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Jul 2019 · 645
Sorrow
Fathur Abinaya Jul 2019
Darkest of all night,
This pain that I had,
Striking straight to my heart,
Destroyed, fall apart.

Limitless of pieces,
Spread out to the universe,
Seeking for fulfillness,
Instead of happiness.
Jan 2019 · 487
Ironic.
Fathur Abinaya Jan 2019
Serving for the light.
Dying in the night.
Dec 2018 · 690
Day.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
And in the end,
The Sunrise turns into Dusk,
Dusk turns into Moonlight,
And when The Moonlight disappear,
Should I love this darkness so that it will last forever?
Dec 2018 · 5.3k
Gift.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
Don't give up for what you want.
Maybe it seems impossible at the first, but at the end you will get a precious gift, just keep trying.
Dec 2018 · 234
True.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
I got all kind of drugs but I need you.
Dec 2018 · 1.0k
Miss.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
You're a tourist in my heart's land,
But you give too much reminiscence.

Your eyes, your body, your voice has become my elegy,
When you left me.

If we never meet again,
My memories of you still remain.

This heart still waiting for you,
And I realized, that I miss you.
Dec 2018 · 288
Lies.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
Hey.
That's just what I can say,
When you just came by to say hi.
Your eyes,
Tell me that you're implying your lies.
To be honest, I wanna cry,
When I see your eyes.
Telling me the truth, I don't even know why you're lying.
Your lies,
It's just came by,
Through your eyes.
Your lies just flies,
From your eyes, to my eyes.
Dec 2018 · 1.6k
Trust.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
Under the night sky I cry.
Beneath the stars I pray.
The Moon know his lover is lie.

The Sun will never go down.
She stop at her dawn.
Cause The Sun know her Moon is gone.
Dec 2018 · 1.3k
Regret.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
You make me upset,
I know that you won't regret.
I will give you the death,
Like a burned cigarette.
Everything will come to the death.
Dec 2018 · 212
Memories.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
Memories are like white spot in your brain and black spot in your heart. Like yin & yang, colliding each other, and become one.
Dec 2018 · 214
Afterlife.
Dec 2018 · 457
Sunshine.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
Sunshine will always shine if you are mine.
Dec 2018 · 324
Waiting.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
The rain has come
With his beautiful dawn.
I'm waiting you to get home,
Every single day this heart hurted by thorn.

You never show up,
But I never give up.
This heart has been covered up
By the thorn that always grow up.

Finally, you came
With no shame
Saying my name.
You think love is a game.
You claim that you won't be the same.

I won't blame you,
For everything you've done to me.
You dont have to pursue,
Cause I dont want to be like I'm not me.
Dec 2018 · 359
Pain.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
October, 31
I've got painful on my own,
It's break to my bone,
When you are gone.
My love shall be shown,
For the hardest known.
I know that you won't
Feel alone,
I know that I want
To be your lovely one.
Dec 2018 · 286
Death.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
She's adorable,
Of course, everything is possible.
You know that I'm in trouble,
When I know that death is possible.
-She is adorable.
-Everything is possible means that you can meet with any kind of girl.
-You know that I'm in trouble means that you realize something.
-When I know that death is possible means that you realize that death is possible too, death in here caused by love, you fell hard, you expect a lot, you give too much but you only get depressed, anxiety, sadness etc. and it'll make you dying instead of living.
Dec 2018 · 794
Moonlight.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
You are as beauty as the moonlight, shining bright inside my darkest side.
Dec 2018 · 361
Gone.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
As the sunrise and goes down, as it come and gone.
Dec 2018 · 270
Sea.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
I've been broken for this unforbidden emotion. Like waves in the ocean, moving agitated with no exception. This emotion soar in the seas to the place of unknown. To the God of Sea, I hope you can see what I've been through to make it be.
Dec 2018 · 356
Hope.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
This morning, I'm drowning into the lake of hope. So deep, so dark. I couldn't breathe, I died.
Dec 2018 · 213
Faked.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
He never thought, that he has been taught. By the love that he doesn't know, of course he doesn't know. He has changed, cause he never tried, he has been faded by the faked heart. Sorrow of love make me disbelieved, disbelieved of trying to give, what true love is.
Dec 2018 · 170
Soul.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
Satan's soul stream in my veins, to this empty brain fillin' up with pain. This heart could not explain why this feeling still remain. Maybe, this heart also filled by his soul, maybe this is why I always feel lost. Lost in journey of seeking to your heart.
Dec 2018 · 354
You.
Fathur Abinaya Dec 2018
Deepest ocean know what I feel about you.
Skies know you are always make me happy.
Earth know that love doesnt have a clue.
Universe know how big the impact you gave to me.
And my heart know, that you are the one.

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