12.19.2014
Her lips they part like oceans do
Her hair sways with the wind
You sit and deliberate in your thoughts
Will I see her again?

Her laugh echoes like thunder storms
Her smile strikes like lightning
You sit and ponder in your brain
Do I love her or is she frightening?

Her heart it beats like music thumps
Her words they flow like poems
You sit and contemplate all alone
Can your rhythm mimic her tones?

Her talk reminds you of telephones
Always ringing in your ear
You sit and scrutinize to yourself
Why isn’t this all clear?
                    T.W.

A father smiled,
as he pat his son's head.
As he lay himself,
Down to death's bed.
He whispered,
As his breath slowed its pace.
"I've always been proud of you, son.
Always."

A child, falling,
Is steadied soon.
He looks up,
There's god's boon.
"Be there to steady me,
When I change pace."
His mother smiled,
"Always."

A girl cries,
As her man's wheeled,
Screaming with sorrow,
What she's always sealed.
She ends her cries,
With a broken face.
"Stay With Me."
"Always."

A thousand times in life,
Do we see this face.
Why is it always that in the end,
We have a thousand things left to say?
How many times do we wish,
That we were children, with no regrets?
So we can say what we really feel,
What we've always felt?

So buck up today,
Before its too late!
Love those who love you.
And stay with them. Always.

I try to express myself to you,
But that is not so easy to do.
When I reach out, you turn away,
I don't know what more I can say.
For some reason, still I try,
Until I almost start to cry.

To cry I would have to care,
And that is something I can't bear.
Because I know that you do not,
Regardless of how hard I've fought.
Now I wish I knew just what to think,
When you don't even so much as blink.

From these thoughts I'd much rather hide,
I've always said, you can't hold back the tide.
I wonder how I'm supposed to feel,
Hot as ember or cold as steel?
It seems now that you've made your choice,
I wish you could have heard my voice.

If only I could go back in time,
And be a man and not a mime.
Then maybe I'd have the chance,
To take the lead in this dance.
Only time can truly tell,
Will I ever escape this hell?

All those eyes face upon my movement like a circus monkey,
Laughing at the uncontrollable flailing of my arms and head.

How could I express my embarrassment of so many entertained by my misery,
Like the stabbing of needles around my whole body.

So much movement and sound moving in thousand beats per second,
"And this desire to release sensory overload by hitting against my head."

This solitude of being alone is overwhelming,
And I wish I can convey my deepest emotions.

Only if I can communicate my world to you,
And tell you how I feel.
To dream like you,
And have many aspirations.

How could I express these thoughts to you,
I am a human being stuck in a different body!

Please be patient with me,
Show me the right way,
And I will show you my deepest thoughts,
My dreams.

Chemistry is what they called it
You're the reason for my motivation
Im blessed to feel love for the first time
Even if it brought pain, I wont complain
Id rather have known how it felt than had I never
I wont deny, I was shy, and nervous
Maybe quiet, dishonest when I denied my feelings
My visits to your happy home, your voice sweet tone
Left me alone, feelings slowly grown
I wish I had you, next to me, holding you tight
I will be by your side, through every single fight
You don't how much pain, I felt
Your heart was tender, soft, kind, and fragile
Everynight I would cry, tears face down, on my pilow
I pushed away a precious angel, sent from heaven
I'm sorry I didnt take that chance
I apologize, for emotionally hurting you
I just wanted to feel your heartbeat, next to mine
Your hands wrapped around me, holding tight
Like the times, you layed on my chest
The times you would doll up, make up, dress up, for me
Eye shadow, eye liner, your fine hair in a pony tail
And the little things you do, when I came around
Blush, turn red, blood rushing to the head
I would loose my breathe, my heart accelerated
My body quivers from your energys presence
I know I caused it to fall apart
We can always take it back to the start
Its all up to us, we make it happen only the two of us
We been strong for so long, its time
You place your heart, where it belongs...