I saw him at the pool in Mexico. Laughing with his friends. I haven’t forgotten their names, nor their faces. It was wonderful to see them all again. I could see, he’s happy. As I walked past, my heart wrenched in my chest. My lungs stuttered. My step, though, did not falter. We may both be young at heart and as foolish. Oh, but I could not approach. I don’t want to be the cause of his frown, no more than I want to see his eyes light up at me again. No. So I walked past. Head held high, for all the tears that sill fall on my cheeks.
I saw him at the pool. But it was only a memory, and no more.
My past is too much of an influence on my present, I know it's a problem.
But all I have ever been taught is To be a joke, because thats all I am To be silent, because nobody really cares To never ask for help, because I'd just be judged To never say no, Because I'd get punished.
And all I've ever been told is I'm not beautiful I'm not fitting their standards I'm not not going to be loved
so thank you, step father Thankyou for destroying everything I was.
We look into each other's eyes. Mine shining so brightly, Yours wilding so frightfully. I see you as a rose, so angelic and romantic. You see me as a ****, so week and bleak. I think about you like an angel hitting my every angle. So mesmerizing and hypnotizing...
Open your eyes little girl, For love is just a place where someone can go to drown, and never to be found...
Someday you’ll look back And you’ll see the mess you made The path you should have took I hope one day you’ll miss me I hope it makes you cry I hope it makes you feel just how you made me feel last night Please don’t forget I love you I hope every once in awhile, you’ll keep in touch Because you’re the only person I have eyes for, and such
She's at the point where she can't take anymore. They've all became a bore, But they still call her a *****. She asks herself every night if she wants her bestfriend to come out of it's drawer and into sight, So she can just have a lovely night.
You're hiding yourself So good That you don't actually Know where is it anymore You don't know what you want You just need someone there Don't care who is it Just anyone To fill the emptiness In you That you actually are the one Who created it