Suffocating inside this monotonous routine.
Surrounded by ignorance and lack of correct communication.
Stuck behind boundaries like I am no more than sheep.
I am here voluntarily, I am here for myself.
Counting down the days until I escape for the precious few days I can ******* own space again.
Remember, I am here for myself.
Crushing, agonizing, choking
tugging at your core, breaking you down just like before*
Demanding, entrapping, piercing
' You Can always tell
When His heart is going astray.
You'll losE his compassion when he talks.
You'll notice A hint of guilt in his walk.
The time Together will feel hallow.
Your gut will start Eting away at your thoughts.
Maybe it's just youR self consciousness showing through.
It's hard to believe that when he Stops replying "I love you".
Run towards the sun;
Don't stop, Don't stop.
And once you've reached the surface,
bring me it's light.
End These Shadows