I'll return from my exile, back on country roads lodging in this foreign space, another one of my "abodes". I'll apologize for their trouble, while the true abode and your essence residing still will have turned to rubble, four walls and the roof, embraced you in the flesh, when even to me they were aloof. The bed and the pillows, clasped you to sleep gold brown hair all set free years later, it will have been buried with your essence residing still in the abode's dead debris.
the earth shifts feet cling to ceiling knives dance in my chest up is down but down is not up silver drips off of my fingers a sheen falling up or was it down?
a deer is on the ceiling or is she on the floor? she whispers "you cannot be what you wish to be if you do not first wish" the earth shifts her coat gleams her eyes shatter and repair the earth collapses
I want to be a greeter to the new seasons to allow the new love, new sunrises and sunsets the moon looks different from here I gave away the old shirts and kissed the new lips and let the old worries stay awhile change is the only thing we're promised I made my old bed in a new room and danced in the kitchen in my same socks I welcomed the softer skin and sugar-coated voice, the life that changed when I stopped looking back everything shifts and I adjust it's me, a new me, the same me somehow different somehow just as marvelous
I tried to assemble The pieces of Osiris But all the stars aligned so That i should fail again
I tried to revive the Body of Lazarus but the tomb had swallowed The words of the messiah.
Long rang the bell My soul had come to bitter end Desperate chants blood does glimmer on their hands Hammers dance on nails They urge the dead to stay contained Slayer eats the slain Til the end of time til last of days
I struggle to awaken I'm morally brain dead But all the ****** effort sticks me to the ground
The burden of Atlas Lays on my two shoulders if I drop my sky will anyone notice
Long live the king The reaper hand in hand with me choir commence to sing heaven weeps for apathy Hades take away All the strife and all the pain Pie Jesu Domine dona eis requiem.
Pie Jesu Domine, dona eis requiem- Merciful Lord Jesus grant them eternal rest -This one is about futile attempts to right the wrongs and getting crushed in the process. also *Osiris- Egyptian god of the dead/underworld *Lazarus-The dude revived by Jesus *Hades-Greek god of the underworld *Atlas- Titan cursed to carry the heavens on his shoulders lest they fall down