Fight love


Love is like Fight Club.
Love is a war.
There can be no love, when love is so very bored.


The first rule of Fight Club is “You do not talk about Fight Club.”
The second rule of Fight Club is
“YOU DO NOT TALK ABOUT FIGHT CLUB!”
The first rule of love is “You do not cheat.”
The second rule of love is “YOU DO NOT CHEAT!”


Have I made myself clear, or do you need my sacrifice,
To show you I mean every word that I say?
If you need an example, then that is ok.
Hand me my razorblade.
I am willing to die for love;
Are you?
Are you good enough?
I am willing to die for love;
Are you good?
Are you speaking the truth?
Are you serious about love?


I am not talking about passion, ***, or even compassion.
I am stating a fact; I would stand in front of a bullet for love.
True love or nothing, keep your temporary satisfaction.
If only your love could be true.  
Is your love true?


The third rule of love is:
“Don’t say I love you unless you mean it.”
Don’t call me Babe, unless you are down to the grave.
Don’t make me a promise and later easily break it the same day.
Do not speak the words, unless you mean what you say.
If you say you want to marry me; then convince me.
Prove you need me to love you endlessly.
We have to be through to the bitter end,
Or let’s not even begin to be friends.


When all is dead and done, I will not be your shining sun.
I will not speak ill of the dead because you will be alive.
When we reach our end, because of your other men,
Remember you said “Yeah.”  Remember what you said,
And I will never forget those things that you did.
The fourth rule of love is not I am with stupid.


Turn the page and look at what I wrote.
Learn what you said; pick a quote.
I have already said my love is 4real before.
Do you think you are worthy, or are you truly a chore?
Who is that a-rapping and a tapping upon your door?
If it is not me, but another him,
Then pity me please, for I have become your victim.
Stab the lie through me from the front,
And leave me to bleed on the floor after being dumped.


‘til death do us part sounds like Heaven to me.
**** me if you want to be mean.
Are you ready to **** with your sympathy,
And claims of understanding,
When you clearly DO NOT UNDERSTAND A ******* THING!


Chop off my thieves hand and remove this ring.
Set fire to it and burn me with lies.
You are so despised, because you accepted this thing.
Next, listen carefully and leave me blatantly rejected.
For true love I am ready to die.


Only one is worthy;
It is not you.
I am living proof.
You have destroyed my last chance of happiness.
Why are you waiting for me to say anymore?...
Too-da-loo.


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Never Satisfied.


Why do we always want the women we can’t have?
Why are our choices of lover, so appallingly bad?
For the ones we want the most, usually only let us down
And the ones we don’t really want,
Are the only ones who want us right now.


Even though we know the one who lies,
Next to us in bed isn’t good enough
And they’re only here for tonight, to feed our lust for lust.
There are so many out there, that we lust after;
Even though, we already have a lover.


So we become paranoid, that we can’t satisfy our partner
And they will go look for another.
For they, like us, think the grass would be greener
And somehow forget the contentment,
We feel, when alone with each other.


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On this heart a scar is formed


If you have love, why are you asking for more?
Some people do not have what you have.
In these days of every possibility, you should be grateful;
But still you want, so go and break, take and be glad.


Happy inside your fictional love;
Make me up a memory of feeling, because I am so empty.
You treat love like it is just another drug,
But you treat it with such disdain, because you have so many.


Take me out of the food chain; I can no longer be loves play thing.
I have given all I can to this cause.
Just leave me to rot, I will no longer be making.
I have seen this love beast too many times, so no more.


I am alone and happy, so why do I need your love?
You are with someone again, so I will not complain.
Cupid is a fool; he stuck me with you through only lust
And all you ever gave to me in exchange for my love was pain.


The ghost of me is all there is…
And on this heart a scar is formed.
The wish I had when I was a kid, has shown me that I can take no more.

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Moving on


I’ve got a heart that is made of gold;
It’s buried deep and it’s all that I know.
I’ve followed my heart to the end of the Earth
And all I got was this lousy t-shirt.


I keep moving on to another place;
Another name, another face,
Another love that will fade one day
And when we fall out of love I will begin again.


I haven’t got enough time to throw it all away,
But their love is always searching for a brand new face.
I’m only here so they can remember feeling good;
I’m their stepping stone, from single life to true love.


No part of love will I become,
Because to me love is a stranger and it ain’t no fun.
Nobody wants to have my love,
So I guess I’ll just keep on moving on.


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We are the lovers


We are the lovers; we are a dying breed.
We trust in love and we truly believe.
We are the lovers and we know what we need;
We need romance to be real, so we can set our hearts free.


Go have your affairs; we will stick to one love.
One heart for one heart, ‘til death do us part.
You are the parasites with poisoned tongues;
Leave love to the lovers, because worthless is all the love you have
And we pity what you are.


Leave the cheaters to be cheated out of an honest kind of love;
Their love is empty of feeling and they deserve nothing less.
We want true love and a relationship that is forward;
They want *** with anyone that they can get.


Their bitter love has a sour taste;
The idea of love has been left disgraced.
Love is pure and adultery is infected,
When wrapped around a ring-finger…

What a waste.


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The end of love is a butterfly destroyed


My lust is in the bottle,
It’s sat there on the shelf.
My lust is too much for you,
So I must be by myself.


I need something amazing, to change my empty life;
I need to find a woman.  No; I need to find a wife.
I need something new, to replace the old;
I need someone blue, whose heart is cold.


I need what I know, pain and suffering;
Hurt me and lie you love me and I will give you a ring.
Keep happiness away from me please,
I don’t understand it, I don’t get it;
Please give me back my misery.


Loneliness; a lack of witnesses,
To the fading memory of this boys existence.
Suicide, is on my mind,
From nine to five and through unto nine.


I still wish I had your tender loving care,
But now I realize, that was never really there.
It was a lie you told me, to get what you needed,
So take everything from me; go ahead, be greedy.


I want to shoot you up, before you shoot me down in flames,
I see you with him and I feel my pain.
My rage burns inside me, I hate you so much!
I want to **** you, I can’t stand you; oh my God I’m still in love.


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Marriage


We should go on a date; I won’t be late.
Then you should go drinking with your mates.
Tell them to meet you at eight.
If that night you meet somebody else,
Then you decide you want to be with me,
We could maybe make it last six months,
If we are very lucky.


But if you get drunk and decide I am the one,
That you truly want to be with;
Then I will love you for a lifetime.
Maybe one day would could raise our kids,
To believe in love, just like we did…this time.


I only need one love;
That is all I am searching for.
There are many doors we could go through,
Many choices to make before,
I decide and you decide if we have found the truth.


I wish you all the best with your search;
I hope you find somebody who makes you feel loved.
I sincerely say I want you to be happy;
You uncertainly say, you would like a family, maybe.
I hope you find whatever you are searching for;
I want to find true love with you, for good.
I want a woman I adore.


If you choose me,
Then I choose you too.
The choice is yours…
My choice is,
I do.


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Biblical Blues


Jesus Christ!  Are you my wife?
Or are you a single woman?
Surely you’re meant to be at my side,
Not off in search of another?


We used to hold each others hands, with such pride,
Now I wonder:  Do you even like me?
Are you Peter, or are you Judas the liar?
Would you deny my existence for your own benefit?


Or would you trade me in for 5 silver coins?
A new handbag, or a box of jewels.
Or would you say, with joy in your words,
I’m sorry but I’m married, so goodbye Sir.


Do you remember the wine I gave you, for our first anniversary?
I sacrificed my own simple pleasures, so I could save enough money.
And buy you the finest things I could afford,
All I could give you; still didn’t seem enough.


So here I hang on my cross awaiting my death,
I’d tell you I still love you, but I’d be wasting my breath.
My sacrifice, my ******* life!
Given up for you, the faithless type.


So goodbye now, I’m off to see God;
My father, my creator, my judge, my condemner.
The one to blame, for all I’ve had and lost,
The one who has punished me forever and ever.


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Gone to the grave


How easy it is now for me to see,
How beautiful you and I could be.
If only you could truly trust in me.


I love you.
I swear it from my beaten, broken heart.
I love you.
If you want me I am yours.


My love I give to you and no-one,
Until you give your body to someone.


I love you my love,
Come back and lay with me in bed.
Close your eyes and forget any pain,
You have felt.  I will wash it away.


I wish I could hold your hand until my dying days.
When you can no longer be saved,
As I have gone to my grave.


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