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Sep 2016 · 207
Look closer
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
Follow me into the night
the dark sky has never shone so bright

Follow me into an incandescent realm
the future awaits
so only time can tell

You are like me
and I am like you

You wished for me
and I wished for you too

Our divine lives
are not just to be
there is more on this earth than what our eyes can see
Sep 2016 · 669
To my dad
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
A thousand soldiers would not compare
To the battle I am about to share
This man fought hard and long
But in the end was too weak to be strong.
A man so loved by all he knew
A man whose love was pure and true.
The wisest man that was you
The one I could have asked anything to.
I question why you cannot be here by my side
But I guess the angels had to take you way up high
The saddest day was the day you left
You left all of our hearts bereft.
I know that you will be watching over me
And I would watch over you too if that was a possibility.
You were too good for a world like this
My dad, I love you, the one I will always miss.
Sep 2016 · 291
Direction
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
Can I get a taxi
because I need to go home
too long along these cobbled streets I have roamed.

I am not a wanderer nor a rolling stone
My quest has always been to guide myself home
Sep 2016 · 222
Sit down
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
Won't you stay a while
and sit by my side
because you know, our ephemeral lives are tired

Watching you cry,
i felt it too,
my shoulder will always be there for you

One thing that bonds us all
the pain we feel
the seasons that pass
it makes it all real

Won't you let me comfort you
to help you find solace after all you've been through

A minute gone,
An hour past,
This life
this life
it does not last
Sep 2016 · 255
Free
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
Don't text me back
and don't make the bed
i can't quite stand you after all the foul things you said

can you let me go
because i want to leave
i am too tired
the universe has handed you your reprieve

my mind, my mind, you loosened the chains
now it is me
it is me that remains
Sep 2016 · 205
Choices
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
Well I had to immerse myself in something otherwise the sorrow would have swallowed me whole
Sep 2016 · 193
3
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
3
When I was three
I must have been free
From all this fear now surrounding me
But as I got older
The world just got colder
And I was overwhelmed with a feeling I could not take it for much longer.


My mum told me to get a ******* grip
‘How else are you going to survive on this life long trip?’

I replied, ‘But mum all the innocence has gone,
the world is not right…everything is wrong.’


It didn’t take a day
And it didn’t take a week
It just took some other time
For me to realize
The path to seek.

I’m looking for freedom.
Sep 2016 · 918
Busy man
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
Busy man racing down the street
busy man you never notice me
but everyday we meet.

An appellation for the crowd
the sea of suits
and would I ever be their newest recruit.

Busy man won’t you take the time
to paint the skies
with the colours you saw once before
because your only actions now are ones I deplore.

Busy man please don’t be facile
we have a colourful life
and it is one you must fulfil
Sep 2016 · 616
Dreaming
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
I would love to be able to speak to you
Do you think it could ever come true?
The only time is in my dreams
And I’m not always sure what it means.
Last night you told me to be strong
But how can I when I haven’t seen you in so long?
I wish my pain would sail away
Into the ocean far away.
I wish there was a map to guide you home
It’s been too long that you’ve been alone.
I feel alone too without you by my side
I wish I could visit you in the sky.
Sep 2016 · 456
Going home
Stephanie Grace Sep 2016
Mind in overdrive
Should have let go
But it’s always easier to go with the flow
Should have left
A long time ago
We’re still the same and that’s the shame
By now we both should have changed
There is no path for us to take
There’s nothing left at stake
We should have left a long time ago
I hope somehow you find your way home
Aug 2016 · 184
Lead the way
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
What did they say to the children of tomorrow?

                          A leader can only lead, if one will follow.
Aug 2016 · 210
Belonging
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Watching the passing of hours
We thought the world was ours
It belonged to us
and we belonged to it.
The oceans roared
while we heard the crowds applaud.
In perfect parallel they echoed what we already knew...
This world,
this World,
it belongs to You.
Aug 2016 · 351
When I felt incandescent
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
You taught me how to write but you never read what I wrote
Aug 2016 · 267
The difference between us
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
I was a piece written by Mozart and you never learnt how to play piano
Aug 2016 · 230
6 months on
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
6 months on,
Everything is stale,
Nothing has grown since you've been outta town,
6 months on,
But it seems so long,
Pushing past your memories like they're somewhere they don't belong,
6 months on,
You're still in my head,
Can't forget seeing you on your death bed,
6 months on,
Looking up at the sky,
Please forgive me for all the tears I have cried.
Aug 2016 · 317
The two
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
It weighed on my mind,
the foul argument,
neither were right,
yet neither were wrong.
how can a dispute go on for so long?

“I have your best interests,
I’m only protecting you.
you don’t understand,
what you’re getting yourself into.”


“But I do and it’s fine,
I don’t need your input.
you will never understand,
but this love has me hooked.”


“Well, you will see the trouble it brings,
flowers can die -
even in Spring.”


“I am willing to take,
this awful big risk,
it is something I cannot deny,
impossible to resist.”


The heart and the mind,
refused to agree.
The mind concluded,
that the heart was blind to see.
The heart understood the mind’s pragmatic approach,
but a euphoric feeling in the heart had awoke.

True love cannot be dismissed,
one cannot take away such happiness.
in this case of love,
a war must be fought,
was it an accident for these feelings to be caught?

The two were separated by cultures of the past,
the two knew that their love was going to last.

The heart and the mind would eventually agree,
that they must unite,
for this love to be.
Aug 2016 · 167
Make a wish
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Oh I wish you knew
All the things I would do
Just to remain
In an eternity with you.
Aug 2016 · 219
Human nature
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Typical earthlings,
With their generic views.
Oh I’m bored of these earthlings,
And all the things they do.
Aug 2016 · 285
Chewing gum
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
How many love songs will I write,
To get my lonely heart through the night?
I don’t miss you in my bed,
Because of all the cold words you said.
You chewed me up and spat me out,
There is nothing more to talk about
Aug 2016 · 301
A love
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
A love I loved,
A love I lost,
A love they told was not for us.
A love they said the universe does not wish well,
A love that sent my mind into turmoil.
A love that has been forced to be left in the past,
No matter the repercussion on those two broken hearts.
Aug 2016 · 202
Fizzling out
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Because you don’t hurt the one you love.
Our romance was cut short
Love abandoned
Something so pure dissolved like a tablet in water
No evidence that it had ever begun.
Aug 2016 · 236
Bar 79
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
He said, how often do you come here.

When I’m bored, I replied.

He asked if he could join me, I said if you must.

Playing it cool like the ice in my glass.

We spoke and we smoked,

We drifted and we drank,

We left together that night.

We had the most bizarre conversations

and he fitted me like my best Kurt Geigers.

I love him, I thought,

but I didn’t,

I enjoyed his company

and the alcohol allowed us to connect,

We said things we never would, had we been sober.

That night, I knew him better than his wife.

Sad isn’t it, to think,

your deepest darkest secrets were revealed to a stranger,

and not the one you claim to love.

Not the one who wears a rock to symbolise your eternal love.

He asked me, will you go to that place again?

If I’m bored, I said.
Aug 2016 · 350
Tired
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
I don’t think I can write anymore
because I’m too sad to even explore
different options and alternate endings
they all result in the same evening.
Aug 2016 · 230
When are you coming back?
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
You should have stayed
why did you leave?

It wasn’t as though I knew anything was wrong,
weren’t we in love and getting along?

When you want to leave,
the only choice is to go.

A feeling that escapes you can never recapture,
I guess my heart just got lost in the rapture.
Aug 2016 · 395
Another dimension
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Please wait for me
I won’t be long
I’m just trapped in this world
Where I don’t belong.
Aug 2016 · 248
Fly away
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
They told us to fly and I asked, how high? To the stars where you belong, was the honest reply.
Aug 2016 · 446
On My Way
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
This morning I was filled with an inconsolable hurt
And I noticed everything on my way to work…
The man in the grey coat reading his kindle
The blonde lady telling her friend about how she was newly single
I saw the small schoolboy leap on the train
I could tell he didn’t want to be late for school again
I became aware of the fed up look on the train drivers faces
They looked as though they were exhausted of coming to these places
I observed a handsome young man give the old lady a seat
Everyone smiled and thought, isn’t he sweet.
I grimaced when the barrier decided to trap the man in the suit
He cried and complained that he should have taken a different route.
I noticed everyone but nobody noticed me…
Because the pain I felt made me as still as can be…
Aug 2016 · 231
When I was sane
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Don’t hang onto my every word
Because I know I can sound a little absurd
Bizarre thoughts leap from my mind
And leave the sane ones behind
Aug 2016 · 214
Lost Pieces
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
I looked for you
I found pieces of me
I picked them up on the way.

Still not whole,
but still not fully broken.
Aug 2016 · 477
Pass the Blame
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
A misguided love, my heart fell victim to
He was the trap  
And they said they knew
But sometimes your own eyes are blind to see
A love impure and full of inequality
Now the betrayal is insurmountable
He said he holds both of us accountable.
Aug 2016 · 233
Forever ever
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
We can’t live forever

This vessel wasn’t built to last for eternity

Life goes on

And I’ll see you in another life
Aug 2016 · 199
Finding one
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
When do you know if you’ve found the one
Will I feel like my life’s begun
Am I going to look into his eyes
And see a beautiful mystical sunrise
Is he going to fulfil my hearts desire
Or will this love eventually tire?
Aug 2016 · 161
Coming or Going
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
He spoke,
The words poured into my heart.
He left,
The crumbled letters burst out like thunder from the heavens.
Aug 2016 · 208
When you were taken
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
I felt like I’d been severely stabbed but when I looked there was nothing to dab, for the Pain it swirls around my heart, from the day You and I did abruptly part
Aug 2016 · 595
She
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
She
She was really creative

just like me

But the sparkle in her eyes was hard to see

It was obvious she wanted to follow her dreams

But she told me, dear life is not what it seems

How am I supposed to become this star?

I am not you, I can only go so far.

I put my head in my hands because I felt her despair

as an afterthought I didn’t want my actions to give her a scare

I changed my stance,

I gave her a glass and I told her

LOOK, this is as FULL as YOU

You are filled with a vital substance too!

I came from nothing, did you know that?

No you didn’t because I do not disclose the facts.

The BIGGEST fact is what I will tell you now,

is that YOU are ME,

we are one somehow.

You are the voice that told me no

but something stronger told me

GO

You are right this life is not always what it seems

which is what propelled me to chase and capture my dreams!
Aug 2016 · 301
Power
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
And they hid the strongest power in the world
inside of you
Knowing, it was a place
that would never be searched.
Aug 2016 · 357
Growing Up
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
As we grew

We grew apart

a perfect picture

abstract art

where we once were intertwined

our lives now were uncombined
Aug 2016 · 511
Wherever you are
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Where do you reside now that you are not here?
Do you still see me when I shed a tear?
Are you the wind that blows against my hair?
Will you be the blossom that spreads everywhere?
Well wherever you are and whatever you do
I hope you know I am always thinking of you
Aug 2016 · 402
Thought process
Stephanie Grace Aug 2016
Looking at the people going home on the train
Would I ever see their faces again
Can you tell what’s going on in someone’s mind
Will I ever leave these memories behind
What did I think about when my dad died
Everything was a blur
Too many tears cried
Too many tears cried
Everyone wept
Then we swept up the mess
All of our lives are intertwined but you will never see
Nothing can break real family
Trying
Trying
Car crashed
Nearly died
but I’m still here
Nothing in this world is real to fear

— The End —