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"squabbles" poems
*Let me be captured by the night. Engrossed in the conversation between the stars. Syncopated twinkling like... thousands of fireflies trapped within sealed jars. Let me be enslaved by the moon. As I drink her glow in greedy insatiable gulps. Crestfallen... Her beam with an agenda... As the landscape she sculpts. Let me be ensnared by my solitude. But I hear crickets... Chirping and chipping away at my bastion of dreamstate. Persistent calls I try to shun that never abates. Let me be trapped in my thoughts. So I could harness... And immortalise them in indelible careless scribbles. Erecting and... Rebuilding them from the rubble of conflicting squabbles. **Let me be overwhelmed by the mess of my being...** Let me wallow Then emerge strong from this decrepit state of mind. Let me breathe heavy from my punctured lungs. So I could heal in time before true solace in this dark, I would find.*
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 12:05 PM UTC
Captured
Listening to the song ‘daddy, super daddy’, Worried and sad thinking about the father long gone, While reading the news of a father who killed his girl child by hitting her against the wall To some fathers and children A father and son didn't feel anything more than that. Remember uploading in Facebook, the news of the soaring price of tapioca in five star hotels The tsunami of saliva which the tender yellow tapioca Crowned by curry leaves and red chilly created, is in the throat. Today noon, After lots of news I am cooking tapioca raw A green bottle is nearby When the smell of cooking tapioca with salt hit the olfactory senses Father came You don’t have to be the Son of God to resurrect the dead Told Jesus that just the smell of cooking tapioca is enough Compound divided into patches, ashes, manure, Properly cut tapioca plants Mother rushing to get the rice gruel Between play and squabbles A lad is walking around with torn trousers, shirtless Tapioca, tapioca, tapioca Tapioca, tapioca, tapioca For sleeping, eating, hunger Faith, Tapioca, tapioca phoo For rice gruel, mid noon At twilight when hunger develops faith For last supper, Dried tapioca Lucky that one who was born after an enema Was not named ‘black sheep’ With a green chilly, raw In the shade of the green bottle When I touch the tapioca, Daddy is dancing Daddy Super daddy.
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Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 8:21 AM UTC
Super daddy
The swallow of summer, she toils all the summer, A blue-dark knot of glittering voltage, A whiplash swimmer, a fish of the air. But the serpent of cars that crawls through the dust In shimmering exhaust Searching to slake Its fever in ocean Will play and be idle or else it will bust. The swallow of summer, the barbed harpoon, She flings from the furnace, a rainbow of purples, Dips her glow in the pond and is perfect. But the serpent of cars that collapsed on the beach Disgorges its organs A scamper of colours Which roll like tomatoes Nude as tomatoes With sand in their creases To cringe in the sparkle of rollers and screech. The swallow of summer, the seamstress of summer, She scissors the blue into shapes and she sews it, She draws a long thread and she knots it at the corners. But the holiday people Are laid out like wounded Flat as in ovens Roasting and basting With faces of torment as space burns them blue Their heads are transistors Their teeth grit on sand grains Their lost kids are squalling While man-eating flies Jab electric shock needles but what can they do? They can climb in their cars with raw bodies, raw faces And start up the serpent And headache it homeward A car full of squabbles And sobbing and stickiness With sand in their crannies Inhaling petroleum That pours from the foxgloves While the evening swallow The swallow of summer, cartwheeling through crimson, Touches the honey-slow river and turning Returns to the hand stretched from under the eaves - A boomerang of rejoicing shadow.
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Work and Play
The swallow of summer, she toils all the summer, A blue-dark knot of glittering voltage, A whiplash swimmer, a fish of the air. But the serpent of cars that crawls through the dust In shimmering exhaust Searching to slake Its fever in ocean Will play and be idle or else it will bust. The swallow of summer, the barbed harpoon, She flings from the furnace, a rainbow of purples, Dips her glow in the pond and is perfect. But the serpent of cars that collapsed on the beach Disgorges its organs A scamper of colours Which roll like tomatoes Nude as tomatoes With sand in their creases To cringe in the sparkle of rollers and screech. The swallow of summer, the seamstress of summer, She scissors the blue into shapes and she sews it, She draws a long thread and she knots it at the corners. But the holiday people Are laid out like wounded Flat as in ovens Roasting and basting With faces of torment as space burns them blue Their heads are transistors Their teeth grit on sand grains Their lost kids are squalling While man-eating flies Jab electric shock needles but what can they do? They can climb in their cars with raw bodies, raw faces And start up the serpent And headache it homeward A car full of squabbles And sobbing and stickiness With sand in their crannies Inhaling petroleum That pours from the foxgloves While the evening swallow The swallow of summer, cartwheeling through crimson, Touches the honey-slow river and turning Returns to the hand stretched from under the eaves - A boomerang of rejoicing shadow.
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. **•i only               •••            weep for           the path of my brethren•when we turn           to bloodshed to settle petty squabbles•           the rage               •••                  in  our           hearts could           not be more brazen•           for we have ground all we-           've built to dust and rubble•the tears from the fau-       cets of many only trickle•the drips could never douse the flames we've stoked • we play with lives as we pit                     them to a gamble•the hei-               nousness                            within us that we've                     carelessly ... invoked•**                                                                                                •                                                                                      ••                                                                                      •••••                                                                                      •••••••                                                                                     ••••••                                                                                      ••• .
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Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 11:22 AM UTC
Douse
. **•i only               •••            weep for           the path of my brethren•when we turn           to bloodshed to settle petty squabbles•           the rage               •••                  in  our           hearts could           not be more brazen•           for we have ground all we-           've built to dust and rubble•the tears from the fau-       cets of many only trickle•the drips could never douse the flames we've stoked • we play with lives as we pit                     them to a gamble•the hei-               nousness                            within us that we've                     carelessly ... invoked•**                                                                                                •                                                                                      ••                                                                                      •••••                                                                                      •••••••                                                                                     ••••••                                                                                      ••• .
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My mum is so beautiful My mum is so kind My mum is so sweet I love my mum so much My mum gave me life Thank you mum you gave me a lot when you had 6 other children to see too you done it on your own thank you mum Am sorry for all the fights and squabbles. I thank you for giving me a roof over my head and comfort when I was weak. Love you mum
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Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 4:25 PM UTC
my mum
There is something about this House in Hackensack... It attracts people...like a magnet. They often gather here, and They are welcomed any time. Eyes and souls surround, Even strangers are drawn to it, Like bees attracted to the flowers. Reunions are looked forward to... Even short chats and visits For some coffee or wine Are always welcome. This house.... It makes people want to come back... It's not just the food, Or the help it offers... The comeliness of the place, The people that live within... The noise... ever-present, The shaking of the stairs, when the boys Chase, tease each other... The squabbles, replete with tears... Cabinets are real heavy, With weight-y stories to tell... The bedrooms, so inviting, where jokes And giggles underneath the covers Could be heard till late hours of the night... All gather in the kitchen, The hub in this house... Family, friends...even new guests Do not go to the living room... They walk straight to the kitchen. There, where the home scents Exude warmth, Fragrant with home-cooking. The long dining table says it all... A different kind of music Plays every time And invites everyone To stay for a while and relax... It beckons each time... It whispers... "Go, find your corner...do your thing, You'll be okay..." And so, the cozy sun room became A favorite spot in that house, Where beautiful poetry bloomed At any hour during that whole month. From out front, along the street, Circling around to the backyard, Then back inside... It has now finally dawned on this clouded mind, What that "something" is... This house, metamorphosed From an old, kind of cold Victorian, to a homier, More comfortable modernized domicile... Now radiates with love, warmth and kindness, The energy emitted by the family living within... The people are the crown and the charm... They are the smoke coming out of the chimney... The  A U R A  of this house, standing proud Along Catalpa Avenue......... ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Sally Copyright 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
The House...
There is something about this House in Hackensack... It attracts people...like a magnet. They often gather here, and They are welcomed any time. Eyes and souls surround, Even strangers are drawn to it, Like bees attracted to the flowers. Reunions are looked forward to... Even short chats and visits For some coffee or wine Are always welcome. This house.... It makes people want to come back... It's not just the food, Or the help it offers... The comeliness of the place, The people that live within... The noise... ever-present, The shaking of the stairs, when the boys Chase, tease each other... The squabbles, replete with tears... Cabinets are real heavy, With weight-y stories to tell... The bedrooms, so inviting, where jokes And giggles underneath the covers Could be heard till late hours of the night... All gather in the kitchen, The hub in this house... Family, friends...even new guests Do not go to the living room... They walk straight to the kitchen. There, where the home scents Exude warmth, Fragrant with home-cooking. The long dining table says it all... A different kind of music Plays every time And invites everyone To stay for a while and relax... It beckons each time... It whispers... "Go, find your corner...do your thing, You'll be okay..." And so, the cozy sun room became A favorite spot in that house, Where beautiful poetry bloomed At any hour during that whole month. From out front, along the street, Circling around to the backyard, Then back inside... It has now finally dawned on this clouded mind, What that "something" is... This house, metamorphosed From an old, kind of cold Victorian, to a homier, More comfortable modernized domicile... Now radiates with love, warmth and kindness, The energy emitted by the family living within... The people are the crown and the charm... They are the smoke coming out of the chimney... The  A U R A  of this house, standing proud Along Catalpa Avenue......... ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Sally Copyright 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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You’ll find them in all such establishments, (Be they graceful small-town former Victorian homes, Or cinderblock edifices mindful of some campus multi-faith center) Sitting in the basement, cheek-to-jowl With moldering burial records and banking statements, Yellowed newspaper clippings, faded prayer cards Small squared-off boxes hastily tabbed together, Ostensibly temporary containers which have acquired An unintended and wholly unwelcome permanence. The whys and wherefores of their subterranean placement A mixed bag of foible and outright foolishness: Unresolvable squabbles concerning possession and burial, Families that skipped out on the bill, leaving mom behind, Cases of outright not giving a good-goddamn. And so they remain, in lieu of repatriation and redemption, To sit for something akin to perpetuity in some cases (Members of the profession resolute in their respect For the dignity of life, Though their sincerity enjoys less unanimity) While others wait for mass burial Once legal niceties have been satisfied, While still others, in care of firms not so scrupulous About crossing their t’s and dotting their i’s, Are flung, albeit somewhat surreptitiously, out the back door, The remains to take flight if the grass is dry and the wind is brisk, Otherwise to be left to the vagaries Of curious birds and creped soles.
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Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 11:28 AM UTC
the unclaimed
Everyone's lying But nobody is listening, Coins glimmer and shine; The truth still glistens At dawn over crop fields, Sunlit canopies. Nature prevails To show us our failures, Yet, mankind squabbles. The death toll rises And nothing ever changes; We don't have the time. Keep spinning the wheel, The sunset brings shade.
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Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 8:55 AM UTC
A Blind Eye
Im focusing my energy elsewhere as best I can, but I keep thinking of El Torpedo. Trapped there between dimensions like that; It's no fun. I've been there. It's no fun at all. I generally don't get involved in petty squabbles between lesser beings; But, this particular situation bothered me greatly. Is it because I'm lonely? I'm too lazy to be lonely; So, that makes no sense. I can't even enjoy my coffee for want of piece of mind on the matter. That's where I draw the ******* line. My haven, it will not be disturbed this way. I had to do something. Something that required effort; Asking favors from entities I don't particularly care to visit with. I've never felt this. Why do I care all of a sudden? A question for which I currently have no answer. I really should've paid more attention to the goings on, but I was distracted by thoughts of Sacred Geometry And dreams of Fibonacci... Here is what I think I know so far: El Torpedo thought she killed The Artist. So did everyone else. That turned out not to be the case. Killing the Scarecrow, I can understand. It would make perfect sense to me- but, I'm not the Artist. She works differently. She takes her time. This was a crime of passion, she was in a hurry. She didn't sign her work That is unheard of; it doesn't happen. El Torpedo is alive. The Artist didn't plan this; it was happenstance. They interrupted her; She punished them. Ghost was opportunity (I'll explain), Torpedo was mercy (How mundane).
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Apr 1, 2012
Apr 1, 2012 at 10:57 PM UTC
The Interdimensional Adventures of El Torpedo and The Ghost Scarecrow Ep. 2 (Godspeak)
If God exists He or She knows All Is Everywhere And Everywhen And lives beyond Space and Time. For so it is to be a God. She is far too great To concern herself With this grain of sand Lost in the vastness of our Multiverse. Our words can’t hurt Her, Maybe make Her smile at most, Even as we take Her name in vain. Our petty squabbles Are but fights Amongst the ants. She Loves all Life, Though some be sacrificed at times For the Greater Good. I ask you all To open your mind And see us through Her eyes. She cannot want us To martyr ourselves Or **** those who are different In race or creed. She will not give us Heaven If we sacrifice our lives To **** Her creatures That she made With such magnificent grace. Above all else She is a Loving God, Cherishing ALL that Lives. Forget the ancient histories Of warring and strife. NOW is where we are, And now is the Time For Love. Paul Butters
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Jul 6, 2015
Jul 6, 2015 at 5:42 AM UTC
A Wider View
Our lives are like ocean waves, born of a celestial entity among a diversified sea of possibilities. Direction and intensity set at birth with a future blurred by the endless horizon Some waves wander alone, losing momentum as they are gradually ushered down by Earth’s gravitational pull before tragically coming to a rest among the blue abyss, destination never realized Others are born of the unseen violence and upheaval between tectonic plates battling for dominion over the volatile landscape deep beneath the surface. Knowing no other way, they perpetuate the violence that created them, destroying and consuming everything in their path Yet some join together, superimposed into a harmonious union that multiplies their strength and propels them forward until it’s waters gently meet the shore in an actualizing marriage of journey and destiny Storms often boil up out of nowhere, dismantling adjacent waves. While a select few resist the onslaught, instead gaining strength and vitality. Like a conductor bringing a symphony to crescendo, the roil pushes these waves further than others in pursuit of their destination This dynamic tapestry of new beginnings and violent ends blend together as one, eroding and shaping the land around them as they work out their daily squabbles. Heads barely above water, they continue onward towards the horizon blatantly disregarding a future for which they create
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Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 11:27 PM UTC
70 Percent
Oh, Joseph, we love this fine and ritzy party No, through the poppy fields we rode a cart, see? I agree, but at that time the lake was dry There were castles and spires and dragons this high! Joseph, what a very, very good party. --At times, I find there are never parties But it has been so long since this trip I’ve started So long from home, with the pain of thought-wandering Wander, wonder if the dead sit so pondering In their solitude. What time find men to thought-wander when dead? Where seconds breathe lifetimes, bleed red And when will thought-wandering cave in my head? The stammered squabbles of parties bled Out into my hearing. --Oh, I simply cannot believe the things he says My dear, did he philosophize about his pauper days? Lord, how she would twist and turn the conversation She’d laugh and cheer and nod, all to appease him Do you hear them now? --In no earthy place could one ever find such a cracked imagination Go, and thought-wander the depths of my empty nation; You’ll find a few dismantled towns, a statue, gold; A statue of me, built by me, where parties were held Even there you won’t find it. Perhaps, if one could find, some lonely corner With shadows and planks in the heart of the world Where the dead would sit and the dead would ponder The fuss and precision of their last friend, the coroner There you may find it.
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Feb 22, 2010
Feb 22, 2010 at 9:37 PM UTC
Joseph Hosts His Party, Under Pretense
Qualified Abstinence I’ve decided - though not wholly - As of morning’s bath - to put on hold The daily custom, habit’s viewing - NCIS, Dr Phil - suspecting as I do That they are doing me some harm Engaging, charming as they are. Mind as thought and mind as stomach, Turn to worry, churn with fear As states of things in world and home, Play out the clearer, Signs maturing in their chaos, Ever growing, ever baiting; Making brilliant, analytical dear Phil Ever more mouth-watering. Well-loved NCIS plays its part, Portraying nations torn apart With ever cleverer technologies And cleverer–type baddies Getting ‘theirs’ from even smarter good guys. If then, strong enough to not back off, The morning TV staying off, Then maybe, only maybe This old belly Can restore its tranquil peristalsis, Family squabbles turning babble to a kiss. Phil, dear Phil, continue to be wise and kind! NCIS’ cast: brave, cuddly and seasoned - Flag unfurled, continue to engage yourselves In world salvation! Stationing my thoughts in action, I must leave you both To carry myself into truth As cellular Arlene conceives, perceives, Inherently achieves it. (If, of course, l don’t fall back into the - (crude, ill-mannered rude word) shit! Qualified Abstinence 7.20.2014 Pure Nakedness; Our Times, Our Culture II; Arlene Corwin arlene corwin poetry.com
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Jul 20, 2016
Jul 20, 2016 at 2:29 PM UTC
Qualified Abstinence
I'll tell you now, girl, I've never been good at expressing my emotions. I run my mind around and around in circles, seeking solace from the lullaby of loneliness I hear every night before bed. I'll tell you now, girl, I'm not your stereotypical tough guy. I'm not going to start squabbles for the sake of excitement, or purvey pain like the pimps and the players. I'll tell you now, girl, I'm not the most confident man that's ever sauntered down these streets. I have a fragile ego, one that breaks like brittle little bones nearly every evening. The few things I take pride in seem insignificant in the face of my follies, fallacies, and failures. But I'll tell you now, girl, you keep me alive through the worst life throws at me. When the world is whirling and I'm weak and wasted, I wish for a woman to withhold my wild ways. I beg for the beauty that will battle the back breakers and bum-bombs that burst in my brain. I sing for the siren of all things sweet and **** of salvation and accompanied solitude. But I'll tell you now, girl, you don't exist. The joyous and gentle girl I describe within is mere myth. A myth, but a mystical morsel of my mind, one I shall seek till I'm sickly and saggy. A soul that sends shivers down my spine every succulent second they're in sight. I'll never stop my search, fantasy female. When I at last locate you, love, I won't let you leave, and I won't leave you limp and lifeless, from lures and lies. I can only desire your deliverance, dream dame, and I leave my heart on your fireplace hearth, hoping to hold you. For an instant. For an evening. For eternity.
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May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 2:09 PM UTC
Dream Dame
I'll tell you now, girl, I've never been good at expressing my emotions. I run my mind around and around in circles, seeking solace from the lullaby of loneliness I hear every night before bed. I'll tell you now, girl, I'm not your stereotypical tough guy. I'm not going to start squabbles for the sake of excitement, or purvey pain like the pimps and the players. I'll tell you now, girl, I'm not the most confident man that's ever sauntered down these streets. I have a fragile ego, one that breaks like brittle little bones nearly every evening. The few things I take pride in seem insignificant in the face of my follies, fallacies, and failures. But I'll tell you now, girl, you keep me alive through the worst life throws at me. When the world is whirling and I'm weak and wasted, I wish for a woman to withhold my wild ways. I beg for the beauty that will battle the back breakers and bum-bombs that burst in my brain. I sing for the siren of all things sweet and **** of salvation and accompanied solitude. But I'll tell you now, girl, you don't exist. The joyous and gentle girl I describe within is mere myth. A myth, but a mystical morsel of my mind, one I shall seek till I'm sickly and saggy. A soul that sends shivers down my spine every succulent second they're in sight. I'll never stop my search, fantasy female. When I at last locate you, love, I won't let you leave, and I won't leave you limp and lifeless, from lures and lies. I can only desire your deliverance, dream dame, and I leave my heart on your fireplace hearth, hoping to hold you. For an instant. For an evening. For eternity.
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Tis anesting, such sweet sparrow, hath thou fleed from an icy grip, tis springtime's warming blow, that melts such waters, now to sip. Tis some tunes, of squabbles in thy nest, a gentle tugging snack, of tasty worm, a hearty din that chicks, with joy attack. Alas, poor nesting sparrow, thy chicks and you will flee, when there comes the cold and snow, then, I wonder where thy be.
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Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 6:29 AM UTC
a nesting sparrow
Graphic holographic photographic useless plastic blacklights that sit popping balloons ***** spilling everywhere, at least partial it comes and goes sitting, comparing mustaches, reminiscing woodland conundrums meaningless exchanges of time passed squished in a sober automobile full of drunks meaningless squabbles squished seven in where seven belong belligerent drunk, joyously sober drunkenly sober? either way i am am i i am here for now, although we all know the impermanence of time, the moment stupid words thrown on a page to serve what purpose? what good does any of it do? words connect emotions sorrowful stories of serene sounds uneffecting interacting with all endless expanses of open feet walk without soles? souls? either way the have no base? sitting on couches watching beaten cats dogs children the night is getting late it's clear now and i sit thinking thoughts that never leave my mind and smile
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Jan 4, 2012
Jan 4, 2012 at 1:36 AM UTC
someone's last night
Do they value  quietude as we do? passing through their cul de sac with the same red blood causing through our veins ? The cold stone buildings are arcane clematis seemingly  choking.them. A wider sentence permeates. The nightingale squabbles with the swallow and all is not as same it seems. How peace was wished for but the inhabitants  are loathed  to admit an underlining struggle re emerges.
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Jul 3, 2013
Jul 3, 2013 at 3:58 PM UTC
Low thresholds
Envision the acceleration Of your heart and mind As the truth is delivered Upon you, replacing Your salvation with a Glimmer of thought To inspire you to Reimagine an existence Without the excess of a god. Time, energy, and motion Becoming interwoven as you Refocus on a new existence Where you don't ******* Squander away your time Worshipping false idols Warning you against Worshipping false idols. When armed with a thought, The creation of a Revised world isn't Such a foreign concept, But an attainable reality. Strive for a redefinition Of the corrupt system For in action, change Can be forced on The unwilling establishment. Abandon the petty squabbles, Brother against brother Over an imagined salvation Leading only to extermination. Realign your thought process And adjust to a world where Brother allied with brother Fight for the freedom From class division, From monetary idealism, And from religious ideology Picture an existence Where we no longer divide But combine to form A unification Of revolution.
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Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 12:45 AM UTC
Reimagine
briano alliano performs at neptune cafe hi dudes and welcome to neptune cafe, and today i am performing some great numbers for ya here is the first song, titled i am working for the future you see i am up here playing a song trying to get things right, oh yeah the song is some old fashioned song that nobody likes , but this sums up my voicers trying to say, whether my voices are true or not i hate being someone people hate i get up and i say to the mic, please leave me alone i am a person, just a person, who never put a foot wrong you see i take my medication, because i want to get reformed please, respect that, please like this, don’t call me a loser just because i take medication, the only old fogie in me mate is i take medication, i want myself to be reformed ya see i want my evil me of the 80s and early 90s dead, never to be alive again please buddha, allow me to my past youj see dad tried to help me, when he called me a fool i think he was trying to show me, what can happen io me, if i fought the young dudes you see, i tried to fight it out with dad, but i now know that was wrong please don’t hassle me about that, i really wanna be reformed dad didn’t deserve what i put him through, but he was a stubborn man especially when i was trying to make peace, i know i say sorry then fought again you see dad and mum got cranky over spilt milk, i can’t handle this i think dad was having fun pushing me on to bed yeah, it was the only way to get me to learn about his ****** authority rule i know i’s schizophrenic but i was training myself in my room i wanted to be famous, but i went about it the ****** wrong way i wish wasn’t so fucken stubborn, because it was obvious i was reformed ya see, when dad put me to the test, i felt like fighting, but i decided to calm down you see all i did was spend my money, i was celebrating freedom i was an adult, baby, but not the nerdy kind i don’t really appreciate being treated like a nerd or a little kid to a tease dad should work on betty campbell, to show us what he saw in me cause i was trying to be a COOL BOY, ya know, not necessary to a fight i was sick of being the kind of kid to always be well behaved i wanted to muck around with mate, but i realiy ****** well **** my pants dad never helped me, but he tried, so i have to be the **** **** kid till the day i move out, and that drove me crazy, i hated me and dads squabbles, it was fucken CRAZY dad took advantage of my schizophrenic behaviour, all because i preferred music than the fucken army and now, dudes, i will chuck a methane smoothie on dad to rid his old fucken hag like i am teasing the old fucken hag, here is your methane smoothie, right in your head
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Mar 8, 2015
Mar 8, 2015 at 9:02 PM UTC
briano at neptune cafe, teasing dad
briano alliano performs at neptune cafe hi dudes and welcome to neptune cafe, and today i am performing some great numbers for ya here is the first song, titled i am working for the future you see i am up here playing a song trying to get things right, oh yeah the song is some old fashioned song that nobody likes , but this sums up my voicers trying to say, whether my voices are true or not i hate being someone people hate i get up and i say to the mic, please leave me alone i am a person, just a person, who never put a foot wrong you see i take my medication, because i want to get reformed please, respect that, please like this, don’t call me a loser just because i take medication, the only old fogie in me mate is i take medication, i want myself to be reformed ya see i want my evil me of the 80s and early 90s dead, never to be alive again please buddha, allow me to my past youj see dad tried to help me, when he called me a fool i think he was trying to show me, what can happen io me, if i fought the young dudes you see, i tried to fight it out with dad, but i now know that was wrong please don’t hassle me about that, i really wanna be reformed dad didn’t deserve what i put him through, but he was a stubborn man especially when i was trying to make peace, i know i say sorry then fought again you see dad and mum got cranky over spilt milk, i can’t handle this i think dad was having fun pushing me on to bed yeah, it was the only way to get me to learn about his ****** authority rule i know i’s schizophrenic but i was training myself in my room i wanted to be famous, but i went about it the ****** wrong way i wish wasn’t so fucken stubborn, because it was obvious i was reformed ya see, when dad put me to the test, i felt like fighting, but i decided to calm down you see all i did was spend my money, i was celebrating freedom i was an adult, baby, but not the nerdy kind i don’t really appreciate being treated like a nerd or a little kid to a tease dad should work on betty campbell, to show us what he saw in me cause i was trying to be a COOL BOY, ya know, not necessary to a fight i was sick of being the kind of kid to always be well behaved i wanted to muck around with mate, but i realiy ****** well **** my pants dad never helped me, but he tried, so i have to be the **** **** kid till the day i move out, and that drove me crazy, i hated me and dads squabbles, it was fucken CRAZY dad took advantage of my schizophrenic behaviour, all because i preferred music than the fucken army and now, dudes, i will chuck a methane smoothie on dad to rid his old fucken hag like i am teasing the old fucken hag, here is your methane smoothie, right in your head
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At times I confess, The follies that are part of me, The bane of being human, Force me to find recluse in solitude, Away from the squabbles of mortal men, Who fight for things immaterial, Spurning things that they should endevour to have. Alas, it shames me not, That solitude at times, Rejuvenates some hidden part of myself, A resevoir refilled, replenished. I spend my time alone, Listening to the solitary wind, Or to the beats of some bard’s song, Uncovering meaning in both. But I must admit there are times, When I watch lovers entwined in a casual embrace, Or a child’s loving gaze at his parent, And realization strikes me. Although I like being alone at times, The wine of loneliness bitters my withered soul.
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May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 7:26 AM UTC
Being Alone
It's strange how I could fit so much in a shoebox. A shoebox made for a pair. There is this specific shoebox I have tucked underneath my folding bed. A relatively new one, with its glossy lid and blunt corners. I can name its contents by heart. A letter dated September 27. Two pairs of tickets to movies. A priceless photo of you as a kid on horseback. Six receipts I managed to save from places where we've shown our true colors. Nine bus tickets. One valentine's card with a doodle I'd frame in the Louvre for everyone to appreciate. A list that says ten things but actually has twenty. My favorite one being "I love that you love me. I cannot even." Two poems. Five photographs of us, two of you, one stolen, most with teeth, some wacky. An ice cream tin. I can still taste the pistachio and see our smiles while we shared and fought over who gets the tin. A notebook holding a sacred bucketlist, boxes unticked. This box is small, but it keeps a lot more than that. It cradles a semi-epic backstory. It possesses a playlist inaudible to all, except for two people. It confines a few arguments, little squabbles, and maybe a tiny bit of resentment. More than that, it is abundant in affection, concern, last-minute cuddles, kisses given and taken. I won't deny it, I'm a sentimental person. I've been keeping and snatching little parts of you and placing them in plain sight around me. Where I can see them, see you, when I flip through my books or open my wallet for change. But now you're gone, hidden from view. Diminished inside four corners, right under where I sleep at night to forget you. It's strange how I could fit so much in a shoebox. This shoebox I made just for you and I.
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Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 8:24 AM UTC
Maudlin
It's strange how I could fit so much in a shoebox. A shoebox made for a pair. There is this specific shoebox I have tucked underneath my folding bed. A relatively new one, with its glossy lid and blunt corners. I can name its contents by heart. A letter dated September 27. Two pairs of tickets to movies. A priceless photo of you as a kid on horseback. Six receipts I managed to save from places where we've shown our true colors. Nine bus tickets. One valentine's card with a doodle I'd frame in the Louvre for everyone to appreciate. A list that says ten things but actually has twenty. My favorite one being "I love that you love me. I cannot even." Two poems. Five photographs of us, two of you, one stolen, most with teeth, some wacky. An ice cream tin. I can still taste the pistachio and see our smiles while we shared and fought over who gets the tin. A notebook holding a sacred bucketlist, boxes unticked. This box is small, but it keeps a lot more than that. It cradles a semi-epic backstory. It possesses a playlist inaudible to all, except for two people. It confines a few arguments, little squabbles, and maybe a tiny bit of resentment. More than that, it is abundant in affection, concern, last-minute cuddles, kisses given and taken. I won't deny it, I'm a sentimental person. I've been keeping and snatching little parts of you and placing them in plain sight around me. Where I can see them, see you, when I flip through my books or open my wallet for change. But now you're gone, hidden from view. Diminished inside four corners, right under where I sleep at night to forget you. It's strange how I could fit so much in a shoebox. This shoebox I made just for you and I.
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As I walked down, on my way back from Camden Town- some sights I saw. The squabbles on the streets, the dancers with two left feet- I saw the smokers blow rings, upon cobbled stones surrounded by courts- like kings. Then the rain came pelting, yet the old lady kept belting. Out her soft tune. The cats came to listen, but the rain kept on glistening till shelter was found. What a day to go missing- even if the downpour's ******* on my way home from Camden Town.
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 10:53 AM UTC
Journey
Before the time of man before his petty squabbles, When great deeds once were done and giants walked the land, The mighty of the heavens walked freely where they might, And the heavens and the earth resounded with their fights. But power is not always strength nor are the strong the victors, For strength can never overcome the wisdom of the clever.
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Jun 15, 2010
Jun 15, 2010 at 12:53 PM UTC
True Strength
i. Such is their reward, then, This graceful bridge bisecting the lake at Bemus Point, Not far from the spot where Bishop Vincent Parsed the geography of the holy land, Narrow beaches fronting a higgledy-piggledy of cottages, Most comfortable but staid, Though the odd McMansion grotesquerie Has sprouted here and there, Courtesy of some frozen-food magnate in Buffalo Or casino second-in-command from Niagara Falls (Those more famous waters, apparently, Insufficient to slake ones thirst for the gaudy) In any case, likely no more than admired from afar By those generations of boys Who, leaving their spot on the line at Crescent Tools Or fields rife with bumble-striped heifers, Never returned, drill press unmanned, corn crib unattended. ii. You’d been on those waters once, however, Spending an afternoon both bewitching and idyllic On a dock fronting a relatively humble beach bungalow (A friend of a family friend or relative’s place, The whos and whys lost to the manila folders of recollection) With a girl of ten, perhaps twelve at the outside, Beautiful in an untrammeled manner, Or at least primarily, unconsciously so, And you remember her having green eyes Which utterly belied description (Though that was all long ago, Such reminiscence likely no more than the rheuminess of memory, And you have not returned to that shoreline since.) iii. Such daydreams are perilous, on many levels, At seventy miles per hour even more so, And you shake yourself back to the present While approaching yet another bridge (Humble span noting humble beginnings) Honoring the region’s most famous daughter and her husband, Who did indeed have much ‘splaining to do, As you proceed eastbound toward Salamanca (Wholly owned by the Seneca Nation, Those non-native descendants of Mertzes and McGillicuddys Paying rent and fealty to the tribe each year) And thence to the slump-shouldered hills Which shelter the sauntering Allegheny, The pines thick, green, inscrutable, Beyond our everday squabbles, Answerable to nothing but time itself.
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May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 12:26 PM UTC
On Crossing The Chautauqua County Veterans Memorial Bridge
i. Such is their reward, then, This graceful bridge bisecting the lake at Bemus Point, Not far from the spot where Bishop Vincent Parsed the geography of the holy land, Narrow beaches fronting a higgledy-piggledy of cottages, Most comfortable but staid, Though the odd McMansion grotesquerie Has sprouted here and there, Courtesy of some frozen-food magnate in Buffalo Or casino second-in-command from Niagara Falls (Those more famous waters, apparently, Insufficient to slake ones thirst for the gaudy) In any case, likely no more than admired from afar By those generations of boys Who, leaving their spot on the line at Crescent Tools Or fields rife with bumble-striped heifers, Never returned, drill press unmanned, corn crib unattended. ii. You’d been on those waters once, however, Spending an afternoon both bewitching and idyllic On a dock fronting a relatively humble beach bungalow (A friend of a family friend or relative’s place, The whos and whys lost to the manila folders of recollection) With a girl of ten, perhaps twelve at the outside, Beautiful in an untrammeled manner, Or at least primarily, unconsciously so, And you remember her having green eyes Which utterly belied description (Though that was all long ago, Such reminiscence likely no more than the rheuminess of memory, And you have not returned to that shoreline since.) iii. Such daydreams are perilous, on many levels, At seventy miles per hour even more so, And you shake yourself back to the present While approaching yet another bridge (Humble span noting humble beginnings) Honoring the region’s most famous daughter and her husband, Who did indeed have much ‘splaining to do, As you proceed eastbound toward Salamanca (Wholly owned by the Seneca Nation, Those non-native descendants of Mertzes and McGillicuddys Paying rent and fealty to the tribe each year) And thence to the slump-shouldered hills Which shelter the sauntering Allegheny, The pines thick, green, inscrutable, Beyond our everday squabbles, Answerable to nothing but time itself.
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