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Saudia R Jun 2021
I feel like I have to steal myself from you

but it doesn't even matter
because you make me believe that
that's all I need

stolen pieces you've given 'permission' for me to steal

like I don't still have me






an impossibility
a dream


does it even matter
I will always have me
does it even matter
Saudia R Nov 2020
I decided to give you back

I know now



I thrive with those who see
where I begin
Saudia R May 2020
I don't know when I started to realize the hurt

The real reason why this feels like fingers pressed against glass

pushing

So fragile this barrier dividing us
with the answers so clear

And still

as if connection never existed
we live as strangers within ourselves

and with each other

Until there comes a day

where you finally realize
the glass is a mirror

And that
the anger
the resentment
the hurt

you thought you were seeing through


you were actually seeing reflected back













That's the day you wake up
Saudia R May 2020
see what you must





then take the steps to go where you should
Saudia R May 2020
I hate who I am

And I never want to get to the point
where I leave you


because I leave me.
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