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"shovels" poems
Yellow is a high-minded mood the extravagance of sunlight to be touched-- before long by colors of play ____________ It is of hair tendering golden sun brown pennies for lemonade ____________ Yellow is bumping into the screaming end of a lit cigarette _____________ Yellow is dripping from the eaves onto an empty soup can _____________ It is spindling sparrow song from highest perch on roof his pitch can aspire _____________ Yellow is in rattled doorknob an infant's sweet voice wanting – in Reciting menu above mattress edges into sleep two dark eyes plead for yellow waking Mother into morning-- “juice.... eggs” Yellow  ____ is opening a car door at the shore's unmistakable! Smells of life   warmth and breeze touching strings those kites   of sense harmonics above the tone octaves of excitement to see to hear to touch to taste to know again – the ocean of my mother as she calms the waves, ignores the pouts of us with stuff to lug out to the beach the towels, pails and shovels Picnic basket, cooler lotion, comic books, her magazines Mom looks out She is a good swimmer Her glasses, dark Preside   reflecting beauty – “Take your sister's hand.” Yellow are the squeals Feet thrashing sand of cannot wait
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May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
Yellow Waking Mother (short poems)
hip-hop split my mind open, hear me flip-flop happily irritated watching your constipated face break heavy tears you shake you ache so take a break and take a breath digging holes taking pills sliding down murderin' fillin' hills the chills my thrills no bills countin' kills ten fingers smell lingers hell bringers not singers give me that... bring me there... – shovels the troubles my doubles be bubbles black moths white veins no money hopping trains you blame the rain for pain insane to think a drink of water taught her brought her to the edge nothing left to take so... give me that... underground.... hip-hop split my mind open, hear me flip-flop happily irritated watching your constipated face break heavy tears you shake you ache so take a breath ahhhhhhh give me that... bring me there...   we're going underground – your games my flames the names we tame the light breaks night we slide we hide in the dark so take a breath Underground... hip-hop split my mind open, hear me flip-flop happily irritated watching your constipated face break heavy tears you shake you ache so take take me bake me shake the dirt from my bones love's no longer got me in a choke hold feeling bold stories told so grab a hold as we unfold underground no longer bound by fear my dear the present is clear growing and sprouting underground –
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Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 1:43 AM UTC
The Heist
*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!&#£ if you prefer political sensitivity and a blanket and a ***** and a nanny); unlike germ- -any (+)- where they love to **** on each other in the shadow of the crucifix procreating for films, while in england they're into children; owning a use of a word, venerating its usage: where's the Schengen vocabulary? i want to be there - free flow of words like spotting a kestrel in my garden one time, while the traffic shovels hours into comparison with sea waves and a traffic-jam becomes a static tsunami for the eyes.
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Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 11:17 AM UTC
Schengen vocabulary
*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!&#£ if you prefer political sensitivity and a blanket and a ***** and a nanny); unlike germ- -any (+)- where they love to **** on each other in the shadow of the crucifix procreating for films, while in england they're into children; owning a use of a word, venerating its usage: where's the Schengen vocabulary? i want to be there - free flow of words like spotting a kestrel in my garden one time, while the traffic shovels hours into comparison with sea waves and a traffic-jam becomes a static tsunami for the eyes.
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For some reason honey I'm reminded of a song A song I hummed as with my mouth I slid down your thong Something about the weather outside guided my mouth in between your luscious thighs and though the snow shovels and returns just as quick That song won't leave my head as I gently nibble and **** on your **** We won't be able to go anywhere nowhere at all that was evident to me as I thrusted as deep as my ***** But since we're trapped indoors I'll kiss on your neck as we make love like ****** our burning flesh could melt the cruel snow and ice let it snow let it snow... now that'll be in my head all night ;)
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Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
The Weather
Enter the dragon with death and disruption Pride and tradition cataclysmically thrown, Magnificent structures reduced to rubble Distraught people bereft of their homes. Chasms of heartache with bodies of babies Strewn with the bricks in vast disarray, Dust in the air and the howl of the sirens Shouting police on a horror filled day. Christchurch is bleeding, her confidence shattered Our keynote cathedral is lying in shards, Vacant eyed people are clinging to strangers Jagged black holes in suburban back yards. Christchurch is bleeding, our torn, gracious City The nation arises in hurt and alarm, To face the challenge with strength and resources, To nurture our sister with healing and balm. Sympathy shown by the myriad faces Racing to help from all parts of the globe, Expertise offered with money and labour Students with shovels and priests of the robe. Sadness and torment for kin of the missing Frustrated rescuers work till relieved, Moments of triumph with lost resurrected, Agony felt when the dead are retrieved. Led by the strength of the Mayor of the City Courageous citizens help where they can, Moments of bravery, moments of agony Inspirational feats of elan. Poignancy shown by the sad Maori Warden Guiding the aged through the strewn broken glass, Aiding the ambulance crews in their labour Proud to be Kiwi as folk show their class. Christchurch WILL arise from the death and destruction Once again people will overcome grief, Pride and resilience will triumph with the passing And time will repair with deserved relief. Marshalg Victoria Park Tunnel AUCKLAND 25 February 2011
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Feb 25, 2011
Feb 25, 2011 at 8:26 AM UTC
Christchurch is Bleeding
Enter the dragon with death and disruption Pride and tradition cataclysmically thrown, Magnificent structures reduced to rubble Distraught people bereft of their homes. Chasms of heartache with bodies of babies Strewn with the bricks in vast disarray, Dust in the air and the howl of the sirens Shouting police on a horror filled day. Christchurch is bleeding, her confidence shattered Our keynote cathedral is lying in shards, Vacant eyed people are clinging to strangers Jagged black holes in suburban back yards. Christchurch is bleeding, our torn, gracious City The nation arises in hurt and alarm, To face the challenge with strength and resources, To nurture our sister with healing and balm. Sympathy shown by the myriad faces Racing to help from all parts of the globe, Expertise offered with money and labour Students with shovels and priests of the robe. Sadness and torment for kin of the missing Frustrated rescuers work till relieved, Moments of triumph with lost resurrected, Agony felt when the dead are retrieved. Led by the strength of the Mayor of the City Courageous citizens help where they can, Moments of bravery, moments of agony Inspirational feats of elan. Poignancy shown by the sad Maori Warden Guiding the aged through the strewn broken glass, Aiding the ambulance crews in their labour Proud to be Kiwi as folk show their class. Christchurch WILL arise from the death and destruction Once again people will overcome grief, Pride and resilience will triumph with the passing And time will repair with deserved relief. Marshalg Victoria Park Tunnel AUCKLAND 25 February 2011
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Press your ear close. Sometimes you can hear the breath rattling in my chest like a bone shrugged its moorings and ought to be tied back down. It’s the sound of a canyon trying to expel a marsh: hear the stones tumble down, clatter and splash, the stiff reeds scouring the walls. Stuck bristles. Sticks. The marsh is dauntless. It can’t be pushed out through the canyon’s narrow mouth. It’s the sound of a cave-in. Press your ear close and listen to picks and shovels plinking on the rock. Soon the oxygen gives out and all the miners go to sleep, or they punch a hole through to the sky and breathe, mouths pressed to the breach, gasping a little at a time. It’s the sound of a brier patch growing in your lungs. It’s the sound of a brier patch set on fire.
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Oct 18, 2011
Oct 18, 2011 at 10:26 PM UTC
Brier Patch
BOX cars run by a mile long. And I wonder what they say to each other When they stop a mile long on a sidetrack. Maybe their chatter goes: I came from Fargo with a load of wheat up to the danger line. I came from Omaha with a load of shorthorns and they splintered my boards. I came from Detroit heavy with a load of flivvers. I carried apples from the Hood river last year and this year bunches of bananas from Florida; they look for me with watermelons from Mississippi next year. Hammers and shovels of work gangs sleep in shop corners when the dark stars come on the sky and the night watchmen walk and look. Then the hammer heads talk to the handles, then the scoops of the shovels talk, how the day's work nicked and trimmed them, how they swung and lifted all day, how the hands of the work gangs smelled of hope. In the night of the dark stars when the curve of the sky is a work gang handle, in the night on the mile long sidetracks, in the night where the hammers and shovels sleep in corners, the night watchmen stuff their pipes with dreams- and sometimes they doze and don't care for nothin', and sometimes they search their heads for meanings, stories, stars. The stuff of it runs like this: A long way we come; a long way to go; long rests and long deep sniffs for our lungs on the way. Sleep is a belonging of all; even if all songs are old songs and the singing heart is snuffed out like a switchman's lantern with the oil gone, even if we forget our names and houses in the finish, the secret of sleep is left us, sleep belongs to all, sleep is the first and last and best of all. People singing; people with song mouths connecting with song hearts; people who must sing or die; people whose song hearts break if there is no song mouth; these are my people.
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Work Gangs
BOX cars run by a mile long. And I wonder what they say to each other When they stop a mile long on a sidetrack. Maybe their chatter goes: I came from Fargo with a load of wheat up to the danger line. I came from Omaha with a load of shorthorns and they splintered my boards. I came from Detroit heavy with a load of flivvers. I carried apples from the Hood river last year and this year bunches of bananas from Florida; they look for me with watermelons from Mississippi next year. Hammers and shovels of work gangs sleep in shop corners when the dark stars come on the sky and the night watchmen walk and look. Then the hammer heads talk to the handles, then the scoops of the shovels talk, how the day's work nicked and trimmed them, how they swung and lifted all day, how the hands of the work gangs smelled of hope. In the night of the dark stars when the curve of the sky is a work gang handle, in the night on the mile long sidetracks, in the night where the hammers and shovels sleep in corners, the night watchmen stuff their pipes with dreams- and sometimes they doze and don't care for nothin', and sometimes they search their heads for meanings, stories, stars. The stuff of it runs like this: A long way we come; a long way to go; long rests and long deep sniffs for our lungs on the way. Sleep is a belonging of all; even if all songs are old songs and the singing heart is snuffed out like a switchman's lantern with the oil gone, even if we forget our names and houses in the finish, the secret of sleep is left us, sleep belongs to all, sleep is the first and last and best of all. People singing; people with song mouths connecting with song hearts; people who must sing or die; people whose song hearts break if there is no song mouth; these are my people.
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Dear Mr. Heaney I wish I'd read your poetry years ago when I was still impressionable and coy and all that jazz. Now it resounds in my skull, leaving a tingle in my right hand. My pen is somewhat snug, but a revolver, no. Ink and shovels aren't far from each other, so your point is well-taken. In fact, they're co-workers – Ink's proved itself just as deadly. It slowly ushers men into the earth, their soil-seat, while the shovel stages the unending play; the eternal lattice. The Nobel hung above your head, the vast array of pins, medals, papers with your name in billowing scarlet. What a treat. Like the last cupcake in the back of the refrigerator that had too much chocolate icing and was only semi-covered in multi-colored snowflakes. I'd loved to have personally presented it to you. There'd be my own plaque, billowing scarlet and all. It'd say, "Mr. Heaney, , you must own a ***** I hope you'd laugh, and not be offended, thinking me a distasteful and insensitive lout. It may not be right, but I can't help but steal the volumes surrounding yours out of every **** library so "Seamus Heaney" may catch the eye of the common passerby more easily. I think I even went to work on enhancing a spine with a red sharpie once. Red hits the eye hard. That was in the central library downtown. Don't tell anyone. Beyond a laugh, what I hope for most is that you get this letter. Just look at it. Wonder why someone so far removed in age and culture and place would ever think of you holding an over-frosted desert as glorious.
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Sep 2, 2012
Sep 2, 2012 at 7:50 PM UTC
Lost Letter Addressed to Seamus Heaney
Dear Mr. Heaney I wish I'd read your poetry years ago when I was still impressionable and coy and all that jazz. Now it resounds in my skull, leaving a tingle in my right hand. My pen is somewhat snug, but a revolver, no. Ink and shovels aren't far from each other, so your point is well-taken. In fact, they're co-workers – Ink's proved itself just as deadly. It slowly ushers men into the earth, their soil-seat, while the shovel stages the unending play; the eternal lattice. The Nobel hung above your head, the vast array of pins, medals, papers with your name in billowing scarlet. What a treat. Like the last cupcake in the back of the refrigerator that had too much chocolate icing and was only semi-covered in multi-colored snowflakes. I'd loved to have personally presented it to you. There'd be my own plaque, billowing scarlet and all. It'd say, "Mr. Heaney, , you must own a ***** I hope you'd laugh, and not be offended, thinking me a distasteful and insensitive lout. It may not be right, but I can't help but steal the volumes surrounding yours out of every **** library so "Seamus Heaney" may catch the eye of the common passerby more easily. I think I even went to work on enhancing a spine with a red sharpie once. Red hits the eye hard. That was in the central library downtown. Don't tell anyone. Beyond a laugh, what I hope for most is that you get this letter. Just look at it. Wonder why someone so far removed in age and culture and place would ever think of you holding an over-frosted desert as glorious.
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Guns, Long, steel guns, Pointed from the war ships In the name of the war god. Straight, shining, polished guns, Clambered over with jackies in white blouses, Glory of tan faces, tousled hair, white teeth, Laughing lithe jackies in white blouses, Sitting on the guns singing war songs, war chanties. Shovels, Broad, iron shovels, Scooping out oblong vaults, Loosening turf and leveling sod. I ask you To witness-- The shovel is brother to the gun.
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Iron
going outside nowadays is just a game of who can hold their breath the longest and of looking for reasons to pass the time in your own backyard but the gardens i see are only for the literary muses haunting writers into submission and for digging up holes with plastic shovels and for wishing that i could pick up the daisies and place them in your hair i was in the middle of drawing a circle when my arm quivered and now the line shoots way past the paper and it's currently undulating over my desk and zooming past a caterpillar that's contemplating whether the process of becoming beautiful would actually make him beautiful when he already knows that he is beautiful i hope the god i pray to forgives me for making all the lines i write be about you
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May 3, 2021
May 3, 2021 at 1:20 PM UTC
draft iced oat milk chai lattes
Seldom doth man stop and stare At the caste iron manhole cover there, Seldom doth he analyze The majesty, which beneath it lies. The pipe work systems vast and long Dark catacombs so precise and strong, Buried deep beneath our feet Extending forth from street to street, Out across the breadth of town Those secret fluids trickle down. Laser levels carve the pathway Through the walls of solid stone, Shovels scrape and dig with effort Forging hard trajectories home. Digging, digging metal mountains Sweat cascades upon the brow, We lay the pipes in straight formation Precision's satisfaction now. An Artisan's great work is hidden Lost beneath the earth's grey stone, Appreciation camouflaged in that, The cast iron manhole stands alone. Magnificence unrealized For deep beneath your feet, A subterranean Michelangelo's Sisteen Chapel, lays discreet. Unsuspected rivers Flowing darkly to the sea In caverns of unwanted waste Quite unbeknown to thee. Vaulting brickwork chambers Which are ancient works of art, Carry oceans of excretement Far from where their journey's start. With thunder's crash and lightning flash And torrents of cold rain, The road's awash and gutters flow Through roadside grates to drain. Gushing torrents cascade down In waves of flowing might To the storm water system Which promptly swallows it from sight. Magic, you say ? Nay, nay I say unto you That the drain layers artistry Is unappreciated, that's true ! That the Herculean effort wrought In winning his great fights Is largely lost to all and sundry Who avoid construction sites. They miss the planning and the layout And meticulousness too And the rubber seals which stop the leaks Which really bother you. The massive holes and danger Of being buried in collapse And the wondrous satisfaction Of achieving downhill flows... Perhaps! Marshalg Apprentice drain layer MHX Beachcroft site and Eastport 19 September 2009
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Jan 22, 2010
Jan 22, 2010 at 3:08 PM UTC
The Caste Iron Manhole Cover
Seldom doth man stop and stare At the caste iron manhole cover there, Seldom doth he analyze The majesty, which beneath it lies. The pipe work systems vast and long Dark catacombs so precise and strong, Buried deep beneath our feet Extending forth from street to street, Out across the breadth of town Those secret fluids trickle down. Laser levels carve the pathway Through the walls of solid stone, Shovels scrape and dig with effort Forging hard trajectories home. Digging, digging metal mountains Sweat cascades upon the brow, We lay the pipes in straight formation Precision's satisfaction now. An Artisan's great work is hidden Lost beneath the earth's grey stone, Appreciation camouflaged in that, The cast iron manhole stands alone. Magnificence unrealized For deep beneath your feet, A subterranean Michelangelo's Sisteen Chapel, lays discreet. Unsuspected rivers Flowing darkly to the sea In caverns of unwanted waste Quite unbeknown to thee. Vaulting brickwork chambers Which are ancient works of art, Carry oceans of excretement Far from where their journey's start. With thunder's crash and lightning flash And torrents of cold rain, The road's awash and gutters flow Through roadside grates to drain. Gushing torrents cascade down In waves of flowing might To the storm water system Which promptly swallows it from sight. Magic, you say ? Nay, nay I say unto you That the drain layers artistry Is unappreciated, that's true ! That the Herculean effort wrought In winning his great fights Is largely lost to all and sundry Who avoid construction sites. They miss the planning and the layout And meticulousness too And the rubber seals which stop the leaks Which really bother you. The massive holes and danger Of being buried in collapse And the wondrous satisfaction Of achieving downhill flows... Perhaps! Marshalg Apprentice drain layer MHX Beachcroft site and Eastport 19 September 2009
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The cretens slipping through the trees Nooses wound tight for the hangmans head The angels weep n **** their guns Fire charring the vocal strings of the innocent Comparing battle scars to shooting stars Its all in desperate wishing Desire for their fallen deeds Dragging steel shovels at their heels Claiming bragging rights for dead dreams Slow destruction of the spider webs A delicately demolished reality Those trapped at hells gates are singing sinfully.
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 9:30 PM UTC
Analogies for petty problems
i always wanted to be that girl too brilliant to resist too pretty to dis that girl that stops traffic walking down the street that's the pretty girl, i wanted to be and today i'm sure, that girl is me but turns out it ain't all it's cracked up to be cause i've learned about her life all her pain all the abuse how she'll never be a wife how you smile to her face while you stab her in the back twisting as you push in the knife i've watched her drag herself across the coals for your love beg for peace, like soaring doves cry for relief as she crawls down the street after your threw her out like an out of date piece of meat collectively flooding her world all those tears that she's cried all the disappointment that she's felt, for even having tried i've watched her fade away like that soul of hers that died the day you showed her you'd never love her for anything more, like her heart and mind so she jumped from man to man searching for the plug to stop up that hole you dug with rusty shovels and all your poisonous words words so sharp they cut instantly deep infecting her with your thoughts and beliefs just so those physical benefits you'd reap so you twist her thoughts of love and her worth and deceive her and make her feel less than dirt like the ground you walk on cause you walked all over her and your name's all over those scars she incurred you wanna hold her close and tight but only when it suits you right? then pretend that you don't know her this girl, she's been broken by the thing she thought she wanted she just wanted to be a pretty face that anyone would notice but a pretty face doesn't get you respect it just got her used he drew her in, and she loved him so she let herself be abused like a cloud covering the sky she'd fake it just to get by and she might just never try again, to look her best cause those days weren't her fondest when you could treat her such a way like the disposable pretty face of a women that won't stand for it another day so now when people to her say "..you're such a pretty face.." she can tell them all this story and how unpretty it really is in this place
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Dec 7, 2010
Dec 7, 2010 at 8:49 PM UTC
behind this prettyface
i always wanted to be that girl too brilliant to resist too pretty to dis that girl that stops traffic walking down the street that's the pretty girl, i wanted to be and today i'm sure, that girl is me but turns out it ain't all it's cracked up to be cause i've learned about her life all her pain all the abuse how she'll never be a wife how you smile to her face while you stab her in the back twisting as you push in the knife i've watched her drag herself across the coals for your love beg for peace, like soaring doves cry for relief as she crawls down the street after your threw her out like an out of date piece of meat collectively flooding her world all those tears that she's cried all the disappointment that she's felt, for even having tried i've watched her fade away like that soul of hers that died the day you showed her you'd never love her for anything more, like her heart and mind so she jumped from man to man searching for the plug to stop up that hole you dug with rusty shovels and all your poisonous words words so sharp they cut instantly deep infecting her with your thoughts and beliefs just so those physical benefits you'd reap so you twist her thoughts of love and her worth and deceive her and make her feel less than dirt like the ground you walk on cause you walked all over her and your name's all over those scars she incurred you wanna hold her close and tight but only when it suits you right? then pretend that you don't know her this girl, she's been broken by the thing she thought she wanted she just wanted to be a pretty face that anyone would notice but a pretty face doesn't get you respect it just got her used he drew her in, and she loved him so she let herself be abused like a cloud covering the sky she'd fake it just to get by and she might just never try again, to look her best cause those days weren't her fondest when you could treat her such a way like the disposable pretty face of a women that won't stand for it another day so now when people to her say "..you're such a pretty face.." she can tell them all this story and how unpretty it really is in this place
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Out of all the words in the human languages, almost is the cruelest.                                               I almost loved you.                                               I almost won.                                               I was almost there.                                               I was almost ***** When he snuck into the room like a wolf stalking its prey, my stomach didn’t almost tie in knots.             It became a sailor’s masterpiece. When he laid beside me as quiet as a stone, I wasn’t almost shaking.             I was a leaf on the San Andreas Fault. When his long, spidery fingers began trailing down my back, it didn’t almost feel like razors.             He cut so deep the skin began to peel back and expose every                 insecurity that I’ve hidden away between my vertebrae. His fingers didn’t almost dig into my arm,             they became shovels that dug a hole big enough for a casket. Bruises didn’t almost blossom across my skin,             I was a primrose bush in full bloom and he was the gardener. When he coerced himself between my thighs, I didn’t almost scream.             Years of ancestral abuse surged through my lungs and out my lips               into a battle cry. When he tried to force his hand inside of me I didn’t almost feel spoiled.                    I was a fruit rotting from the inside out, something that no one would ever want. And when my screams finally drove him off of me, I wasn’t almost okay.              I was paralyzed with fear and disgust and shame. Everything I’ve ever believed in slapped me in the face as I told myself:                                       This is what I get for liking ***                                       I shouldn’t be so easy.                                       I was asking for it.                                       It was my fault. I felt like a butterfly, beautiful but ruined by a man’s touch.              Never to fly again. But the truth is, a butterfly sheds scales throughout its lifetime,                        regenerating its wings. So when a man reaches for your wings in attempts to rip them off              remember that you are not what he thinks you are. Remember that it is never your fault.              Not even almost.
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Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 4:08 PM UTC
presque
Out of all the words in the human languages, almost is the cruelest.                                               I almost loved you.                                               I almost won.                                               I was almost there.                                               I was almost ***** When he snuck into the room like a wolf stalking its prey, my stomach didn’t almost tie in knots.             It became a sailor’s masterpiece. When he laid beside me as quiet as a stone, I wasn’t almost shaking.             I was a leaf on the San Andreas Fault. When his long, spidery fingers began trailing down my back, it didn’t almost feel like razors.             He cut so deep the skin began to peel back and expose every                 insecurity that I’ve hidden away between my vertebrae. His fingers didn’t almost dig into my arm,             they became shovels that dug a hole big enough for a casket. Bruises didn’t almost blossom across my skin,             I was a primrose bush in full bloom and he was the gardener. When he coerced himself between my thighs, I didn’t almost scream.             Years of ancestral abuse surged through my lungs and out my lips               into a battle cry. When he tried to force his hand inside of me I didn’t almost feel spoiled.                    I was a fruit rotting from the inside out, something that no one would ever want. And when my screams finally drove him off of me, I wasn’t almost okay.              I was paralyzed with fear and disgust and shame. Everything I’ve ever believed in slapped me in the face as I told myself:                                       This is what I get for liking ***                                       I shouldn’t be so easy.                                       I was asking for it.                                       It was my fault. I felt like a butterfly, beautiful but ruined by a man’s touch.              Never to fly again. But the truth is, a butterfly sheds scales throughout its lifetime,                        regenerating its wings. So when a man reaches for your wings in attempts to rip them off              remember that you are not what he thinks you are. Remember that it is never your fault.              Not even almost.
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planted in a garden, with roots tangled. we share water while we grow, and curl our tendrils up together. when the shovels come, after birds and bees and sun, they'll pry us from our ground inseparably brittle.
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Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 9:19 PM UTC
Greenery
this is an alphabet of all the people who have dug holes in me, and of all the people who are still digging. this is a gardening guide for would-be lovers and pretty faces who do not even realize that they are carrying shovels. this is a weather forecast written from past experience, a reminder that winter is not kind on crops, no matter how firmly you pack the dirt. this is me, reflecting on seeds planted. this is me, reflecting on seeds left to die. A, i suppose it is fitting that the first letter is also the first person to show me what it is like to have seedlings sprouting up from inside you, the first person to show me just how deep you really have to dig to make the sting last. you never came back to water what you planted. H, i’d like to say to that i ripped out your roots with my own two hands; i’d like to give myself some credit in all this. you don’t look as lovely as you used to. you say i’ve grown distant. i’m sorry. J, you always feel like being on the verge of something big. you feel like summer, like a deep purple, a bath of darkness. you are everywhere that plants do not grow well. and i have always felt — and still do feel —  that that is such a grave injustice. still, though you cannot speak the word “devotion,” i beckon for more seeds. P, my greatest heartbreak. heartbreak, though, is but a flesh wound when seen from afar. and so i thank god for the miles between us. i can feign forgetfulness when you are far away. after all, what is a shovel in your hands if those hands cannot reach me? S, you are but a bud waiting to bloom. and yet again i find myself so very afraid of growth. (a.m.)
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May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 7:24 PM UTC
i must look a lot like soil
this is an alphabet of all the people who have dug holes in me, and of all the people who are still digging. this is a gardening guide for would-be lovers and pretty faces who do not even realize that they are carrying shovels. this is a weather forecast written from past experience, a reminder that winter is not kind on crops, no matter how firmly you pack the dirt. this is me, reflecting on seeds planted. this is me, reflecting on seeds left to die. A, i suppose it is fitting that the first letter is also the first person to show me what it is like to have seedlings sprouting up from inside you, the first person to show me just how deep you really have to dig to make the sting last. you never came back to water what you planted. H, i’d like to say to that i ripped out your roots with my own two hands; i’d like to give myself some credit in all this. you don’t look as lovely as you used to. you say i’ve grown distant. i’m sorry. J, you always feel like being on the verge of something big. you feel like summer, like a deep purple, a bath of darkness. you are everywhere that plants do not grow well. and i have always felt — and still do feel —  that that is such a grave injustice. still, though you cannot speak the word “devotion,” i beckon for more seeds. P, my greatest heartbreak. heartbreak, though, is but a flesh wound when seen from afar. and so i thank god for the miles between us. i can feign forgetfulness when you are far away. after all, what is a shovel in your hands if those hands cannot reach me? S, you are but a bud waiting to bloom. and yet again i find myself so very afraid of growth. (a.m.)
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We are born not of flesh carved from the visage of mother and father, We are born of nebulae, of a symphony in the snow and the seeking of knowledge we never acquire. We are birthed for good. We are grown in evil. Our lives nothing more than the squealing of wheels as they spin in our sempiternal filth, a footprint in the dust since God said "Let there be fear and malice". Faces of dead, liquored men, shovels in our piracy digging for hidden treasure in the graveyard. So we crawl in the holes and cover each other up. Insulting the demons who pull us through, blessing them with good tidings. We go at our passing, to face the Devil. God as our jury, your hamartia plays witness. I am driven only by my fantasy of tomorrow. What a way to live. What a way to die.
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Oct 29, 2013
Oct 29, 2013 at 5:11 PM UTC
Please Ignore the Intoxicated Rambling of an Underage Girl
I want to hold you in my arms but I can't. though I can feel the ache in my teres' as I hold them out, hoping you'll change your mind and bury yourself in them. hoping you'll find comfort with your face in my neck again, kissing me relentlessly and telling me you love me, telling me you love me from your soul to mine. but we laugh and cover it up, cover up the fears that we may be more than what we would prefer, that there's more beneath our hearts, more that wants to reach out and touch the cold, graveyards in us. each headstone an emotion we left behind with the memories in the caskets below. we want to take shovels and cover them in 6 feet of dirt. we want to tear our nails trying to open each casket and say the headstones' names to each of them. and we want to caress and heal each individual wound and scar the other carries, we want to kiss them and watch them fold into new skin. we want the power to protect each sunrise and sunset the other may behold some day. we want to reach into the ocean of the others presence and pull up all the treasures below. we want to show the other the beauty of their depths, the trenches with new discoveries of the corals we may hold deep down and the tropical beaches where our shells shine. we want to uncover each other from each other. but truly, I just want your arms with mine, in that romantic way you said we had to give up. I want the heart you have. I wish I was good enough for that heart, I wonder what I'm missing. I will always wonder if I'm good enough. why you can't make that decision? I know it's from her, but why can't I surpass that? what do I lack? which shell isn't bright enough? which scar is too ugly? which wound hurts too much? which casket is too ***** which headstone is too large? is my graveyard too vast? which cavern is too deep? which trench is drowning you? which sunrise isn't beautiful enough? which sunset is too dark? which star isn't in your constellation? is my sun too hot? is the moon too low? which galaxy is too far? what could I have done? can I? am I good enough to fix anything for you?
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Jul 11, 2023
Jul 11, 2023 at 2:05 AM UTC
I'm begging, please
I want to hold you in my arms but I can't. though I can feel the ache in my teres' as I hold them out, hoping you'll change your mind and bury yourself in them. hoping you'll find comfort with your face in my neck again, kissing me relentlessly and telling me you love me, telling me you love me from your soul to mine. but we laugh and cover it up, cover up the fears that we may be more than what we would prefer, that there's more beneath our hearts, more that wants to reach out and touch the cold, graveyards in us. each headstone an emotion we left behind with the memories in the caskets below. we want to take shovels and cover them in 6 feet of dirt. we want to tear our nails trying to open each casket and say the headstones' names to each of them. and we want to caress and heal each individual wound and scar the other carries, we want to kiss them and watch them fold into new skin. we want the power to protect each sunrise and sunset the other may behold some day. we want to reach into the ocean of the others presence and pull up all the treasures below. we want to show the other the beauty of their depths, the trenches with new discoveries of the corals we may hold deep down and the tropical beaches where our shells shine. we want to uncover each other from each other. but truly, I just want your arms with mine, in that romantic way you said we had to give up. I want the heart you have. I wish I was good enough for that heart, I wonder what I'm missing. I will always wonder if I'm good enough. why you can't make that decision? I know it's from her, but why can't I surpass that? what do I lack? which shell isn't bright enough? which scar is too ugly? which wound hurts too much? which casket is too ***** which headstone is too large? is my graveyard too vast? which cavern is too deep? which trench is drowning you? which sunrise isn't beautiful enough? which sunset is too dark? which star isn't in your constellation? is my sun too hot? is the moon too low? which galaxy is too far? what could I have done? can I? am I good enough to fix anything for you?
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oh dear one lost across the sea so unknown to me, how fair thy little mind thinketh and playeth thy harp! no man shall raise a hand to thee! least ye scorn him, banishing him and his brazen knuckles to the brazen edge of the whole brazen universe. shy be he not! lameth shall he be forever. but two shovels should be found and used for to dig unto the ground, a new grave: doubly wide and doubly deep for two of the fairest of them all: the maidens lost to the wilderness, left to her own devices and thus self-deprecating her selves into planetary alignment with that new planet they just found that's like 1,000 times bigger than Saturn and with millions of icy rings. forever cold shall she be! forever unknown to me! bear witness to thy handiwork: my shoulders, lips, and toenails are all mine; for a moment they were thine and in breaking my peace i thus aireth my whine. and i'm fine. really, i'm fine. taketh no liberties with me! giveth no light, shareth no warmth! beseech me no inquiries! for i have not an answer that makes sense, nor a limb that works perfectly, and not a day goes by that i don't ponder you. yet the moon pondereth the sun forever and ever and ever but never the two shall meet. wandereth, fair maiden, and i shall wander, too. but should you face about my eyes will surely see you.
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Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 8:21 PM UTC
a poet, i am not. [i'm a pro football player]
ARMOUR AVENUE was the name of this street and door signs on empty houses read "The Silver Dollar," "Swede Annie" and the Christian names of madams such as "Myrtle" and "Jenny." Scrap iron, rags and bottles fill the front rooms hither and yon and signs in Yiddish say Abe Kaplan & Co. are running junk shops in ***** houses of former times. The segregated district, the Tenderloin, is here no more; the red-lights are gone; the ring of shovels handling scrap iron replaces the banging of pianos and the bawling songs of pimps.Chicago, 1915.
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Is there a poem in a sidewalk? Paths of cratered concrete, cracked By morning frost and midnight freeze, Wimpy weeds grow through the fissures. Children fall and skin their knees. Is there a poem in a sidewalk? Canvas for a budding Rembrandt, Using colored chalk as paint, Drawing flow’rs, and stick-man family, Curbing not her young restraint. Is there a poem in a sidewalk? Adults dare not let loose the leash, As they exercise their dogs, and ease their own stress, Must carry bags and tiny shovels, To clear the concrete of the mess. Is there a poem in a sidewalk? Scooters, skateboards, wagons, bikes, Off the path, then on again While yielding the right-of-way To lovers walking hand in hand. Is there a poem in a sidewalk? Collecting children at the corner, A guard, with yellow vest and sign, Moses parts the sea of traffic, Cautiously keeps kids in line. Through front yards, across drive-ways, Toward bus stops, stores and schools, Gathering mown grass, autumn leaves, and winter snow. There are poems in small town sidewalks, Imagination on the go. Phil Lindsey 1/11/17
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Jan 11, 2017
Jan 11, 2017 at 3:21 PM UTC
Small Town Sidewalks
segregated churches segregated souls segregated fires segregated coals segregated freedom segregated dreams segregated whispers segregated screams segregated neighbors segregated homes segregated doorways segregated zones segregated people segregated minds segregated signals segregated signs segregated graveyards segregated souls segregated shovels dig segregated holes
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Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 8:10 AM UTC
segregated
ON Forty First Street near Eighth Avenue a frame house wobbles. If houses went on crutches this house would be one of the cripples. A sign on the house: Church of the Living God And Rescue Home for Orphan Children. From a Greek coffee house Across the street A cabalistic jargon Jabbers back. And men at tables Spill Peloponnesian syllables And speak of shovels for street work. And the new embankments of the Erie Railroad At Painted Post, Horse's Head, Salamanca.
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