I was there when you need someone. I was there when your world is so dark. I was there yet you still chose her. Why? What's wrong with me? Am I not enough?
i don’t want a title i don’t know if i ever wanted anything i don’t think i ever thought that i’m enough i don’t really ever feel a thing
and i hate to repeat “i’m not good enough” ‘cause everyone’s thinking of something else and they think that i say “i’m not good enough for someone” but i actually mean that i’m not even enough for myself.
and the fact that i learned today is that i don’t need to be enough for me because i know i never will and i just have to accept that.
Trans Enough? I am Trans, Am I Enough? Others Accept me I've experienced Little Rejection Not like Others have Yet I Still Feel Like I Am Not Trans Enough
Can you imagine? Hearing those words whispered, a whimpering puff of air. So meek and fragile.
Those same words piercing your chest like a lance, causing the pressure to build and build and build until it feels like the whole universe must be collapsing within you.
How do you argue the point? How do you tell them that they are everything you could’ve asked for. Everything you never dared to hope for. Everything...
i thought i know myself well enough i thought i know what i want, and what i need i thought i can make myself choose between those two until being alone does not bring me any peace and lonely it is what i feel
