The tears you cry
on the inside
the tears
you won’t show
are weighing you down
the weight of your misery
is too much
I wish you would step into the rain
with me
and let it all go.

You’ve
*******
Hurt
Me
Again
Today
You broke my trust
Took me for granted
You made me feel worthless
Like it doesn’t matter to you
What I think
Or what I feel
You just selfishly do
What the ******* want to
Without thinking of who you’ll hurt
In the process

I walked away
and I needed you to come after me
But you didn’t
And I wasn’t brave enough
(Unfortunately) fortunately
To take the train
Home
I couldn’t move
I Just stood there
Frozen

Then you texted me
And you came
Only when I asked you to
Fight for me
You took me in your arms
And that is when I realized
Maybe I give too many chances
Or maybe I just ******* love you
too much

I wish I had the courage
To walk away
I wish I was brave enough
To let you go
You’re going to keep hurting me
And I’m going to let you.

Your sadness
your joy
your laughter
your tears
your hope
and your fears

give them to me
and I'll show you mine

let me get to know
the real you
the one you are
when no one's watching
when you are all alone
the you
you are
for you
alone

because when you can't be
the you
you are
I can't give you
the me
I am.

Don't make me fall in love
if you aren't there to catch me.
Don't make me cry
if you aren't there to wipe away my tears
and tell me everything will be alright.
Don't make me think about our future
if you aren't planning to be there.
Don't make promises
if you don't want to keep them.
Don't say you love me
if you don't really mean it.
Just don't.

- the poetic fairy

If life were a party
I wasn't invited.

We are
two
broken
souls
bandaging each other's scars
kissing the bruises
on each other's skin
teaching each other
how to fly
but accepting
that we might never learn
and so we fall
together
into the great abyss.

I can't handle
falling in love
because without you
I am only falling
crashing
breaking
burning
and my demons tell me
I am not good enough
not pretty enough
not skinny enough
and they don't stop
until you're with me
and tell them
to go away
so baby
please
stay.

-The Poetic Fairy

Every day
Every night
The lights go out
I lose my mind
Every day
Every night
The sun comes up
It makes me blind
Every day
Every night
No one to hold
Or by my side
Every day
Every night
I hold back the tears
Coming from my eyes
Every day
Every night
I close my eyes.