Never mind


He’s a cool cat, as a matter of fact
And there ain’t no doubting how you feel about that.
Whilst I am just a pig wallowing in the mud
And I will never be good enough.


She is an ice Queen;
She ain’t no nice day dream.
She will only cause pain
And she is coming for me.


I don’t want you;
Your love is worthless.
It has lost all its meaning because you are an adulteress.
You are no Princess.


Still she is coming to ruin my life,
But I have my garlic and cross;
She screams, I cry.


What have we become when this is all we have?
You can take this love back;
It ain’t worth Jack.


Once it was overwhelming,
Now it is depressing.
Love is not what it used to be;
You have ruined everything.


This curse on my soul leaves me in the dark,
As to how to find sunlight,
When you have my heart.


Tear it apart!
Do me a flavour.
You can keep it, I mean it!
Adios!  See you later!


Still she calls and still is my hand.
She never gave a ****,
So never mind her plans.


Oblivion is calling;
Let me be gone to absentia.
Let her desire me and miss me;
Give me amnesia and dementia,
So I can just forget her.


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Wallowing in mud


The soul, the soul, my life, my soul!
If all I have left is my soul, my life, my grail,
Then take it all away from me; take it all and go!
I can no longer hold on to something I no longer believe in…so,
With words of blood I spit at you; the nerve you have to call me nice!
I have never been nice in my entire life to someone who did not deserve it
And you my friend…you never did.
So walk away from all you cause and leave me in your wreckage;
I can no longer wait on you to finish your sentence; I have never been festive
And the season is over, look over my shoulder
And you will see the past behind me.
That is where I have left you and all your lies.
Go wallow in your own misery.


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Because you wanted to


You could imagine a thousand perfect excuses,
But in the end you still cheated.
You could find fault with every single thing I ever did
And blame me,
But in the end, you still cheated.
You could accuse me as much as you would like to of cheating,
But in the end it was you who was cheating.
You can say what you want,
I’m past giving a ****.
Make war, not love,
Because you cheated.


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****, messy,
exquisitely wet.
A soft moan escapes you,
as our lips met.
Slide my hand up your shirt,
to the small of your back.
Your muscles are tense,
the night is so black.
I pull you in close,
my other hand in your hair.
You grind hard against me,
moaning at what’s there.
This is wrong, and we know it,
so wrong, it’s taboo.
We can stop it right here,
but neither one of us do.
Now your hand is clutching,
and it’s like fire now.
We’re ripping, and tearing,
like animals on the prowl.
There are climaxes,
too many to count.
We’re gasping, and panting,
and both screaming out.
We’re using each other,
like we knew that we would.
It’s so ******* wrong,
but it’s so ******* good.
The guilt can come later,
as well as the shame.
But not while I’m inside you,
not while your screaming my name.

Reptile conscience


Liars eyes, reptile conscience,
Forked tongue whispers, secret heart.
Your fire, echoes of broken promises,
Far gone is all that which we are.


Ice berg, the ruination,
Your words all begin to disintegrate.
My words are now a termination;
No chance of our love lasting past the end of this day.


Heart break, this is your hotel,
I am just your ******.
My life, my life; my Hell.
I think that you should go.


You can take all of the lies with you,
Scatter clothes across the floor.
I see no future, no way through;
I change the locks on all my doors.


Taken away, never to be returned,
This should have been a beautiful day.
Now I am torn, now I have heard,
No place I can escape to; nothing left to say.


The damage is done, we are no more.
Chasing dreams away for they are only nightmares.
You had your fun and watched me fall;
The grenade you leave inside my chest leaves me without air.


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Supernova


I need love.  That is all I want from you.
I don’t need money,
I don’t need things…
I do not care about Jimmy Choo’s.


Just give me love and I will give you more.
What’s mine is yours and what’s yours is yours,
As long as I can get fifty percent of your love;
The rest you can keep for yourself, for good.
Please never give away your shares in love,
Because I will not share your true love heart.
If you go with him, then he is yours
And I will vanish like an exploding star.


All that will remain inside of me, without you,
Is my black-hole heart.


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*** in the Marital Bed


Upon a fair and blowing wind, a sound is heard a singing.
A quiet voice with echoed choirs, the bells shall soon be ringing.
Come one, come all, to gaze upon the setting sun of one man’s heart.
For this day shall pass and no more will laugh,
For the spirit will be taken from Love.


Lovers lie,
Back to back.
No whispered I love you’s.
No apology forthcoming.
Something is wrong in Cupid’s kingdom.


The arrow struck gold and bound two souls,
But they are each forever alone with each other.
The winter is drawing in all around them.
They try to embrace and roll face to face,
But words are like daggers, cutting away.
Enough has been done and said in the marital bed,
To leave them to conclude that love is at its end.


A list of affairs, as long as your arm.
This heart has lost every one of its beautiful charms
And through no intention meant and on through regret,
They lay side by side in the marital bed.


An eerie sound of nothingness, sits between them.
Never been nearer to drifting apart.
The stone silence, at last compels them to speak their true feelings,
Once and for all.
And so they start…

And by the end,
The end has come.
Like the sound of a gun,
This love…
It is done.


All that remains of a once true love bonding,
Is scattered ashes, broken pictures and tarnished memories.
These wedding rings are a bargain!
And here once more, the zombie-mind crawls,
Unable to talk about love at all.


His last, is has been said;
He caught his death,
Like the coldness of steel.  The life; so quickly taken.  The pain so real.
The sacrificed good times when she was his wife,
But those days are lost to fire, she burns his picture,
Upon a pyre made from his clothes,
As she weeps her endless tears of ice,
And in the end all that remains is a stain.
Proof they are through.
Begotten unto you is a message of love,
As dust is to dust; marriage is no longer the way.


Lovers of love lose love so easily.

Lovers are lost to new lovers daily.

Lovers of love lose love so easily….

Lovers are lost to new lovers daily…


So sign your name in blood across my chest;
Bind you to me forever faithfully…

Or leave me for dead.


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Dying Star


A falling star; a dying heart.
A step too far for a shot in the dark.
A burnt out car; the ruins of a castle.
You cannot defibrillate love inside a hospital without a chapel.


A smile without fidelity;
Two eyes of glass.
A poison without a remedy.
Never take them back.


Clouds of clarity;
Give to charity.
Peace love and empathy…
Embrace the misery.


Let the sunlight shine,
Or find a place to hide.
We are all ugly on the inside.
Every day becomes a night.


Try to find your Feng shui,
Or find your own path.
Who can say,
When it is your time to begin again or to turn back?


Plant a foot;
Plant a seed.
Plant a thought…

Just make sure you succeed.


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A moment arrives and you let it take
    away any empathy you had
Dull, lifeless I lie dying, beating inside
    your heart, captive
Unheard, I wait for you to finish your
    assault against our love
Lecherous mountain of meat,
    disgusted by you, I can't help but
Turn away, can't bear that
    unapologetic face, so stoic
Essentially, you succumbed to a more
    favorable *****, so you can
Run off for a wet, foreign kiss, but
    please understand
You can never come home