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Dec 2023 · 511
Art of Letting Go
Shanghai Dec 2023
Heart is racing like a wave
I'm too sentimental
It's hard for me to let go
Or I'm just scared of the outcome

Eyes are wailing like the clouds
They used to shine so bright
I know it’ll all end in tears
*** I see it coming at eight

The art is you
I’m letting you go

I know I'm fallin
At the same time I'm breakin
Now, I must let go
*** I can't go with the flow

I prayed; I prayed everyday
If you are the one for me
If not, I asked Him to take away
And if He will, I'll accept the fate
Jan 2023 · 1.4k
An artist of food
Shanghai Jan 2023
You're the opposite of everything
But here I am giving it a shot
To know you personally
Not just by your stories

Who would have thought
A man who is endomorphic
With tattoos and piercings
Is afraid of blood and ghosts

You dropped those three words
And it felt like a bomb to me
But I chose to ignore the feeling
For I know you got carried away

Your words are too much to handle
Your actions and words don't line up
I know that you miss the feeling
And I understand you

If the universe allows us to cross paths again,
I wish I could still see those sweet eyes
Whenever you laugh when I crack jokes
Jokes that comes out of the blue at ten
Dec 2022 · 120
Untitled
Shanghai Dec 2022
my heart aches for our what ifs
Jul 2022 · 677
..-. .-. . .
Shanghai Jul 2022
And finally she walked away from the waiting shed called option.
Jul 2022 · 1.0k
color
Shanghai Jul 2022
you painted my melancholic heart with rainbow colors, but when you left, all i had was blue.
Jul 2022 · 1.3k
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Shanghai Jul 2022
143
I miss the smile on your eyes
I miss the smell of your hair
I miss the sound of your voice
I miss the taste of your lips
I miss the touch of your skin
Jun 2022 · 1.1k
unsaid goodbyes
Shanghai Jun 2022
we started from
hi and hello
but we never
ended up
saying
good bye

we just left
or one of us
didn’t
Jun 2022 · 2.4k
Unusual
Shanghai Jun 2022
You were not my typical knight in shining armor
And I was not your typical Disney princess
You were the guy that was full of mystery
And I was the girl who was full of curiosity
Jun 2022 · 110
It took me a month
Shanghai Jun 2022
Behind those dark circles
Smooth and silky hair
And an undeniably pretty face
Your soul is the sweetest

I've heard you whine hundreds of times
That's fine because you're also human
You laugh as if we're the only ones in this world
And that's what I've been missing up until now

My boy you are so cute
Even though your torso is long
And your legs are quite short
And your feet are also little

I wanted to lock my gaze on you
However, I'm afraid you'd find it bizarre
I know you took a glimpse of me
I could see on my peripheral view

We even caught our eyes
Looking at each other
But I took my eyes away first
Because I am shy
Jun 2022 · 1.3k
Shanghai May 2022
I remember you at my lowest point
And I forgot you when I'm not
You make me happy
When I feel worried
You bring light
In my darkest night
Every time I'm broken
You helped me glue the broken pieces
That was left scattered and unnoticed
You picked me up
When I am down
You put a smile on my face
When I'm in tear
Every time I lost track
You always found me
You became my compass
Whenever I'm lost
You are my home
But it's too late
Because you are gone
And I am lost again
Jan 2022 · 1.6k
The Night We Met
Shanghai Jan 2022
i can't stop staring
your sweet innocent face
your pitch-black eyes
and your genuine smile

your smile is contagious
i've never felt this happiness
for six long years
of loneliness

for a few minute
we immediately vibe
as if we've met before
*** we are truly the same


it was indeed a good night
Oct 2021 · 161
Loaf of bread
Shanghai Oct 2021
You became her drug
You made her laugh
Even if she is not high
And she doesn't know why

You are always curious
Always looking for answers
You have multiple questions
That leads you to trust issues

You made her happy
Despite being grumpy
She was dense
And full of tense
Sep 2021 · 269
Seafarer
Shanghai Sep 2021
your intentions are pure
but I am not sure
you become my comfort
and my discomfort

you shared your plan
even if we've just began
your visions are firm
and I can confirm

your warm words
who embraces my flaws
keeps me safe
when I feel unsafe

you are my coffee
my favorite latte
that I left in the café
and I regret it
Mar 2021 · 721
Kape
Shanghai Mar 2021
It was nine
The weather was cold
I went to the classic café
And ordered my favorite coffee

Afterwards, I saw you in the corner
Who would have thought
We will meet again
After years

In the same place
Where we met once
And decided to part ways
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Shanghai Jun 2020
Love him with no hesitation
Give him the right affection
Pour him with all attention
As he needs direction

His love is pure
But he is insecure
His smile is your cure
That is always for sure

Make him feel worthy
Even if things are messy
He will drive you crazy
When he becomes bossy

Fight with him
Protect him
Keep him
Love him
Jun 2020 · 192
Nine Four
Shanghai Jun 2020
I chose to be in love
Even if I'm not brave
I chose to stay
Even if you'll just go away

I chose to fight
Even if it's not right
I chose to be blind
Even if I can find

I chose you
Because I wanted you
And I loved you

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Nov 2019 · 288
6 30
Shanghai Nov 2019
Send me hugs
Long tight hugs
I want to bleed
And get overdosed

Every scar I have
Reminds me of the battle
I have every night
That I need to fight

All I have is me
And nothing else
Just me in bed
Remembering what they said
Jan 2019 · 399
Unanswered
Shanghai Jan 2019
Guess, I'm sorry I cannot forget you
All these things that we've been through
How can I forget you?
When my mind, heart and soul is still you
Day and night
I cannot deny
The thoughts running through my mind
And I can't control what's inside
Questions keeps knocking in my head
Every time when I'm in bed
These questions cannot be answer without you
Since, it belongs to you
Jan 2019 · 260
It's still you
Shanghai Jan 2019
Days go by and I still think of you,
I wish I could stop this and forget you
I thought this isn't serious but yes it is
A situation like this is what I'm afraid of
Dreaming about you every day and night, even though I don't want to
Feeling like I wanna see you when I don't have to
The thing is I don't want this,
But my heart keeps remembering all this **** about you
All I think about now is when will I be free from this?

- peanutbuttqn
Dec 2018 · 3.5k
I fell inlove
Shanghai Dec 2018
I fell inlove with the words,
not the writer
I fell inlove with the message,
not the sender
I fell inlove with the voice,
not the singer
I fell inlove with the choreography,
not the dancer
I fell inlove with the art,
not an artist
Yet I fell inlove with the solver,
but not the solution
You were the solver
And you solved me

- peanutbuttqn
Shanghai Dec 2018
The sun was gold
But nothing compared to your hair
The ink was black
But nothing compared to your eyes
The sky was blue
But nothing compared to your polo
That you always wore that I love to stare
The day was dark
But nothing compared to your favorite jeans that you always wore
And I love to stare
The tulips was pink
But nothing compared to your lips
The roses was red
Like the ones you always gave to me
Whenever I am sad
The water was plain
But nothing compared to the day
When you took one step inside the train
Everything was colorful
But nothing compared to the colors of our  love way back then.

-peanutbuttqn

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