my heart races when i see you
my thoughts become a tornado
destroying any good that stands in its way
my body trembles and my hands shake
i lose all control at the idea that i might look into your eyes again
my stomach panics and turns itself into a knot
a knot that you created when you tried to turn my world upside down
why does my body get weak in your presence
why do you have this hold on my soul
i make all efforts to pry your hands off and away yet
they always find a way back to my insides
i am a spare tire, used once and left on the track
no longer a part of that bigger picture
you left me useless now
standing in the middle of your racetrack

I'll never get it.
I'll never understand.
How could she love such a serpent, That's buried deep within the sand.

He never deserved her.
He never appreciated anything about her.
He was just to blind to see.

For me, just her smile alone, made me instantly want to be a better man.

And although you've held her,
Been there to help ease the pain.
You lock away how she makes you feel inside because there's just too much pain. You realize then, how precious she is and hold back the incredible urge to only love her bran new.
Show her how real love is supposed to feel.

If ever I could have the chance to say this to you I'd make sure first hand that you understand, "it will be his loss in the end because any man can see just by being around you, that you were never a **** he pulled, but
actually a radiant, rare rose.

They say loyalty is the most important
I beg to differ

Honesty

If you can't give me that
Then you have nothing to give me

when you're a part of something
it can feel amazing
everyone is so close together
everyone has a hand when another falls
and everyone is nearby to hear your call

but
sometimes there's a corrupt little bug
spreading its corrupt little drug
of negativity

and because we're all so close together
it's a ripple effect of mass proportions
and because we all feel together
we know
when someone almost dies.

I can hear you crying through the walls,
the muffled, choking of your feelings.
you're falling apart before my very soul,
and all I can do is knock on your door.

Divided by
Circumstance
Nature
Appearance
History
Family
Expectation
Identities
Yet they prevail
Finally  
Together
They are friends
They are bound
They are unstoppable!
They are and will always be
Together
Forever
Forever
Forever

No
Wrong
No that’s not what happens
The hope that their friendship will strengthen they accept that they can never have each other in their lives as if this was the inevitable conclusion that no being could control
I look down at my

Is that my inevitable end
That the ones I hold dear
We too
Eventually
Crumble from what we are divided by
Will my friendships be hollowed down to difference as theirs was?