My life is an empty hole
Filled with stress
Fallowed with stress
That l cant embrace

The distress
In the emptyness
Deep in the hallowedness
Of the heartless

Taking my sadness
Away from the hapiness
That brought my fullness
Makes me lifeless

My life is an empty hole
That l cant embrace

Always fighting the urge to text you
l can't be a fool twice,
You will still leave me on read

Trapped in my palms
freed by your touch
your saintly radiance
slowly opened my heart like a love letter
that was a token of my hearts' desires

the thought in my eyes kept me sane
as i held u close in distance
like i was blind
i never seen myself falling for you

virtues held my spatial wavelength with more colours
reciprocal as we met in a vortex

I'll keep you like a delicate promise
i shall not break
permanently put u in a sacred dwelling
my heart
rose to garden
a tattoo on my scar with you soothing ink
words intertwined in the eye
an imagination for forever

1 love doesn't fade it just switches people

2 feelings never fade they just change

3 nothing is permanent but love is also eternal

If you could read my mind
You could hear a thousand cries
Pleading for you to care just once more
If you could read my mind
You'd see a million papers
Filled with broken poetries
Of a love story which never happened
And so many unspoken words
If only you could read my mind
Maybe you would feel the pain ‘
my eyes failed to show you
and you refused to see
If you could read my mind
You’d see a heart that still yearns for you,
a heart bleeding in silent tears
If you could read my mind
You’d see a side of me l failed to show you
The eternity l always dreamed of
If you could read my mind
Maybe you’d understand how it feels to love
a person that can never be yours
If only you could read my mind
l wouldn’t be writing this

you just turned 18 yet nothing changes
its just the date and time that changes
it still feels the same
not as happy as l anticipated

Some promise are better unspoken than unkept

Some dreams are just illusions

If l die today
Will the world cry
For a moment forget the laughter

Will your heart beat the same
Or erase my name
Will you snore and sleep the same
Or a moment let me haunt your mind
Or the day l die is the day is the day im forgotten

Will you say the unspoken words
Or let me go with all the answers

If die today just know
I tried to dissolve their criticism
I had wonderful journey
Filled with ups and downs

If l die today l die with a smile

Him: what if l fall for her
Her:  will just pick you up

ln a room with so many people
l can only hear your voice
is that love?

Letting go doesn't mean I'll leave
Im just taking another path
And not bringing you with me

As painful as it is, I need to do so
If l let go of my sanity
what else will be left?

A stroll  to clear my mind from you
Had me wishing you were there,
With me,

Everytime l try to forget,  l remember
Everything could be better with you,
Wishful illusions of the mind

"Did letting you go hurt?"

I said l had to **** every part of me
that loved you

Bury all memories, laughter and hope
Just not to remember

Regardless everyday I'm fighting your ghost
If l dare  open my heart to feel again
Either running or crawling
It will find its way back to you

So letting him go, took every part of me too

It all Happened in the abstract

That's the only place where it could get a Happy ending

You are the definition of BEAUTY
Don't feel inferior