Within the High of our great beyond
Is the Low of our Ever Present

And  within the 'I's'' of  'this  today'
we find the Sum of  All  'yesterdays' ' tomorrows'

Beyond High - the Low of the Ever Present

Today I searched:
how to make the pain stop,
how to breathe again,
how to not drown in tears,
how to make it go away.

Their answer:
you.

the expression
on the face of people
close to death
is different

their eyes look elsewhere
they seem to see
a world alien to us
yet eerily familiar
   a place we have known
   to exist
   but never acknowledged it
   to be important
   for ourselves

they will not tell us
what they see
    their lives fast-forward
like films
    a brighter future
   the blackness of darkness

we will not know
until we ourselves
have that same look
on our face

also
unable to tell

Then I have grown tired
Moved to fast
Could not catch you up
Moved with time

Sometimes too faster
Even faster than the time
Tired to do more
Couldn't Catch you up

Have known the try
Have understood the time
But yet haven't recognized you
Sang your Song
Realized
Got Robots
Even Got nuclear bombs
But couldn't understand you

Already Seek
Invented too many fundamental
Theories
Wondered
Wrote thousands of poems
Philosophies

Even moved through
Space to Space
Restless
Light to Dark
As the Bohemian

Couldn't  touch your heart
Couldn't reach at your home
Even try to move beyond
Still you have remained elusive

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It won't stay..or stop..g o e s::::.)
fleeting..beyond our ..control :::)
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Dwell not on lost chances::)
Alas, precious energy is :)
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Nurture LIFE:::::::::)
LIVE!!! :::Regret::)
n o t h i n g::::::::)
Remember::::)
How fast ::::)
T I M E ::::)
FLIES! ::)
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Sally

Copyright 2015
Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan



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Weather it was the smoke or simply my dying mind I saw her before me smiling divine..
Angels are real or maybe it can be explained, but she stood there haunting me from beyond this plain.. Judgment had already taking place.. I knew it in my heart.. I was going to see her again I was going beyond while holding her ghostly hand.. She smiled sunshine in my darkest hour, her eyes made our constellation, I view it in my stargaze as I leave my sins behind without hesitation.. Beyond is what I call it some know it as heaven.. The sun here is white a radiant light filled reverend.. The storms came in so quick I lost sight of her, I screamed for her name I was being pulled away.. The bolts of lightning struck me down.. I awoke in a hospital torn away from my beyond.. The doctors got my heart going again.. I smiled for the moment.. I knew it was just a matter of time.. Before I will get to see her smile divine..