You are the definition of BEAUTY
Don't feel inferior

You give your heart away to the ones who already have enough love from others so yours may not mean anything. You left empty and it  is that vaccum that kills slowly. Accepting love from others that care may seem reasonable but the difficult part comes when you can't reciprocate the same love because yours has already been given away. Without knowing you have broken a heart already and that makes two people hurting. Life would be so much easier if you didn't expect to get exactly what you give. Just love everyone the same way Jesus loved the church. The ones you love don't love you and you love the ones that don't love you. Its karma. The cycle will go on, mental illness n depression will never cease. Why not open up to change. Don't give away your heart just give the love and don't expect the same thing in return. It's not risky at all coz love has never failed......not yet

its not my fault
life taught me not to care

time heals all wounds
but doesn't take away the memories

it doesn't hurt
its all in your head

You away but l feel your gaze
All my dreams are hunted by your embrace
Tried to run away
But ended up trapped in your arms

Your smile keeps me warm
Out conversation give me hope
I'm broken but I'm not bleeding
Although I'm alone now, with your memories will never be lonely

Forever is a long time
But l thought l would have you for a lifetime
I can't turn back the hands of time
Just to see you one more time

It's hard to be focused
When my only inspiration vanished
But l will keep you on a sacred place, my heart
Until time brings you in sight

lm tired of looking in the mirror and failing to recognise myself
lm tired of having a voice but l cant speak
lm tired of speaking only for me to listen
lm tired of dreaming , waking up to see a different reality
lm tired of looking exactly like the person next to me

At times l ask myself if friendship was the only thing l had to offer
how big will my circle
how many people will still be will to roll with me

Not everyone who is rolling with you is rolling for you
some are rolling against you
if you fall today how many people in your circle will still be willing to as much as you do for them

Now l ask again do l really have to be like
you so that you be for me
l thought being different was the beauty of life
My colour together with yours combined to make a beautiful rainbow
but no we all have to sing the sane song
lm tired of dancing to the same rhythm
l need a different melody

So society lm sorry
But lm setting myself free

she looks at the moon
And still see his face,even brighter

"I atleast deseved a goodbye"