You're the opposite of everything
But here I am giving it a shot
To know you personally
Not just by your stories

Who would have thought
A man who is endomorphic
With tattoos and piercings
Is afraid of blood and ghosts

You dropped those three words
And it felt like a bomb to me
But I chose to ignore the feeling
For I know you got carried away

Your words are too much to handle
Your actions and words don't line up
I know that you miss the feeling
And I understand you

If the universe allows us to cross paths again,
I wish I could still see those sweet eyes
Whenever you laugh when I crack jokes
Jokes that comes out of the blue at ten

my heart aches for our what ifs

And finally she walked away from the waiting shed called option.

you painted my melancholic heart with rainbow colors, but when you left, all i had was blue.

I miss the smile on your eyes
I miss the smell of your hair
I miss the sound of your voice
I miss the taste of your lips
I miss the touch of your skin

we started from
hi and hello
but we never
ended up
saying
good bye

we just left
or one of us
didn’t

You were not my typical knight in shining armor
And I was not your typical Disney princess
You were the guy that was full of mystery
And I was the girl who was full of curiosity

Behind those dark circles
Smooth and silky hair
And an undeniably pretty face
Your soul is the sweetest

I've heard you whine hundreds of times
That's fine because you're also human
You laugh as if we're the only ones in this world
And that's what I've been missing up until now

My boy you are so cute
Even though your torso is long
And your legs are quite short
And your feet are also little

I wanted to lock my gaze on you
However, I'm afraid you'd find it bizarre
I know you took a glimpse of me
I could see on my peripheral view

We even caught our eyes
Looking at each other
But I took my eyes away first
Because I am shy

i
like
how
i
feel
towards
you


calm

I remember you at my lowest point
And I forgot you when I'm not
You make me happy
When I feel worried
You bring light
In my darkest night
Every time I'm broken
You helped me glue the broken pieces
That was left scattered and unnoticed
You picked me up
When I am down
You put a smile on my face
When I'm in tear
Every time I lost track
You always found me
You became my compass
Whenever I'm lost
You are my home
But it's too late
Because you are gone
And I am lost again

i can't stop staring
your sweet innocent face
your pitch-black eyes
and your genuine smile

your smile is contagious
i've never felt this happiness
for six long years
of loneliness

for a few minute
we immediately vibe
as if we've met before
*** we are truly the same


it was indeed a good night

You became her drug
You made her laugh
Even if she is not high
And she doesn't know why

You are always curious
Always looking for answers
You have multiple questions
That leads you to trust issues

You made her happy
Despite being grumpy
She was dense
And full of tense

your intentions are pure
but I am not sure
you become my comfort
and my discomfort

you shared your plan
even if we've just began
your visions are firm
and I can confirm

your warm words
who embraces my flaws
keeps me safe
when I feel unsafe

you are my coffee
my favorite latte
that I left in the café
and I regret it

It was nine
The weather was cold
I went to the classic café
And ordered my favorite coffee

Afterwards, I saw you in the corner
Who would have thought
We will meet again
After years

In the same place
Where we met once
And decided to part ways
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Love him with no hesitation
Give him the right affection
Pour him with all attention
As he needs direction

His love is pure
But he is insecure
His smile is your cure
That is always for sure

Make him feel worthy
Even if things are messy
He will drive you crazy
When he becomes bossy

Fight with him
Protect him
Keep him
Love him

I chose to be in love
Even if I'm not brave
I chose to stay
Even if you'll just go away

I chose to fight
Even if it's not right
I chose to be blind
Even if I can find

I chose you
Because I wanted you
And I loved you

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Send me hugs
Long tight hugs
I want to bleed
And get overdosed

Every scar I have
Reminds me of the battle
I have every night
That I need to fight

All I have is me
And nothing else
Just me in bed
Remembering what they said

Guess, I'm sorry I cannot forget you
All these things that we've been through
How can I forget you?
When my mind, heart and soul is still you
Day and night
I cannot deny
The thoughts running through my mind
And I can't control what's inside
Questions keeps knocking in my head
Every time when I'm in bed
These questions cannot be answer without you
Since, it belongs to you

Days go by and I still think of you,
I wish I could stop this and forget you
I thought this isn't serious but yes it is
A situation like this is what I'm afraid of
Dreaming about you every day and night, even though I don't want to
Feeling like I wanna see you when I don't have to
The thing is I don't want this,
But my heart keeps remembering all this **** about you
All I think about now is when will I be free from this?

- peanutbuttqn

I fell inlove with the words,
not the writer
I fell inlove with the message,
not the sender
I fell inlove with the voice,
not the singer
I fell inlove with the choreography,
not the dancer
I fell inlove with the art,
not an artist
Yet I fell inlove with the solver,
but not the solution
You were the solver
And you solved me

- peanutbuttqn

The sun was gold
But nothing compared to your hair
The ink was black
But nothing compared to your eyes
The sky was blue
But nothing compared to your polo
That you always wore that I love to stare
The day was dark
But nothing compared to your favorite jeans that you always wore
And I love to stare
The tulips was pink
But nothing compared to your lips
The roses was red
Like the ones you always gave to me
Whenever I am sad
The water was plain
But nothing compared to the day
When you took one step inside the train
Everything was colorful
But nothing compared to the colors of our  love way back then.

-peanutbuttqn