everyone envisions their hope for their future whether they want to lose weight or whether they want to fall out of habits some people envision having a family having kids and a dog marrying that one boy that makes them so happy is it bad that in my future i envision nothing for myself perhaps in the future i will be gone..
You would have to be blind to miss the signs And not connect dots with lines The sand in my hourglass draining at a faster pace My feet themselves are stuck in place When all that's visible is a brief highlight Of the flaws kept out of sight I want to believe what I pretend Questions I can't comprehend Unaware my journey is difficult to understand Try to hold patience It slips from my hand If waves were weapons I'd be washed out to sea Riddled with bulletholes and every type of injury We could be battle scars on reality to heal All blue and black Zero pulse left to feel Cloudy white sky Soil below Pushed around by conscience energies flow If you were star I swear you'd be the sun Waving from perch higher than any other one Train derailing Scheduled to arrive on time I would be riding caboose with residual **** and grime Trapped in last because I never win In frozen still shots captured posing in Looking for a positive review Can call me names cause they're all probably true In a world fantasy I do my best to keep it real Battle coincidences Being up front with how I feel The truth is not always the easiest to bear That is an honor with others you must share Revealed lies to be nothing more than cages Shattered soul with edges of false pages Ultimately putting me into an early grave My fate is sealed I am too gone to save
Found out I need to have a bunch of teeth pulled and be fitted for partial dentures...at age 25.. really makes me feel ashamed of my lifestyle and how drastically it has aged me
It started out as most things do. At a distance. In the back of my mind. Something to wonder about, But never define. Most of the time it's just "hello", Or "Shalom" Or "what book" And their reply. And, it continued, as most things do, Way too fast, And, Way too soon. Thinking back now they are a wonder in my thoughts. About- What could've been. If I took the chance of knowing them. And, Why do I miss them. When I've got all but squat.
It's often something I think about. To miss someone I never took the chance of knowing. To listen to a sort of rain and think about what they're listening too. Or who they're thinking about as well. After a few years it everything seemed flimsy anyways.
You were crazy, just like me baby. You were my lady and you set me free permanently. You were crying, just like I was. I was dying, just for love. All we had we too soon lost, But what we had defined everything about us.
You were in pain, so you kept on hurting me. You walked away and destroyed my life of peace. You were amazing, until you ended everything. I never replaced you with a better being.
