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The Nada Oct 2016
How would I stop this feeling?

I don’t know if I feel the same

When someone is in love and falling

Is this must be stop, in this way?

Is this love? That they say

Is this the feeling I love to share?

I must be the one who should be blame

I shouldn’t fall to someone who’s not fair

Loving you is not easy

But escaping from it is terribly.

I want to push my head against the wall

Hoping that there is someone put me up from fall.
-The Nada
"Who is she?", I asked myself
As the image came closer and clearer
This feeling that seems to be almost forgotten
Like I have known her for a lifetime.

When I realized who I'm looking at
The tears that I hardly held back fell down
'Cause I wanna show hate and strength
But my emotions cannot be deceived.

There's a lot of 'why's' that I wanna ask her
Starting with, " Why's my memory's telling me that you're long dead?",
"Why you're back so sudden after all those painful times caused by your loss?"
To asking her, "Mom, do you still love us?".

Yet nothing ever slipped out of my mouth
All the reasons I wanna hear doesn't really matter
'Cause all I care for now is her
She's back and that's all I'm wishing for since she'd been gone.

All my disbeliefs and doubts just fade away
As I reached for her and feeling her warm flesh once again
I wanna grab every minute to made her feel loved and special
So she won't ever leave again.

The joy was overwhelming at the moment
And it was drowning me, thinking of nothing
Hoping that it would never last
Before a dashing light filled my eyes...

I tried to reach for her inspite of the blinding light
But couldn't seem to find her
I'm screaming her name
Yet no one ever responded.

And as I opened my eyes once again
I'm back in the dark and was all alone...

Krystal Marcelo
07/12/16

*Originally written  06/05/16
'Cause all that happened
Was nothing but a dream.
Elizabeth mikol May 2016
As I sit in my car I realize
I have no more alibis
I've run outa lies to tell myself
The relationship I've built was a compromise
to make myself feel alive
But it's not working anymore

...Nothing's working anymore
One and Only Mar 2016
I feel so little,
It's so hard to keep trying
When none notice you.
What wrong have I done to you? I was not the one who stopped trying, I was not the one who fell apart and succumbed to everything else, I was not the human who became a robot! I wish I could say you are nothing to me, but Lord knows I still love you.
One and Only Mar 2016
It's been some time since we've spoken,
I don't mean a one word greeting...are we broken?
I've tried everything there is
gave my pride up for this!
Are you saying it's all for nothing,
That my efforts are simply rotting?
How quaint of you to think that,
How kind of you to say
that all that I've done
will be forgotten, washed away.
How the heck do you think I feel?
That all I had been working for was never even real?
I trusted you so much,
and then you started to change.
When I made my decision,
We were still family.... Just estranged
I didn't give up,
I still cared
I couldn't stop!
But all of it
fell on deaf ears not attempting to hear,
unseeing eyes not willing to try,
dying souls not daring to live,
closed mouths not striving to speak,
shattered hearts not struggling to be made whole!
My efforts were in vain
and yet why can't I release myself from this?
Why do I still freaking care?
I shouldn't care for you, I shouldn't acknowledge you let alone smile at you. ALL OF YOU! You talk **** behind my back when you were my most trusted friends, the best of the best among all the rest??? **** it, I've had one person on my case before, you made it a horde, thousand more! And yet I can't find it in myself to stop trying.... my so called friends.... who the heck do I trust now??
Denel Kessler Mar 2016
Chill give sway
to tropic breeze
rain consume ditch
and shallow space

mock spring
frogs, birds sing
fools believe
spring’s arrival

frigid air
soon returns
frost burning
hearts too frail

blue
like the sky
before night
swallows you.
Kim Elaydo Feb 2016
He gives her a wilting rose with thorns —
Fingers crossed and a wry smile.
She suppresses pain and denies truth.
She smiles and says, i love you
Through a sore palm and bleeding fingers
stop accepting the false hope of love in an abusive relationship
WiltingMoon Jan 2016
His eyes were full of
******
And his smile showed false
Hope

And yet I still
Fell for it
Eugene Oct 2015
Nang tumibok itong abang puso ko,
Hindi napigilan ang labis na pagsusumamo.
Atat makilala ka mula Lunes hanggang Linggo.
Upang isakatuparan ang panliligaw ko.

Mga rosas kong dala-dala,
Ipinapahiwatig na ako'y may pagtangi na.
Tsokolateng galing pa sa ibang bansa,
Nagbabakasakaling maging tayo na.

O, kaylapad ng iyong mga ngiti.
Nasisilayan ko pati beloy mo sa pisngi.
Mariring ko na ba kahit na sandali,
Ang matamis **** 'Oo' o 'Hindi'.

Isang taon kitang niligawan.
Araw-araw akong nakikipagsuyuan
Linggo-linggo pang hatid-sundo kita sa daan.
Masiguro lamang ang iyong kaligtasan.

Subalit, mali ako. Maling-mali ako.
Ika'y nakipagmabutihan sa ibang kalahi ni Adan.
Ilang linggo lang na sayo'y nakipagligawan,
Ibinahagi mo agad ang tunay **** nararamdaman.


Pinaasa mo ako. Pinaasa-asa.
Porke't matangos ang ilong niya,
Makisig at artistahin ang mukha,
Nahulog ka na't sadyang malalim pa.

Sana hindi ako nagpakatanga.
Sa mga pinakita **** puro paasa.
Kung ang kapalit pala,
Ay damdaming kong sawi't magdurusa.
Hanna Mae Mata Oct 2015
You made me hope
for something
that only exists
on the pages of a book.
The most brutal thing.
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