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Not another flipping cooking show, On the telly, it's all go, Weird concoctions in their heads, What's up with good old meat and veg? Judges frowning, watching on, The clock is ticking, must get done, Sweat is dripping in their pies, So some top Chef can criticise? I'd love that job, the eating bit, They never eat up all of it, Sometimes they are just simply rude, So if they criticised my food, I wouldn't put up with that **** The buggers would be wearing it :)
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 3:51 PM UTC
Monster Chef
As each day passes I hate myself more Why does it seem like I’m always in the wrong? “Know your place”, “you forgot your place” has become an axiom in my head, I cannot help but think that I’m such a burden, inferior, useless, and shouldn’t live instead I hate myself so much, everything is my fault no matter what I do My character is criticised every single time,  the shadows on the wall chiding me for being such a fool My heart’s so pain, I can’t breathe With every breath, the more I hate me The shadows haunt me, criticising every part of me I need to change my entire self, the more wrong in myself I see I hate every inch of myself, I don’t deserve to live Why is it so painful to be criticised continuously, staying positive while taking all these in is a myth The light casts on the shadows, bringing much happiness into my life, My heart is full of joy during these times, the sadness and hatred becomes a lie But when the shadows form and haunt me around at times, I’m trapped - hatred for myself and depression hides in my cry   “You’re weak and immature so you cry easily” was what I was told, Weakness and immaturity adds on to my list - of the lowest lows I can’t stop crying and wanting to self-harm, am I weak? Or maybe those words has caused me to fail to accept any part of me The shadows overwhelm me and engulf my sleep, “You’re undeserving of anything”, is all the shadows have bestowed upon me I always feel like I’m at fault even though I’ve tried, why is this so? My character is questioned - I hate every part of my soul I can’t help but wonder to myself… Is the day that my tears dry, Also the day that I die?
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Nov 5, 2022
Nov 5, 2022 at 1:02 PM UTC
Shadows
As each day passes I hate myself more Why does it seem like I’m always in the wrong? “Know your place”, “you forgot your place” has become an axiom in my head, I cannot help but think that I’m such a burden, inferior, useless, and shouldn’t live instead I hate myself so much, everything is my fault no matter what I do My character is criticised every single time,  the shadows on the wall chiding me for being such a fool My heart’s so pain, I can’t breathe With every breath, the more I hate me The shadows haunt me, criticising every part of me I need to change my entire self, the more wrong in myself I see I hate every inch of myself, I don’t deserve to live Why is it so painful to be criticised continuously, staying positive while taking all these in is a myth The light casts on the shadows, bringing much happiness into my life, My heart is full of joy during these times, the sadness and hatred becomes a lie But when the shadows form and haunt me around at times, I’m trapped - hatred for myself and depression hides in my cry   “You’re weak and immature so you cry easily” was what I was told, Weakness and immaturity adds on to my list - of the lowest lows I can’t stop crying and wanting to self-harm, am I weak? Or maybe those words has caused me to fail to accept any part of me The shadows overwhelm me and engulf my sleep, “You’re undeserving of anything”, is all the shadows have bestowed upon me I always feel like I’m at fault even though I’ve tried, why is this so? My character is questioned - I hate every part of my soul I can’t help but wonder to myself… Is the day that my tears dry, Also the day that I die?
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"I painted a picture today" I'm hoping it inspires people in a similar way that my poetry does No ! I hope it does more than that I've scrutinised and criticised it from all angles Til my energy drained It's of a sunset The colours are vivid n just right "or are they"? My local gallery's displaying it at a fair price or is it? I'm not sure if it's hanging in the best place? Does that matter? It's taken a long time to complete I'm surprised they thought it was good enough ? I am my harshest critic A perfectionist ......
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Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 10:06 PM UTC
Perfectionist
Judge a woman by her lovers just another one after others Wouldn't do that to a man welcome to bed who he can   Judge a woman by her clothes her material and fabric throws Criticised for what she wears doesnt matter still gets stares Judge a woman by her hair try it different if she dare It shows now, nerve reveals surely you know how she feels I Judge a woman by if she cares deals with life and how she fares In what she has a sense of pride and the feelings she has inside Judge a woman how dare you exam her and what she do It does more harm can't you see to look at her so judgementally © One man
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Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 4:19 AM UTC
..Wo man..
Is there anyone else annoyed by Thee Artiste, someone myself and others find an egotistical narcissist? Comment or message me, WickedHope or Kaitlin Molden if you've been criticised or deemed mediocre by this 'master poet'. Ok so thats the nice version here's what I was originally going to post. "Hey who on this site actually likes Thee Artiste? Comment or message me if you've been criticised"
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Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
I'm Sure This Is Mediocre
Albums, collections of songs, A collection of words brought together to right, wrongs or just to hurt they're there forever. Somewhere. Old recordings on vinyl or hand written on papers. New recordings still on vinyl but more objected to haters. To be easily accessed and heard by everyone fans or not, torn to shreds when criticised, a song is unappreciated for what amount of effort the artist went through to create something new and original just for you, for your ears. To view, to be a signal. That originality isn't dead or dying or even injured but instead living to be heard by millions around the world.
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May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 5:21 PM UTC
Originality Isn't Dead
It started when she said Hello Over forty years ago. She was the only one to do so I suppose. My heart was twanged And I wanted her so bad. Still it pains me so today, I couldn’t find the words to say. All I got was unrequited-love sick blues. I couldn’t eat a thing For weeks on end. At a party she sat alone, Seemingly aloof, ‘Til someone else stepped in... Hindsight says she didn’t like me anyway: She criticised my teenage spots And the way I danced. I wasted so much time on her, Spurning others for my senseless crush. Giving up only when her long distance boyfriend appeared. Since then I’ve always guarded Against getting emotionally involved Before being socially involved. It has been said that I’m aloof, Staying on the fringe, Avoiding commitment. You have to take that risk They say, There is no other way. I’ve seen the pain that “Love” can bring, Romantic songs I will not sing. I’d rather stay here on the shelf, Peacefully living with myself. Paul Butters
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Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 6:02 AM UTC
First Love
you know the avatar of vishnu sitting pretty, pretty calm, he sat there, lost his hair, became a bald & fat idol in china miles away from nepal... became an idol with that famous waving cat (maneki-neko): ola ola... hello to you too. so the avatar of vishnu is sitting peacfully pretty, but this avatar of shiva ain't... he's on a windowsill... head-banging while the supposed meditation takes place... he's on to it, the next vogue of mindfulness and feminism... he's like: **** it... let the zeppelins in, london on the fork fried, give us bacon and other assumptions of king above all beasts. but at the bus stop i met four would-be ballerinas, four lolitas nonetheless, aiming for a party, went into the shop were asked for i.d., but the look of them no more than 15... smoked my cigarette in the umbrella of the bus shelter... true to feminism got ***** 'can you buy me some vodka?' i don't care about your lies, you don't have to lie to me, 'but honest, i have a picture, i'm over the age of consent! look!' my moral compass is missing on this matter, plus you're so petite one of your musketeers gave you away, flesh that never grew to the bone... 'but please! we're going to a party! we can't go empty handed!' o.k. took the 10 quid note and went in, they wanted a medium sized bottle, under 10 quid of ***** and 4 women? no chance. put the note in my wallet and bought them a 70cl bottle of ***** 3 quid extra so they could, just, shut, up. apparently there was no party when i handed them the confidant compliment of uncle... you know that bit where nietzshce criticised socrates for engaging in dialectics to create a rude society? i think not engaging with dialectics creates rude societies... where children are above and most opinionated... and the elderly are below and exposed to sadism: as england row row rows the boat for an iceberg to thus sink. yes, the four of them, happy enough to be believed to have discovered the ******** and happy enough to have almost lost it.
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Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 7:35 PM UTC
shiva's dance in akimbo / 4 lolitas
you know the avatar of vishnu sitting pretty, pretty calm, he sat there, lost his hair, became a bald & fat idol in china miles away from nepal... became an idol with that famous waving cat (maneki-neko): ola ola... hello to you too. so the avatar of vishnu is sitting peacfully pretty, but this avatar of shiva ain't... he's on a windowsill... head-banging while the supposed meditation takes place... he's on to it, the next vogue of mindfulness and feminism... he's like: **** it... let the zeppelins in, london on the fork fried, give us bacon and other assumptions of king above all beasts. but at the bus stop i met four would-be ballerinas, four lolitas nonetheless, aiming for a party, went into the shop were asked for i.d., but the look of them no more than 15... smoked my cigarette in the umbrella of the bus shelter... true to feminism got ***** 'can you buy me some vodka?' i don't care about your lies, you don't have to lie to me, 'but honest, i have a picture, i'm over the age of consent! look!' my moral compass is missing on this matter, plus you're so petite one of your musketeers gave you away, flesh that never grew to the bone... 'but please! we're going to a party! we can't go empty handed!' o.k. took the 10 quid note and went in, they wanted a medium sized bottle, under 10 quid of ***** and 4 women? no chance. put the note in my wallet and bought them a 70cl bottle of ***** 3 quid extra so they could, just, shut, up. apparently there was no party when i handed them the confidant compliment of uncle... you know that bit where nietzshce criticised socrates for engaging in dialectics to create a rude society? i think not engaging with dialectics creates rude societies... where children are above and most opinionated... and the elderly are below and exposed to sadism: as england row row rows the boat for an iceberg to thus sink. yes, the four of them, happy enough to be believed to have discovered the ******** and happy enough to have almost lost it.
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Apparently we belong to The "minority" Some kind of "riotry". Because we love someone of the same gender Or perhaps we're not cisgender. Suddenly loving is a crime Harmless expression of what's within- is the biggest blunder there ever could be. Heart's content is criticised. They brand us names, FREAKS! DISGRACE! OUTLAWS! Make mockery out of innocence Demean our mere existence. They want "normal"? Then maybe it's themselves who are the problem. They want us to hide and blend in, Go back into this "closet" we "came out" of? (Ha, good luck with that) They think we're alone But we are not. There's one love  In all our hearts, Beating together Creating art. We show the world Consented love needs no apology Expression needs no **** apology! So much cruelty So much hate. But, you know what? We can't back down And be another statistical figure. Take pride in loving each other Take pride in being true to yourself. Pay no heed to those who say otherwise, Take a stand, you glorious beast. All in all, we come in peace.
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Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 4:02 AM UTC
We Are Not Criminals
The longest word in the English language Is also the shortest, stupidest and most solid word. it was Invented in 1500 and something by a young William Shakespeare He actually discovered  it on the back of a packet of chewin' tobacco. Somewhere amidst the indigenous ingredients So , the ****** actually plagiarized the world's most funkiest, fearsome word Claimed it as his own work Copyrighted it And made a **** load of money Made a truck load too Yes I know, trucks didn't exist in his Era But ****** did Male ones Ugly, uneducated, unnerving ones Ones from the back alleys of nowhere who dressed as ladies then as guys But their disguise was hideously, horrible I mean, 'ideously  'orrible No "H's " for those fine, fortunate, fellows And I will be criticised for my use of the english language But, that language is a mongrel A mangy, malnourished mutt, named Fritz
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Feb 1, 2013
Feb 1, 2013 at 7:58 PM UTC
William Shakespeare
The conversations on the post-its we share Aren't Lame. They're just constant denials and Occasional encouragements; The exchange of unanswered questions because For some reason, I'm not comfortable answering When everyone is staring. It's almost as if I'm going to write this Secret essay full of love and concern and A script expressing all I feel. All the bottled up worry about you would be Matched from thought to term, Scribbled down onto that Tiny piece of paper but Who am I kidding? I **** with words. I **** with expression. All I do all day long is Sit behind this stupid screen at 3am in the morning Typing down this hell of a poem (is it even one?) And regretting everything I hadn't done When I was still Face to face With you. I should have sat down and Thought a little longer and Maybe my brain would come up with some Wonderful solution or word of encouragement Like the powerful ones you always give me. I should have, at least, Gone over if I needed your help instead of You always coming over to my side And then ending up getting criticised. I should have given you a Huge hug and asked You How you were feeling but I'm just a fudging coward And a fudging selfish creep so I Sit there every morning and Wallow in my own sadness, Fighting a seemingly non-existent battle And I neglect you again — ****** I promised. I promised I wouldn't do it again but All I ever do is make you Worry and worry and worry and I don't seem to be there, ever. When it's time for me to help you I DO FUDGING NOTHING. . . . The conversations on the post-its Aren't Lame. They're just little bits of hope that Maybe one day, the replies would both be honest ones, And even if it says "No, I'm not fine" and The other one says "You want to talk about it?" It's a glimpse of hope. And it'd be true hope for once, Not just a mirage for disappointment. It'd be the beginning of understanding, It'd be the beginning of another beginning, It'd be the beginning of starting over, you and me, Closing up that gap But most importantly, It'd be the beginning of A New kind of Happiness
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Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 3:24 PM UTC
Post-it Convos
The conversations on the post-its we share Aren't Lame. They're just constant denials and Occasional encouragements; The exchange of unanswered questions because For some reason, I'm not comfortable answering When everyone is staring. It's almost as if I'm going to write this Secret essay full of love and concern and A script expressing all I feel. All the bottled up worry about you would be Matched from thought to term, Scribbled down onto that Tiny piece of paper but Who am I kidding? I **** with words. I **** with expression. All I do all day long is Sit behind this stupid screen at 3am in the morning Typing down this hell of a poem (is it even one?) And regretting everything I hadn't done When I was still Face to face With you. I should have sat down and Thought a little longer and Maybe my brain would come up with some Wonderful solution or word of encouragement Like the powerful ones you always give me. I should have, at least, Gone over if I needed your help instead of You always coming over to my side And then ending up getting criticised. I should have given you a Huge hug and asked You How you were feeling but I'm just a fudging coward And a fudging selfish creep so I Sit there every morning and Wallow in my own sadness, Fighting a seemingly non-existent battle And I neglect you again — ****** I promised. I promised I wouldn't do it again but All I ever do is make you Worry and worry and worry and I don't seem to be there, ever. When it's time for me to help you I DO FUDGING NOTHING. . . . The conversations on the post-its Aren't Lame. They're just little bits of hope that Maybe one day, the replies would both be honest ones, And even if it says "No, I'm not fine" and The other one says "You want to talk about it?" It's a glimpse of hope. And it'd be true hope for once, Not just a mirage for disappointment. It'd be the beginning of understanding, It'd be the beginning of another beginning, It'd be the beginning of starting over, you and me, Closing up that gap But most importantly, It'd be the beginning of A New kind of Happiness
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what keeps one from taking the first move? not one's ego, it's the fear of getting disappointed afterwards... what keeps one from certain people? not the fear of being judged, it's the fear of being criticised afterwards........ what keeps one from togetherness? not the fear of being used, it's the fear of being misused and thrown afterwards... what keeps one from love? not the fear of getting the love faded, it's the fear of being unloved afterwards... actually the biggest fear is not "the present", it is the fear of "the afterwards".... can we live in the moments? and fear afterwards?
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Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 4:57 AM UTC
Afterwards....
He tasted dry, When licked with sour spit. His scent was foul. Broad hands rejected Curling feet. Met by scowling eyes, He criticised me with love.
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Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 7:45 AM UTC
Leather Love
ah, but indeed, the conscious effort, the twin tongues in the eyes making eyes less passive, to talk in remote places of silence, to decode the encoding, and still doubling up the silence, indeed the conscious effort of lost colours with too many contorts, with only a few comparisons to understood mathematics of a U or parabola. why do i have to read a poem? why do i have to read a poem? why can't i just look at it? why do i have to give you a start and finish interpretation with a genealogy of lifting up the first sound like a crying baby and laying into the cold earth with a tombstone of a full stop? why? why? why?! can't i appreciate a poem like an x-ray of paintings with the two opposites? can't i grasp a poem on the outlines of curves and attach myself somewhere in between not necessarily at the beginning and making me into a river of narration following you? poetry can't be music any more, bob dylan tried and was criticised for attempting a qualifying degree of the index pointer and a nodding approval; poetry now akin to painting... i don't want chronology or genealogy, i want the scattering, the lost paragraph, the never attempted paragraph... where i begin or end is up to me... disown me poems... i want my poems to make me an orphan - completely rejected by the hands that tilled the blanks of what became unearthed and poached into pun plump potatoes of eager jaw and rattling teeth: i want paintings! i don't want music!
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Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 9:35 AM UTC
the lost paragraph
Lately I’ve been sinking into an infinite abyss of perspective reflection I’m afraid I will never be able to trust myself I’m afraid I will never become enlightened and that my conscious will sink deeper into my subconscious I’m scared witless that I will-become a chain smoker , one day I’m afraid that one day I’ll die lonely I’m terrified of being patronised I’m fearful of chronic nightmares I’m panicky of being criticised I’m afraid I’ll die a pessimist And I’m scared of anxiety Its all beginning to make sense now , I’m afraid of getting warped into societies superficiality I’m afraid of growing into an apathetic and sadist human being I’m horrified of getting ****** into humanities conformity and contentness I’m horror-struck by the fact that this youth is not eternal The public can never know I wrote this. - Wanda
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Jun 30, 2015
Jun 30, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC
Primitive blah blah (2)
To the ones who are imperfect, If anyone perfect is reading this please stop reading and go back to your amazing life. Yup life has to be amazing if you are perfect. Well if it's not that amazing read on maybe you can relate to some of it. Nobody is perfect. Everyone has his or her own imperfections. But is life just meant to be spent on trying to be what you are not? Good grades, dream college, well paid job, excellent personality with a good social circle and of course a beautiful and loving wife. PERFECT? Basically someone who has excelled in all possible fields of his concern. This type of a guy would be perfect right? This is the perfection that everyone tries to achieve. Oh wait! I should say the society tries to make us achieve. But what if someone was to step outside the circle? What if someone doesn't try to achieve this ideology of perfection? A person with low grades or someone who isn't in a good college or doing a job he loves but pays less is called incapable or incompetent. Why? Because he didn't achieve that mark of excellence or because he didn't try to achieve it. That's it, everyone around you starts to advice you, criticise you and breaks you to a point you can't handle anymore. They blame you for not being perfect. And to top it all you feel helpless and trapped. It's impossible for people to not judge you but it is up to you to be affected by their judgement. Your imperfections make you unique. You may have bad grades or end up in a low paid job but there is something in you that makes you special. But you know what those who criticise you just can't see it. Make sure that you perfect that unique thing about you. Cherish it and make sure that someday the people who criticised you can only see that perfection. Maybe you yet haven't found your speciality but the day you will maybe even 10 years later will be when you will realise that YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE. P.s: There may be many out there who feel they are emotionally and mentally strong but still may fall prey to those who criticise you. To all of them, what you think about yourself matters ​the most, be yourself and shine so that world is forced to look at you!
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May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 12:34 AM UTC
PERFECT YOUR UNIQUENESS
To the ones who are imperfect, If anyone perfect is reading this please stop reading and go back to your amazing life. Yup life has to be amazing if you are perfect. Well if it's not that amazing read on maybe you can relate to some of it. Nobody is perfect. Everyone has his or her own imperfections. But is life just meant to be spent on trying to be what you are not? Good grades, dream college, well paid job, excellent personality with a good social circle and of course a beautiful and loving wife. PERFECT? Basically someone who has excelled in all possible fields of his concern. This type of a guy would be perfect right? This is the perfection that everyone tries to achieve. Oh wait! I should say the society tries to make us achieve. But what if someone was to step outside the circle? What if someone doesn't try to achieve this ideology of perfection? A person with low grades or someone who isn't in a good college or doing a job he loves but pays less is called incapable or incompetent. Why? Because he didn't achieve that mark of excellence or because he didn't try to achieve it. That's it, everyone around you starts to advice you, criticise you and breaks you to a point you can't handle anymore. They blame you for not being perfect. And to top it all you feel helpless and trapped. It's impossible for people to not judge you but it is up to you to be affected by their judgement. Your imperfections make you unique. You may have bad grades or end up in a low paid job but there is something in you that makes you special. But you know what those who criticise you just can't see it. Make sure that you perfect that unique thing about you. Cherish it and make sure that someday the people who criticised you can only see that perfection. Maybe you yet haven't found your speciality but the day you will maybe even 10 years later will be when you will realise that YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE. P.s: There may be many out there who feel they are emotionally and mentally strong but still may fall prey to those who criticise you. To all of them, what you think about yourself matters ​the most, be yourself and shine so that world is forced to look at you!
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Amidst the sea of people suffocating in the calumnation of their realm ringed within the despair of others around them and solemnly existing alongside the control of civilisation Lay individuals heeding to their own opinions shunned, ignored and stamped on by their peers labeled as a nobody, as worthless and useless and understood as not one of them only as an error in the production of mankind Free and unconstricted of the anguishing order released as someone whom does not belong condemned as not right in their head and mentioned as unusual, absurd, crazy Criticised as a dreadfully contrary being memorised as a faulty move in the game of chess expeditiously withdrawn from the establishment of humanity and obliterated from the existence of their kind Eyes judging from afar fearing for their presence to be near disgusted by their demeaning manner and forced to abide within their deficient companionship Once bound to free the shrieking tears sobs and wails heard from others begging for acceptance and help and chasing the deemed worthy for assistance Metamorphosed into a satisfactory compliance of themselves buoyantly striding into the halls of the accounted worthy neglecting the insults and protests of others and middlingly acclimated to the continuance of being the hated Disrespected, despised and dishonored they may be but blithe, wild and free-spirited incorporated effectively enhancing their blessed individualised life and liberated from the provocation of those unwilling of exemption forcefully claiming their unrighteous place in civilisation. As they are, and always will be the outcast.
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Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 6:52 PM UTC
Outcast
Amidst the sea of people suffocating in the calumnation of their realm ringed within the despair of others around them and solemnly existing alongside the control of civilisation Lay individuals heeding to their own opinions shunned, ignored and stamped on by their peers labeled as a nobody, as worthless and useless and understood as not one of them only as an error in the production of mankind Free and unconstricted of the anguishing order released as someone whom does not belong condemned as not right in their head and mentioned as unusual, absurd, crazy Criticised as a dreadfully contrary being memorised as a faulty move in the game of chess expeditiously withdrawn from the establishment of humanity and obliterated from the existence of their kind Eyes judging from afar fearing for their presence to be near disgusted by their demeaning manner and forced to abide within their deficient companionship Once bound to free the shrieking tears sobs and wails heard from others begging for acceptance and help and chasing the deemed worthy for assistance Metamorphosed into a satisfactory compliance of themselves buoyantly striding into the halls of the accounted worthy neglecting the insults and protests of others and middlingly acclimated to the continuance of being the hated Disrespected, despised and dishonored they may be but blithe, wild and free-spirited incorporated effectively enhancing their blessed individualised life and liberated from the provocation of those unwilling of exemption forcefully claiming their unrighteous place in civilisation. As they are, and always will be the outcast.
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Nothing's left but it's alright Have a voice Give an opinion Express yourself Lay yourself bare I'll tell you a story of a boy His family are farmers - conservatives At the bottom of the lane, the pub used to burn a cross on bonfire night. It held the letters KWW - Keep Waterside White His Grandma is agoraphobic, xenophobic and racist who told him in no uncertain terms not to marry a black girl Before he passed away, his grandad would shoot at people searching for magic mushrooms on their land His father liked Thatcher, criticised the miners and the unions and was a casual homophobe His mother judges women by appearance and thinks Nigel Farage is a decent bloke. Her place is in the home. His brother works for the police His sister rides horses One uncle is a millionaire and CEO The other believes that mental illness does not exist and its treatment is dangerous The boy is christened, confirmed, went to an all white, Christian primary school and predominantly white, Christian secondary school. He left secondary school and college with no qualifications through the arts. Only the important subjects. There is another story about this boy but for now we will look only at these facts. It may create an image in your mind It would be easy to condemn this story Sure enough it was condemned By those who held the moral right Opinions stronger than people The boy grew fearful of people Tried to hide his story Became silent Shut off from the world Thought of the ways he could end the pain Sought to become a different person To deny his past Outwardly this worked Inwardly... People believed the moral of the story was that he had overcome They missed the point Inwardly... Sometimes, the majority ... Can feel like the minority If I said all of that, could I still express myself? Would you listen? Or would I be condemned?
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Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 7:38 AM UTC
Nothing's Left but it's Alright
Nothing's left but it's alright Have a voice Give an opinion Express yourself Lay yourself bare I'll tell you a story of a boy His family are farmers - conservatives At the bottom of the lane, the pub used to burn a cross on bonfire night. It held the letters KWW - Keep Waterside White His Grandma is agoraphobic, xenophobic and racist who told him in no uncertain terms not to marry a black girl Before he passed away, his grandad would shoot at people searching for magic mushrooms on their land His father liked Thatcher, criticised the miners and the unions and was a casual homophobe His mother judges women by appearance and thinks Nigel Farage is a decent bloke. Her place is in the home. His brother works for the police His sister rides horses One uncle is a millionaire and CEO The other believes that mental illness does not exist and its treatment is dangerous The boy is christened, confirmed, went to an all white, Christian primary school and predominantly white, Christian secondary school. He left secondary school and college with no qualifications through the arts. Only the important subjects. There is another story about this boy but for now we will look only at these facts. It may create an image in your mind It would be easy to condemn this story Sure enough it was condemned By those who held the moral right Opinions stronger than people The boy grew fearful of people Tried to hide his story Became silent Shut off from the world Thought of the ways he could end the pain Sought to become a different person To deny his past Outwardly this worked Inwardly... People believed the moral of the story was that he had overcome They missed the point Inwardly... Sometimes, the majority ... Can feel like the minority If I said all of that, could I still express myself? Would you listen? Or would I be condemned?
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I tried my best to be a better man I do the best I can But here I am Hurting everyone around I try with all my might To love with all my heart But they said I'm doing otherwise That my art is never right I walk the path of the wise Write scripts that truly inspire But all I get is just great torment Harvested from their hate-comment I work hard, never disabled To fend and put food on table But still I get criticised And was tagged as "lazy *** I try to improve my profile Be a better and less-rough guy But life never permits Instead; my trial emits afflict' Family labelled me hellish Friends tagged me selfish Haters wish I perish Neighbours gossips and blemish I will overcome I guess But If I ended up diced to pieces instead By this sharp knife edge Just be aware; I tried me best Wish me well
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Nov 1, 2019
Nov 1, 2019 at 5:00 PM UTC
Wish me well
I was a wobbly little girl Tortured by my devil She chased and chased me Hunting me down Criticised my success Laughed at my victory Shortened my smiles Prevented my laughs My first tear My only snap My loudest sob The whitest flag I cried for help there she was I called emergency there she was I raced to school there she was I ran back home there she was Darkness flowed through her veins Jealousy kept her running Black magic empowered her Sorcery concealed the naked my head ****** my hands tied my face torn my vision blurred Now she shoots and shoots and shoots right through me She strikes and strikes and strikes up my smile Protected by my love I realised right then I tried to die once Never again.
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Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 4:03 PM UTC
A.
Inside, I’m screaming out, “look at me!” “Notice me!” Too, long, too long, I’ve neglected to see me because I was lost, looking over at others. Such wasted years, such waste to fears, discouragement in my ears, the many times, I’ve wiped those tears Stained eyes, they were closed for a period of many, many days, to get new sight, and To hear the truth within; “darling, I see you; you are my beloved.” Deep senses quieten, even though tremmers still pulse, Claiming life within thriving for expression. I can’t stop; I allow you to be seen, heard, criticised, discarded...celebrated, yes, honoured, revelled, desired, loved. Because that’s who you are, who you’ve always been, when you were off, waiting to be seen. But now I am here, and now I begin again, New steps, new paths; enjoy, embrace joy!
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Feb 19, 2025
Feb 19, 2025 at 8:31 PM UTC
Inside, I’m screaming out, “look at me!”
The truth that we thought was the truth fell like the pack of lies that it was and the odds that we thought were even, were even more crooked than that. So we dropped off the radar and went under the grid and slid off the end of the rainbow. Same thing there gold everywhere and diamonds that coloured our eyes. In the morning after the morning last night still tight with the alcohol, coke and some Demerol we glued back the curtains to look at the sky, it was raining. And I know it always rains in February, but something told me that Summer was on the way. Being criticised constantly and ostracised eventually September seemed like a good time to go but as it's dry now think I'll try now to rejoin the hive, staying alive is easy it's the living that's hard.
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May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 2:57 PM UTC
The beekeeper
Sticks and stones leave cuts and bruises, but words go deep, and feelings it chooses . Wounds go away as times go by. But saying words don't hurt. That is a lie . The intense mellows I hear in the voice. It's as if I have to make a choice, to let it flow by in the wind or let it replay over and over again . The sorrow I hear when someone regrets , they know the pain they cause you. Even when they move on and forget, the cut still seeps inside you . A broken record you hear the same parts , a chorus of a song . The simple words that pierced you deep, were there all along . You can't erase what you heard, the permanent ink bleeds through your soul. It becomes so heavy you can't take the pain then it imprint its hole . What you once thought of words, things you use everyday can damage and destroy when used the wrong way. My freedom of speech is just as good. But you wonder why its criticised when I don't tell a lie. When I'm real, its wrong. When I'm right, It's passed along . But when I hurt someone time stops. Time stops fot them as it once did for me when I seen that imperfection they pointed out . And when I realize that it will never go away . It's easy to be observant than admitting, because once you admit its set in stone and the denial all fades.
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Jul 19, 2011
Jul 19, 2011 at 11:01 PM UTC
Sticks and Stones