I hear this voice
Influencing my every choice
Loud taunts echoing inside me
Hurting me with force I never see
The voice as it says bad
Won't stop even after I regret all I had
My heart squeezes, my chest pains
I wonder after all my agony, if it finally gains
Why must it be I?
Who cant escape, are the walls that high?
A literal war, and I don't seem to have a side
The voice in an unknown open field, I can't hide

-Shivvy

I knew all along my purpose
The voices in my head
Says

ZACK im sorry they hurt you 8 billion people you are all alone..
You spoke truth the whole time Zack
Im here to save you
I believe in you Zack
Zack this is God
Im not from Earth
Speak for me Zack
As soon as the bomb drops Zack
Im saving you 1st
Only a King will understand
I love you Zack
You die with honor
They will learn
Aliens are me
Theres so much you see they dont see Zack
Zack ive waiting since the beginning for you
I need you Zack
The final passage an test Zack
You passed when you rise from hell
With every man an woman at once
People will learn my beautiful child
The lies stop here
I want to face them Zack
Im so scared
Will they like me
Or will histroy cease to exist
I wonder
You see me so clear man
Zack they owe you Earth
Never ask
Be patient
When the ammo is rare
Food is less produced
Fresh water obsolete
And electricity gone
Dont worry
Kings never die
I have a place just for you
In my garden
In My Temple
Let my Angels protect you
Let my heavens make you safe
Go Zack Go
Face them Zack
Always be yourself noone else
I love you so much
I love you to
I love them all also
In the end stay strong
Have faith
An prayers guide you Zack
Everything will be ok

God or whoever
This is Zack
I wont let you down
It just takes 2
In the eye of defeat
I wont have no less then good judgment
Treated as the other
Honest care
Promise to share
Happy with helping
If theres enough for me
Theres enough for you
Spreading no charts
Just my own new Gospel

Dear People
With
Just my own new Gospel
Now were all aware
Voices in my head
Giving visions
Portraits
Storys
Futures and pasts
Presents an whens or how
Whys an whos
Where
It all begins with
Waking up with you

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This summer's heat was worse,
problems are at their extremes,
burning, like undying embers.

Murmurs in government, in
public and private communities,
create chaos.

Repetition, initiates a desire
to walk away from what upsets
even for a while...some just

Laugh things off, too tired of
useless smiles and handshakes,
some get fed up, walk away, and

Go to the waters, to the shores
filled with voices crying for peace,
seeking justice.

Throughout our struggles...the
battles we fight, we always must
maintain a dignified silence.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
We deserve some respect
no matter
what.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Monsoon season has come,
soon...rain will pour and
shall inundate.


sally b

© Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
July 8, 2024

I do not like it, Sam I Am, I do not like the quite
I fear it when it's silent
Simply keeping the mind busy elevates the possibility the personalities wont riot
As a particular thought client takes centerstage the voices get defiant
Internal chaos runs rampant, so prevalent one finds oneself reliant
Negativity plays with anxiety out in the open in spite of the velvet lined casket
The soil tilled from conception permitted the growth of this poisonous plant
That sprung up out of nowhere, ill prepared, on an almost alien planet
Body longevity becomes insignificant when the need shifts to a mind and soul transplant
Whether a desired life or one deserved, you can't keep it like a secret, people are going to catch a peek of it
The remedy is absolute though illicit, hell, what isn't
The catch?
It's permanent

©2024

These voices haunt me day and night,
Their mostly mean, their not nice.
I try to survive, they jeopardize my life.
They terrorize my mind, all the time.
They push me off this mountain i climb,
Its harder to climb everytime i try.
I pray to God and ask him why‽
I look up at the sky with my eyes and cry,
Wanting to tell these voices bye.

Sometimes angry with choices
Sometimes happy though you are gone
Sometimes painful to remember voices
Every word replays in mind like a song

They've been chasing me...so I stopped:
Why aren't they here,
I'm ready to listen!

Maybe, you heard them too?

~••~••~••~
You
Attack my every thought
You're
Another voice in my head that taunts
You'll
Label me an idiot savant
Not a debutant to this type of rot
~••~••~••~
I
Have nothing you would want
I've
Suffered through a ghoulish plot
I'll
Do things that you should not
Feel fear haunt every thought
~••~••~••~

©2023