August- Tuesday 4
It's been 2 days since we last talked.
It's been 2 days since our last kiss.. oh I still remember it like it was seconds ago. I can still feel your lips glued to mine, our laugh making our teeth crash, I still have the taste of your lips on the back of my mind.
August -Thursday 6
The day you broke your promises and made me cry.
The day you threw the memories away.
The day I wanted to be able to hate you rather than miss you.
The day I realize I couldn't stop loving you.
October- Thursday 2
It's been two months since you sent me that goodbye letter, you were not man enough to tell me face to face what you had done.
You became into the person you said you would never be.
You said you wouldn't and you ******* did.
The day I realized that even hating you, I still miss you.
October- Saturday 18*
October 18th. The first day I saw your lips, your ******* lips on hers. The first **** day I saw you touching her. The first day I saw you laughing with her, like you never did with me. The first day I started questioning myself *who the hell was I to you?
You answered that question when you looked at me and your eyes didn't had that special something they had before, you didn't looked at me the way you used to, God it feels so long ago, they didn't had that passion they had before. They now look lost in pain and confusion.
That day I realized I needed to answer that question myself.
I was nothing to you.
-J
