Every inch of my body
Rubs off against the soft comforter
I sink in
My warm surface
Cancels off the cold sheets
We eventually merge into one
It is now me

I look at your skin
But only know how soft it feels upon touch
Disbelief
We can’t see the sun
We are in a box
It’s quiet but I hear your thoughts

And in this moment
I’d ask for no end
But even the grounds we step on
Can’t promise it will not be reduced to rubble

I’d say I love you
But you already know
And even if you don’t
I hope you would eventually come to know

Words
Actions
Breath
Touch
Gaze

I await you to gain consciousness again
That 5 seconds was unexpectedly long

Like the Gentile woman said
even dogs get a treat
I just want to feel a scrap
of what you felt

Sink my teeth
into some meat

When I feel tired
When I feel old
When I lose hope

The words come
They fly into
the atmosphere above

They carry away
what I feel today
and drift into your grace

Away from my troubled face
into your grace

our kisses are pink
your fingertips blue
my neck purple
pop goes the balloon

my hands in your hair
you taste of cherry
and pop goes my heart
just like confetti

Sometimes you're sweet like honey
But it can shift to savory and sometimes even nothing at all

Sometimes though you are an explosion of flavor
What the world would call Umami

I know that you are not lying
under this grave.

Cold winds of the January,
trying to blow out, the flame of the candle.
I am trying to stop the wind,
by my bare hands!

Someone will call
This is so childish.
But I know that,
to you
I am still a child, that you had raised these years,
taking lot of risks, pains and efforts.

Blake said,
"Once meek, and in a perilous path,
The just man kept his course along
The vale of death."
as I see now,
our relationship always went
On that meek, and in a perilous path,
throughout all the years!

There are things I never had a chance to tell you,
there are things that I never had a chance to show you!
So, on your birthdays,
I will come to you
and tell you one by one,
show you one by one
until I laid beside you!

Let me tell you about my friend
With pale light skin and ginger hair
She has a personality so beautiful, it’s rare
Whenever I’m down, she’s always there

She has blue eyes that eases the mind
With a smile that can brighten up anyone’s life
Her name is Cara but to me, she’s Mother Nature
A perfection trapped in a human figure

I’m like a sinner and she’s the sister
Listening to all my worries and adventures
When I rant about how ****** in the head I am
She reminds me how far I came to be the better man

It’s been an absolute pleasure meeting her
A one of a kind diamond treasure
I’ll always be grateful and forever love her
Even if I am a bit more edgier

depressed
drown
sing
love
hate
dance
live for a moment
and then                   die
plummet  
down
    down
         down
             no matter what
                    I'm always depressed