I don't even know how to start this letter. Something within me just had enough courage to.

2. I always imagined this would happen without warning.

3. I know how much you hate reading, but can you at least read this.

4. I wish I could have been more honest with you. I should have never bottled up my emotions; now look at me, I'm a mess.

5. Can you laugh at my joke one more time? I really like the way your cheeks puff up and blush pink.

6. Have I ever told you that you have a nice smile?

7. Let's go to the park, I want to see the sunset before I go.

8. Thank you so much for spamming me memes at 3am.

9. I've been saving money for a special event, I'm doubting you'll like it.

10. When I was 11, on Halloween I finally gathered everything I needed in order to be Batman. Rope, blades and boomerangs. I kept them in a box just in case if I needed to use them in the future.

11. I came home on Sunday and found your favorite black scarf. I wore it tightly around my neck; I can feel your warmth, it even smells like you.

12. How can something you love so mush just disappear right in front of your eyes.

13. I can show you how we can be together forever. But it'll take more time for you.

14. I bought you your favorite ice cream, cookies and cream. I left it in the freezer. But remember, when it melts, I won't be there to clean it up for you.

15. Don't worry, I'll try harder next time.

16. You don't need to make me your famous mashed potatoes and gravy. I'll be out of town. But oh man, I'll sure miss eating that.

17. I love you more than you'll ever know. But I'm not sorry.

18. You don't have to bring flowers, I don't want them to set off your allergies.

kiss me
until i
can't speak

I'm just missing your love and your smile.
And I never want to see you with a frown.

Here at the ocean it's quiet, calm.
Listen to the tides as it guides you through your problems.
Let the waves wash away your worries.
Run your feet through the sand with no shame.
Swim to the deep side as your sadness seeps into the blues.
Let the current carry you back to land.
But before we leave, spell your name in the sand.

you're the caramel to my coffee
your sweetness, so soothing to taste
you're the sugar
the cream

your cup of coffee never fails to bring a smile onto my face
i don't care what time of the day it is, i will always want your cup

my coffee is black
soft and plain
bitter to taste
the mocha
i wasn't important

my cup of coffee wasn't good enough for you
you tasted me once, maybe a couple times

i used to drink you slowly
get every flavor in
enjoyed every sip
you brought warmth into my heart
and as soon as i could get my hands onto you, i would savor you everytime

you used to drink me fast
you swallowed me up like i was a good-for-nothing
you didn't savor me at all
i hope i at least burnt your tongue

i wanted you to be the caramel to my mocha coffee
and you knew that

but my tongue is swollen
i didn't blow before i took a sip
and you hurt me

now i'm an iced coffee
cold
distant
uncommunicative

i miss savoring you
i don't care if we're both iced coffee
but now
will you please
be the caramel to my mocha iced coffee

why can't i
go to a place
where im okay?

I can look at you and still admire every single thing about you

Your soft, pink, precious lips
Your round almond shaped eyes, half shut when you smile
You're just so perfect to me

Sometimes, I can't accept the fact that I fell in love with you
But somewhere in my heart, there's a place for you
Even though you left

shout-out to the moms who have lost their children
to the mothers that lost their mother
mothers with strained child relationships
mothers with strained mother relationships
mothers who were forced to become a mother

shout-out to lesbian moms
single moms who work their *** off
those who are yearning to become mothers
mothers who cant have their own children so they chose adoption
mothers who were named max but are now named mia

your're doing amazing. keep up the work!
much love to moms and everyone. :)

after all we had
and every moment we have shared
we now act like we never met

i'm more likely to die
in my own hands
then by ******

You're in a better place
You'll will never suffer again
You're in peace

But don't worry
Just be patient
We'll meet again

what is this place we call life
where i'm always stereotyped

is it my skin?
is my blackness offensive?

black bodies running for their lives
trying to survive this genocide

is it the way i dress?
is it the way i talk?

getting beat up on my own block
getting shot five times with a glock

i couldn't even say goodbye to my mama
i couldn't even say goodbye to anyone

so you tell me
what is life?

you disappeared
but i'm still here
i hope you're happy without me

You brighten my day brighter than the sun shines on a sunny day.

Sweet soft skin so precious to touch that if you touch me with your solicitude, you might just crack by my insecurities.

Your immaturity is the only thing that can make me laugh from our stupidity.

Your voice, so gentle to the ear that my skin tingles with pleasure like rainy day weather trickling down my body.

You are the reason why I'm still alive.
Why I'm still trying to eventually evolve into something nice.

all
simply
because
of
you