Lets run behind the clouds,
where the stars will be clearer.
We'll peep through the mist,
we won't let them find us.
And when it rains,
we'll fall from the sky with Angel wings,
Ending the
Love drought.

Why didn't they teach us how to get rid of that lump in the back of our throat at school.

On a cold night,

UNDER THE STARS,

Sit you and I.

Your mind is confined in cages built by your own insecurities.

Took me way too long to understand.
That
I loved a man.
Who was nothing but potential
I loved a man.
Who I wished,
Would understand
Who I am.
What I need.
Who I wished I could be.
I loved a man who I had hope would simply stay forever.
I deserved better, and I wanted him to be that better.
Yet he never saw the need to be any better for me.
He'd rather leave.

I drank the syrup of truth with my eyes open,
I didn't express the bitterness,
I just accepted that I'll be healed after this.

The thing about "no strings attached" is that they tend to break the strings which are attached.

You said that the distance caused you pain.


Yet.

It was this pain that caused the distance

Dear George Floyd.

I write this to you today in hopes that your soul is in peace.

I write this in hopes that your martyrdom won't be another headline or simply another name in the papers. I write this in hopes that perhaps another man of Color won't lose his life to racism.

I write to you today to let you know that we will fight. We will fight so no man has to lose his life because of the color of his skin. We will fight so no race is called "thugs" again. We will fight for another 7 years for those 7 minutes of pain you felt.

Our fight is not over. Our fight has just begun. No man's life will be as cheap as a packet of cigarettes again.

25 May 2020, and George Floyd will be remembered.

If love is a drug,


Then I am an addict

I thought..
  

'' And i give myself to you completely, let us immerse in each others existence.

Let there be no barrier between our love.

......
Let eternity be the limit.''

......

Use the colours of my soul to create art,


With your mind as the paintbrush,


On the canvas of my heart....

Don't you worry, my love, I'm doing just fine.

I smile all day and I take my tablets at night.

I talk all day and I flood my pillows at night.

Don't you worry, my love, I'm perfectly fine.

Pain,



               Love,
      



                      Pain,



                                   You


     .

Thanks for hurting me!


You made me who i am!

On most winter nights I turn on the heater to keep me warm.

Tonight, I turned on my thoughts.
I lay warm in the blanket of memories.
Tonight, I feel warmer than most nights.




The heater was better,
It didn't make me miss being in your arms...

And when i die.
Let me go.


**** my thoughts.
And don't think of my ghost.


Don't let me come back as tears In your eyes.
Just let me go and don't think twice.


Don't think of me when you're at home.
Don't think of me when you're on the road.


Remove all my memories.
Erase all my photos.


Delete my poems and
Destroy my phone.


**** me in your mind.
And never think about me twice.


And when I go,
Release all your anger.


Just let it be.
Don't get angry.


I know how you can be.
You won't shed a tear but you'll cry on the inside heavily.


Don't let your anger take over.
Just forget about me. I was just a lover...

I'm a fool to be typing this out. I know you're doing good without me. I know you're taking all the anger out at the gym. I think I saw you drive past me last night. Or so I wished.

I hope you're well. I hope your dreams seem closer now. I hope you're at peace, Knowing that you don't have one crazy girl to be forced to text or call every day. At peace with your phone switched off, focusing on your work how you said things would be if I hadn't walked into your life.

I've typed this out, Knowing I can't hit the send button. Knowing I'm going to delete this anyways.

I'll always love you. I stopped hoping to stop loving you. I love you still. And always will.

Let me make all your fantasies come true,


Come here let me feed you.

As she heals.
We heal.
As she breathes.
We breathe.
As her fury decreases
We mend our ways.

And for once, i decided to listen,
My mind and heart still at war.

I decided to choose you instead.

Babe.....


Please stop feeding my fears....

̶"̶i̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶k̶"̶ ̶



"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝"

Unequally democratic,
Laws made equally,
punishments biased.

Kills for the Black man,
Patience for the white.

"I can't breathe"
He cried.
Phones recorded,
Yet
He died.

A black man's life,
At a packet of cigarettes price.

A white man kills,
Yet still alive.

Justice we seek.
What they had promised to provide.
Yet we take on these streets.
Again, to fight.

We take on these streets with your name in bold.
History books will proclaim you as gold.

In hopes that your name will be the last.

We will fight 7 years for your 7 minutes.
We will breathe.
We will breathe.

His eyes give me the intoxication I need to escape reality.

He gives me the high I need.

You were my everything.

But you can't have everything.

-Dream

Why is it difficult to show love
Why is it difficult for you to show care.

Just tell me you love me
Maybe that'll stop my despair...

I wished upon a star for all my desires to come

TRUE...


Little did i know that all i want is


YOU...

Dont be afraid when my shadow falls upon your body.
Raise your brows when my presence is felt.
Feel the energy drain from my soul to yours.
Experience the connection between the hearts as i wipe those fears.
Open your heart and let my mind do the thinking .

My mind is like stagnant water in a swamp,      that bears beautiful flowers.

I added water into my dehydrated body.

Just to cry some more.

If you can't make her smile.
Don't.

But atleast don't make her cry....

Drugs and more

no doubt they've killed my soul.

Knifes and wounds, guns and more

No doubt they've killed my soul.

Arms and veins, blades and more,

No doubt they've killed my soul.

Powder and needles, pills and more,

No doubt they've killed my soul.

No more fear can't live no more,

Im the one who killed my soul.

Euphoric in a second and dead in next

Save us before we rest.

I love the rain because when im under it ,my tears cannot be seen.

-Dream

You brought tears to the same eyes you wanted to get lost in...


Again....

Whether you saw or not.
I did my part.
Whether you heard or not.
I did my part.
Whether you felt it or not.
I did my part.
Whether you did your part or not.
I did my part.

Maybe in a parallel universe,
Im still laying in your arms.

Crying, in your chest,
Asking you to take me far far away.

After making sweet sweet love...

Absurd is the box of memories.

How meticulously created memories cause the greatest agony.

A box only to be opened with you for it to give me ecstasy.