The hair on my pillow isn't mine
I still think of how fast time went by
Your side of the bed remains intertwined
with hopeful tears and tainted smiles

Sleepless nights, unsung lullabies
faint memories kept in photographs
with the sun in my eyes
and freckled-cheeks wrinkled by endless laughs

My candy-coated nightmares of you
dancing with monsters and angels
singing with the devil
interrupted by your hair on my pillow

Yes! I know this sounds weird coming from a sunshine human like me!

Who always smiles and loves to be like a sea!

I finally found out that reason in the core! I know you might laugh but I sore!


I cry for soul connectivity, I lack friendships that can complete me!


I know the fact that I'm amazing and this isn't a bluff, But this void within me always says that...YOU ARE NOT ENOUGH!!


That hollow has left me so empty ,
That I always cry alone so that no one sees this  
Unnecessary!


I feel like shouting at the top of my voice ,
But, I also lack hugs that could bring back my vibes !


I'm tried of lying to me and wearing a mask everyday,
I'm tired of hoping that I'll find some positive bunch some day!

Flourishing with laughs
Smiling eyes under her mask
Wear wreath of applause