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Feb 2017 · 375
Please.
Luna Elora Feb 2017
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect wife.
I'm sorry that all I do is sleep.
I'm sorry I'm so depressed
I'm sorry  I can't do anything right.
I'm sorry I wanted to feel like I mattered.
I'm sorry I made you angry.
I didn't want to make you angry.
Dear god How I didn't want to make you angry.
I'm sorry I'm losing myself
I'm sorry I couldn't just smile always.
I'm sorry I cut a little bit.  
They aren't deep.  I promise.
Please don't be angry.
that's what I'm scared of
But what I'm scared of most.
Is that you mean it when you said
You didn't care what I did anymore.
And these tiny cuts
Will be the push.
For you to want a divorce.
I'm such a failure.
I'm so ******* stupid.
I ****** up the only love I'd find again.
I didn't cut deeply because you'd be so mad if I did.
You're still gonna be mad at me.
I already know it.
Please... Please don't be mad.
I was bad.  I'll do better
Just please.
*don't be mad
Feb 2017 · 633
Desperately sinking.
Luna Elora Feb 2017
For a moment
I would like to say
No matter what
I will always love you.
And that even if
It's just for a moment.
lie to me
And tell me you love me too.
Oct 2016 · 629
Seasonal joy
Luna Elora Oct 2016
From Falls first embrace
From what I had known
To be Winter's second kiss
And all twas shown
To be Spring's warming love
Into Summer.
Aug 2016 · 370
Memory
Luna Elora Aug 2016
Once I came back
I read some of my work
And I can't begin to recall
Who you are.
You see, my memory has been fading for awhile my dear.
I only seem to remember the important things.
*I guess you weren't one of them
It's been close to a year since I've written. And I can't recall a **** person I wrote about except for the person in "Crush"
May 2015 · 518
Jerry II
Luna Elora May 2015
I don't know your true intention.
While I'm playing Red Dead Redemption.
You seem to make me smile in a way nobody else can.
I just mean....what the **** man?
Your attitude changed so abruptly.
I don't know what I did.
But you think the only way to feel better about your situation, is to drown yourself in alcohol.
***** preferred.
Just to make your thoughts slurr.
In a blur.
And put your head in a spin.
This isn't how you win.
Our love is like the Joker and Harlequin.
We're both clowns.
But your emotions aren't a joke.
I can't let you choke.
As I suffocate on my own tears.
You supply all of my fears.
For you, Jerry.
Luna Elora Apr 2015
We share a special thing you and I.
We share a mother.
We used to share a home.
We shared our toys
Our secrets.
But you never shared love.
You're my sister.
You're some of the only blood I have.
And when you say
Those words
"*******"
In my direction
I keep it a descression.
Because I can't believe you'd say those things to your only sister.
You can't lie and say you don't miss her.
You miss what we had to share.
Especially our mother.
Mar 2015 · 498
Bitter, Bitter Imagination.
Luna Elora Mar 2015
Reality isn't what it seems to be.
Imagination holds true power over that.

Nothing you say is in fact, real.

Not to me anyway.

You can't make me change!

My blood is boiling at the very thought of normality.

Just because I see things differently

Just because I'm different.

Does that give you true power over me?
Mar 2015 · 1.1k
Untitled
Luna Elora Mar 2015
People are so ungrateful for what their voices can do.

People would rather sit idly by and let things happen without question.

But not me.

I have the power.

I refuse to be a test subject.
A sheep.

I am a wolf. Alpha.

I have the power to change.
This is just something on my mind. It's not really a poem. It's about the protests in New Mexico about the PARCC Tests, and I refuse to just be data. People say that our protest was stupid. And it frustrates me and makes me angry because they just spit on it in front of me. This was important to me and they all (Excluding the protesters and people who didn't have a side) Just degraded my beliefs.
Feb 2015 · 882
Broken
Luna Elora Feb 2015
How
Could           Could
you                 you
Build                         Break
Me

&
Love me
At the same time?

**<3
Feb 2015 · 411
Promises
Luna Elora Feb 2015
Infinity        Love
            I                      to                 you        
       Promise                 to          
        &
         **Beyond
Feb 2015 · 694
Valentines day
Luna Elora Feb 2015
Nobody notices the girl who gets nothing on Valentines day.
She feels like a ghost, floating through the halls. She feels the most lonely on days she should feel the most loved.
Spacing out, feeling her heart sink, Her mind slowing.
Focusing only on what it's like to feel alone.
Isn't that sad?
I almost cried writing this. mostly because I feel like this every year.
Feb 2015 · 406
the bleakness of my days.
Luna Elora Feb 2015
Behind my smile is a frown the could freeze the hearts of saints. My heart, icy, and cold only feels warmth from you.
You set my soul ablaze and lighten up my days. You are my spirit. Burning for eternity.
Feb 2015 · 345
O' my darling
Luna Elora Feb 2015
You know how to make me smile.
I know it's been a while...
But you have to know.
I see you in my dreams, in the pure white snow.
See how these words seem to flow.
Off your tongue
Through your lips
And into the air.
I promise I wont be hung
Or leave my skin with little rips.
When the world isn't fair.
Luna Elora Feb 2015
Every morning she turns to see the empty space beside her.
So cold
Every night she lays her pretty little head
On her pretty little pillow
And whispers a prayer.
Please bring him back to me
Her lungs collapsing.
For he is her air.
Her sunshine.
Her **Life
For my long distance boyfriend who lives in Germany.
Luna Elora Feb 2015
Every word you said to me haunts me in a way where I can scream
But I just don't want to.
Every joke you made seemed to only evaporate through my body.
Are you a ghost?
Why must you torment me so?
Or
Are you a demon?
Please leave me be, I've felt enough pain
My mind used to be so lucid
But you've warped my reality.
Now all I want to do is die.
Because you told me so.
I can't take this anymore
Somebody.
Anybody.
Drag my demons away.
And let me see the light of day.
Feb 2015 · 452
You know...
Luna Elora Feb 2015
You are stunning
Overly understanding
Utterly the best.

Chance has brought us together
And fate will keep us there
Nobody shall take you away from my heart

Love me as I do you
Or take me as yours
Venerate our time together
Every rose has its thorn

And every breath must be let go
Guts and glory go hand in hand
As well as you and I
I promise to love you,
Never letting go.
Read sideways
Feb 2015 · 268
Untitled
Luna Elora Feb 2015
He tore me limb from limb
Only to build me up again.
In a whole new shape.
He built be up again
Just to tear me down.
And left me on the floor.
And walked out the door.
Jan 2015 · 766
Gregor
Luna Elora Jan 2015
With every beat and pump of my ****** heart, I grow to love you more and more.
The tears I cry evaporate.
Despair isn't the song playing in my head.
But rather a symphony of fascination
I simply adore you my dear.
  Do you venerate me?
Admire, exalt, and treasure me?
In only the way I can do for you?
This is for a special friend in my life.
Jan 2015 · 363
You're no man.
Luna Elora Jan 2015
Nothing about you is real enough to me.
All I can see in your eyes is fantasy.
You live in a dream world.
Full of lies.
You don't listen to the cries.
All you wanna do is slip between her thighs.
And then deny your child.
Isn't it wild?
You get to be an *******
And get away with it.
It makes me wanna slit my throat.
And decay, away in a bottomless moat.
This is about someone in my life who recently told me he wouldn't be there for me if I ever were to have his kid. Yeah.
Jan 2015 · 487
We're all already dead.
Luna Elora Jan 2015
The body so fragile, When in death only becomes more so.
When the bodies have nowhere to go.
Where they lie deep, deep below.
In the rotten sod.
All we can do is nod,
Pay our respects,
And continue life.
The knife of your mother
The cries of your brother.
Life never seems to stay
Especially when our bodies are already eroding
Sweetly, eroding away.
Jan 2015 · 486
My 300 M.P.H Mind.
Luna Elora Jan 2015
Thoughts race.
I can't keep up with the pace.
It's as if my brain is traveling at the speed of light.
All seemingly bright  
What a rush!
It's as if my mind is being illustrated with a super sonic paintbrush.
So colorful.
All so wonderful.
But wait. I'm losing it. It's going way too fast.
The colors, the image, it's lost
Everything has a cost.
Will my thoughts ever cease?
**** my 300 M.P.H. Intellect!
Jan 2015 · 1.2k
Unsure
Luna Elora Jan 2015
Insert awe inspiring poem here
Jan 2015 · 405
Not even sure what this is.
Luna Elora Jan 2015
There's a reason nobody really looks fear in the face.
There's a reason nobody wants to look into the mirror
They're ashamed to be who they are
There's no reason for someone be so young and so broken
I am young and broken.
Underneath every ones skin is a layer of regret
A regret so deep it pours into ones blood.
Rattles your bones.
and reflects back from your sunken eyes, crying for help.
Screaming actually.
None of this is actually a poem.
It makes no sense really.
Yet it speaks so loudly you can't possibly ignore it.
I have a ghost. The skeleton in my closet, he's become my best friend.
Jan 2015 · 294
Poems (7w)
Luna Elora Jan 2015
Poetry is the gateway to your soul.
Dec 2014 · 443
Things I like (Challenge)
Luna Elora Dec 2014
I like the way rain smells
I like the sound of my mothers ankle bells
I like the GameGrumps
I like the feel of bumps.
I like the smell of baking
I like to introduce myself, with shaking a hand,
and giving a smile
I like rambling on a mile a minute.
I like the way these words look
I like a good book.
I like Alejandro
But not as much as Lisandro
And him I like, most of all.
Dec 2014 · 277
reality
Luna Elora Dec 2014
It's sometimes hard to come up with a poem on the spot.
Dec 2014 · 428
Lee (2)
Luna Elora Dec 2014
I remember when we were together.
we thought we'd be at each others side forever.
When I was attracted to another.
That guy who seemed like your brother.
Alas, I lost you both, and now I pay the price
Wouldn't it be nice
If I had you back?
This disease I have leaves a crack
Into my heart.
The symptoms include
Extreme loneliness.
Heartbreak
Selfishness
Heart sinking
And last but not least
Dying
Decaying, rotting...Absolutely nothing to say the least.
You both had a feast where my heart is.
So give me one last kiss
as I fade away
into darkness.
This is for my best friend Lee. He and I dated for a while and we still have that attraction but he doesn't want to date anymore.
Dec 2014 · 351
For you, my darling.
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Here we go again

Into oblivion

Where nobody can see

The damage you've done.

Nothing to see

In oblivion

Where I remember thee.

Stars begin to fall

Deeper into blackness.

A carousel of madness

Forever spinning.
Dec 2014 · 416
Bloody Madness
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Sometimes
When I get lost in thought
I argue with myself.
Sometimes
When I argue with myself
I begin to lose my mind.
Sometimes
I believe I'm mad.
Is it true what they say, Alice?
All the best people are.
Or am I doomed to suffer the anguish of the ****** red queen?
I wish to sit down to tea now.
Goodbye.
Alice in wonderland was the insparation
Dec 2014 · 952
Wedding bells
Luna Elora Dec 2014
She sits at the window  gazing at what could be.
She plays and twists with her hair, nervous as to what the future sees
Waiting for her husband to be.
You know.
That girl was also me.
Not for anyone in particular. I'm also not married.
Dec 2014 · 464
Unexpected love
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Oh it's a wonderful day
to hear the birds sing
and it's not even May!
In perfect sync.
Harmonizing in a most perfect way.
on the perfect day.
It's the prefect way to say
I love you.
Not to anyone in particular. thought maybe a happier poem would lighten the mood of my page.
Dec 2014 · 350
Cry (10w)
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Not even the bluntest cry for help can save you.
Dec 2014 · 408
My final poem
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Let this be the last of my legacy
Let my poetry be read from near to far
Because
I wish to die
The blood is pouring from my wrist.
As you read this
A bit of me is fading away.
Every time you think about me, don't pity me
I'm killing myself
I don't know what to think.
I'm not thinking clearly.
The blood is staining my jacket.
I'm in school now.
Nobody notices a thing.
Do you notice me now?
This is my final poem for a while. I feel dead. maybe I am dead. I might as well be.
Dec 2014 · 2.8k
Killer
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Please don't misinterpret what I have to say
But you're a killer.
What I mean is- You've killed me.
Though I may walk, talk,and breathe
I do not smile. I do not laugh. I cry.
Baby, let's not lie. I'm not alive.
You've murdered my soul
Slaughtered my emotions
And left only grief.
Which hangs above my head like a storm cloud
Waiting to rain on my parade every day.
And you're the cause.
I hate you


You've made me smile. You've made me laugh. Then you took it all away.
I hate your guts

He no longer dances with pride. She wallows and sobs all night and day.


Her heart no longer beats.

He no longer cares.
Dec 2014 · 6.4k
I'm so lonely.
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Lonely souls cross paths
It's sad to laugh
At any ones pain
*After all what do you gain?
Dec 2014 · 3.6k
Believe
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Aspire to what you believe in
Not what others say you can do.
Dec 2014 · 544
Ocean's love.
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Bury me in the ocean floor beside you
Where the sirens scream their beautiful melody
As long as I am with you.
The waves could toss and tear me apart
But as long as I am with you.
  The water could fill my lungs and I would not care
As long as I am with you.
We could swim among the skeletons of the deep
And listen to the sirens weep.
Dec 2014 · 5.3k
It's okay little one, draw.
Luna Elora Dec 2014
Memories fade over time
Everyday you forget something you once knew.
It's not a crime
to remember what you drew
As a child
Your dreams hardly ever mild
So extravagant
I wish I could remember
What I drew as a child too.
Dec 2014 · 289
Jerry
Luna Elora Dec 2014
I don't love you anymore*
Wow. Never thought I'd hear that one.
Does it really matter?
I kept thinking
I'm so done
But when you stabbed yourself.
It
all        
Faded
Away.    
My heart began
to sway
And
All hope
began
to sink.
Nov 2014 · 5.2k
Mary Jane
Luna Elora Nov 2014
Inhale
This burns my throat
Exhale
But boy do I feel relaxed
Inhale
It's not often I play with Mary Jane.
Exhale
But I feel a little less insane
Cough
Cough
The room is a haze
Filled with smoke
I'm left in a daze
When I ****
I feel amazing
Inhale
Exhale
Nov 2014 · 346
Our song.
Luna Elora Nov 2014
A symphony of misery is played each time I hear our song
A ballad of love, unseen,  precious love.
Oh, my little dove
Oh my king
It makes me want to sing
quietly to myself
Just so you won't
or Cant
Hear me.
Nov 2014 · 379
Fate.
Luna Elora Nov 2014
When you call my name
You're ensuing my fate
This isn't a game
I don't want to play.
Each and every day
When you call my name
All you can say
is *Suicide
Nov 2014 · 28.0k
Crush
Luna Elora Nov 2014
Bells ring.
Angels sing.
Your blue eyes shine
I wish you were mine.
Smoke fills the air.
From my lit cigarette.
Your skin so fair
I wish I didn't care.
Will this infatuation last?
The way you give everyone that glare
Except for me
My heart's in a cast
I am healing.
I am.
For you.
Nov 2014 · 453
Safe.
Luna Elora Nov 2014
When one falls in love, Why does nobody mention the dangers there are?
Everyone knows, but why disregard the heartbreak?
Relationships go 2 ways. You either leave them
Or marry them.
And it's usually the first.
So why don't they invent life jackets for misery?
Helmets for Sorrow?
Safety belts for love?
Nov 2014 · 336
Rumor
Luna Elora Nov 2014
The things you have said.
The things I have heard.
Nothing from you of course.
"She's a ****. She even walks like one."
Yeah. You would know.
Nov 2014 · 1.4k
Leave me be.
Luna Elora Nov 2014
I wish you would leave me alone.
I don't want your company
Nor
Do I want to hear your voice.
You sicken me.
It's not like I have a choice
To have you stalk me as if I were your prey.
No matter how much I push you away.
You always seem to stay.
Please. Leave me be.
Can't you see? You're unwanted.
Filthy mutt.
Leave me be.
Oct 2014 · 561
His eyes.
Luna Elora Oct 2014
Although we speak rarely now.
Although we see each other maybe once a year
I still feel like I'm trapped. When I look into your eyes.
Those hellish, dark drown eyes.
His eyes, Dark against his tan skin, Wrap up so well with his smile.
That devilish smile.
And his dark locks wavy and thick,used to frame your slender face all too well.
That messy, gorgeous hair.
You look like Edward Scissor-hands.
Although, you aren't as fictional.
Well. Maybe you are.
I've lost you. in the haze of her smile, and the bits of ******* you inhale.
Oct 2014 · 243
Lee
Luna Elora Oct 2014
Lee
Nothing about us was real, was it? Were we just too blind to see we'd never work? When my heart belonged to another...
And when yours did as well.
You made my emotions swell and my heart rip.
I may not have loved you as I claimed, Yet I still care for you.
So when you look into her eyes, and I'm all alone, I know you'll think of me. As I hang from this tree.
Oct 2014 · 376
Webs
Luna Elora Oct 2014
I am deserted. Trapped. Alone.
Forever to be shunned into the darkness as if I were the monster, yet I am only human.
Are they even human? Are they living?
They breathe, walk, and blood flows through their veins. But they don't live.
They survive.
Abandoned once more.
I no longer care.
I don't want to be among those creatures.
I'd rather live in silence.
In solitude.
In the deep. pitch black womb of the spiders den, is where I call home.
Stuck. Unable to move.
I like it here.
Don't I?
Sep 2014 · 392
I have awaken, my dear.
Luna Elora Sep 2014
Deception has bounded me in it's shackles.
Lies have flown from thy tongue, and into my mind.
Warping my sense of reality.
Nothing is okay. I'm trying to shape myself back.
Medications fill the cabinet. every one of them a little capsule to hell.
To sleep.
To my dreams.
Hast thou fled from my grasp?
Shall I be left alone?
From you?
My friend.
My best friend.
I suffocate on thine lies, Deception no longer holds me in it's unforgiving grasp.
You were truthful with me. Now I know.
I wasn't the only one in your life.
Now I can finally focus.
Now I can breath.
Now I can sleep
In peace.
perhaps.
This is to someone who is and a big part of my life. although since that night we have not spoke, He knows. if he sees.
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