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2.1k · Mar 2016
Open and Shut
Nite Mar 2016
He looks at her lying there sleeping with a smile on his face
He shuts his eyes
Opens them and sees her beckoning to him
He goes to her
Takes her in his arms and murmurs sweet nothings till she is asleep again
He shuts his eyes
Opens them again and he's still standing there watching her sleep

He watches her as she speaks so animatedly
The light from the harsh fluorescent bulb hardly diminishes the angles, the planes, the beauty of her face
He watched the pleasure in her face turns to sorrow as she recounts her troubles
And as he wished with all his might that he could take her in his arms to comfort her

He shuts his eyes
And opens them
He goes to her
Takes her in his arms
Comforts her as she cries out her anguish
He shuts his eyes
Opens them again  
And he's still sitting in his seat
Watching her pour her soul out

He's standing by the door
As she bids him goodbye
She saunters over to him
Hugs him goodbye
As she walked away
He shuts his eyes
Opens them
And hurries over to her
With a whisper as soft as butterfly wings
He says "I'm in love with you"
He shuts his eyes
And opens them again
He's still standing by the door
As she hurried away to her ride
With the words still unspoken

He lay down in his bed
Thinking about the day
As he closes his eyes
He goes back to dreaming about her
2.0k · Jan 2015
Who do you think you are?
Nite Jan 2015
Who do you think you are?
You, the one with the prettiest of faces but the ugliest of hearts.

Who do you think you are?
You, the one with the brightest of eyes but the dullest of mind.

Who do you think you are?
You, the one with the quickest of tongue but the slowest of wit.

Who do you think you are?
You, the one fastest to judge but not acknowledge your own flaws

Who do you think you are?
You, the one with the smallest of knives but the biggest of smiles.

Who do you think you are?
You, the one with the twist of your knife at the back even as you're hugging.

Who do you think you are?
Nobody. That's who.
My first attempt. I have so many things to say and hopefully this can be an avenue to do that.
1.9k · Jan 2015
Broken
Nite Jan 2015
Tears blurring my vision
But I see the pieces of my broken heart with great clarity
A heart that was filled with such beautiful and sorrowful memories of her
A heart that was broken by poisoned words, betrayal, deceit

I wipe my tears and looked to the side
The side where a broken beer bottle lay in jagged, sharp pieces
A bottle that I smashed while trying to replace the hurt with anger
A bottle that I smashed when trying to drown my sorrow

Light glints off a sharp edge of a broken piece
A broken piece that looked very inviting
A broken piece that promised escape

I picked up the piece
Brought it to my wrist
And again with tears blurring my vision
I began to drag it across watching the blood welling up
As the tears blurs my vision
1.7k · Jan 2015
My Friend
Nite Jan 2015
My friend is an amazing poet!
You see, I never knew
Till recently when he showed me a piece
While we were out for a tea date that was way overdue

We used to talk about everything and anything
My friend and I, we have many things in common
We'll talk about Star Wars, music, movies,
TV shows, shoes
Even books from James Clemens

But we stopped hanging out a while back
Even though we still see each other daily
We hardly talked, we drifted apart
We were so busy but I did miss him greatly

One day I noticed that he had this vacant look in his eyes
And I knew that he must be troubled
For although he was smiling at everyone
I felt this urge to look out and catch him if he stumbled

So after bugging him for a gazillion time
That we needed to catch up
He finally agreed to go out for tea
Where we talked with no one to interrupt

We talked and talked like we used to
Time passed slowly as our cups of tea and cigarette butts cluttered the table
Then he showed me a poem he had written
Which left me speechless and looking at my new idol

Wow! He sure can write
His writing is so inspiring it touches the soul
I felt ashamed sitting next to someone such as he
Someone who could turn his words into gold

So I would like to thank him for sharing this part of his life with me
I know my poem can never be as good as his has been
But hopefully he'll find this pleasing
Thank You Ryn!!!!
Wrote this over a couple of months. Tried my best to do justice to this amazing, gifted friend of mine. Here's to many more years and cups of tea together!  Hope you like it!
Thank you for inspiring me to start writing again! Oh and I'm happy that we're hanging out again!
1.6k · Apr 2016
Walls
Nite Apr 2016
There's a girl with walls around her
Walls that were built to protect her from the evils of the world
Walls with masks hanging
Each showing a different face
But

I see her behind her walls

The more she's hurt
The thicker the walls become
Effectively deterring anyone from getting close
Yet trapping her inside
But

I see her behind her walls

The facades she brings forth
Are carefully calculated
To minimise any foul play
So that she doesn't have to have her heart
And soul scarred and broken again
But

I see her behind her walls

She runs behind her walls
Flinging sarcasm, insults and indifference
Whenever someone tries to get close
As she's learned time and again
That every time she brings down her walls and allow someone into her heart with the promise that she doesn't need her walls anymore
They tear her defenses down from the inside
Leaving her to rebuild all by herself
But

I see her behind her walls

I come knocking on her walls
Calling for her to let me in
Telling her that
I see her behind her walls
And that I love her
And that I'm not asking her to bring down her walls
But to build our own walls
Just us

Can you see us behind our walls?
You're not welcome
This was written a couple of years ago but the last two lines were just added recently
1.4k · Jan 2015
Simple Words
Nite Jan 2015
Thank You
2 simple words that we always undervalue
Say it I'm sure it won't hurt
Say it I'm sure it won't sound absurd

We are quick to launch into a tirade
At anything that makes us irate
But we are slow to show our gratitude
To anyone with honest correctitude

So please don't be shy to grace the soul
Of the one who's just wants to help is his only goal
With 2 simple words of value
Which are Thank You
Thank you for reading. If you like this, do check out Simple Words (II). Cheers!
1.2k · Jan 2015
The Beast
Nite Jan 2015
We creep through the forest carefully so as not to make a sound
The beast lifts it's enormous scaled head, looks left and right and goes back to its slumber
To his death are our fates bound
Confident that we'll slay him with a superior number

The thief flanks the beast to the right
The chevalier to the left
Together with 2 masters of elements we will eradicate this blight
With our weapons poised and ready to strike this beast we will best

The fight is long and gruelling with advantages going both ways
With horror I see my companions succumb to their fate
My friends sacrifices shall not go to waste
Only the beast's death will my wrath be slaked

Finally I see the beast flagging as I cast spell after spell
When suddenly I realized that my body has lost its power of motion
With a great big roar, a fatal blow I was dealt
Flaws in my abilities has the beast proven

I look at my hands and watch in horror as the lack of light signifies death
"Aargh" I screamed and the wife runs in looking at me with concern
"My controller's battery has died" I cry in distress
"And I forgot to save my game for the past 2 hours! There goes my progress totally burnt! "
Thank goodness for autosaves!!!
1.1k · Apr 2016
Stolen moment
Nite Apr 2016
Irrational is the rule love goes by
The heart takes over
And your thoughts wander
That special one's absence you cannot abide

Stolen moments
Secret smiles
Meetings in secret
Kisses stolen

In comfortable silence we sit
Just knowing that we're alive in each other's arms
Content in the moment
Wishing for time to be frozen

Hand on your face
Lips locked in embrace
Cool ocean breeze setting the scene
We threw caution to the wind

Now the sun has come up
And it's time for the difficult goodbye
Our lips part with a promise unspoken
Waiting for the next stolen moment
946 · Dec 2016
We
Nite Dec 2016
We
We've laughed
We've cried

We've loved
We've definitely fought some epic fights

We've dreamt
We've planned

We've walked
We've seen some amazing sights

And

We will take on more steps
Journey to faraway lands

Dreaming of the things we'll do together
Make plans to broaden our horizons

We will love with a passion so colossal
That our fights will seem insignificant

We will laugh at all the silly things we do
We will cry at the things that hurt us

We will do all those things and more

*We............
You and I. We will
#we
938 · Apr 2016
Surreal/Real 10w
Nite Apr 2016
Woke from a surreal dream
To find that everything's **real
I still can't believe that it's not a dream. :)
799 · Jan 2015
Fire and Ice
Nite Jan 2015
This is my secret confession
Where I lived a life of deception
Blinded as I was I chose not to see
That all I was courting was just pure controversy

You see I thought that I could juggle both fire and ice
When all I was balancing were just lies
They say I can't have my cake and eat it too
Greedy as I was I chose not to listen even if it was true

In the end I juggled both up high into the sky
Where they disappeared without a goodbye
Now I sit here all alone
All alone with my bag of methadone
This happened a very very long time ago. I was young and so full of myself. Hopefully I'm older and wiser. For the secret confession challenge.
752 · Jan 2015
Simple Words (II)
Nite Jan 2015
Please is another simple word
That sadly is rarely ever uttered
I'm sure that it's not too difficult
Saying it won't leave you crippled

Demanding help is easy for us
As easy as it is for us to cuss
But why is it so difficult to utter
A simple word that won't leave us a beggar

So do everyone a favour
I'm sure it'll be a livesaver
As I'm sure it'll be a breeze
To just say Please
Thanks for reading. Also do check out Simple Words (III)
703 · May 2016
Can't keep my hands off you
Nite May 2016
That curvy, **** body
Can't keep my hands off you

That smoldering, maroon rouge
Keeps my eyes riveted on you

That ample, splayed mouth of yours
Allows me to swallow out that life giving liquid

That immense, cavernous cavity
That keeps in whatever I fill you up with

I may be rough with you
But I'll always love you

**My Kleen Kanteen
Recently got a bottle from them that came highly recommended and I love it!
685 · Oct 2016
Two Face
Nite Oct 2016
There is a man
Who likes to pretend
That he's pure and holy
When really his mouth only spews out baloney

                                      These hands of mine,
                           a thousand men have bested
                                  and thrice that the ladies
                                       they have pleasured!


This man likes to wear all white,
And on his head he props a halo.
He hides his forked tongue in plain sight
With which he claims to be a fine ole fellow

                                     These friends of mine
      All shapes, all colours, every walk of life
                                             All indebted to me
                                                 Oh! Without me,      
                                     they couldn't survive!


But like the viper in Aesop's fable
Your trust he repays the only way he's able
With your paramour he'll try his luck
Rejected he'd say "All I wanted was a free ****"

                        No matter, for with any luck 
                             The old lady will let me out
          There are girls who've taken my buck
    And they'll take it again without a doubt


So of this false angel be wary
A conscience he has not
Web of lies and deceit his main plot
For he has no friends only quarry

                              *Here lies A
                     Certainly a class Act
           For when the reaper came to play
            You can be sure no one wept
Words in italics/bold by the awesome, one and only  jalc! Thank you!!! U can view more of her work at http://hellopoetry.com/jalc/http://hellopoetry.com/jalc/
677 · Apr 2016
Inside out (10w)
Nite Apr 2016
With a word
Poison spreads
Decaying foundations
From inside out
Another attempt at a 10 words poem!
639 · Apr 2016
Love
Nite Apr 2016
With a gentle flap of his wings
He settles on a branch
Unseen by mortal eyes
The immortal retrieves an arrow from his quiver

He looks down his bow
Looking for someone, anyone
That might need a shot to the heart
To give them courage to confess the feelings this cherubic angel is known for

As he scans the horizon
He spies them sitting side by side
Oblivious to their surroundings
They only have eyes for each other

The Roman God of Love
Puts his arrow to his bow
He draws his arm back and prepares to shoot
He strains his ears to listen for a perfect moment to strike

And with a widening of the eyes
And a sharp intake of breath
He lowers his weapon
And with a smile and a voice not meant for earthly ears, he says
"I am the Son of Venus. I am the god of love and I am not needed here. True love has triumphed once again."

With a mighty beat of his wings
He shoots into the sky
Leaving the lovers whose hearts the husband of Psyche heard, beating in time with each other
Hearts filled with the flames of love that needed no help from Cupid
To all the lovers out there who have found the person that their heart beats for and having their love reciprocated by that person.

Also to everyone who has yet to find their one. Don't despair.

I love you
603 · Apr 2016
Rapture 10w
Nite Apr 2016
Rapture*
Is looking into
Your eyes
And finding heaven
*
exists
My first 10 words poem
590 · Mar 2015
I Quit
Nite Mar 2015
Nigh on twenty years I've been your slave
The scars you've inflicted I hope to erase
My freedom I hope to save
To a life free of smoke I want to embrace

These ***** and chains have weighed me down for too long
Casting them away will be no mean task
But I know I can do it as long as I stay strong
This illusion of false gratification I will unmask

And so I'm asking you to be understanding
For this life of slavery I'm going to be ending
For this demon will be difficult to outwit
No matter how easy it is to say **I Quit
Something I wrote to try to help me get through this time. Hopefully I'll succeed this time.

A special thanks to Ryn for proof reading it and offering suggestions. Thanks man.
576 · Apr 2016
We became One
Nite Apr 2016
.
                           Bodies, hearts
                     Moved rhythmically

              Sounds of pleasure emanated
                 From our lips in unison

                           Sweat mingled
                     Mixing our musky scent

                              Eyes locked
                               Lips bitten

                          Hands roaming
                          Legs entangled

                         We became One
                               You and I
571 · Apr 2016
Dreams do come true 10w
Nite Apr 2016
.
                       I dared to dream

                          Now we're walking

                              Hand in hand
544 · Jan 2015
My Suicidal Dream
Nite Jan 2015
Swallow us all they seem to say to me
It will be quick and painless they promise
Go to sleep and let us be
And all your worries will cease

Sharp and bright, it beckoned to me
I'll use it to slash across my wrist
A messy end it'll be won't you agree
But at least my troubles will fade to mist

The ground calls out to me as my feet dangles over the parapet
And fly I will like a dove
At least over my sorrows will I no longer have to fret
All I need to do is just push and shove

I wake from my dream with a shudder
Do I really want my life to end
Now let me try to face this glorious new day without my usual blubber
0h man, I really need to stop listening to "Suicidal Dreams" from that band!
A dream I used to have long long ago after a really bad, failed relationship. Suicidal Dreams was and still is one of my all time favourite songs.
521 · May 2017
The Lost Sun (10W)
Nite May 2017
Thought the sun was lost
Found it
When you
Smiled
500 · Mar 2016
Forbidden
Nite Mar 2016
My heart is telling me
That this feeling isn't meant to be
That we can't be together
As it will only end in displeasure


My head wants to tell you 
A secret that has been eating me inside 
A secret that I know you will brush aside
As it's something I know I shouldn't pursue


My arms want to embrace you
Every time you look sad or blue
Even when you're happy and beaming
But I know I'm just a dreaming


My lips want to kiss you 
Tell you words that I don't think you want to hear
Tell you things that I've kept dear
Kiss you with passion that I know is true


My eyes want to keep looking at you all day long
Endlessly wishing that every moment we spend together I can prolong
Wishing you could see what I see when I look at you
A perfect angel with a light that shines true


Alas! I can only hope and dream
That someday I'll be able to tell you
That my whole being is all askew
That someday I'll be able to scream

I'm in love with you!
496 · Jan 2015
Lost
Nite Jan 2015
I searched high and low for you
But you were still nowhere to be found
Should have taken better care, of that I can't argue
Tears streaming down falling to the ground

Now I sit here alone reminiscing
All the times we had both good and bad
The phone snaps me out of my misery with a ring
"Oi. I found your Kindle! Search properly next time you blind bat!
Thought I lost my kindle earlier today but it turned out that I just misplaced it.
493 · May 2016
Journal
Nite May 2016
Blank pages,

Hand in hand,
New chapters we'll write...

*Together
Together we can make it
486 · Jan 2015
Simple Words (III)
Nite Jan 2015
I love you, 3 words everyone seem to throw around so easily
Without ever really understanding how to use them correctly
Very simple words yet with very deep meaning
That usually leaves one with a warm, fuzzy feeling

They are so simple to say
That they're becoming quite passé
Almost like it's vogue
But be careful of whose ego you stroke

I'm sure we were taught not to say things we don't mean
So please be careful not to demean
These simple words full of value
Like I Love You
I think that nowadays people use the words I love you without really understanding how deep the word love is. They just say it for the sake of saying it.
485 · May 2016
What is it?
Nite May 2016
Is it
Those dreamy eyes of yours that I can't stop staring into
Those orbs that led me to your soul in heaven
Those receptacles that can elicit a myriad of emotions with a look

Or

Could it be
Those sumptuous lips of yours that I can't stop kissing
Those heavenly gates to your river of nectar that tastes ever so divine
Those sensuous portals to scathing remarks and honeyed words

Or

Is it
Your beautiful, wonderful mind that I cannot stop delving into
Your attentiveness to every detail when I tell you things about me and my life
Your appetency for knowledge of the universe and every single thing about me

Or

Could it be*
The way your body merges with mine so perfectly like puzzle pieces
The way we understand each other so intimately like Siamese twins
The way you smile when you look at me, full of love and hope

I don't know what it is but I do know this

I love you baby
480 · May 2016
Let you go
Nite May 2016
I thought the wounds had closed
But they've merely been covered by scabs
Scabs that needed no picking for the wounds to bleed again
Bleeding with renewed pain

Pain that I had hoped would have disappeared like the passing of the years
Yet the mere mention of your name
Dredges up my most agonising memories
Memories that I thought I had suppressed
Memories that could never be repressed

Memories of you breaking my heart
Of you healing it only for you to break it into even tinier pieces

Memories of claw shaped fingernails
Scratching my neck, my face, my chest
Of a razor tipped tongue that cut me to the bone with your insults
Of your poison laden honeyed words that turned my own friends against me
Of heavy hands that always left me bruised and battered

Memories of me walking away again
and again only for you to reel me in with your promises and your declaration of love
But your promises were as empty as your heart
Your profession of love was as false as that smile on your face

I see that now

I see that the only reason why these wounds have never really healed
Is because I have never truly let you go
Somewhere deep inside me
I had always wished you come back to me
For you were my first love
And for all the bad memories, we had some good ones too

And now with my heart slowly mending
And light banishing the shadows in my cave
I have to tell you this

*I am letting you go
Probably the most tumultuous time in my life was when I was with this girl. She was abusive both physically and mentally. And I never realised just how deep the wounds she left me with were. It's been 16 years.

Thank you to the person who opened up my eyes.
463 · Nov 2016
Petty (10w)
Nite Nov 2016
Petty mind
And a petty heart
Suits you just fine
Not really in the mood to socialise nowadays
463 · Mar 2016
His own making
Nite Mar 2016
An oppressive, heavy darkness
Stale, musty air tinged with a touch of madness
A bone chilling cold
Assaults his senses as he awakens from sleep's stranglehold

Alone in his cell
He slumps with tears making tracks of dirt down his face
In defiance of the gloom a brightly lit shrine occupies a corner
A shrine filled with mementoes of his past

He drags himself towards the shrine
Casts his eyes about till they rest upon a key
A key for a door in a cell with no doors
A key that's engraved with the words
"Freedom lies in the way forward"

He scrabbles away from the shrine and slumps against a wall
With a blood curdling keen he wails
"The future is too daunting for me!"
As he claws his face with dirt filled nails

So he is still there sitting alone in his prison
With the key mockingly bright
Waiting for him to grab it
And escape that prison of his own making
The past can be a beautiful place but to be locked in the past robs one of the opportunities and wonderment of the future. Look back with fondness and look forward with eagerness. The future is bright if you let it be
455 · Jan 2015
The First Time
Nite Jan 2015
Kissed her gently as my tears flowed
I** prayed that my childishness I'll outgrow
My life will never be the same
But it is not a crying shame
Ever in her heart I pray I'll always be
Raising her will be a joy to me
Lord I pray that she will always listen
Yet her freedom I will never imprison

I will always be her protector
So woe be to anyone who hurts her
I will never forgive that churl
She is my baby girl
My first attempt at an acrostic poem. It's about my daughter when I first held her in my arms. Constructive feedback and comments are welcome. :) Thank you for reading.
438 · Feb 2015
I Miss You
Nite Feb 2015
Here I am standing outside the door
I look around the sea of faces
Hoping to catch a glimpse of the one I adore
My heart's beating like it had ran a million races

Crossing the threshold with trepidation
I made my way to an empty seat
Scanned the crowd again and sighed with resignation
Maybe I was too late I thought to myself as I slumped with defeat

Raised my hand to signal the waiter
That I would like a pint or several
Maybe drop a few bombs by the name of jaeger
And my heart nearly stopped when I saw that someone special

I caught her eye and she cracks into a smile
A smile that I've sorely missed
A smile that made my trip worthwhile
A smile that I could never resist

With our eyes still locked she weaves through the crowd
My heart beats faster as I kept her in my gaze
Thirsting for her touch as if I've been through a drought
She stops right in front of me and enfolds me in her warm embrace

I inhaled the scent of her
A scent that no one could ever replicate
A scent that could never be dispelled by any zephyr
A scent that I've missed for a decade

The night passed by in a flash
I remember the fleeting touches I made
Telling myself that she is really here in the flesh
Hoping that this feeling will never fade

Then a fight broke me out of my reverie
A fight borne out of an inebriated mind
A fight that gave me a chance to hold you like in a memory
A fight that we tried to unwind

I looked into her eyes, eyes that were full of feelings
Eyes that I could fall forever into helpless
Eyes that never fails to tug at my heartstrings
Eyes that has kept me up sleepless

She apologised for the fight between her sister and her boyfriend
Promised me that we'll meet again
With a last kiss she untangles her fingers from my hand
As she got into the cab I prayed that this night wasn't in vain

I hailed a cab and told the driver my destination
When I suddenly realised that due to my hesitation
I've forgotten to tell you three words that I hope you'll value
Which are I Miss You
417 · Apr 2016
Thank you
Nite Apr 2016
Thank you
For listening to me
When like a prepubescent schoolboy
 I laid my cards on the table
 Bared my heart and soul to you
This secret that I've been hiding

For sharing with me
Those dreamy eyes
That silly grin
That infectious giggle
That warm smile

For letting me in your life
Allowing me to hold you in my arms Where we spoke of our lives,      
passions,                                  
dreams and love
Of fears and hope,
thoughts and ambitions

For gifting me with your
Gentle yet passionate kisses
Your fierce yet soft hugs
Your chaste yet sensual,        
electrifying touches

For willing to brave the future with me
We know not where or what it'll bring us
But with your hands in mine
We'll face it together like
Wonder Woman with her shield and sword

For being the best thing
That's happened to me in a very long time
Embracing these moments that we have with each other
Wishing time will freeze
and we never have to let each other go

Your love and sacrifice
I don't deserve
But I will always treasure
Your heart, body and soul
Forever I hope to have and hold
              
                    You complete me

               **Thank you for loving me
You're my Wonder Woman
396 · Sep 2016
Her
Nite Sep 2016
Her
Standing at the edge,
staring down at the water
You step into the empty air
Before your courage could falter

You plunge into the icy depths
Strong, merciless currents try to drag you under,
Lungs starting to burn, you try to reach the surface,
Strength begin to dwindle as you realise your blunder

As the cold embrace of the water
Beckons you to its watery grave
You begin to wonder why you thought
Fighting the currents alone was being strong and brave.

Your final thoughts
As the last vestiges of air escapes your cold, chattering lips
Are of the people who love you
And how you let their faith in you slip through your fingertips

You start to close your eyes
Ready to meet your demise
Death waiting in the darkness
With promises of sweet release in the land of nothingness

Pain blossomed in your head
With a start you begin to flail
Till your fingers find purchase
And thoughts of survival began to prevail

You hauled your battered body up
Marvelling at the log that was your saviour
And with short, sharp, gasping intakes of breath,
The icy, clean, lifesaving air your lungs greedily savour

Miserable and cold you hung onto the log
As your eyes begin to shut once more
You shuddered at your naivety
Of how you nearly drowned and thought you were done for

With a start you wake.....
It dawned on you that you're neither wet, on a log on a raging river nor alone
You turn to look at her face, peaceful in sleep
The log you were holding onto in your dream, as you should always have known,

**Is her.
No matter how strong you think you are alone, you'll never be stronger than when you have someone who's willing to walk with you in your times of trouble.
372 · Mar 2016
Nothing Comes Close
Nite Mar 2016
Nothing comes close
To this feeling  
Of the wind rushing past my face  
The thrum of the engine between my knees  
The sound of thunder emitting out of the exhaust

Nothing comes close
To this sense of euphoria
As I twist the throttle and she picks up more speed
As the wind beats at my jacket


Nothing comes close
To this feeling
Of watching the vehicles, buildings, trees, people rushing past
As I speed by on my two wheeled demon


Nothing comes close
To this sense of freedom
As I cruise along on the road
Underneath a blanket full of stars
With the roar of the engine in my ears
Just me, my bike and the road
363 · Apr 2016
Let me be the one
Nite Apr 2016
Tell me of

Your hopes and dreams
Your beliefs and convictions
Your ambitions and aspirations
Your fantasies and expectations

Talk to me of

Your fears and disinclinations
Your hurts and suffering
Your aversions and grievances
Your trials and tribulations

Speak to me of

Everything that makes you go weak in the knees and scream in frustration
Everything that makes you who you are and who you want to be
Of all the places and things you want to go to and do
Of all the thoughts running through your head and all the feelings you hold dear in your heart

Let me be the one

To help you realise those hopes and dreams
To bask in your convictions of your beliefs
To be beside you when you reach the pinnacle of your ambitions

Let me be the one

To take you to a deeper conversation
Inspired by a song by Yuna, Deeper Conversation.
347 · Aug 2017
The Last Act
Nite Aug 2017
A sigh of contentment
Tired muscles loosening up
In the heat of the water
I watch the steam rise
Hoping, praying with this act
My worries dissipate

I pick it up and admire its form
Through the wave of heat
There's still a glint

The glint of steel,
The keen edge
As it parts the flesh and
the ruby river of my life comes rushing out

I let my hands rest by my sides
Allowing the water to ease my troubles
As I lay my head back
And close my eyes
334 · Aug 2017
The Call
Nite Aug 2017
The sweet, sweet surrender
The cool embrace of the void
The absence of thoughts
The promise of an end to suffering

Do you hear it?

The Darkness

    **It beckons.....
Too many talented souls out there have taken their own lives.

Having had friends who went down the same road and having had those same thoughts myself, I sort of understand why they would choose that.

God rest their souls.
321 · Apr 2016
Untitled
Nite Apr 2016
It's so hard
To keep on pretending to be strong when all you want to do is cry

It's so hard
To go to sleep and then rise early in the morning and face all your troubles again

It's so hard
To keep a smile on your face when all you want to do is punch them in the noggin

It's so hard
When you've tried your best yet everything still goes awry

It's easier
To just put your head in the noose and cut off the air supply

It's easier
To just step off that ledge and wave your troubles goodbye

It's easier
To toast their health while they sip on their drinks which you've poisoned

It's easier
To just slit your wrist and find sweet release
Written 13 years ago when I was 21 at a time when a few of my friends including my best friend passed away. Some to suicide and some to other things.
316 · Dec 2018
The Sound of Silence
Nite Dec 2018
Do you hear that?

The sound of birds chirping in their nests
Of people crying and beating their chests

The sound of a mother cooing to her child
Of the teenagers going wild

The sound of a couple arguing with raised voices
Of the gamblers indulging in their vices

I do

The sound of a heart beating with love
Of sweet nothings carried on the wings of a dove

The sound of forgiveness being granted
Of the razor blade of hurt being blunted

I don't...........

All I hear is the sound of silence
299 · Feb 2018
Cascade of Colours
Nite Feb 2018
Red, orange, yellow, green and blue
Love, passion, intelligent, loyal and ambitious too

Not to forget the nobility and mystery of violet and indigo
Amidst the righteous wrath and aggressive thirst of red, orange and yellow

Tempered with the peace, wisdom and magic of green, purple and blue
You're my cascade of colours,
My rainbow, I love you.
Happy Valentine's Day. I love you. :)
249 · Oct 2017
I swear
Nite Oct 2017
Choking, grasping for air
Crowded thoughts more than I can bear

Succour once promised by lips
While they hid knives that destroyed friendships

Ghosts that disappear
When the worst is here

Burning with pain
To the floor I crumple as my self is slain

But give up I will not
I will not lie down and rot

This pain I shall embrace
Their lessons I will face

For make no mistake
I will not break

With my head held high
To these chains I will say goodbye

My happiness I have not forswore
I swear, **I shall rise once more!
245 · Jan 2017
Simple pleasures
Nite Jan 2017
Two of life's simple pleasures
Are waking up
To the warm sun
Shining from the depths
Of your eyes
Accompanied by the smile
That chases all my nightmares away

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