stumbling through words on how to explain
who he  is
what he looks like
how he walks
the way he talks

the way he looks at me
and say i love you
without any words

the way he smiles
and how it makes my ****** days
somehow special

the way he tries to be funny
since all his life he has been serious.

i love him

the way he looks himself at the mirror
the way he walks towards me

and the way he talks to me like its our first time meeting.

he got these amazing blank eyes that tells me so much about his world
that no one has ever discovered yet.

he got this beautiful mind full of words to explain his feelings but never able to use it.

he got this something...

that somehow...

*makes me fall in love even harder

He knows me
I know him
We’re best friend
For me it has no end

I like the way he smile
And reveal his crescent eyes
The way he laughed is like a lullaby
Soothe my ears that will not pass by

He smiles like a kid
But cares for me like a freak
He’s not that tall
But his shoulder is fit to my head at all.

I’m glad that I have him
Because he’s always there
But this feeling that I kept
Is like a bomb ready to escape

I will not sacrifice our friendship
Even my ship will sink
Is he still Mr. Know-it-All or
Mr. Know-nothing-at-All

Every day, you keep on telling me
That you're not something worth loving
For all you can see to yourself is a person not worth staying.

Sweetheart, that's the contrary to everything you say.
You can't see the beauty in you
It's alright
Because in a field of roses
You are a tulip in my eyes

Darling, you are more than a Tulip
You are a universe to me
A universe consist of stars and wonderful possibilities
Not made of perfection but made out of alluring properties


Your eyes will always be the stars in my eyes,
It will always be my navigation
which will lead me back to where I belong;
I found and felt serendipity.

Your lips will always be my light, my hope
The way you tell me those words have kept me going
Every single day,
your "I love you's" and "I miss you's" makes my heart melt
Like how icicles melt on the first day of Spring.

Your mind will always be my soul;
the missing piece that I've been looking for
It speaks all the things I've been wanting to say
There it hides the most vulnerable ideas that made me so amazed

You are something worth loving, worth staying
You're more than a flower in the middle of spring.

Once there was a MAN,
Who saved me according to plan.
Ever since I was born in this world,
HIS name was foretold
  
HIS powerful words and story,
Became a history.
HE died on the CROSS
Only to save my flaws.
  
HIS unconditional love for me
Open my eyes to see...
That my life will never be the same,
When I started calling out HIS name.
  
JESUS, HE died for me...
So I will live for HIM.

I asked God, why I was born ugly and others are pretty?!
I asked God, why I was poor and others are rich?!
I asked God, why I was sad and others are happy?!
I asked God, why I am coward and others are hero?!
I asked God, why life for me was so cruel and others are not?!
I asked God, do you love me or you love them more?!

*And God answered... Yes I love you so much that I gave you this kind of life, a life which enables you to know me deeply. An opportunity to ask to me. To communicate with me. Others?! Yes they had all they want in this world but did they know me?! Did they have time to ask me or to thank me of everything they had in this world?! Life here is only temporary, trust me, I got you.

I remembered the first time we met.
You're wearing your army shirt.
You were holding your phone,
As i walk to you,
You held my waist as we came up the stairs.
And there i knew,
That you will never stay.

I still remember how you eat
The food i bought.
It's like you didn't ate for days.
How you gulp big ounces of water
And told me that water is important.

I still remember you
When i watch the film you love.
The story of a boy, left a girl
And had another chance to love again.

I remember you
When i read through the writings on my wall.
The night that i covered your eyes,
Preventing you to read all of it.
Because I'm too afraid that you might see
The world behind that wall.

I still remember you
As i play my black guitar.
I hated that guitar,
But you still played it
And sang a song for me.

I remember you when i tie my hair.
You used to tie back my hair,
Even though it was such a mess.

I remember you
To the refill of my clutch pencils.
How hard you tried to open it for me.

I still remember you,
The day you carried your basketball shoes
To your office.
And i patiently waited outside
As you talk to your friends.

I remember you whenever i see a coin.
When you told me
That you don't want me to get hurt again
While scraping the love mark on my neck
With a coin.

I remember when you called me on the phone and told me that you have bruises on your arm.
And you're too scared,
Because you thought a ghost did it.

I remember you in Sam smith's song;
Lay me down.
How you did your best
To reach those high notes.
And i know you're happy that day,
Because you made me laugh.

I remember you eating the burger i bought to you at the passenger seat of my car.
And you told me that you're a bit nervous
Because I'm the one who's driving.

And most of all,
I still remember how you held me
And kisses me so tenderly.
And to that kiss,
I can feel all your love.

And i remembered the day,
The last kiss we had.
The kiss that's telling me goodbye.

I will always remember you,
But i have to let this feeling fade away,
For me to forgive you.

The secrets I keep
are deep.

I'd say
it's better to keep it at bay.

But you insist
And now you can't resist

The girl who was once a stranger
is now a danger
To You.