**** it all
**** myself
**** life
And **** the world

I know there are people out there
Who are actually worth a ******* ****
But the rest of them can all burn
Whilst I grind my teeth and let my anger stir

What is it that you see
When you look inside of me?
Is it something crushed?
My soul with dark claws and violent lust?

This little ******
Gives me the strength
To keep pushing through
Yet another mindless day
And as I make my way
I pay my way
Hoping the world ends today

I'm sick of just sitting and doing nothing
I'd much rather be doing something
Perhaps with fire, perhaps with blade
And destroy this ******-up world we made!

Rend it useless, tear it apart
Watch as the blood spurts from the heart
Make the day the night and the darkness strong
And live in a world where I belong!

Everyone looks at me like I'm a freak
And how dare I open my mouth and speak
And sit back down, no-one cares
Yet they are surprised when he dares, oh how he dares!

Hostility to those who waste my time
Who dis both my body and my mind
When I break, then you will see
How I could break you just as easily!

Oh how I hate all this ****
That was written at the bottom in fine print
And the world we exist in as I speak,
And how we must be submissive and meek!

I will not submit to the torture
I will not submit to brainwash
So you can stand and face my fury
Or rip your maps and just get lost!

Rielly on Wheelchairs:

"Now those are my kinda wheelz"

Me on Wheelchairs:

"The hardest part to eat when eating a vegetable"

People reckon I'm aggressive
All violence, and hatred
But I just need someone
Someone I can spend some time with

I thought of someone at some stage
But now I write on a new page
It is someone else that I think I love
But I've been wrong before

Yeah I have been wrong before
Oh so wrong before
When the steel flashes
And my blood flooded the floor

With wicked grin
And eyes full of sin
She ripped me apart
And made my head swim

But not this girl
Oh not this one
To me, at least,
She has done no wrong

I trust her
It took a while
To distinguish genuine
From crocodile

But I feel something for her
And no I'm not a *******!

See me? Proud of me?
I've moved on, quite clearly!
I hate the past, I hate it all
How I trusted you and was left to fall!

She is someone else, better than you
I trust her, even with my heart
And I have faith
That she won't knock me on my ***!

**** this, and *******
I'm moving on, I'm done with you!

Yeah I have been wrong before
Oh so wrong before
When the steel flashes
And my blood flooded the floor

But no more,
Oh no more
Now only small drops,
No painful fall!

If I could just have honesty
I wouldn't need apologies
You wouldn't need to waste more breath
And wouldn't have my hostility

When all you do is lie
It's like it's your favourite past-time
Your lips are thin and you lie right through
Your teeth and I'm so done with you!

I'm sick of trying to find the truth
When you lie so much and really let loose
Your lips just flap and air rushes out
Of that horrendous hole you call a mouth!

I'd like to close it with my fist
Because you're just so ******* ignorant
You are so much like  Donald Trump
You just talk **** and preach your innocence!

Why does it always end this way?
All I wanted was for you to stay
What I didn't even realize
Is how ****** up I must've been in your eyes

Coming back to you with yet another problem
Thinking you could probably help me solve them
Didn't know I was just unloading pain
What is one's loss is another's' gain

And I'm sorry for giving you what I couldn't deal with
I wish I could say I was innocent
I meant you no harm yet I still gave it to you
Now all I can do is hope you pull through

I wanna be by your side again
Laugh like we did when we were friends
Make lame-*** jokes and laugh along
Or sit and listen to our favourite songs.

I'll say it again,
Without end
I'm so so so sorry...
I didn't mean to hurt you...

Often I wonder how I would die
Despite knowing I could
I couldn't go any further than try

So I thought I'd rebel
Against those who suppressed me
Knowing if I do I'm viable for Hell
Eliminate those who wish to best me
Test me
Contesting
Everything I held dear in life

Target my family
And you're on my hit list
**** with my friends
And my arrows won't miss

My last show of defiance
To break an uneasy alliance
With people I gave a second chance
Who just let it fly past

Like ***** I don't hand these out freely
You must be insane to dis this completely
Turning my olive branch into a mockery
Well I can draw a sword and cut you up like piece of meat

So I figure when I eventually kick the bucket
I'll mess with the "best" to the point that they just say "**** it"
And decide not to hurt anyone ever again
When they are six feet under due to long-time tradition

And when I decide it's time
I'll get myself something prime
Perhaps a strong drink with a splash of lime
And with a handful of pills sever my lifeline

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

But not any time soon,
It's still morning not noon
And I do not wish
For tears to storm like a monsoon

Walking through our midst
A pretender, full of ignorance
She cuts and she bleeds
And she likes to scream
But compared to real agony
It's like she's singing

And we all know that
Silence
And violence
Go hand in hand
And she preaches
What she doesn't understand

And we know
Oh yeah we know
She's just a pretender

You talk like you know what you're about
But the reason you do it leaves no doubt
In our minds
That you're secretly a spy
Working through
Enemy lines, and we all know that

Silence
And violence
Go hand in hand
And she preaches
What she doesn't understand
It's like it's a trend or her favourite band
As she smiles at the cuts all on her hand

Mine were done out of endless pain
The sort that you feel when you've nothing to gain
The meaninglessness of each passing day
And you hope that your blood will wash it away

We see the scars, all up your leg
When you pull your shorts up and it's like you beg
For attention, the sort that we don't seek
We rarely let loved ones have a peek
We hide in the dark, not in the limelight
You're after attention and you've found the wrong type

Because we know...
Oh yes we know....

Silence
And violence
Go hand in hand
And she preaches
What she doesn't understand
Self-harming whilst humming to her favourite band
You try to fit in but you don't understand

It's for the pain
When you've nothing left to gain
And your mind hurts too much
And life is a crutch
Blood loss brings us back to life
Whilst it drips
From the tips
Of our knife...

Silence
And violence
Go hand in hand
Here is a song that you might understand
Whilst I write this alone, with no back-up band
It's been written just as I planned
For you
And hopefully you'll understand
Why we do
What we do

why is it like this
I don't understand
I gave my trust
Never my lust
But you slapped away my hand

"WHY IS IT LIKE THIS
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
I GAVE MY HEART
YOU RIPPED IT APART"

And now time ticks in grains of sand
Until I fall into the void
Where my soul will be destroyed
And I become a mindless droid

Perhaps I was right
And I had done no wrong
Perhaps you knew it too
And were just playing all along

Perhaps I was wrong
And perhaps you were right
But if so, why can't I see it?
Is it hidden from the light?

I sought out an answer
Frustration at failure hardened my heart
I couldn't find one, no matter what
I lined up the sight but missed the mark

So tell me, if you are right
Where it is that I ****** up
Because this **** is giving me headaches
And simply put, I've had enough

You lie with a straight face
You are honest with a suspicious look
I can tell the difference
You are like an open book

Yet everyone believes you
And no-one trusts me
They see the straight face and believe
For they only believe what they can see

They like to see the evidence
Because they cannot hear the truth
They do one and not both
Now I don't mean to be rude

But why is everyone so blind?
Why can they not see?
That you are a treacherous spider
Oh what tangled webs you weave!