nothing is guaranteed. You're not guaranteed how long you will be in a relationship with this person. You're not guaranteed complete happiness and you're not guaranteed that things are going to be perfect. You just have to trust this person and have faith. Believe the best and hope that everything will work out for the. Best. Believe that even if you break up with this person, that you're going to be ok. Everything is going to be ok, and that new beginnings are perfectly acceptable. Believe that you're going to overcome heartbreak of any kind. You just have to believe that someone out there is looking for someone like you. What others see Wrong in you just might be the exact thing that will make someone else fall in love with you. And you need to be realistic. Not all relationships last forever. Some relationships are there for lessons and experiences. So that very person that you completely open yourself up to, can break your heart. It could be during or even after the relationship. But its all part of life I guess. You'll never know how to love someone wholeheartedly if you haven't been hurt before. You just have to turn your heartbreak in to something positive, make the most out of your situation. See the light in the darkness. But learn to deal with things too. Find closure in what happened to you and don't leave a relationship with unfinished business. Because unfinished business will have to be finished sooner or later, and I think sooner is better. Allow yourself time to heal too. Opening yourself up to someone that much can hurt you a lot, and everything you had with that person will be completely lost in an instant. And you're gonna need to come to terms with that. Remember that what's meant to be , will be. Love, is a complicated thing, and you're never quite sure how things could possibly turn out to be. You're just gonna go out on a limb each time hoping for the best and patiently waiting for your happily ever after with a special person.
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Most humans drink coffee and wine They consume television and mainstream novels They feed their souls with popularity contests and safe relationships But poets We could not survive without passion, intensity, and meaning Everything we feel is felt to the depths of our souls We are the ones to put into words the unspeakable pain of heartbreak The incomprehensible joy of falling in love We are the ones brave enough to say out loud the diaries of a thousand souls Us poets We drink tea and whiskey
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Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 4:00 PM UTC
Tea and Whiskey
The beauty of comatose can only be seen through the eyes of a wizard in a blizzard strutting in garlic slippers, or Christ with knees bent at the tabernacle peeling bananas and kicking prayers farther than eternity with each gapping second, or like Basquiat slumped back to the wall, with ounces of speedball dancing through his veins, eating 80’s free-based fried chicken *******   as his eyelids paints beautiful nightmares of lemon flowers and Bacchus bacon over a glycopyrrolate desert of flagrant cuckold buffoonery. Or like leprechauns burning chocolate ******* candles on the mantle of Zion, sipping oatmeal sprinkled with Staten Island malt liquor bacon. or like Tupac reading the thoughts of Mother Shipton through the daze of California cannabis and hearing the ominous voice of Plutarch sing death assignments from heaven to Assassins on horsebacks goggling ***** water to wet the dry bones of their throats as they prepare to fulfill the gospel of self-fulfilling prophecies of being fell by ***** bullets. Or like sophisticated wallets of spice and kitchen characters in a bald head cooking chemical kisses and 18 February nights under Moloch’s skin, where constitutions are written in charcoal diaries with Egyptian ciphers and razors. “I had rain sowed into the pockets of my sneakers and composed 1310 eulogies at the basement of king David’s tower,” said the Kraftwerkian caricature, as he dangles cigarettes in remembrance of Klaus Nomi and philosophizes on the proliferation of poetic vandalism at urinals where modernism failed under the phosphorescence of coloration at the avenue of no trees where Picasso's "Guernica" **** Lies All.
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Jul 17, 2012
Jul 17, 2012 at 6:01 PM UTC
Stream: the 13th love song of Alfred Prufrock
The beauty of comatose can only be seen through the eyes of a wizard in a blizzard strutting in garlic slippers, or Christ with knees bent at the tabernacle peeling bananas and kicking prayers farther than eternity with each gapping second, or like Basquiat slumped back to the wall, with ounces of speedball dancing through his veins, eating 80’s free-based fried chicken *******   as his eyelids paints beautiful nightmares of lemon flowers and Bacchus bacon over a glycopyrrolate desert of flagrant cuckold buffoonery. Or like leprechauns burning chocolate ******* candles on the mantle of Zion, sipping oatmeal sprinkled with Staten Island malt liquor bacon. or like Tupac reading the thoughts of Mother Shipton through the daze of California cannabis and hearing the ominous voice of Plutarch sing death assignments from heaven to Assassins on horsebacks goggling ***** water to wet the dry bones of their throats as they prepare to fulfill the gospel of self-fulfilling prophecies of being fell by ***** bullets. Or like sophisticated wallets of spice and kitchen characters in a bald head cooking chemical kisses and 18 February nights under Moloch’s skin, where constitutions are written in charcoal diaries with Egyptian ciphers and razors. “I had rain sowed into the pockets of my sneakers and composed 1310 eulogies at the basement of king David’s tower,” said the Kraftwerkian caricature, as he dangles cigarettes in remembrance of Klaus Nomi and philosophizes on the proliferation of poetic vandalism at urinals where modernism failed under the phosphorescence of coloration at the avenue of no trees where Picasso's "Guernica" **** Lies All.
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Conversation opened. 1 read message. Skip to content Using Gmail with screen readers in:sent Click here to enable desktop notifications for Gmail.   Learn more  Hide 1 of 184 QUIVER ALL-MAXIMIZING SAMUEL DAVID <[email protected]> 3:38 AM (56 minutes ago) to Daniel SOAR OWNERSHIP / UTTERANCES OUTLABOURED  PILGRIMS/ By the creditor at cyprus  and on other grounds: The counter-cedar Venice much unparalleled ever pursuant  kindly indigenous street streams far above strange beneath  the string ...' Dream castle before the 'Requiring much quill 'Peanut lieutenant great  ones of the machinery  citation /  Worth  pillow following purposes invasion with a rainfall bombardment epistle the pearl earning era:   Closet  by sessions pursue arithmetician diaries ' anchor calculus cumulative arrows propellant / Squadron in the field-refueling ' division visions ...' Upswing within the meaning axle conversion processes proofs /  ' Electron icons ' Creation wireless reticence circles:  Moon ship's  amnesty crest reckon  'flaskbone SpurZebra...'  Preferment goes by relieves and affectionate 'Oil The Self-graduation  Outpouring  / Vagrant above ant strides : Rodrigo peculiar ends demonstration/ Forego  the-Outward acclimation :   Upon all civility citizenry civil-rises other low less  losses below yonder / Phrase of prose -possessions  cuss ion syn chronicutensils  'asylum  systems  beyond stems : Preeminence blown 'being ht-thence quarries  hijack travels  history/Wherein of plant  hours ' spicily spoke *****  Pilgrimage dilutes noble companies  'ago-maximize promptly  alacrity;  Exhibition the underrating  besought levels- of quarry / burden oxidation immune  slaughter Cheap Hill Chips EMAIL: [email protected] +2348131914240 Click here to Reply or Forward 0.04 GB (0%) of 15 GB used Manage Terms - Privacy Last account activity: 49 minutes ago Details
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Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 7:44 AM UTC
PEARL 'TRINITY ERRANDS
Conversation opened. 1 read message. Skip to content Using Gmail with screen readers in:sent Click here to enable desktop notifications for Gmail.   Learn more  Hide 1 of 184 QUIVER ALL-MAXIMIZING SAMUEL DAVID <[email protected]> 3:38 AM (56 minutes ago) to Daniel SOAR OWNERSHIP / UTTERANCES OUTLABOURED  PILGRIMS/ By the creditor at cyprus  and on other grounds: The counter-cedar Venice much unparalleled ever pursuant  kindly indigenous street streams far above strange beneath  the string ...' Dream castle before the 'Requiring much quill 'Peanut lieutenant great  ones of the machinery  citation /  Worth  pillow following purposes invasion with a rainfall bombardment epistle the pearl earning era:   Closet  by sessions pursue arithmetician diaries ' anchor calculus cumulative arrows propellant / Squadron in the field-refueling ' division visions ...' Upswing within the meaning axle conversion processes proofs /  ' Electron icons ' Creation wireless reticence circles:  Moon ship's  amnesty crest reckon  'flaskbone SpurZebra...'  Preferment goes by relieves and affectionate 'Oil The Self-graduation  Outpouring  / Vagrant above ant strides : Rodrigo peculiar ends demonstration/ Forego  the-Outward acclimation :   Upon all civility citizenry civil-rises other low less  losses below yonder / Phrase of prose -possessions  cuss ion syn chronicutensils  'asylum  systems  beyond stems : Preeminence blown 'being ht-thence quarries  hijack travels  history/Wherein of plant  hours ' spicily spoke *****  Pilgrimage dilutes noble companies  'ago-maximize promptly  alacrity;  Exhibition the underrating  besought levels- of quarry / burden oxidation immune  slaughter Cheap Hill Chips EMAIL: [email protected] +2348131914240 Click here to Reply or Forward 0.04 GB (0%) of 15 GB used Manage Terms - Privacy Last account activity: 49 minutes ago Details
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sunrise, sunset birds fly, land, and fret doctors mend, treat and heal write wake, write and feel. sunrise, sunset the fish swims while the parrot pecks, the bees nestle back into their hives as the moon lifts, and the sun dives. sunrise, sunset the diaries cease to forget when all go back to rest with the sunrise, sunset. so as the babies mumble and the children cry, the world lives and nature thrives. the mother yawns and resets with the sunrise and the sunset.
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May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:33 AM UTC
sunrise, sunset
Horrid and morbid, bitter, glittered and littered memories! Automotives, adaptive captives, movies, motives, Natives, locomotives, obsessive and possessive. Some awesome, brilliant, different, ignorant, persistent and resilient. ****** and exotic! Some memories are eccentric, fantastic, futuristic, magic, logistic, optimistic, plastic, realistic, tragic or sadistic. Some random sizes with hidden prizes! Blameful, gainful, lameful and painful. Dreary destinies, diaries, inquires, weary rivalries, stories and theories in memory. In theory, memories made from cheers and fears, jeers and tears! Of amends, amens, omens, gems, hymns and stems. Memories abbreviated and dedicated, deviated and medicated! Memories cased, edited and erased. Evangelically, eventually everyone inherits! They’re like tiny merits! They spike the psych. They strike and are unlike. Memories of bites, defects, dislikes, effects, fights, flights, insects, logics, neglects, objects, plight, projects, protests, recollects, reflects rejects, respects and suspects. Memories of fate and hate! Some are not great. Memories of schemes, screams or themes of dreams that seem. Memories of small, memories of tall! Memories in despise, memories of lies. Memories of wise; beyond the skies, as I close my eyes…
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Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 9:40 PM UTC
POEM ENTITLED: “MEMORIES”
A petal haired army saluting the call of the skies - it made my heart go to her until I hope her into being and I look into her eyes - eyes that shimmer with every shade of springtime with frolicking lambs and trumpeting daffodils with the glint of her chocolate stained Sunday dress, dancing and whirling with the matriarch blues of six generations to know our dance, but to write her own song - a song composed of notes she will fashion for herself in flower petal perfume and dirt and birthday cake tummy ache and she can write them in gummy bears or wiggly worms in any way she might choose, on bill boards or in locked diaries but it will be beautiful beyond words because its her way - her way - choosing to skim cliff edges over mama's apron strings, tearing frills on tree branches and turning back her watch to arrive home late and you can bet when she dreams him in her sleep she won't be feeling that pea. But so long as she takes her dreams to heart and cuddles them to life and knows that she is perfectly imperfectly beautiful and remembers that - that life is lived as much on cliff edges as it is in your own home that dress tears and stains speak joy every bit as much as a photograph that mama's apron strings stretch far and wide, and that though the shades of seasons change, she must sing her song and dance.
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Jun 26, 2013
Jun 26, 2013 at 6:12 PM UTC
Empty Crooks
All winter the fire devoured everything -- tear-stained elegies, old letters, diaries, dead flowers. When April finally arrived, I opened the woodstove one last time and shoveled the remains of those long cold nights into a bucket, ash rising through shafts of sunlight, as swirling in bright, angelic eddies. I shoveled out the charred end of an oak log, black and pointed like a pencil; half-burnt pages sacrificed in the making of poems; old, square handmade nails liberated from weathered planks split for kindling. I buried my hands in the bucket, found the nails, lifted them, the phoenix of my right hand shielded with soot and tar, my left hand shrouded in soft white ash -- nails in both fists like forged lightning. I smeared black lines on my face, drew crosses on my chest with the nails, raised my arms and stomped my feet, dancing in honor of spring and rebirth, dancing in honor of winter and death. I hauled the heavy bucket to the garden, spread ashes over the ground, asked the earth to be good. I gave the earth everything that pulled me through the lonely winter -- oak trees, barns, poems. I picked up my shovel and turned hard, gray dirt, the blade splitting winter from spring. With *** and rake, I cultivated soil, tilling row after row, the earth now loose and black. Tearing seed packets with my teeth, I sowed spinach with my right hand, planted petunias with my left. Lifting clumps of dirt, I crumbled them in my fists, loving each dark letter that fell from my fingers. And when I carried my empty bucket to the lake for water, a few last ashes rose into spring-morning air, ash drifting over fields dew-covered and lightly dusted green.
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Sacrifices
All winter the fire devoured everything -- tear-stained elegies, old letters, diaries, dead flowers. When April finally arrived, I opened the woodstove one last time and shoveled the remains of those long cold nights into a bucket, ash rising through shafts of sunlight, as swirling in bright, angelic eddies. I shoveled out the charred end of an oak log, black and pointed like a pencil; half-burnt pages sacrificed in the making of poems; old, square handmade nails liberated from weathered planks split for kindling. I buried my hands in the bucket, found the nails, lifted them, the phoenix of my right hand shielded with soot and tar, my left hand shrouded in soft white ash -- nails in both fists like forged lightning. I smeared black lines on my face, drew crosses on my chest with the nails, raised my arms and stomped my feet, dancing in honor of spring and rebirth, dancing in honor of winter and death. I hauled the heavy bucket to the garden, spread ashes over the ground, asked the earth to be good. I gave the earth everything that pulled me through the lonely winter -- oak trees, barns, poems. I picked up my shovel and turned hard, gray dirt, the blade splitting winter from spring. With *** and rake, I cultivated soil, tilling row after row, the earth now loose and black. Tearing seed packets with my teeth, I sowed spinach with my right hand, planted petunias with my left. Lifting clumps of dirt, I crumbled them in my fists, loving each dark letter that fell from my fingers. And when I carried my empty bucket to the lake for water, a few last ashes rose into spring-morning air, ash drifting over fields dew-covered and lightly dusted green.
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We are polar opposites You are West, I am East Our views always contradict You have a sweet tooth, I don't like sweets You are white, I am black Not literally, but just in life view Sometimes you're ***** white and I'm clear black It varies from half empty to half full You are an extravert While I am an introvert You like being surrounded by people I'm fine being secluded in the darkest corner You're frank and always true I lie so no one will have a clue But you always know what I hide While I am oblivious if you're really fine You are a cat-lover, I am a dog-lover It rain cats and dogs when we're together You sing the sweetest meow at my whimper I happily wag my tail at your purr We both like music though But we listen to different genres We never even shared on one earphone So sometimes we just endure the silence You are a sadist, I am a ********* You leave bite marks on my skin Whenever you're overwhelmed But I'm really fine with it You like Vampire Diaries and Victoria's Secret While I like TVXQ and anime We'll never agree on a TV show Now who's gonna hold the remote control? You are a clean freak I am not that very clean You're probably next to Godliness While I'm second to the last in that list You are very hardworking, I am lazy While you are being busy I'm being a potato on the couch "Sweep the floor.", you said as the broom flew on my face, "Ouch!" I like food trips But you are on a diet You like to eat healthy I like to eat anything but veggies True, we don't have anything in common Except for the dislike of the black part of the fish's meat But we are familiar of our demons And the how-tos for its defeat Yes, we must be polar opposites And yes, we're like magnets Positive plus negative To each other, we are attracted I am salt, you are pepper And we complement each other We are each others' puzzle pieces Completing each others' emptiness We are yin and yang We cannot live without either one And most importantly, you and I We rhyme
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Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 11:27 PM UTC
Polar Opposites
We are polar opposites You are West, I am East Our views always contradict You have a sweet tooth, I don't like sweets You are white, I am black Not literally, but just in life view Sometimes you're ***** white and I'm clear black It varies from half empty to half full You are an extravert While I am an introvert You like being surrounded by people I'm fine being secluded in the darkest corner You're frank and always true I lie so no one will have a clue But you always know what I hide While I am oblivious if you're really fine You are a cat-lover, I am a dog-lover It rain cats and dogs when we're together You sing the sweetest meow at my whimper I happily wag my tail at your purr We both like music though But we listen to different genres We never even shared on one earphone So sometimes we just endure the silence You are a sadist, I am a ********* You leave bite marks on my skin Whenever you're overwhelmed But I'm really fine with it You like Vampire Diaries and Victoria's Secret While I like TVXQ and anime We'll never agree on a TV show Now who's gonna hold the remote control? You are a clean freak I am not that very clean You're probably next to Godliness While I'm second to the last in that list You are very hardworking, I am lazy While you are being busy I'm being a potato on the couch "Sweep the floor.", you said as the broom flew on my face, "Ouch!" I like food trips But you are on a diet You like to eat healthy I like to eat anything but veggies True, we don't have anything in common Except for the dislike of the black part of the fish's meat But we are familiar of our demons And the how-tos for its defeat Yes, we must be polar opposites And yes, we're like magnets Positive plus negative To each other, we are attracted I am salt, you are pepper And we complement each other We are each others' puzzle pieces Completing each others' emptiness We are yin and yang We cannot live without either one And most importantly, you and I We rhyme
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Some blood, there will be our skin, in these, left behind diaries held true.
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Mar 27, 2015
Mar 27, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
Blood and Skin
I'm just a simple person, just like the rest Well, not entirely simple, but nonetheless It's like society and the media just say what they want To create new forms of discriminations, that will forever haunt As if the already existing ones weren't bad enough They must make sure that you feel flawed, and make your life tough I'm just another person; I removed the word simple People nowadays even get trashed for having a dimple "HA, it's just a deformity on your face!" Well, I hope you trip and fall on your own shoelace :) I'm just another person, with a not-so-great vision I need glasses, so that I don't squint at the television It makes my life easier, but the media has made it tough Their influences and the consequential societal mentality, has made my childhood rough Beauty is said to be in the eyes of the beholder Yet friendship is considered beauty, when it gives you a shoulder To cry on, is what I meant Not literally I mean it could Just didn't want to be misunderstood Why are glasses objectified, like in The Princess Diaries Is it not considered dignified to not want your eyes to get all fiery? Trust me, I'm just another person; who needs the help of glasses Media's interpretation has ruined this too, to profit their theatrical farces This is not an appraisal piece for the object that makes us see well This is a shoutout to those, who feel pressurized by this societal shell To define beauty may be complex, but it should not be controlled by someone's interest You're beautiful the way you are, to have you the world is truly blessed
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 9:46 AM UTC
Glasses
I'm just a simple person, just like the rest Well, not entirely simple, but nonetheless It's like society and the media just say what they want To create new forms of discriminations, that will forever haunt As if the already existing ones weren't bad enough They must make sure that you feel flawed, and make your life tough I'm just another person; I removed the word simple People nowadays even get trashed for having a dimple "HA, it's just a deformity on your face!" Well, I hope you trip and fall on your own shoelace :) I'm just another person, with a not-so-great vision I need glasses, so that I don't squint at the television It makes my life easier, but the media has made it tough Their influences and the consequential societal mentality, has made my childhood rough Beauty is said to be in the eyes of the beholder Yet friendship is considered beauty, when it gives you a shoulder To cry on, is what I meant Not literally I mean it could Just didn't want to be misunderstood Why are glasses objectified, like in The Princess Diaries Is it not considered dignified to not want your eyes to get all fiery? Trust me, I'm just another person; who needs the help of glasses Media's interpretation has ruined this too, to profit their theatrical farces This is not an appraisal piece for the object that makes us see well This is a shoutout to those, who feel pressurized by this societal shell To define beauty may be complex, but it should not be controlled by someone's interest You're beautiful the way you are, to have you the world is truly blessed
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Much too calloused, I’ve become. Throughout this endeavor Obviously I must be strong. Above most and Only higher than some, Despite attached strings That drag me hastily along. I must accept What is to come: The fall that is fleeting long.
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 8:20 AM UTC
The Balloon Diaries pt.10
*Today I'm so happy Know why My mom and my dad Are out this evening They are eating out I am all alone At our home I can do whatever i want As much as i want For as long as i want But I'm lazy All I'd do is lay and eat They should have took me with them Anyway I'm still happy It's the first time They left me alone at home An hour have passed Since they left I'm not getting bored Before it was fun But it's so boring now Without them I used to share them My stories What i did in day How me and my friends played And some of my secret stuff But now it got boring And i am feeling so sleepy so quick I heard two loud bangs I was asleep already But those loud bangs woke me up I thought they were sound of thunder But there were no clouds above I was wondering where those bangs came from But it's first time i heard those Couldn't figure out And I'm feeling sleepy again I woke up at mid night Again I am feeling restless It's so late Moon is shining above It's so scary The closes are above And lightening falling down And its really so scary Before when i used to get up at midnight My dad or my mom used to Get up for me and make me sleep again They haven't come home yet Why aren't they here I feel so fearful I feel so alone The hooting of owls The small roars The buzzing of insects I can hear it all My body shivers with each sound The darkness is taming me I'm so afraid Please come back mom and dad And they never came................*
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Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 10:48 AM UTC
From the diaries of baby deer-a collaboration with elsa angelica
Writing is dangerous a sport With far too many muscles left to pull Not only in my body Writing is far few abstract-I cannot think in words and I cannot label-the day I put it into words it's labeled And that is dangerous a vote Thinking is much cleaner yes, for now They said that thoughts are safe yet I don't think obscenities in public And I don't feel obscenities in public Two sane thoughts a day(required by law) they say will keep the writers away from Fitzgerald's and Virginia's-Poe is still fair ground They said that diaries were safe, but we writers do not write in public But sports are played to audiences and votes need to be a-gotten and we writers express our condolences for the death of writing and the birth of Athleticism and Campaigns
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Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 12:41 AM UTC
An Ode to Athletes and Prom Queens
There's an architect designing the world from the skyline downwards, as he believes himself to be a God The paraffin lamps on Victorian cobbled corners are as dry as the seraph in dust bowls over some arid sea A portrait exists, of a town covered in mist and the orange cliffs are a thousand bloodied wrists Somewhere music plays to ghosts, obtuse reverberations of some cave on a mountain... or something and what a useless skill it is to be a poet, flouting fanciful words as if a single soul cared or could possibly muster anything more than unadulterated apathy What a lonely life it is, to spend entire days watching *********** and reveling in dissociative stoicism Watching cam girls for hours on end, swept up in conversation yet never taking part, only watching They seem as lonely as anybody, holed up in crimson rooms as anonymous DJs play through laptop speakers Fielding obscene questions with a smile and renting their body in timetables to the highest tipper and some days the depression becomes so heavy that ************ seems impossible, though it's possible to blame such scarcity on the anti-anxiety meds that have ruined so many-a youthful folly Is there a more flattering notion, than a story teller being commended for honesty when every word is a lie Fictional accounts of melancholic lives told in a pulchritudinous verse or a prose of the most regal purples Using nothing more than psycho-stimulants and a smeared bedroom window for inspiration There's a writer sat at a desk, typing ridiculous lines of text, as he knows himself to be human and in that humanity he strives to create a realists interpretation of existence through scattered memories and derivative styles of his favourite authors whilst using educational texts as footnotes in imaginary diaries
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Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 2:10 PM UTC
This Machine Frees Oppressed Chickens
There's an architect designing the world from the skyline downwards, as he believes himself to be a God The paraffin lamps on Victorian cobbled corners are as dry as the seraph in dust bowls over some arid sea A portrait exists, of a town covered in mist and the orange cliffs are a thousand bloodied wrists Somewhere music plays to ghosts, obtuse reverberations of some cave on a mountain... or something and what a useless skill it is to be a poet, flouting fanciful words as if a single soul cared or could possibly muster anything more than unadulterated apathy What a lonely life it is, to spend entire days watching *********** and reveling in dissociative stoicism Watching cam girls for hours on end, swept up in conversation yet never taking part, only watching They seem as lonely as anybody, holed up in crimson rooms as anonymous DJs play through laptop speakers Fielding obscene questions with a smile and renting their body in timetables to the highest tipper and some days the depression becomes so heavy that ************ seems impossible, though it's possible to blame such scarcity on the anti-anxiety meds that have ruined so many-a youthful folly Is there a more flattering notion, than a story teller being commended for honesty when every word is a lie Fictional accounts of melancholic lives told in a pulchritudinous verse or a prose of the most regal purples Using nothing more than psycho-stimulants and a smeared bedroom window for inspiration There's a writer sat at a desk, typing ridiculous lines of text, as he knows himself to be human and in that humanity he strives to create a realists interpretation of existence through scattered memories and derivative styles of his favourite authors whilst using educational texts as footnotes in imaginary diaries
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There are boys that cry, There are girls who have dry eyes. There are boys that dance or play volleyball, There are girls that wrestle or play football. There are boys who drive VW Bugs, There are girls that drive trucks. There are boys that bake, There are girls that shred. There are boys that like the Notebook, There are girls that like Transformers. There are boys that are romantics at heart, looking for love, There are girls that aren't into flowers or love songs. There are boys with hair to their knees, There are girls with shaved heads. There are boys with diaries and journals full of memories, There are girls who have no desire to write down all the details. There are boys with names like Aubry, There are girls with names like Sam. There are boys with insecurities about their bodies, There are girls who don't weigh themselves ever. There are boys with eating disorders, There are girls who work out for the ideal 6 pack. There are boys that prep endlessly for a date, There are girls who take 5 minutes to get out the door. There are tidy, neat boys, There are messy, whirlwind girls. There are boys in dresses, There are girls in baggy jeans and a pullover. There are boys who shop endlessly, There are girls who can't stand the mall. There are boys that talk about their emotions, There are girls who would rather not. There are boys that look after the kids, There are girls that work full-time. There are boys who are nurses, There are girls who are engineers. There are boys who cook, There are girls that change the oil in the car. There are boys who are complacent and subordinate, There are girls who are dominant and overpowering. There are boys with no desire to get it in on the first date, And there are some girls who wouldn't mind if they do. And those are all okay. Gender stereotyping only limits what you can and can't do. Let the boys cry and write poetry and eat chocolate when they're sad and talk about their feelings. Let the girls be aggressive and wrestle their buddies and play ball and drive sports cars. Let people do as they please. You're born as you a are, you can't decide what gender you are. You can decide what you do with your gender though, or rather what it won't keep you from doing. Your gender is only an aspect of who you are, don't let it dictate your actions to appease a society that has deemed what is and is not okay for you to do simply because you're either a guy or girl. There are boys and girls that can grow up to be what they please, do as they wish and speak as they will. Don't be the one to tell them otherwise.
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Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 1:00 AM UTC
There are boys, there are girls
There are boys that cry, There are girls who have dry eyes. There are boys that dance or play volleyball, There are girls that wrestle or play football. There are boys who drive VW Bugs, There are girls that drive trucks. There are boys that bake, There are girls that shred. There are boys that like the Notebook, There are girls that like Transformers. There are boys that are romantics at heart, looking for love, There are girls that aren't into flowers or love songs. There are boys with hair to their knees, There are girls with shaved heads. There are boys with diaries and journals full of memories, There are girls who have no desire to write down all the details. There are boys with names like Aubry, There are girls with names like Sam. There are boys with insecurities about their bodies, There are girls who don't weigh themselves ever. There are boys with eating disorders, There are girls who work out for the ideal 6 pack. There are boys that prep endlessly for a date, There are girls who take 5 minutes to get out the door. There are tidy, neat boys, There are messy, whirlwind girls. There are boys in dresses, There are girls in baggy jeans and a pullover. There are boys who shop endlessly, There are girls who can't stand the mall. There are boys that talk about their emotions, There are girls who would rather not. There are boys that look after the kids, There are girls that work full-time. There are boys who are nurses, There are girls who are engineers. There are boys who cook, There are girls that change the oil in the car. There are boys who are complacent and subordinate, There are girls who are dominant and overpowering. There are boys with no desire to get it in on the first date, And there are some girls who wouldn't mind if they do. And those are all okay. Gender stereotyping only limits what you can and can't do. Let the boys cry and write poetry and eat chocolate when they're sad and talk about their feelings. Let the girls be aggressive and wrestle their buddies and play ball and drive sports cars. Let people do as they please. You're born as you a are, you can't decide what gender you are. You can decide what you do with your gender though, or rather what it won't keep you from doing. Your gender is only an aspect of who you are, don't let it dictate your actions to appease a society that has deemed what is and is not okay for you to do simply because you're either a guy or girl. There are boys and girls that can grow up to be what they please, do as they wish and speak as they will. Don't be the one to tell them otherwise.
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How do you prevent something that's already happening? Death that has already taken a life? Do you beg? Do you plead? No. You prepare a coffin. Just like someone's already done for you. I love you, And you destroyed me. The Suicide Diaries
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Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 12:01 AM UTC
Suicide Prevention Month
Take your thoughts to the sink, Pile them all up with the plates, Grimy and greasy Just like your mind Which you can scrub all you want With a sponge or a foam Since there's no difference Above sea level, But the residues will remain Staining your perfect little machine, Robotic, malfunctioning, Because manpower is always better Than a cold bin Where it is just you Echoing your asking everything Except for what you want Because cowardice and pride Are the oil of your psychomotor, Running, Missing, Out on those Who really don't need you in their lives, Let alone To do their dishes, If ever, in case, So what the hell are you still doing, Waiting for the suds to drain, Don't **** your brain Like this, Get a pen And replace the dishwashing liquid With real poison.
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Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC
Dishwasher Diaries
tattoo ourselves in electric ink memorializing calendars, diaries of observantional digits, black on white, no gray, birthdays, anniversaries, dates of passing, starting lines, occasional achievements, departure dates, even glaring failures, sundial mundane records of diurnal habitude…even defining self by, bye, byte marks upon flesh, upon our calendar *not my first trip-tracking, he ruefully rues, wry smiling, many voyages of indeterminate measuring length, leaving litter of arrays of hopeful estimations & destinations, each unequal, any or all possibilities, each day notated, without critique or commentary, the numbers are the gaols (jails) of goals, target, indeterminate determination, terrific, horrific, introspections, inverse images resolve, resolute* a year ago, +/- a few days,, new travelogue commenced, notated but not annotated, just  numerical truths, (sans comments for the divine nature of numbers don’t lie) and today my calculator app informs, that I am now 19.4 % lesser, but that clarifies less than expected naturally this provokes a natty, spirited, self-inquiry, lessened, lessor, for better or for worse? have the physical alterations accompanying this reduction mean exactly what, if, it should be, a greater lesser? here is the hard part. your have always been a mirror~poet, laughing, bemoaning the unvarnished, unshaven AM sightings of a human perpetual dissatisfied, the external never denying the interior “less~than,” a J Peterman catalogue of weathered ****** expressions, counter-parted by multiple Venn diagram intersections, of experiential labeled bits & pieces of emotional empirical less than good, not even close to perfect, so now that I am *gaunt, spare, lean, grayed, narrower, again ruefully rue, the even more visible truth reflection eye~hidden:* I, am the sum of the weight of my history, my deeds, my disbeliefs, murderous deeds, weak choices and that hasn’t changed nary an ounce, no matter many times examined, indeed I am forever a lesser man, there, internal infernal too…
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Apr 9, 2023
Apr 9, 2023 at 2:12 PM UTC
19.4% lesser
tattoo ourselves in electric ink memorializing calendars, diaries of observantional digits, black on white, no gray, birthdays, anniversaries, dates of passing, starting lines, occasional achievements, departure dates, even glaring failures, sundial mundane records of diurnal habitude…even defining self by, bye, byte marks upon flesh, upon our calendar *not my first trip-tracking, he ruefully rues, wry smiling, many voyages of indeterminate measuring length, leaving litter of arrays of hopeful estimations & destinations, each unequal, any or all possibilities, each day notated, without critique or commentary, the numbers are the gaols (jails) of goals, target, indeterminate determination, terrific, horrific, introspections, inverse images resolve, resolute* a year ago, +/- a few days,, new travelogue commenced, notated but not annotated, just  numerical truths, (sans comments for the divine nature of numbers don’t lie) and today my calculator app informs, that I am now 19.4 % lesser, but that clarifies less than expected naturally this provokes a natty, spirited, self-inquiry, lessened, lessor, for better or for worse? have the physical alterations accompanying this reduction mean exactly what, if, it should be, a greater lesser? here is the hard part. your have always been a mirror~poet, laughing, bemoaning the unvarnished, unshaven AM sightings of a human perpetual dissatisfied, the external never denying the interior “less~than,” a J Peterman catalogue of weathered ****** expressions, counter-parted by multiple Venn diagram intersections, of experiential labeled bits & pieces of emotional empirical less than good, not even close to perfect, so now that I am *gaunt, spare, lean, grayed, narrower, again ruefully rue, the even more visible truth reflection eye~hidden:* I, am the sum of the weight of my history, my deeds, my disbeliefs, murderous deeds, weak choices and that hasn’t changed nary an ounce, no matter many times examined, indeed I am forever a lesser man, there, internal infernal too…
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crimson Poison Apples drop off Burning Bridges into Murky Waters red with rust swirling swirling she cries as her father's fists curling beat Seeds of Suspicion into her Reckless heart bleeding bruises art art runs and hides but stands alone pleading begging moan moan her shoes are jimmy choo she whispers secrets to herself "I Just Wanted to be Me" but the King of Hearts is Out for Blood scarlet laughter piercing darkness growling stomach fight fight tears flow and flood the night and she is Shrinking away Coming Out to the show blinding bright in the glow glow spotlit on a blackened stage forced to perform Circus Acts remembering when she was-was what?-nothing Prom Queen twirling twirling "Look" -hearts in a sea of ****** silk- but the only one looking is The Collector hoarding up stories of rosy misery Mean Colors dancing in cruel red eyes sneer and cry and lie lie their Psychic Powers forcing isolation into her veins like a Blood Borne killer she is just fading away until the Song in Her Heart is just a hum of amazing grace life thought gone forever lives on as the tears of friends remake her memories she is buried in a glass casket under grey skies The Red Dress she wears without a care care flashy crimson sunset ruby apple scarlet blood pain love life soul RED vibrant in dead fields life thought gone forever lives on
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Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 8:14 AM UTC
Red Dress Diaries
At least at work I'm creating memories Dances and faces grinning across the stage Watching and learning how to play the game. Fears dissolving at what games girls can play. To pay for phone bills and cat litter. Teasing and flirting, but usually not giving away. A little on the side money is always okay. The odds go in their favor the more I pull on the handles. Hands digging into back pockets, knowing just how to gamble. But they say the house always wins...
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Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 10:54 PM UTC
***** bar diaries: Confessions of Bartender.
1.  If it doesn't take place at 4 in the morning, immediately change the setting. 2. You should center all your work. Centering makes the piece unique and improves readability. 3. You should invoke the idea of The Mask. Paul Laurence Dunbar didn't do it well enough. 4. One word lines improve readability and do a great job of making emphasis. Use them a lot. 5. On the other hand, really long lines explain points wonderfully. Feel free to be essentially prosaic. 6. The subject should be obvious and everyday, that way everyone can easily understand what you're trying to say. Subtext is dated. 7. Confessions and heartbreak are unique to you. 8. Not editing makes the work extremely human and relatable. 9. Emoticons and the ilk are the cutting edge of the English language. Feel free to use them without reservation. 10. Rhyme scheme doesn't need meter. 11. Making a word into waterfall letters tells the reader you're falling apart (See #3). 12. Journals, diaries, blogs and Tumblr are old news when it comes to venting. Write an angry poem about your day instead. 13. You're probably going mad according to the DSM-5. Definitely write about that.
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Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
How to write a successful Hello Poetry poem
There is an entire world Of mine Waiting for another world To combine There is a huge list Of to do things But they can only fly When I find the matching wings There are empty diaries To be filled About that someone Who would have my loneliness killed There are journeys to be made With romance in the air A heart on my sleeve Kissing away with no care There are gifts and letters Waiting to be found and wrote There is a whole feeling of love Urging to be expressed in my poems or quotes Words are eager to be spoken Mean and lovely ones Those sarcastic comments And intended puns. There are plans Expecting a change There is a future Waiting to exist in exchange There is hope and belief About my destiny There is a prayer For solving the mystery I’m waiting patiently And I don’t cease to live Just need to find that one person… In return, I have a lot to give. -Zainab Attari
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 10:57 AM UTC
Await Thy Destiny
She mirrored the shape of a psychotic ****** Tattooed by hickeys and bruises Written upon the pages of her ******* In lieu of her nightly pearl tuxedo The teeth protruding from her ****** Began hissing and spitting at me The war was far from over
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Sep 7, 2012
Sep 7, 2012 at 11:01 PM UTC
The ****** Diaries IV
ponder with me as I throw these diaries filled with tales of ******* and burnt down cities towards the direction of every ear that had but a moment to listen to my plea of how other lands hold the children of my sanity of how in other lands I see decadent beauty how I feel the gnawing tearing in me awfully supernatural were the nights I imbedded in sultry cringed smiles and listened to the forgein birdies inhaled the fumes of gasoline and drowned in the glorifying sunny wet my lips in salty water and enjoyed the stinging in my eyes graced the cannabis valleys and the meadows of sustenance and endless possibility the waterfalls of magnificent hidden deep in the earth behind the roses of my ancestors speak to me my land call on to me louder hinder me away from this place and manifest within in me your womanly power seek me oh mother land and cast me away from shattered lives bring me back to you and beg me todestroy this demise I am toughly and sickly at the same time shower me with your graciousness and devoutly banish my crime I will wait for the thunder calling and make excuses for this ****** place in the meantime
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Oct 30, 2010
Oct 30, 2010 at 12:44 PM UTC
Europe