I'm just missing your love and your smile.
And I never want to see you with a frown.
Just smile, please. For me?
I don't know who to tell.
I don't know what to do. Why should I tell you? When do you actually care about me? Where did you put the key? The key to the question on how to save myself.
who? what? why? when? where? how?
take me to the red bridge
i want to see the ocean down falling in slow motion grey emotions flooding splash my bones are broken i suddenly feel frozen **** i cant breathe let me seep into the blues drown now i have to choose which place am i going to
Between 1937 and 2012, an estimated 1,600 bodies were recovered of people who had jumped from the Golden Gate Bridge.
i want to sleep, but i can't
i want to talk, but i can't and as i have anxiety, i suffer quietly and write in my diary as tears fall down my face i'm not tired i'm still awake my mind is racing, just give me a brake my head aches i'm going insane its a sunday at 3am, come join me i really want to sleep, but i can't why, i don't know why i see the monster on the side of my bed, and as it enters my head it says, "do you want to be dead instead?" why why now
something i wrote at 3am
you're my best friend
like a sister or brother you're an undercover angel, so precious you make life worth living, so stop wishing you were given death in its hands we're still at the very beginning, existing killing the past, fixing the future do not fade out this perfect picture i love you too much to break this sculpture
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