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3.9k · Jun 2022
Lingering
Ursula Wolf Jun 2022
Oh, I want to move into a painting,
To an endless sunset
To those purple strokes,
Pink leaves and yellow flows.
Oh I want that red sun-storm
To burn that brick city behind Me,
To born a Forest,
Grass peas and a flickering Sea.
2.6k · Mar 2023
A Misunderstanding
Ursula Wolf Mar 2023
I feel like there’s something in my heart.
Not you, not a feeling,
Rather a misunderstanding.
It raises when I take a breath,
But it never leaves with my words,
Rather it clings and screams.  
It wants my attention.
Care and appreciation,
But it only gives humiliation.
Like You did.
All my cells, my muscles and bones
My beautiful heart, brain and organs,
They learnt to behave to Those words.
Awful and cruel words.
My body still thinks I deserved them,
This clingy misunderstanding.
There are words that can hurt and traumatise our body more than you think and those words could stick with you forever. After some time your body reacts even without thinking. Be kind to yourself and don’t let those words win you over!
1.5k · Sep 2021
The Summer Fell Into Cavity
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Summer nights in your eyes,
Car rides at floating sunsets
You took my rose-hand
And pulled me up onto a pine tree.
You were the bird and I was the cone.
The world seemed to be in love,
But then I fell
And you flew away.
Winter nights in your heart,
Dry leaves at cold-births
You grabbed my shirt
And pushed me into cavity.
1.4k · Apr 2021
That Wolf
Ursula Wolf Apr 2021
My soul blossomed in your affectionate eyes,
And those spring lips wintered my mind.
We flew as glittering birds around the sun at night,
Then it was full moon, the wolf came,
And ripped out my heart.
1.3k · Jan 2022
My Eyes Through A Clerestory
Ursula Wolf Jan 2022
I’m renewing my religion,
Opening the church-door of my heart; and
Oh, my eyes are Rosemary.
I fell onto a prayer
Through flying self-love;
I pick up a rosary and
In the blurry reflection
Appeared the rising God of Me.
1.2k · May 2022
Once I Was a Tree
Ursula Wolf May 2022
I just want to catch on fire
With the mountains around me,
But to leave that magnolia tree
By the green lake
With the reflection of Me.
1.0k · Aug 2022
That Look
Ursula Wolf Aug 2022
The crawling angel of your eyes
Is a staggering thought to my soul.
918 · Jan 2022
I Lost My Skin
Ursula Wolf Jan 2022
And suddenly I felt so tranquil,
A feeling, like a slow river
Blended my heart into the Sun.
And suddenly I felt so vibrant,
A vision, like a sweetcorn-past
Let my head into the Now.
And suddenly I felt so Me
A revelation, like a calm fall
Flew my eyes into that light void.
801 · Dec 2020
The Hollow Scream
Ursula Wolf Dec 2020
I was screaming my feelings
Between
The mountains of your heart;
But not even an echo
Found the way back.
790 · Nov 2021
Untitled
Ursula Wolf Nov 2021
I dragged my body into this void
There was nothing but
My mirrored skull.
773 · Jul 2023
Happens Then Happened
Ursula Wolf Jul 2023
A spring-hearted touch,
Coffee stain on the wall.
A touch of safety,
Crying to sleep.
A strawberry smile,
Slap on the face.
A shimmer of life,
Lying to the heart.

It was all you.

Staying,
Disappearing.
711 · Sep 2021
Those Lips
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Your kisses like honeydew in wild ocean waves,
Five hours long mystery in one moment of madness.
Like a coffee sip while breathing in the forest,
A cold thunderstorm, a rainy summer day.
Like falling autumn leaves in a warm breeze,
A rose garden, a touch of your botanical soul.
Like full moon in the sinner daylight,
Falling golden stars, a craving Sun.
653 · Jun 2021
Why
Ursula Wolf Jun 2021
Why
Why did you ashore on my ocean heart
And tamed my impossible waves?
Why did I lay on your wild wind
Which pushed me onto unloving waters?
Why did you kissed the full Moon
And chased my clutching lips?
Why did I utter words into your eyes
Which cursed my faithful hands?
Why did you cheat on my trust
And stole the sky from our embrace?
Why did I believe in your look
Which took a spell on my darkening soul?
Why did You?
Why did I?
Why?
?
Ursula Wolf Apr 2023
This life accused me.
I didn’t answer,
Because under my skin;
I found Anima Mundi.
561 · Jan 2022
Secret of the Forest
Ursula Wolf Jan 2022
Your heart sounds like
The rhythm of Me
In that old river across the forest,
In those shaky fingers
Playing on a false piano.
You think I am matching with the stars,
I am that  undiscovering Sun
Looking through an oak tree,
You lay there as a sleeping deer,
And I am the arrow;
Missing this life.
527 · Mar 2022
Changing Comfort
Ursula Wolf Mar 2022
And suddenly the meaning of love became so slow:
I was not flying, I was not high,
It did not blind me;
The world became spacious:
All the details went clear, the colours were bright
And I just stood on the stiff ground without a deadly rushing love.
505 · Feb 2022
Burnt Into Now
Ursula Wolf Feb 2022
I love the sound of today:
My heart is chirping on a lonely birch.
As a hungry cat, jumps onto me,
And I roar into the singing grass.
502 · May 2021
Time
Ursula Wolf May 2021
Your body is different,
The way you talk is different,
Your opinions are different,
But your soul is the same.
Ours met before
Without our knowledge.
It was our “first time” again!
We exist for each other,
While abandoning our bodies.
There’s the inevitable connection
Between our souls...
495 · Apr 2020
Untitled
Ursula Wolf Apr 2020
Shimmering pain at the coldness of birth,
What's your purpose?

First moment of unfair life,
Why did you bring me here?

Hollowing crawls from my first step,
What's your way?

Enjoyements and sins, that took me away,
What's this all sh*t?

Cold breeze on my eyeball,
While putting the shoes on my hands.

I look into the nearness with my lips
And try to reach the core of the Earth.

I hit the space, because I want to talk to the wall,
and try to catch them all.

You mean what?
Wonders of self-lovingness,

Towards You, Me, Them, Those...

The gate that is close to open through the wall,
Let me in and find me lost.

Keep your hands to yourself and reach me,

Then kiss me while you are pushing
   me

away.

Love, that is screaming backwards,
Hold my brain with your crying heart.

Born me back to hauling death,
Let my eyes talk to your head,

Then take me and bring me back
On the thin line of curse of life.
459 · Aug 2022
Green Wallpapers
Ursula Wolf Aug 2022
Let me fall through these walls
Into my own existence.
Don’t pull me back,
I want to crash into my soul!
452 · Oct 2021
I Stare
Ursula Wolf Oct 2021
Once I blinked, then there was no more daffodils in her eyes,
And her snake hands finally suffocated my crystal heart.
438 · Apr 2021
Your Voice
Ursula Wolf Apr 2021
I see you in my dreams.
Not the same pictures,
You are different.
Like an angel,
You sent one.
I hear the truths,
You are talking to me.
I know you care,
You are not sure how.
I wake up,
We are the mystical connection.
430 · Nov 2021
Untitled
Ursula Wolf Nov 2021
I’m a poem today,
Rhyming with this dispirited life.
426 · Oct 2021
My Lonely Resurrection
Ursula Wolf Oct 2021
Comfort found me in loneliness
And loneliness found comfort in me.
It painted my emotions into spring forest,
It opened my eyes and injected colors into me.
It took my skin and dressed it into happiness.
It held my hand and breathed adventure onto it.
It grabbed my heart and whispered freedom to my veins.
Loneliness is the resurrection of the soul.
416 · Feb 2021
Spectral Love
Ursula Wolf Feb 2021
Have you really touched me
With the shores of your ocean heart?
Was it real when my murdered love
Rose again in your intoxicated arms?
Your answer still haunts me
When you said,
you just want to be free.
373 · Jan 2021
Your Meaning Towards Me
Ursula Wolf Jan 2021
And you just look through me
Like our love has never met,
And you never held my laugh
In a blink of your eyes.
352 · May 2023
Quick Existence
Ursula Wolf May 2023
I was born a daydream.
Lovable,
But disappearing with the stars.
311 · Oct 2022
The Inside From The World
Ursula Wolf Oct 2022
I am a lost poem,
The kind which never got the fame.
I am sitting in the drawer,
And sometimes she comes,
Lifting up my letters to her heart.
Those running tears, shaking hand
Understand my feelings.
But that sudden overwhelm of Hers,
Sends me back
To that small corner of life.
310 · Dec 2021
You Were
Ursula Wolf Dec 2021
Sometimes you are the vibe,
But where is the body?
292 · Apr 2020
Ran I
Ursula Wolf Apr 2020
Humid breeze fell
Hard upon
Us

From there I heard
How descended
She.

Sonorous footprints
rushing towards
Me

From there I knew,
That for her came
They,

Mass-hurtled inquirers.
Before long said
I:

'Cannot be taken
Her!'

Over crown-blasted blaze
rushed
I

To the moist
street;

Taking
The eyes of
Mine,

Flickered
The world against
Me.

Reached they for
In my arms laying
Wings.

Thereupon I felt,
the groundbreaking
Hiss,

Which,
From envying
Eyes,

Hurled out
Itself in
Disguise.

From there I knew
That hasten must
I

Behind circumference,
Under immensity,
Before evocation.

And then revealed
She

The wings for the
Stars.

Flashing eyes reborned
Life,
Plumes hurtled the
Ground,
Skin-flares illumed the
Sky,
Goldening-hair had
Confound.

And then ran
I
Just against
Me!
282 · Dec 2021
Without You
Ursula Wolf Dec 2021
Sometimes I wanna lose the real world
to meet you
at the imagination of our love.
282 · May 2021
The Ocean
Ursula Wolf May 2021
I ran to the ocean with my naked skin
And its waves took me to the stars,
Where I met the moon.
It shone through my organs,
Then the water threw me into the sand,
And my body took the form of a rock.
My soul flew into the forest,
A deer came, took a scent; and
It took my spirit to Mother Nature.
282 · Apr 2020
Left Me With the Moon
Ursula Wolf Apr 2020
I could hear as the rigid solitude knocked on my window,
I stand up with my trembling legs and look out through the glazier blot.

Dark towers of the night looming, mantle the Moon's light
Of which fairies were buried by fiend  of the shadow.

The beast huddled,
And with that, solitude also forsakaned me.

Emptiness, that I became,
Like a void spirit,
Who is silently striked by the devistating fist of scarcity.

Since the Moon was locked up in a faraway cage...
Shoreless the dark night, which burns between us,
And racking me for an endless time.

I am a bird, which pursuing its warmth,
And flying trough the stiffed mainlands.

I am a sunflower, which lives for the Sun
And nervously golden colour of it
feared from others.

I am an asterisk, which devouted to the Moon
And relishing its dim beams.

But I would rather be a shooting star once,
Than a callow craven.

I would rather wait among Time's grains of sand that snaring backwards,
Than becoming a desolate corner of life.

I wish the solid smoke of darkness would just fade away,
So my blinking eyes would know where to reach for you.

Frigid the scrapering, destitute nothingness.

Only you could smelt me, like the sunny sky a bird.

Deprivation of yours is devouring me,
Like affection my sanity.

Please bring back the Moon,
Because the night is perishing my Sun.
271 · Sep 2021
The Ocean Is You
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Moondance on Your skin,
Your hollow love that I still grab on
Dancing in the water of faith.
Splashing,
Rising,
Fighting against the sand
On the core of our heart.
The dark waves crawl into you
And take you to deep disappearance.
The memory of you left the stars behind,
Which still haunt me
When I fall into the Ocean.
267 · Sep 2022
When I Was Born
Ursula Wolf Sep 2022
Finally I am awake,
No more passings-by.
Finally I remember,
No more faded shapes.
Finally I can feel,
No more shallow blinks.
Finally I am here,
No more losing grips.
There is no closure to these lines,
Today it started, the existence of mine.
258 · May 2023
-
Ursula Wolf May 2023
-
Swirling keen-ons
On my obstinate heart.
251 · Feb 2022
The Words of Me
Ursula Wolf Feb 2022
I could be an endless story,
A life-long paragraph,
A  best-selling novella,
But I rather choose to be a poem
In which evolves all the
Feelings and stories
Of me and You.
251 · May 2022
I Made My Soul Naked
Ursula Wolf May 2022
Oh meddled river,
Carry my soul away on your bare back,
I am raging up in my void.
I was so lost in this concrete world…
My thoughts were painted backwards
And my body was floating above
Others’ ambitions.
My eyes were my responsibility,
To see the chirping bird
Behind the dead cat in the street.
My hands were my truth,
To touch some love
After a disappointing rush.
My lips were my secret,
To talk to myself after
The treason of humanity.
241 · Nov 2021
Tomorrow In My Yesterday
Ursula Wolf Nov 2021
Today I found a midnight ocean in Me.
It was mixed into my morning coffee;
And it tasted a bit like You
In the storming daylight.
241 · Oct 2022
Pull Me Out
Ursula Wolf Oct 2022
I wish this war was on drugs
And peace would fall from the sky.
I wish this love is not a sufferer,
And we would understand the Now.
I wish this Life can be an ocean
And they could move with the Moon.
Ursula Wolf Jul 2022
Sometimes I am thousands of characters
In a long lost book,
Sometimes I am that heavy smell
On a newly printed page, and
Sometimes I am just the effort
In the ink, flowing on your thumb.
217 · May 2022
Died Within Nature
Ursula Wolf May 2022
The ground whispered
Wonders into my eyes,
Birds laid wisdom
Onto my chestnut arms.
Those moonshines were
Clashing through my petal ears
And the Sun rained tears
Under my rosy fears.

Oh, I am crying gently
Because I know that green pioneer…
It surrounded me with
Scrooching seas, church roses
And endless greens.
It sent me a deer, a tiger and an eel,
And with flowing spirits
Together we mumbled the only real…

Nature is the world
And
The world is Me.
213 · Aug 2022
That Autumn Night
Ursula Wolf Aug 2022
The animals came, with
The wolf behind
They took me into the sunset, with
The Lights above;
The Sun descended to me, with
Its rays into my eye, and
That’s how I became that night
An autumn lie.
210 · Jun 2020
Out of...
Ursula Wolf Jun 2020
Everything falls out of place
Out of these words
Out of the paper
Under the curtain
Through the windows.

Going to the streets,
Out of these buildings
Out of the city
Under the bridge
Through the fields.

Flys back to me
This happiness,
When you saw
The misery in Me
The holy in You
The good in Me
The devil in You.

Come closer,
Fall into Me.
202 · Jan 2023
The In-Between
Ursula Wolf Jan 2023
There were angels in the street,
Standing by the dead cat.
One was grieving
And the other raised its head,
The red sky opened,
And the faceless angels
Left with the cat.
I stayed there, in-between
Death and rebirth on my hand.
192 · May 2020
In Our Bar
Ursula Wolf May 2020
The rain washed away
Your soft words;
Into my quiet step
You came by,
Didn't stand away;
You just stared
In the crowd's noise,
But didn't see,
Didn't hear me.
Maybe that's why
You have never loved
Me.
180 · Feb 2022
I Was Lost In The Street
Ursula Wolf Feb 2022
I wanted to meet God,
But instead Nature came,
And now the Stars are
Singing the prayers for Me.
169 · Oct 2020
The Garden
Ursula Wolf Oct 2020
Your soul smells like rose
And made the world around me
Taste like a botanical garden;
165 · Mar 2022
Timing
Ursula Wolf Mar 2022
Such a weird thing in its nature ;
It flings out of space,
It is wild,
As unexpectedly gentle sometimes.
You are waiting
With unwrappable hands
Around its purpose,
And then suddenly
You are in the right moment.
161 · Apr 2023
Abuser(s)
Ursula Wolf Apr 2023
They abuse me,
The thoughts of mine;
Those tiny words,
Became an endless pain.
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